The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]
Chapter 94 Komaeda-kun's Longing
"Sorry……"
"Sorry Asakawa-san...we shouldn't have said that about you."
Most of the students were filled with resentment and dissatisfaction with Komaeda Nagito's strong posture of defending Asakawa Airi, but they were scolded so badly that they gradually realized that every word Komaeda Nagito said was sharp And rational.
His aura is too strong, with long sentences and sarcastic but well-founded attacks, he completely controlled the direction of the entire public opinion, and he actually stunned the students present with one-to-many speechless , I can't say a word of rebuttal.
Except for one or two who took the initiative to criticize, most of these onlookers were just copycats, and it was no big deal to watch the excitement. After a while of silence, once some students wavered and let go of their mouths and began to apologize, they would ring out one after another. A slight apology.
Even if some are not sincere, the protagonists who are painted as small yellow pictures don't care. They really have no reason to criticize Asakawa Airi's paintings from the perspective of moral high ground.
And after more students calmed down, they realized that since Komaeda Nagito defended Asakawa Airi in this way, he justly pointed out that it was a rumor!It shows that these screenshots may really have problems!However, they were misled by the fake screenshots, and became the spearmen of the whistleblower to run on Airi Asakawa!
How many people would choose to believe in skin stickers at the beginning is because Komaeda Nagito has only been close to Asakawa Airi recently, although he will greet other people gently as always, but compared to his attitude when he just transferred last semester, he is obviously alienated. few.
It seems that no matter what he talks about with Komaeda Nagito, his words are all about "Airi's paintings are full of hope~" and "Everyone should vote for Airi!" This kind of topic is about Asakawa Airi.
The female students who like Komaeda Nagito certainly think that Asakawa Airi is an eyesore, and even many fans in the support group are more or less envious and hate Asakawa Airi, thinking that Asakawa Airi is just good at drawing, Komaeda-kun won the prize without even winning a national competition!What a shameless scheming bitch!
So when they saw Asakawa Airi's skin-picking stickers, they all swarmed up like chicken blood, wishing to trample Asakawa Airi into a duplicitous scum who drew a little yellow picture of a classmate under this skin-picking sticker.Onlookers who did not know the truth were believed to be true by these rumors that gradually spread maliciously, so this mass cyber violence incident became an isolated incident in reality amidst the strong public opinion effect.
"You're such an old man, and your voice of apology is so soft, are you mosquitoes?" Looking at the male classmate who just stopped his nosebleed and stood up after being beaten by him, Komaeda Nagito sneered contemptuously, "Especially you , wriggling like a little girl."
Komaeda Nagito, who has uncovered the mask of humility, has sarcasm in every sentence, like choking gunpowder, regardless of his own words of hatred.
"This hopeless farce, I will never let it continue to spread rumors." Secretly observing everyone present, Komaeda Nagito crossed his arms, and spoke coldly with an absolute height advantage: "I will definitely investigate the rumormongers who posted online, no matter who they are, I will not let them go."
"I know, you must be hiding in a corner and watching this bullying farce. It's probably your purpose to witness the scene of Airi being bullied and run over with your own eyes. For such a purpose, how could you not come to the scene to watch and add insult to injury in person? Well. However, a person like you who only hides in dark corners and makes insidious tricks, and dare not compete with Airi in an open and honest manner, can be so despicable and shameless, I think he is usually a person who has neither personality nor personality The scum of talent. Just like that, you still want to laugh at Airi's hope?——Huh? You're so ridiculous!"
Komaeda Nagito spoke word by word, his cold voice was piercingly cold, and it was an undeniable sonorous force.
"A waste like you who has no hope and only shrinks behind your back, even if you take the initiative to apologize now, I will never forgive you, a scum! This hopeless behavior... This kind of fabrication is not I will definitely pursue the crime of defamation of spreading false facts, slandering and belittling the reputation and dignity of others! Absolutely unforgivable!"
Throwing down a warning coldly, not wanting to let Asakawa Airi stay in this bad environment and suffer criticism, Komaeda Nagito turned and lowered his head, looking at Asakawa Airi who was carefully guarded behind him.
Seeing her small body standing behind him, staring up at him blankly, the lips that had been biting tightly just now were slightly opened, and her watery black eyes were full of unbelievable shock, but There seemed to be a hazy light ignited in such a dark mist.
"Komaeda-kun..."
The healthy and energetic voice of the past is long gone, and the trembling tone is so slight that only Komaeda Nagito, who is closest to Asakawa Airi, can hear it.Nagito Komaeda felt so distressed that it exploded, and the angry expression just now softened instantly.
"Airi, let's go, we don't need to waste time with these scumbags." He looked at Asakawa Airi and spoke in a tone of flattery and worry that he was afraid that Asakawa Airi would get angry, and even saw Asakawa Airi staring at him without moving , couldn't help holding her hand.
The last time we shook hands was at the bonfire party a few days ago. Airi's hands were small and soft, with calluses on the slender and soft finger pads, and the warmth between the palms was full of hopeful warmth.But now, her slightly curved fingers were stained with sweat, and there was a crescent moon imprint deeply pinched by her fingertips in the palm of her slowly opened hand.
Komaeda Nagito pursed his lips in distress, and immediately took Asakawa Airi's hand and walked towards the teaching building.
This incident must not be done as if nothing happened after apologizing, this is absolutely impossible!If he hadn't happened to encounter this scene today, he could hardly imagine what kind of encounter and siege Asakawa Airi would face.
