The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]
Chapter 92 Komaeda-kun's Longing
[The one who draws the little yellow picture these days can also be the most popular, awesome! [vomit]】
[Without plagiarism or reference, why can't I draw a little yellow picture?Do you have to control everything you post on Twitter?Isn't this a pretty painting?Hanging on the wall is obviously a bit of a big deal. 】
[Fans don't wash the floor, it's okay, I feel sorry for Komaeda-kun! 】
[Passerby fans turn black. 】
[Komaeda-kun didn’t express any opinions, what are you spraying, maybe Komaeda-kun would be happy to be painted as a little yellow picture? 】
[Who wants to do such a disgusting thing as drawing a little yellow picture behind the scenes!Komaeda-kun doesn't deserve to be friends with this kind of person at all! 】
[I used to think that she had a weird personality when she didn't talk much in the class, and she was really abnormal! 】
[Does she not like to talk in class?He is so unrestrained in his heart, and he also likes to draw little yellow pictures... This must be Mensao's character.Dull on the outside, but flamboyant on the inside? 】
[It is said that I also drew a lot of fan pictures of Fu Xiang...]
[It turns out that she is a rotten girl who has no lower limit and wants to be obscene, how disgusting! 】
Although she had made enough mental preparations along the way, as soon as she came to the school, Asakawa Airi could clearly feel that some students were watching her with strange eyes, or some boys looked at each other after seeing her. He laughed eloquently.
"She is Asakawa Airi from Class [-], Grade [-]..."
"Did you also see the pick-me-up post yesterday?"
"Yeah, yeah, thankfully I was moved by her entries, and I also thought she acted very well in the stage play, so I voted for her. I didn't expect such a double-faced person... When I watched the stage play, I thought she and Koma Zhi-kun has a good relationship..."
"Komaeda-kun must have known about this, I didn't go to school with her today!"
"They've all been painted as little pornographic pictures, and they've been scolded so badly behind their backs. If I were Komaeda-kun, I'd block her already!"
The voices of the students talking were not deliberately lowered, it was obvious that they deliberately let Asakawa Airi hear it.Even if Asakawa Airi wanted to pretend that she didn't hear anything, she had to become the focus of everyone's attention.
"It's a pity, the post has been deleted when I went online last night, I feel like I missed a huge gossip... Can anyone send me a copy of the little yellow picture drawn by Airi Asakawa? Is the scale big? Can you masturbate? ?”
"I've taken off my pants, so you just show me this? At least taking off all my clothes is a little pornographic picture, right? I feel like I've been seriously deceived..."
The boy's regretful voice came amidst the rustling discussions, and even his classmates, led by him, deliberately shouted loudly at Asakawa Airi who lowered his head and ignored the surroundings: "Asakawa-san ~ don't lose heart ~I support you in drawing little yellow pictures! This society needs painters like you to make great contributions! However, next time, can you stop drawing men? Don’t you think about girls with big breasts and long legs? We boys compare I like this~"
As soon as his words fell, the surroundings burst into laughter.That kind of ridiculous and funny tone talked and laughed without any scruples, and it was hard to hide his curiosity and ridicule for his behavior of drawing little pornographic pictures. He could even read the shame and despicableness in his heart from the various eyes of these people...
Asakawa Airi only found out after being reminded by Kageyama Ritsu this morning that he did not delete the pickle post last night, and although this post has been deleted, its influence is still spreading. As for one night, there were more than a dozen posts denouncing him on the school net.
For students who are not familiar with Asakawa Airi, who only know Asakawa Airi in this stage play, they can't tell the authenticity of the information at all, and there are many girls who silently like Komaeda Nagito, and the support team is also there After this stage play, it has grown to a hundred. Seeing that he only revolves around Asakawa Airi, it is inevitable to feel jealous.
Especially this time, after Asakawa Airi became famous on the stage, the manga group won the number one popularity again, which is the time to attract envy.