The malicious words of cyber violence, the campus bullying in real life... These verbal criticisms and spoof insults will cause great psychological trauma to the parties involved.Of course, he always thought that Asakawa Airi's hope would never be defeated by this little despair.
These despairs are just the stepping stones of hope, and these useless dregs that can't even distinguish the rumors are just the stepping stones of Asakawa Airi!
What he was angry with was not that Airi-chan didn't show her hopeful side, but that he was angry and blamed himself for not fulfilling the mission of stepping stone!If she had appeared earlier, Airi-chan would never have faced such a vicious attack!
A certain Hope Chef, who was aggrieved and wanted to root out Asakawa Airi, began to secretly glance at Asakawa Airi's expression after thinking about it, but Airi kept her head down and didn't speak after being held by her...
A certain hope chef who felt very guilty for being late came to his mind with worry: Airi has been silent all the time, is she also angry with him... Speaking of which, the source of this matter is because of himself, if yesterday If his phone hadn't exploded in the evening, he would definitely have seen this skinning post, and he would have left a message to clarify!Now Airi has been misunderstood so seriously by everyone... His stepping stone is simply too bad... If Airi misunderstood himself because of this, and because of this matter, he will never talk to himself again, and never draw himself again. If so, that's really unfortunate.
Komaeda Nagito, who can be scumbags in front of others, instantly faltered, and suddenly felt that the palms he was holding were also hot.
However, the truth is that Airi Asakawa was stunned the moment Nagito Komaeda appeared!She originally thought that Komaeda Nagito punched people because he was dissatisfied with those gossips. At this moment, he must hate her very much, but when he held him tenderly in his arms and patted his back to comfort him, she felt like It's like dreaming...
Then, when she heard that he was still resolutely standing on her side when she was being criticized by thousands of people, defending herself with sharp words, she suddenly felt very wronged and wanted to cry, so that Nagito Komaeda crackled After finishing her life, she was still in a state of shock as to whether she was dreaming.
She always thought that Komaeda Nagito would be super angry after discovering these pictures. She had already imagined what Komaeda Nagito might say countless times, imagining that he, a super high school hope chef, would be very angry after learning about this incident. Face disgust disgusted expression.
—Is this the level of your hope?What a disappointment.
——If this is also Hope's talent, it is an insult to Hope.
—Ah... so desperate.
But now, the development of things is completely beyond her original best guess...
Asakawa Airi's head was completely dazed, so dazed that she just stared at Komaeda Nagito's hand and held her own without hesitation.It was just an ordinary movement, maybe he wanted to take himself away from this terrible place as soon as possible, but the body temperature through his fingers and palms was particularly warm.
Subconsciously, she was gently led away by him.
It's strange, obviously I can't stand the acid words of my classmates, I just wanted to run away because I was so sad, but now... when Komaeda-kun took her away from here, the warmth of the palm of her hand made her My heart that was falling like ice gradually warmed up...
Even, my heart... inexplicably became faster and faster as the two walked hand in hand. This feeling is completely indescribable, and it feels like my heart may jump out at any time.
...I am really bad.He obviously did something bad to sorry Komaeda-kun, but in the end he still asked Komaeda-kun to come forward to protect himself...
"Komaeda-kun..." Airi Asakawa softly called out Nagito Komaeda's name until he reached a corner where no one was around, "Thank you for your willingness to speak for me just now..."
She felt that although Komaeda Nagito spoke for her, she must be mindful.So I lowered my head and bowed ninety degrees to apologize, and my tone was full of apology and regret: "Komaeda-kun, I'm sorry for doing those excessive things before... I'm sorry, I will never do it again. I hope you don't have any problems. My anger..."
Not liking Asakawa Airi's low-key attitude towards him, Komaeda Nagito raised Asakawa Airi with a slight frown, and emphasized again: "Airi did nothing wrong, there is no need to apologize, and don't delete the picture, I am not angry. "
Thinking about those damned scumbags, Airi never wanted to draw herself again, and felt that life was full of despair... And such an undesirable thing like deleting pictures must never happen!
"But I did such an excessive thing, are you really not angry with me?..."
The nervous little eyes were like a pitiful little elk, cautiously with an indescribable light, Komaeda Nagito couldn't help but reached out and stroked her forehead hair: "Why should I be angry, love?" The pears are beautifully drawn, full of sparkling hope! I really like them! I hope Airi can continue to draw.”
Komaeda Nagito said dotingly, without any sense of blame at all, and was even willing to let herself continue to draw... Such a conniving attitude made Asakawa Airi's nose sour, and felt that Komaeda Nagito was full of malicious speculation and drew circles The self that Quan cursed him to disappear was so despicable that he was an asshole!
Why did you find out about Komaeda-kun after the kidnapping case?Why have I always misunderstood Komaeda-kun because of my preconceived notions...
Asakawa Airi desperately held back her tears and shook her head: "No, Komaeda-kun! I'm not as beautiful as you think."
Her fists were clenched subconsciously.
"Those pictures are not pornographic, but I did draw a little pornographic picture of your women's clothing... and posted it on Twitter."
Asakawa Airi thought that Komaeda Nagito had read the LINE text message she sent last night, and watched her Twitter to know that the skinker made rumors, but the rumor maker only made the latter part of the rumor, and the little pornographic pictures and complaints in the front are all It is an ironclad fact.
She didn't want to deceive him at all with such a truth, so she lowered her head and confessed in a choked voice: "When you first transferred to another school, you were very fierce and indifferent to you, because I hated you and always wanted you to disappear from my side, so I posted on Twitter I wrote a lot of nasty complaints on the website, and during the performance of the stage play, I drew your little pornographic picture and posted it on the Internet... At that time, I hated you living next door, hated you always appearing in front of me, hated You came to my house and have a good relationship with Mom and Dad... Even when I was kidnapped, I thought in disgust: I am so unlucky because of your existence... Why don't you disappear quickly... But you saved me I... just like just now, you always defend me because I have hope, but... I am so malicious, I don't have any hope at all... I am a bad bastard who can't be worse..."
"Does Airi still want me to disappear?" Komaeda Nagito interrupted suddenly.
"How is that possible! I don't want Komaeda-kun to disappear at all! I..." Asakawa Airi explained hastily, and was afraid that Komaeda Nagito would leave her, subconsciously grabbed his sleeve and opened her eyes He said with wide eyes, "I don't want to lose Komaeda-kun, and I don't want to lose Komaeda-kun as a friend at all!"
After the kidnapping case, although she solemnly expressed her willingness to be friends with Komaeda-kun, she hoped with all her heart that he could turn from being a shit-stirring person into a young man who studies hard and makes progress every day.
But in fact, I rely more on the existence of Komaeda Nagito invisibly, and I have already regarded him as my best friend without knowing it...
But the wrong things he did once failed Komaeda Nagito's trust in him.
Really hate myself.
Asakawa Airi didn't want to cry in front of Komaeda Nagito, because it would make her seem particularly useless.But at this moment, she was completely overwhelmed by the strange feelings, she bit her lower lip lightly, and tightly grabbed Komaeda Nagito's sleeve with her fingers while crying, but her head was gently touched again.
"It's the same for me, I don't want to lose Airi at all."
Komaeda Nagito likes that Asakawa Airi enjoys the joy of painting to herself, and likes that every nerve on her face reveals joy and a small smug smile.
That's how she should be.
So he didn't like Asakawa Airi showing such an expression in front of him.Of course, the person who made Airi-chan cry, not even himself, could forgive him.
"Airi is willing to tell me the truth, I am very happy, really happy. The Airi who used to hate me to the point of wishing that I disappeared is gone, and now Airi is willing to be friends with someone like me There are people in this world who are willing to accept a soul like me, and I am already very satisfied to get such an answer.”
Komaeda Nagito felt soft happiness welling up in his heart.He realized that Asakawa Airi didn't know his trumpet yet, so he smiled and said: "Similarly, the reason why I used to draw the little yellow picture is not the most important thing at all. Airi is not continuing to draw now to record my hopeful picture About my picture? Then why should I worry about the reason of the past?"
He said seriously: "People like me don't always feel that there is hope in themselves. But every picture of me in Airi-chan... seems to have shining hope, as if a scum like me also has hope." hopefully."
"It's really only an honor for me to be such a hopeful protagonist in Airi-chan's writing, and to be the helper who bears Airi-chan's hope...so..."
He smiled, his smile was so pretty and gentle, completely different from the sneering look just now.
"Airi is willing to paint me. No matter what kind of painting it is, it is a painting full of hope in my eyes."
Asakawa Airi was stunned, more strange emotions surged in her heart, but she shook her head again after hesitation and said: "Komaeda-kun, you think I have hope...you only see the side of me that has the talent for painting. But, I It's really not as good as you imagined... After the skin-scraping stickers broke out last night, when I was faced with accusations just now, I didn't even have the courage to explain the most basic strength. Inferiority, cowardice, social fear... I don’t have any confidence at the critical moment, I just want to escape out of fear... Those who are optimistic, cheerful and confident are the ones who really have hope..."
Because of some dark history in the past, Asakawa Airi has always had an inferiority complex, but she has never confided such truth to anyone, including her parents.
"How did Airi say something contradictory...I once encouraged a scum like me that I also have hope, why would I deny my hopeful self now because of this little despair? If Airi didn't I hope, then I, the worst, worst, stupidest scum that is destined to do nothing, it would be better if I disappear..." Komaeda Nagito suddenly fell down.
"Komaeda-kun won't allow you to say that about yourself!"
Komaeda Nagito looked over with a smile: "Then I won't allow Airi to say that about myself."
"..."
"It doesn't matter how others talk about you. No matter how good you are, there will always be people who don't like you in this world. There is no need to change yourself for anyone, and there is no need to feel sad for those words-do what you want dream, go where you want to go, be who you want to be, because you only have one life, one chance to do all those things you want to do."
"So, Airi can paint whatever she likes, and it is a very happy thing to keep going because she likes it. Your talent will definitely usher in the best hope for you. You don't have to worry about your success and hope. There is no one to accompany you on the way, because I... will always support you."
"Komaeda-kun..." Hearing Komaeda Nagito's deep voice, and looking at his gentle and serious eyes, Asakawa Airi only felt warm in his heart, moved to tears, wishing to throw himself into his arms to rub rub.
Nagito Komaeda, who recently read a certain book and unknowingly quoted some of the contents of the book, suddenly praised his wit.Sure enough, this is the correct way to comfort girls!
He even thought of the description in the book, and couldn't help stretching out his claws to hug Asakawa Airi again, stroking his head comfortingly.
Asakawa Airi, who buried her chest again, no longer behaved in a daze just now, but blushed immediately, and pushed him away in panic.
Komaeda Nagito: Airi-chan's reaction is wrong, shouldn't she throw herself into her arms and cry...
Asakawa Airi immediately changed the subject: "You hung up on me last night, your phone was turned off all the time, and you didn't go to school with me in the morning..." She kicked the stones on the ground, a little aggrieved, "If you don't mind, why not Tell me earlier... I thought you hated me so much... I was always worried about how to make you forgive me..."