And those students who think they are the messengers of justice comment on Asakawa Airi's behavior and character, and seem to step on her blindly as a public enemy of the whole school. It is a real invasion of privacy, but if anyone replies to speak for Asakawa Airi, they will be labeled as "small" and "whitewashing".
As a result, there was a burst of mutual pinching in the post, which led to an intensified debate on the Internet, which lasted all night without stopping.
But it is obvious that some people continue to stir up the heat with malicious intentions, deliberately making some non-existent black material and inflammatory remarks on various shit sticks, so that this matter can be rapidly fermented on the Internet.
Asakawa Airi had already expected that she would be rejected and misunderstood by her classmates at school, but even if she was prepared in her heart, at this moment, this environment of being under the spotlight and discussion caused Asakawa Airi's inner guilt and misunderstanding. Shame, and such a public execution is a hellish atmosphere for a socially phobic person like her.
Her head was blank, her scalp was numb, she couldn't breathe, and she wished she could run away immediately.
This is the Achilles' heel of Asakawa Airi's character, but she didn't have this kind of character when she was a child.
Asakawa Airi was very naughty and mischievous in her childhood. She belonged to the kind of child king who likes to cause trouble and leads a group of children to be the boss. When she was young, she was often criticized by the teacher for being too naughty, which made her parents worry a lot.At that time, she was raising Mengmeng, petting the cat and raising it high every day. Every time she recalled it, she felt that it was the happiest childhood and the one she most yearned for.
But I don’t know which year it started. Perhaps the pressure of junior high school studies became heavier and heavier, and my grades dropped rapidly to the bottom of the class. After being severely criticized by the teacher, my self-confidence was hit.
Or maybe after Mengmeng passed away, I started to learn to draw with the beautiful dream of becoming an excellent cartoonist one day, and gradually became obsessed with it, but after being seen by a few troublesome classmates, they joked about drawing. It's really ugly, and it's disgusting to draw gay pictures, and the whole class knows it, and all kinds of eyes are looking at it.
At that time, she was so angry that she snatched her picture album, her face was flushed red, and she beat them up angrily in her heart, but she could not utter a single swear word.
Her personality became more and more quiet, she dared not stand in public, she was afraid of exposing herself to everyone's sight, and she consciously avoided making herself the focus of others' attention.
In this way, she has a Twitter account for painting.Record your own bits and pieces, and share all your emotions.
And it is clear that the communication on the Internet is as natural as before, and even good at chatting and hooking up, but this is only limited to Asakawa Airi who is in the online state.
In real social life, she is more and more in a state of retreat and avoidance. She stays at home and does not want to go out. When it comes to strangers, it is even more difficult to speak, and when it is severe, it will become a stuttering disorder, and it is too nervous to speak.
Afraid to express, afraid of embarrassing in public, unable to let go, too concerned about other people's eyes... Over time, I naturally have a kind of inferiority complex, afraid of standing in front of the public, afraid of speaking on the podium.
The more afraid the more nervous, the more nervous the more communication barriers, so that I fell into such a vicious circle, only indulging in the small world of my own painting.
And when his parents died in front of his eyes, and his dream of painting was completely shattered because of his right hand injury, Asakawa Airi lay paralyzed in the ward alone, becoming more introverted and dull.
He obviously hates his personality, and envies those outgoing and lively classmates, but the aura of the king of children has long been wiped out, leaving only a soft persimmon who has no courage, no confidence, and is bored in everything.
A worn-out coward.
Until Asakawa Airi was reborn and returned to the second year of junior high school, her parents were healthy and safe, and she was still able to work hard for painting and chase her dreams and hopes. This feeling has indescribable excitement and anticipation.
But she is still a social phobic person in her bones. It takes several months to adapt to a strange class before she can slowly integrate, and the circle of communication is limited to the surrounding seats.
But it may be because Komaeda Nagito's sense of existence is too strong. During those days, a certain hopeful chef was worried all day long, and he avoided his strike-up behavior with all his heart. It is a character that is particularly reluctant and afraid of making embarrassment in public, but because of the character of refusing to admit defeat in front of Komaeda Nagito, he has been rehearsing hard, but gradually became familiar with his classmates naturally.
The most obvious change is in the stage performance of this school festival.
As a public stage where people with social phobia are most anxious and resistant, facing the audience full of beautiful things, Asakawa Airi, who was still performing abnormally on the stage of fear before, did not expect that under the encouragement and leadership of Komaeda Nagito, For the first time, she forgot her fear, forgot to back down, and bravely defeated the cowardly and cowardly self who was worn away and cowered in the corner on the stage.
It seems that at the moment when I put myself into the plot and let go of the performance, I have infinite self-confidence and courage.
It can be described as a leap forward!
Even with all the activities at the school festival, Airi Asakawa had a lot of fun, and she was very active and lively when she met the little angels, bravely trying to hook up in various ways.
And this is not only because they are the little angels they like, but more because Asakawa Airi's character has opened up unconsciously, just like a river clam gradually opened its shell, revealing the real softness inside heart.
But now, once again becoming the focus of the whole school, with all kinds of eyes watching, Asakawa Airi unconsciously became self-denying, she began to panic, and began to cower and try to avoid it.
The muscles of her face couldn't be more stiff, her lips were clenched with an irresistible trembling, and even her throat was getting more and more clogged.She really wanted to refute loudly, but at this moment she seemed to be speechless and unable to say a word.
By her side, there will no longer be that hope chef who feels that she has infinite hope...
"Airi, don't listen to their nonsense." Shigeo Kageyama, who was also introverted, was obviously at a loss in the face of such a situation. He was usually expressionless, frowning at this moment, as if he was wondering whether to use superpowers to directly They shut up.
But before Shigeo Kageyama made his move silently, he had already punched the boy who laughed the most in the crowd with his fist, followed by an elbow that knocked him to the ground.
There was a sudden exclamation from the crowd, and the faces of the surrounding students changed. They obviously didn't expect Komaeda Nagito to appear here and rushed over suddenly, and this gentle and humble boy who has always been gentle and humble would actually hit someone! ?
Not minding the consequences of suddenly beating up his classmates, Komaeda Nagito looked around.The warm and soft smile that had been hanging on his face all year long has long since disappeared, the sharp eyes are a kind of chilling edge, and the swirling pupils are filled with chaotic gray, it is difficult to hide his bad mood at the moment.
"Komaeda-kun..."
When Komaeda Nagito always felt that he had to punch a few more punches to relieve his anger, Asakawa Airi's voice came weakly behind him.
She lowered her head very low, like a child who has done something wrong, she dared not look at her at all, her voice that was always fierce or energetic to herself in the past, now had a choked and trembling apology.
"Sorry……"
Komaeda Nagito's heart suddenly felt particularly painful and uncomfortable, the Asakawa Airi he knew shouldn't be like this.At this time, her eyes were wet and red, and her expression of tightly pursed lips reminded him of when Asakawa Airi found out that his drawing had been torn off.
At that time, he showed a bright smile that was slightly joyful, thinking that Asakawa Airi would definitely breed more shining hope from this despair, and the special joy and anticipation!
He even said to Asakawa Airi like this: "Asakawa-san, you won't be hit by this little despair, right? Probably not, after all, you have talents, and everything you encounter now is just for A kind of trial that can grasp hope. Only those hopeless people who are weak and incompetent like a lost dog will be knocked down by this little despair and become vulnerable..."
But now, he couldn't say the same thing to Asakawa Airi.He just stepped forward according to his own will, and gently hugged Asakawa Airi who bowed her head and apologized to him, into his arms.
Why do you have to apologize...you didn't do anything wrong...
The author has something to say: Do you still remember the incident where Airi was torn off the painting last time?Everyone thinks that Airi is too soft, she doesn't get too aggressive and doesn't hit her too much, and it seems to let it go, but in fact... this is Airi's original character.She actually has a low self-esteem and an avoidant personality (although she is always super aggressive towards Komaeda→actually she is super aggressive towards familiar people, so it is because she is familiar with Komaeda hahahaha. Airi: ???), her circle of friends is also very She is small, and she is a bit defensive towards strangers (she has no defense against what she thinks is a little angel). I think her character will grow even more after this time.