"Feel sorry……"
Speaking of his mobile phone, Nagito Komaeda couldn't help but touch his forehead. This can't be described as unfortunate, it is super unfortunate.
He immediately blew up his phone last night, and went to a repair shop at 06:30 this morning to repair the phone, but he encountered a car accident on the road and explained the serious traffic jam.
He got a new phone, so he had no idea that Airi Asakawa called him last night! ! !He only found out that such a thing happened one night when he changed his mobile phone and swiped the campus network to see if there was a new picture of Asakawa Airi!
And Nagito Komaeda, who lost the contact information of Airi Asakawa because of the change of mobile phone, was extremely distressed. As soon as he arrived at the school, he searched for Airi Asakawa everywhere, and unexpectedly witnessed the scene just now.
After listening to Komaeda Nagito's heartbroken thoughts, Asakawa Airi just wanted to cast a pitiful look, but Komaeda Nagito suddenly became excited with his arms crossed: "It's been several days since nothing unfortunate happened. , Lately I’ve been so lucky that I’m dizzy! But Airi, don’t worry, these misfortunes are just stepping stones to hope! There will definitely be better and better luck waiting for me in the future! For example, helping Airi-chan to catch The real culprit?!"
Thinking of the shady man behind the scenes, Asakawa Airi frowned, thinking about who was going to drive a wedge between herself and Komaeda Nagito.
Just like what Komaeda Nagito said just now, if it’s just for him to fight against injustice, and if you are angry at her behavior of insulting her classmates by drawing little pornographic pictures, you can text her or Komaeda Nagito alone, even if it is hung on the wall, it is impossible to distort the facts out of context. .
So obviously, what the other party did was completely aimed at himself.The intention is to turn this mass cyber violence incident into an isolated incident in reality, which not only makes Komaeda Nagito hate himself, but also makes all the students misunderstand and alienate themselves.
Asakawa Airi was thinking like this, and suddenly realized something, and asked nervously: "Komaeda-kun, you spoke too hard just now, is something wrong?"
With an extremely tough attitude of defending her and mercilessly mocking her classmates, such words and deeds that completely tear her face are likely to offend her classmates severely.
He has been painstakingly developing his own humble and gentle personality in the school, step by step becoming the popular king of Yan Middle School, the gentle and elegant male god in the eyes of everyone.Asakawa Airi is very happy that he is loved by his classmates, and hopes that he can make more friends in school.
But today, he made no secret of his aggressive anger in front of his classmates, and scolded them bloody, almost pulling a wave of hatred on himself.
Asakawa Airi couldn't imagine whether there would be some harsh words on the Internet, so she couldn't help worrying about Komaeda Nagito's situation in school in the future.
"They are dispensable and irrelevant people to me. No matter how they look at me, it is irrelevant to me."
Komaeda Nagito doesn't care what the outside world thinks about him, he has no time to waste energy on it.
He only cares about Asakawa Airi.
"Airi, don't worry!" Smiling, he stretched out his hand and stroked Asakawa Airi's hair again. Nagito Komaeda patted it, then reluctantly touched it again, and suddenly understood why Airi-chan liked to pull hair so much. up.
"Leave the rest to me. I will definitely find the mastermind behind the scenes and let her get the punishment she deserves!"
Think of it as a lottery... Anonymous on the website, how can it be so easy to find...
Asakawa Airi complained in her heart, but the expression on her face couldn't help but smiled softly.
It was just such a short conversation with Komaeda Nagito, as if all the heavy burdens that were bound to her body were lifted, she actually felt relaxed and a little buoyantly happy.
but……
"Komaeda-kun, can you stop touching my head, my hair is messed up...!"
Airi Asakawa pulls her hair with a super fierce backhand!
——Komaeda-kun, thank you... for being willing to stand by my side.Give me who feels inferior, the courage to hope.
The author has something to say: The last chapter exploded with the highest number of comments except the first chapter. Sure enough, everyone loves the handsome Komaeda-kun.
For the first time, Airi showed an inferiority complex in front of Komaeda (suddenly getting close), Komaeda rarely turned into a little angel to appease Airi, and her love talk and flirting skills MAX.Sure enough, it is useful to read books all the time! ! !
Airi favorability: 100+! ! ! ! ! !
It feels so good to heal each other.
But I thought about the outline, and it seems that the last chapter may be the most handsome one in Komaeda hahahahaha everyone, watch and cherish it, if you fall in love in the future, you may just die every day (hey, is this really good?)
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I may not have a list in June. Although I didn’t enter the small black room, I was banned from applying for the list at the backstage... I was stupid. I miscalculated the number of episodes, thinking that it was the third time that I would be hacked for three episodes no matter what. Then this chapter is special, and the relationship change is always not handled well, so I just didn’t post it... As a result... _(:з」∠)_There is no list for three weeks... (falling into despair)
Let's spend June like this. (Top lid)
The important thing is August August! !It is said that CP20.5 is 8.26-27, and I want to participate (my friends don’t go, my mother is going on a trip, so what if I go to the toilet by myself in OJL... so maybe I need a little angel to watch the booth) I This time, we have prepared a lot of 2 and V3 projectiles!At present, a Xiaoji has been drawn, and those who are interested can come to get a new postcard!I'm going to make a bunch of Komaeda! ! ! (sudden excitement)
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Start asking for nutrient solution at the beginning of the month~~~Don’t vote for me at the end of the month~~Vote at the beginning of each month~Meme~
"Sorry Asakawa-san...we shouldn't have said that about you."