Since he wants to become a super high school-level manga artist on his own, what is he afraid of, isn't he a little yellow picture?Airi-chan needs to become a vajra heart to hate sunspots!
Komaeda: Call yourself crazy! ! !
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊其实原本是在班级里狛枝君才出场的,结果写了6000字狛枝君还没出场,感觉会被你们揍的,于是删掉重写,让狛枝君早点Come out and save Airi.
I shed tears for the 3000 words I deleted, I hope it can be used later (hey!)
***
In fact, when writing about Airi, I always bring myself into it selfishly.When I was young, I was the king of children, the kind who played with cats and wilds every day. I experienced some things during the period of junior high school (actually, I have forgotten what it is now, and I feel that I have lost that particularly bad memory) And now it's the type that's so introverted that it doesn't want to talk at all.
Communication is required at work, and I would rather send text messages than make phone calls...and I hate any self-introduction and speeches or performances in school and work.
Obviously, there are all kinds of chatter in the group, code words and comments are also all kinds of chatter. Many readers said before that I must be the very lively and cheerful kind in reality... It is actually the complete opposite (covering face) I am cold emperor. (Of course, chatting with acquaintances...)
When writing this chapter this time, I feel that I am a typical social phobia.
Afraid to express, afraid of being embarrassing in public, always thinking too much and unable to let go, and feeling inferior.
For example, some people will tell the three-dimensional article writing, but I will never tell my classmates and colleagues.Whenever my parents talk to others about my writing at the dinner table, I feel so ashamed that I want to find a hole in the ground and go into it...
In fact, I really hate this kind of myself, I hate the kind of personality that can't be changed.And my mother is always how lively, cheerful and cute you were when you were a child, how did it become like this (me: meow cat???)
So I hope that Pear Jam can become more confident.
Having said so many bad things, the final conclusion is: "Despair is but a stepping stone to hope, and hope is Sparassi's!"
[Without plagiarism or reference, why can't I draw a little yellow picture?Do you have to control everything you post on Twitter?Isn't this a pretty painting?Hanging on the wall is obviously a bit of a big deal. 】
[Fans don't wash the floor, it's okay, I feel sorry for Komaeda-kun! 】
[Passerby fans turn black. 】
[Komaeda-kun didn’t express any opinions, what are you spraying, maybe Komaeda-kun would be happy to be painted as a little yellow picture? 】
[Who wants to do such a disgusting thing as drawing a little yellow picture behind the scenes!Komaeda-kun doesn't deserve to be friends with this kind of person at all! 】
[I used to think that she had a weird personality when she didn't talk much in the class, and she was really abnormal! 】
[Does she not like to talk in class?He is so unrestrained in his heart, and he also likes to draw little yellow pictures... This must be Mensao's character.Dull on the outside, but flamboyant on the inside? 】
[It is said that I also drew a lot of fan pictures of Fu Xiang...]
[It turns out that she is a rotten girl who has no lower limit and wants to be obscene, how disgusting! 】
Although she had made enough mental preparations along the way, as soon as she came to the school, Asakawa Airi could clearly feel that some students were watching her with strange eyes, or some boys looked at each other after seeing her. He laughed eloquently.
"She is Asakawa Airi from Class [-], Grade [-]..."
"Did you also see the pick-me-up post yesterday?"
"Yeah, yeah, thankfully I was moved by her entries, and I also thought she acted very well in the stage play, so I voted for her. I didn't expect such a double-faced person... When I watched the stage play, I thought she and Koma Zhi-kun has a good relationship..."
"Komaeda-kun must have known about this, I didn't go to school with her today!"
"They've all been painted as little pornographic pictures, and they've been scolded so badly behind their backs. If I were Komaeda-kun, I'd block her already!"
The voices of the students talking were not deliberately lowered, it was obvious that they deliberately let Asakawa Airi hear it.Even if Asakawa Airi wanted to pretend that she didn't hear anything, she had to become the focus of everyone's attention.
"It's a pity, the post has been deleted when I went online last night, I feel like I missed a huge gossip... Can anyone send me a copy of the little yellow picture drawn by Airi Asakawa? Is the scale big? Can you masturbate? ?”
"I've taken off my pants, so you just show me this? At least taking off all my clothes is a little pornographic picture, right? I feel like I've been seriously deceived..."
The boy's regretful voice came amidst the rustling discussions, and even his classmates, led by him, deliberately shouted loudly at Asakawa Airi who lowered his head and ignored the surroundings: "Asakawa-san ~ don't lose heart ~I support you in drawing little yellow pictures! This society needs painters like you to make great contributions! However, next time, can you stop drawing men? Don’t you think about girls with big breasts and long legs? We boys compare I like this~"
As soon as his words fell, the surroundings burst into laughter.That kind of ridiculous and funny tone talked and laughed without any scruples, and it was hard to hide his curiosity and ridicule for his behavior of drawing little pornographic pictures. He could even read the shame and despicableness in his heart from the various eyes of these people...
Asakawa Airi only found out after being reminded by Kageyama Ritsu this morning that he did not delete the pickle post last night, and although this post has been deleted, its influence is still spreading. As for one night, there were more than a dozen posts denouncing him on the school net.
For students who are not familiar with Asakawa Airi, who only know Asakawa Airi in this stage play, they can't tell the authenticity of the information at all, and there are many girls who silently like Komaeda Nagito, and the support team is also there After this stage play, it has grown to a hundred. Seeing that he only revolves around Asakawa Airi, it is inevitable to feel jealous.
Especially this time, after Asakawa Airi became famous on the stage, the manga group won the number one popularity again, which is the time to attract envy.
And those students who think they are the messengers of justice comment on Asakawa Airi's behavior and character, and seem to step on her blindly as a public enemy of the whole school. It is a real invasion of privacy, but if anyone replies to speak for Asakawa Airi, they will be labeled as "small" and "whitewashing".
As a result, there was a burst of mutual pinching in the post, which led to an intensified debate on the Internet, which lasted all night without stopping.
But it is obvious that some people continue to stir up the heat with malicious intentions, deliberately making some non-existent black material and inflammatory remarks on various shit sticks, so that this matter can be rapidly fermented on the Internet.
Asakawa Airi had already expected that she would be rejected and misunderstood by her classmates at school, but even if she was prepared in her heart, at this moment, this environment of being under the spotlight and discussion caused Asakawa Airi's inner guilt and misunderstanding. Shame, and such a public execution is a hellish atmosphere for a socially phobic person like her.
Her head was blank, her scalp was numb, she couldn't breathe, and she wished she could run away immediately.
This is the Achilles' heel of Asakawa Airi's character, but she didn't have this kind of character when she was a child.
Asakawa Airi was very naughty and mischievous in her childhood. She belonged to the kind of child king who likes to cause trouble and leads a group of children to be the boss. When she was young, she was often criticized by the teacher for being too naughty, which made her parents worry a lot.At that time, she was raising Mengmeng, petting the cat and raising it high every day. Every time she recalled it, she felt that it was the happiest childhood and the one she most yearned for.
But I don’t know which year it started. Perhaps the pressure of junior high school studies became heavier and heavier, and my grades dropped rapidly to the bottom of the class. After being severely criticized by the teacher, my self-confidence was hit.
Or maybe after Mengmeng passed away, I started to learn to draw with the beautiful dream of becoming an excellent cartoonist one day, and gradually became obsessed with it, but after being seen by a few troublesome classmates, they joked about drawing. It's really ugly, and it's disgusting to draw gay pictures, and the whole class knows it, and all kinds of eyes are looking at it.
At that time, she was so angry that she snatched her picture album, her face was flushed red, and she beat them up angrily in her heart, but she could not utter a single swear word.