Most of the students were filled with resentment and dissatisfaction with Komaeda Nagito's strong posture of defending Asakawa Airi, but they were scolded so badly that they gradually realized that every word Komaeda Nagito said was sharp And rational.
His aura is too strong, with long sentences and sarcastic but well-founded attacks, he completely controlled the direction of the entire public opinion, and he actually stunned the students present with one-to-many speechless , I can't say a word of rebuttal.
Except for one or two who took the initiative to criticize, most of these onlookers were just copycats, and it was no big deal to watch the excitement. After a while of silence, once some students wavered and let go of their mouths and began to apologize, they would ring out one after another. A slight apology.
Even if some are not sincere, the protagonists who are painted as small yellow pictures don't care. They really have no reason to criticize Asakawa Airi's paintings from the perspective of moral high ground.
And after more students calmed down, they realized that since Komaeda Nagito defended Asakawa Airi in this way, he justly pointed out that it was a rumor!It shows that these screenshots may really have problems!However, they were misled by the fake screenshots, and became the spearmen of the whistleblower to run on Airi Asakawa!
How many people would choose to believe in skin stickers at the beginning is because Komaeda Nagito has only been close to Asakawa Airi recently, although he will greet other people gently as always, but compared to his attitude when he just transferred last semester, he is obviously alienated. few.
It seems that no matter what he talks about with Komaeda Nagito, his words are all about "Airi's paintings are full of hope~" and "Everyone should vote for Airi!" This kind of topic is about Asakawa Airi.
The female students who like Komaeda Nagito certainly think that Asakawa Airi is an eyesore, and even many fans in the support group are more or less envious and hate Asakawa Airi, thinking that Asakawa Airi is just good at drawing, Komaeda-kun won the prize without even winning a national competition!What a shameless scheming bitch!
So when they saw Asakawa Airi's skin-picking stickers, they all swarmed up like chicken blood, wishing to trample Asakawa Airi into a duplicitous scum who drew a little yellow picture of a classmate under this skin-picking sticker.Onlookers who did not know the truth were believed to be true by these rumors that gradually spread maliciously, so this mass cyber violence incident became an isolated incident in reality amidst the strong public opinion effect.
"You're such an old man, and your voice of apology is so soft, are you mosquitoes?" Looking at the male classmate who just stopped his nosebleed and stood up after being beaten by him, Komaeda Nagito sneered contemptuously, "Especially you , wriggling like a little girl."
Komaeda Nagito, who has uncovered the mask of humility, has sarcasm in every sentence, like choking gunpowder, regardless of his own words of hatred.
"This hopeless farce, I will never let it continue to spread rumors." Secretly observing everyone present, Komaeda Nagito crossed his arms, and spoke coldly with an absolute height advantage: "I will definitely investigate the rumormongers who posted online, no matter who they are, I will not let them go."
"I know, you must be hiding in a corner and watching this bullying farce. It's probably your purpose to witness the scene of Airi being bullied and run over with your own eyes. For such a purpose, how could you not come to the scene to watch and add insult to injury in person? Well. However, a person like you who only hides in dark corners and makes insidious tricks, and dare not compete with Airi in an open and honest manner, can be so despicable and shameless, I think he is usually a person who has neither personality nor personality The scum of talent. Just like that, you still want to laugh at Airi's hope?——Huh? You're so ridiculous!"
Komaeda Nagito spoke word by word, his cold voice was piercingly cold, and it was an undeniable sonorous force.
"A waste like you who has no hope and only shrinks behind your back, even if you take the initiative to apologize now, I will never forgive you, a scum! This hopeless behavior... This kind of fabrication is not I will definitely pursue the crime of defamation of spreading false facts, slandering and belittling the reputation and dignity of others! Absolutely unforgivable!"
Throwing down a warning coldly, not wanting to let Asakawa Airi stay in this bad environment and suffer criticism, Komaeda Nagito turned and lowered his head, looking at Asakawa Airi who was carefully guarded behind him.
Seeing her small body standing behind him, staring up at him blankly, the lips that had been biting tightly just now were slightly opened, and her watery black eyes were full of unbelievable shock, but There seemed to be a hazy light ignited in such a dark mist.
"Komaeda-kun..."
The healthy and energetic voice of the past is long gone, and the trembling tone is so slight that only Komaeda Nagito, who is closest to Asakawa Airi, can hear it.Nagito Komaeda felt so distressed that it exploded, and the angry expression just now softened instantly.
"Airi, let's go, we don't need to waste time with these scumbags." He looked at Asakawa Airi and spoke in a tone of flattery and worry that he was afraid that Asakawa Airi would get angry, and even saw Asakawa Airi staring at him without moving , couldn't help holding her hand.
The last time we shook hands was at the bonfire party a few days ago. Airi's hands were small and soft, with calluses on the slender and soft finger pads, and the warmth between the palms was full of hopeful warmth.But now, her slightly curved fingers were stained with sweat, and there was a crescent moon imprint deeply pinched by her fingertips in the palm of her slowly opened hand.
Komaeda Nagito pursed his lips in distress, and immediately took Asakawa Airi's hand and walked towards the teaching building.
This incident must not be done as if nothing happened after apologizing, this is absolutely impossible!If he hadn't happened to encounter this scene today, he could hardly imagine what kind of encounter and siege Asakawa Airi would face.