Her personality became more and more quiet, she dared not stand in public, she was afraid of exposing herself to everyone's sight, and she consciously avoided making herself the focus of others' attention.
In this way, she has a Twitter account for painting.Record your own bits and pieces, and share all your emotions.
And it is clear that the communication on the Internet is as natural as before, and even good at chatting and hooking up, but this is only limited to Asakawa Airi who is in the online state.
In real social life, she is more and more in a state of retreat and avoidance. She stays at home and does not want to go out. When it comes to strangers, it is even more difficult to speak, and when it is severe, it will become a stuttering disorder, and it is too nervous to speak.
Afraid to express, afraid of embarrassing in public, unable to let go, too concerned about other people's eyes... Over time, I naturally have a kind of inferiority complex, afraid of standing in front of the public, afraid of speaking on the podium.
The more afraid the more nervous, the more nervous the more communication barriers, so that I fell into such a vicious circle, only indulging in the small world of my own painting.
And when his parents died in front of his eyes, and his dream of painting was completely shattered because of his right hand injury, Asakawa Airi lay paralyzed in the ward alone, becoming more introverted and dull.
He obviously hates his personality, and envies those outgoing and lively classmates, but the aura of the king of children has long been wiped out, leaving only a soft persimmon who has no courage, no confidence, and is bored in everything.
A worn-out coward.
Until Asakawa Airi was reborn and returned to the second year of junior high school, her parents were healthy and safe, and she was still able to work hard for painting and chase her dreams and hopes. This feeling has indescribable excitement and anticipation.
But she is still a social phobic person in her bones. It takes several months to adapt to a strange class before she can slowly integrate, and the circle of communication is limited to the surrounding seats.
But it may be because Komaeda Nagito's sense of existence is too strong. During those days, a certain hopeful chef was worried all day long, and he avoided his strike-up behavior with all his heart. It is a character that is particularly reluctant and afraid of making embarrassment in public, but because of the character of refusing to admit defeat in front of Komaeda Nagito, he has been rehearsing hard, but gradually became familiar with his classmates naturally.
The most obvious change is in the stage performance of this school festival.
As a public stage where people with social phobia are most anxious and resistant, facing the audience full of beautiful things, Asakawa Airi, who was still performing abnormally on the stage of fear before, did not expect that under the encouragement and leadership of Komaeda Nagito, For the first time, she forgot her fear, forgot to back down, and bravely defeated the cowardly and cowardly self who was worn away and cowered in the corner on the stage.
It seems that at the moment when I put myself into the plot and let go of the performance, I have infinite self-confidence and courage.
It can be described as a leap forward!
Even with all the activities at the school festival, Airi Asakawa had a lot of fun, and she was very active and lively when she met the little angels, bravely trying to hook up in various ways.
And this is not only because they are the little angels they like, but more because Asakawa Airi's character has opened up unconsciously, just like a river clam gradually opened its shell, revealing the real softness inside heart.
But now, once again becoming the focus of the whole school, with all kinds of eyes watching, Asakawa Airi unconsciously became self-denying, she began to panic, and began to cower and try to avoid it.
The muscles of her face couldn't be more stiff, her lips were clenched with an irresistible trembling, and even her throat was getting more and more clogged.She really wanted to refute loudly, but at this moment she seemed to be speechless and unable to say a word.
By her side, there will no longer be that hope chef who feels that she has infinite hope...
"Airi, don't listen to their nonsense." Shigeo Kageyama, who was also introverted, was obviously at a loss in the face of such a situation. He was usually expressionless, frowning at this moment, as if he was wondering whether to use superpowers to directly They shut up.
But before Shigeo Kageyama made his move silently, he had already punched the boy who laughed the most in the crowd with his fist, followed by an elbow that knocked him to the ground.
There was a sudden exclamation from the crowd, and the faces of the surrounding students changed. They obviously didn't expect Komaeda Nagito to appear here and rushed over suddenly, and this gentle and humble boy who has always been gentle and humble would actually hit someone! ?