The malicious words of cyber violence, the campus bullying in real life... These verbal criticisms and spoof insults will cause great psychological trauma to the parties involved.Of course, he always thought that Asakawa Airi's hope would never be defeated by this little despair.
These despairs are just the stepping stones of hope, and these useless dregs that can't even distinguish the rumors are just the stepping stones of Asakawa Airi!
What he was angry with was not that Airi-chan didn't show her hopeful side, but that he was angry and blamed himself for not fulfilling the mission of stepping stone!If she had appeared earlier, Airi-chan would never have faced such a vicious attack!
A certain Hope Chef, who was aggrieved and wanted to root out Asakawa Airi, began to secretly glance at Asakawa Airi's expression after thinking about it, but Airi kept her head down and didn't speak after being held by her...
A certain hope chef who felt very guilty for being late came to his mind with worry: Airi has been silent all the time, is she also angry with him... Speaking of which, the source of this matter is because of himself, if yesterday If his phone hadn't exploded in the evening, he would definitely have seen this skinning post, and he would have left a message to clarify!Now Airi has been misunderstood so seriously by everyone... His stepping stone is simply too bad... If Airi misunderstood himself because of this, and because of this matter, he will never talk to himself again, and never draw himself again. If so, that's really unfortunate.
Komaeda Nagito, who can be scumbags in front of others, instantly faltered, and suddenly felt that the palms he was holding were also hot.
However, the truth is that Airi Asakawa was stunned the moment Nagito Komaeda appeared!She originally thought that Komaeda Nagito punched people because he was dissatisfied with those gossips. At this moment, he must hate her very much, but when he held him tenderly in his arms and patted his back to comfort him, she felt like It's like dreaming...
Then, when she heard that he was still resolutely standing on her side when she was being criticized by thousands of people, defending herself with sharp words, she suddenly felt very wronged and wanted to cry, so that Nagito Komaeda crackled After finishing her life, she was still in a state of shock as to whether she was dreaming.
She always thought that Komaeda Nagito would be super angry after discovering these pictures. She had already imagined what Komaeda Nagito might say countless times, imagining that he, a super high school hope chef, would be very angry after learning about this incident. Face disgust disgusted expression.
—Is this the level of your hope?What a disappointment.
——If this is also Hope's talent, it is an insult to Hope.
—Ah... so desperate.
But now, the development of things is completely beyond her original best guess...
Asakawa Airi's head was completely dazed, so dazed that she just stared at Komaeda Nagito's hand and held her own without hesitation.It was just an ordinary movement, maybe he wanted to take himself away from this terrible place as soon as possible, but the body temperature through his fingers and palms was particularly warm.
Subconsciously, she was gently led away by him.
It's strange, obviously I can't stand the acid words of my classmates, I just wanted to run away because I was so sad, but now... when Komaeda-kun took her away from here, the warmth of the palm of her hand made her My heart that was falling like ice gradually warmed up...
Even, my heart... inexplicably became faster and faster as the two walked hand in hand. This feeling is completely indescribable, and it feels like my heart may jump out at any time.
...I am really bad.He obviously did something bad to sorry Komaeda-kun, but in the end he still asked Komaeda-kun to come forward to protect himself...
"Komaeda-kun..." Airi Asakawa softly called out Nagito Komaeda's name until he reached a corner where no one was around, "Thank you for your willingness to speak for me just now..."
She felt that although Komaeda Nagito spoke for her, she must be mindful.So I lowered my head and bowed ninety degrees to apologize, and my tone was full of apology and regret: "Komaeda-kun, I'm sorry for doing those excessive things before... I'm sorry, I will never do it again. I hope you don't have any problems. My anger..."
Not liking Asakawa Airi's low-key attitude towards him, Komaeda Nagito raised Asakawa Airi with a slight frown, and emphasized again: "Airi did nothing wrong, there is no need to apologize, and don't delete the picture, I am not angry. "
Thinking about those damned scumbags, Airi never wanted to draw herself again, and felt that life was full of despair... And such an undesirable thing like deleting pictures must never happen!
"But I did such an excessive thing, are you really not angry with me?..."
The nervous little eyes were like a pitiful little elk, cautiously with an indescribable light, Komaeda Nagito couldn't help but reached out and stroked her forehead hair: "Why should I be angry, love?" The pears are beautifully drawn, full of sparkling hope! I really like them! I hope Airi can continue to draw.”
Komaeda Nagito said dotingly, without any sense of blame at all, and was even willing to let herself continue to draw... Such a conniving attitude made Asakawa Airi's nose sour, and felt that Komaeda Nagito was full of malicious speculation and drew circles The self that Quan cursed him to disappear was so despicable that he was an asshole!
Why did you find out about Komaeda-kun after the kidnapping case?Why have I always misunderstood Komaeda-kun because of my preconceived notions...
Asakawa Airi desperately held back her tears and shook her head: "No, Komaeda-kun! I'm not as beautiful as you think."
Her fists were clenched subconsciously.
"Those pictures are not pornographic, but I did draw a little pornographic picture of your women's clothing... and posted it on Twitter."
Asakawa Airi thought that Komaeda Nagito had read the LINE text message she sent last night, and watched her Twitter to know that the skinker made rumors, but the rumor maker only made the latter part of the rumor, and the little pornographic pictures and complaints in the front are all It is an ironclad fact.
She didn't want to deceive him at all with such a truth, so she lowered her head and confessed in a choked voice: "When you first transferred to another school, you were very fierce and indifferent to you, because I hated you and always wanted you to disappear from my side, so I posted on Twitter I wrote a lot of nasty complaints on the website, and during the performance of the stage play, I drew your little pornographic picture and posted it on the Internet... At that time, I hated you living next door, hated you always appearing in front of me, hated You came to my house and have a good relationship with Mom and Dad... Even when I was kidnapped, I thought in disgust: I am so unlucky because of your existence... Why don't you disappear quickly... But you saved me I... just like just now, you always defend me because I have hope, but... I am so malicious, I don't have any hope at all... I am a bad bastard who can't be worse..."
"Does Airi still want me to disappear?" Komaeda Nagito interrupted suddenly.
"How is that possible! I don't want Komaeda-kun to disappear at all! I..." Asakawa Airi explained hastily, and was afraid that Komaeda Nagito would leave her, subconsciously grabbed his sleeve and opened her eyes He said with wide eyes, "I don't want to lose Komaeda-kun, and I don't want to lose Komaeda-kun as a friend at all!"
After the kidnapping case, although she solemnly expressed her willingness to be friends with Komaeda-kun, she hoped with all her heart that he could turn from being a shit-stirring person into a young man who studies hard and makes progress every day.
But in fact, I rely more on the existence of Komaeda Nagito invisibly, and I have already regarded him as my best friend without knowing it...
But the wrong things he did once failed Komaeda Nagito's trust in him.
Really hate myself.
Asakawa Airi didn't want to cry in front of Komaeda Nagito, because it would make her seem particularly useless.But at this moment, she was completely overwhelmed by the strange feelings, she bit her lower lip lightly, and tightly grabbed Komaeda Nagito's sleeve with her fingers while crying, but her head was gently touched again.
"It's the same for me, I don't want to lose Airi at all."
Komaeda Nagito likes that Asakawa Airi enjoys the joy of painting to herself, and likes that every nerve on her face reveals joy and a small smug smile.
That's how she should be.
So he didn't like Asakawa Airi showing such an expression in front of him.Of course, the person who made Airi-chan cry, not even himself, could forgive him.
"Airi is willing to tell me the truth, I am very happy, really happy. The Airi who used to hate me to the point of wishing that I disappeared is gone, and now Airi is willing to be friends with someone like me There are people in this world who are willing to accept a soul like me, and I am already very satisfied to get such an answer.”
Komaeda Nagito felt soft happiness welling up in his heart.He realized that Asakawa Airi didn't know his trumpet yet, so he smiled and said: "Similarly, the reason why I used to draw the little yellow picture is not the most important thing at all. Airi is not continuing to draw now to record my hopeful picture About my picture? Then why should I worry about the reason of the past?"
He said seriously: "People like me don't always feel that there is hope in themselves. But every picture of me in Airi-chan... seems to have shining hope, as if a scum like me also has hope." hopefully."
"It's really only an honor for me to be such a hopeful protagonist in Airi-chan's writing, and to be the helper who bears Airi-chan's hope...so..."
He smiled, his smile was so pretty and gentle, completely different from the sneering look just now.
"Airi is willing to paint me. No matter what kind of painting it is, it is a painting full of hope in my eyes."
Asakawa Airi was stunned, more strange emotions surged in her heart, but she shook her head again after hesitation and said: "Komaeda-kun, you think I have hope...you only see the side of me that has the talent for painting. But, I It's really not as good as you imagined... After the skin-scraping stickers broke out last night, when I was faced with accusations just now, I didn't even have the courage to explain the most basic strength. Inferiority, cowardice, social fear... I don’t have any confidence at the critical moment, I just want to escape out of fear... Those who are optimistic, cheerful and confident are the ones who really have hope..."
Because of some dark history in the past, Asakawa Airi has always had an inferiority complex, but she has never confided such truth to anyone, including her parents.
"How did Airi say something contradictory...I once encouraged a scum like me that I also have hope, why would I deny my hopeful self now because of this little despair? If Airi didn't I hope, then I, the worst, worst, stupidest scum that is destined to do nothing, it would be better if I disappear..." Komaeda Nagito suddenly fell down.
"Komaeda-kun won't allow you to say that about yourself!"
Komaeda Nagito looked over with a smile: "Then I won't allow Airi to say that about myself."
"..."
"It doesn't matter how others talk about you. No matter how good you are, there will always be people who don't like you in this world. There is no need to change yourself for anyone, and there is no need to feel sad for those words-do what you want dream, go where you want to go, be who you want to be, because you only have one life, one chance to do all those things you want to do."
"So, Airi can paint whatever she likes, and it is a very happy thing to keep going because she likes it. Your talent will definitely usher in the best hope for you. You don't have to worry about your success and hope. There is no one to accompany you on the way, because I... will always support you."
"Komaeda-kun..." Hearing Komaeda Nagito's deep voice, and looking at his gentle and serious eyes, Asakawa Airi only felt warm in his heart, moved to tears, wishing to throw himself into his arms to rub rub.
Nagito Komaeda, who recently read a certain book and unknowingly quoted some of the contents of the book, suddenly praised his wit.Sure enough, this is the correct way to comfort girls!
He even thought of the description in the book, and couldn't help stretching out his claws to hug Asakawa Airi again, stroking his head comfortingly.
Asakawa Airi, who buried her chest again, no longer behaved in a daze just now, but blushed immediately, and pushed him away in panic.
Komaeda Nagito: Airi-chan's reaction is wrong, shouldn't she throw herself into her arms and cry...
Asakawa Airi immediately changed the subject: "You hung up on me last night, your phone was turned off all the time, and you didn't go to school with me in the morning..." She kicked the stones on the ground, a little aggrieved, "If you don't mind, why not Tell me earlier... I thought you hated me so much... I was always worried about how to make you forgive me..."