Not minding the consequences of suddenly beating up his classmates, Komaeda Nagito looked around.The warm and soft smile that had been hanging on his face all year long has long since disappeared, the sharp eyes are a kind of chilling edge, and the swirling pupils are filled with chaotic gray, it is difficult to hide his bad mood at the moment.
"Komaeda-kun..."
When Komaeda Nagito always felt that he had to punch a few more punches to relieve his anger, Asakawa Airi's voice came weakly behind him.
She lowered her head very low, like a child who has done something wrong, she dared not look at her at all, her voice that was always fierce or energetic to herself in the past, now had a choked and trembling apology.
"Sorry……"
Komaeda Nagito's heart suddenly felt particularly painful and uncomfortable, the Asakawa Airi he knew shouldn't be like this.At this time, her eyes were wet and red, and her expression of tightly pursed lips reminded him of when Asakawa Airi found out that his drawing had been torn off.
At that time, he showed a bright smile that was slightly joyful, thinking that Asakawa Airi would definitely breed more shining hope from this despair, and the special joy and anticipation!
He even said to Asakawa Airi like this: "Asakawa-san, you won't be hit by this little despair, right? Probably not, after all, you have talents, and everything you encounter now is just for A kind of trial that can grasp hope. Only those hopeless people who are weak and incompetent like a lost dog will be knocked down by this little despair and become vulnerable..."
But now, he couldn't say the same thing to Asakawa Airi.He just stepped forward according to his own will, and gently hugged Asakawa Airi who bowed her head and apologized to him, into his arms.
Why do you have to apologize...you didn't do anything wrong...
The author has something to say: Do you still remember the incident where Airi was torn off the painting last time?Everyone thinks that Airi is too soft, she doesn't get too aggressive and doesn't hit her too much, and it seems to let it go, but in fact... this is Airi's original character.She actually has a low self-esteem and an avoidant personality (although she is always super aggressive towards Komaeda→actually she is super aggressive towards familiar people, so it is because she is familiar with Komaeda hahahaha. Airi: ???), her circle of friends is also very She is small, and she is a bit defensive towards strangers (she has no defense against what she thinks is a little angel). I think her character will grow even more after this time.
Since he wants to become a super high school-level manga artist on his own, what is he afraid of, isn't he a little yellow picture?Airi-chan needs to become a vajra heart to hate sunspots!
Komaeda: Call yourself crazy! ! !
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊其实原本是在班级里狛枝君才出场的,结果写了6000字狛枝君还没出场,感觉会被你们揍的,于是删掉重写,让狛枝君早点Come out and save Airi.
I shed tears for the 3000 words I deleted, I hope it can be used later (hey!)
***
In fact, when writing about Airi, I always bring myself into it selfishly.When I was young, I was the king of children, the kind who played with cats and wilds every day. I experienced some things during the period of junior high school (actually, I have forgotten what it is now, and I feel that I have lost that particularly bad memory) And now it's the type that's so introverted that it doesn't want to talk at all.
Communication is required at work, and I would rather send text messages than make phone calls...and I hate any self-introduction and speeches or performances in school and work.
Obviously, there are all kinds of chatter in the group, code words and comments are also all kinds of chatter. Many readers said before that I must be the very lively and cheerful kind in reality... It is actually the complete opposite (covering face) I am cold emperor. (Of course, chatting with acquaintances...)
When writing this chapter this time, I feel that I am a typical social phobia.
Afraid to express, afraid of being embarrassing in public, always thinking too much and unable to let go, and feeling inferior.
For example, some people will tell the three-dimensional article writing, but I will never tell my classmates and colleagues.Whenever my parents talk to others about my writing at the dinner table, I feel so ashamed that I want to find a hole in the ground and go into it...
In fact, I really hate this kind of myself, I hate the kind of personality that can't be changed.And my mother is always how lively, cheerful and cute you were when you were a child, how did it become like this (me: meow cat???)
So I hope that Pear Jam can become more confident.
Having said so many bad things, the final conclusion is: "Despair is but a stepping stone to hope, and hope is Sparassi's!"
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