"Feel sorry……"
Speaking of his mobile phone, Nagito Komaeda couldn't help but touch his forehead. This can't be described as unfortunate, it is super unfortunate.
He immediately blew up his phone last night, and went to a repair shop at 06:30 this morning to repair the phone, but he encountered a car accident on the road and explained the serious traffic jam.
He got a new phone, so he had no idea that Airi Asakawa called him last night! ! !He only found out that such a thing happened one night when he changed his mobile phone and swiped the campus network to see if there was a new picture of Asakawa Airi!
And Nagito Komaeda, who lost the contact information of Airi Asakawa because of the change of mobile phone, was extremely distressed. As soon as he arrived at the school, he searched for Airi Asakawa everywhere, and unexpectedly witnessed the scene just now.
After listening to Komaeda Nagito's heartbroken thoughts, Asakawa Airi just wanted to cast a pitiful look, but Komaeda Nagito suddenly became excited with his arms crossed: "It's been several days since nothing unfortunate happened. , Lately I’ve been so lucky that I’m dizzy! But Airi, don’t worry, these misfortunes are just stepping stones to hope! There will definitely be better and better luck waiting for me in the future! For example, helping Airi-chan to catch The real culprit?!"
Thinking of the shady man behind the scenes, Asakawa Airi frowned, thinking about who was going to drive a wedge between herself and Komaeda Nagito.
Just like what Komaeda Nagito said just now, if it’s just for him to fight against injustice, and if you are angry at her behavior of insulting her classmates by drawing little pornographic pictures, you can text her or Komaeda Nagito alone, even if it is hung on the wall, it is impossible to distort the facts out of context. .
So obviously, what the other party did was completely aimed at himself.The intention is to turn this mass cyber violence incident into an isolated incident in reality, which not only makes Komaeda Nagito hate himself, but also makes all the students misunderstand and alienate themselves.
Asakawa Airi was thinking like this, and suddenly realized something, and asked nervously: "Komaeda-kun, you spoke too hard just now, is something wrong?"
With an extremely tough attitude of defending her and mercilessly mocking her classmates, such words and deeds that completely tear her face are likely to offend her classmates severely.
He has been painstakingly developing his own humble and gentle personality in the school, step by step becoming the popular king of Yan Middle School, the gentle and elegant male god in the eyes of everyone.Asakawa Airi is very happy that he is loved by his classmates, and hopes that he can make more friends in school.
But today, he made no secret of his aggressive anger in front of his classmates, and scolded them bloody, almost pulling a wave of hatred on himself.
Asakawa Airi couldn't imagine whether there would be some harsh words on the Internet, so she couldn't help worrying about Komaeda Nagito's situation in school in the future.
"They are dispensable and irrelevant people to me. No matter how they look at me, it is irrelevant to me."
Komaeda Nagito doesn't care what the outside world thinks about him, he has no time to waste energy on it.
He only cares about Asakawa Airi.
"Airi, don't worry!" Smiling, he stretched out his hand and stroked Asakawa Airi's hair again. Nagito Komaeda patted it, then reluctantly touched it again, and suddenly understood why Airi-chan liked to pull hair so much. up.
"Leave the rest to me. I will definitely find the mastermind behind the scenes and let her get the punishment she deserves!"
Think of it as a lottery... Anonymous on the website, how can it be so easy to find...
Asakawa Airi complained in her heart, but the expression on her face couldn't help but smiled softly.
It was just such a short conversation with Komaeda Nagito, as if all the heavy burdens that were bound to her body were lifted, she actually felt relaxed and a little buoyantly happy.
but……
"Komaeda-kun, can you stop touching my head, my hair is messed up...!"
Airi Asakawa pulls her hair with a super fierce backhand!
——Komaeda-kun, thank you... for being willing to stand by my side.Give me who feels inferior, the courage to hope.
The author has something to say: The last chapter exploded with the highest number of comments except the first chapter. Sure enough, everyone loves the handsome Komaeda-kun.
For the first time, Airi showed an inferiority complex in front of Komaeda (suddenly getting close), Komaeda rarely turned into a little angel to appease Airi, and her love talk and flirting skills MAX.Sure enough, it is useful to read books all the time! ! !
Airi favorability: 100+! ! ! ! ! !
It feels so good to heal each other.
But I thought about the outline, and it seems that the last chapter may be the most handsome one in Komaeda hahahahaha everyone, watch and cherish it, if you fall in love in the future, you may just die every day (hey, is this really good?)
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I may not have a list in June. Although I didn’t enter the small black room, I was banned from applying for the list at the backstage... I was stupid. I miscalculated the number of episodes, thinking that it was the third time that I would be hacked for three episodes no matter what. Then this chapter is special, and the relationship change is always not handled well, so I just didn’t post it... As a result... _(:з」∠)_There is no list for three weeks... (falling into despair)
Let's spend June like this. (Top lid)
The important thing is August August! !It is said that CP20.5 is 8.26-27, and I want to participate (my friends don’t go, my mother is going on a trip, so what if I go to the toilet by myself in OJL... so maybe I need a little angel to watch the booth) I This time, we have prepared a lot of 2 and V3 projectiles!At present, a Xiaoji has been drawn, and those who are interested can come to get a new postcard!I'm going to make a bunch of Komaeda! ! ! (sudden excitement)
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Start asking for nutrient solution at the beginning of the month~~~Don’t vote for me at the end of the month~~Vote at the beginning of each month~Meme~
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