The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]
Chapter 181 Komaeda-kun's Longing
***Read the warning: The BE parallel world where the biggest and worst hopeless event in the history of Hope Peak Academy broke out, connecting the game plot***
***Abusive Health Congratulation Warning***
Komaeda Nagito noticed early on that Asakawa Airi was planning something secretly. This was an intuition that Asakawa Airi could meet something that happened in the future.
For example, she prevented Sato Haruka from killing Kuzuryu Nazho more than half a year ago, and for example, the teacher clearly said that Hinata Sou had dropped out of school, but she seemed to have expected Hinata Soukai to accept the school's so-called "Hope Raising Project" experiment and became a test subject .
Another example is that after Enoshima Shield and Zhan Renke entered school, they have been persistently reporting them to the head of the school and the council, calling them "Super High School Level Despair". Kill each other and plan the biggest and worst desperate incident in the history of Hope's Peak Academy.
Airi has her own little secret, he will not interfere or doubt her, but silently remove all obstacles for her.
Whether it's installing a monitor or telling Yukino Chisa, they just don't want Airi's efforts to report her to be in vain.Airi is anxious because of this pair of desperate sisters, he must do his best to remove this disgusting stumbling block for Airi.
Despair - only worthy of being a stepping stone of hope!
And his plan is to banish the despair of this academy and become a veritable [Super High School Level Hope].
I hope that after he completes all the plans, Airi will be willing to confide everything to him.
However, his plan was not lucky, and his confident solo action failed to kill Enoshima Dunko.
Instead, after witnessing Qihai being brutally executed, the whole class became abnormal because of this desperate video.
Unforgivable!Student Qihai is the hope of the whole class, but to think that such student Qihai...
What despair... what an unpleasant sight!This is the despair they must overcome.
Fortunately, Airi is not here!
If Airi sees it... she will definitely be stained with despair by Enoshima Junko's conspiracy just like her classmates.
Now, Nanami-san has become a stepping stone of hope. For Airi and for everyone, we must banish the despair in this school!
However, he failed.
After the riot, more than 2000 preparatory students rushed into the undergraduate campus with weapons and massacred.
When he arrived, he saw a girl who was badly injured beyond recognition, hanging by a long and thin rope at the gate of the undergraduate course, her lifeless and dim pupils seemed to have been submerged by the tide of suffocation.
Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed——
The heavy rain mixed with blood fell on Komaeda Nagito's face, and the corpses scattered all over the ground were far less than the shock caused by the scene in front of him.
He couldn't distinguish the things around him, only the bright red color remained in his eyes——
"You broom star!"
The applause was mixed with vicious words, superimposed on the howling in the mourning hall.The boy bowed his head and sobbed silently.
However, the ceiling of the mourning hall suddenly fell amid the chaotic voices of the crowd, and the screams filled the air instantly.
"It's not enough to kill your parents, but also to kill us!"
"How did your parents give birth to such a disaster like you! It's really bad luck!"
"I won't adopt, this child is hopeless, and anyone who gets close to him will be unlucky!"
Pushed around like snakes and scorpions by so-called relatives, no one is willing to adopt him even though he has a huge amount of insurance and inheritance from his parents.
When he was sick at home, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't move in bed. He had a high fever and no one would take care of him even to drink saliva.It should be said that there is no one in this world who is willing to accept his soul.
He has no parents, brothers, relatives or friends, not even a single friend... Due to his self-righteous ideas, everyone left him.
There is no color in his life.
There is only hope.
The so-called hope is positive will and talent... the absolute "good thing" born out of it!
It is hope that allows him to live like this!
Therefore, when he was a child, he always imagined that there would be such an absolute power to rescue him from the abyss...
As long as there is such a seed of hope, he is willing to become a stepping stone, just to build the foundation of his hope.
And he has this innate luck, which has certain regular characteristics.The current situation is just... the foreshadowing of the highest level of luck that will come later.
Until the age of 14, he met Airi Asakawa, a next-door neighbor and classmate with a talent for painting.
He is an unchanging mediocre existence, but Asakawa Airi has a talent full of hope.
She is a fitting person who embodies hope!Therefore, he has been approaching her cheekily, just to see how the talents she possesses will shine!Really, I really want to know up close!
But gradually, this name is no longer a girl with beautiful talents, but his salvation.
He is the worst, most incompetent and most despicable scum in the world, and only Airi... would feel that he has hope, solemnly holding his hand, and telling himself with serious concern that he is not a stepping stone, his There is also hope in my heart.
He must be able to have an infinitely beautiful and hopeful future.
Hahaha Airi is really kind at the super high school level...how could he have hope.
However, he started to get greedy.
Greedy for more—
As a scumbag who confessed shamelessly, after the confession was successful, he held her hand solemnly and shyly, and did not let go until he sent her home, his heart was so happy that it was about to explode.
He still remembered that at that time, she looked at his eyes, which were bright and bright, and were so wet that he was about to move. She couldn't help covering her eyes with warm palms, quickly lowered her head, and covered her eyes with her lips. He took her lips and kissed her secretly.
Really sweet.
"Airi, I like you."
I have always longed to be loved.
"I like it very much."
However, I want to give all my love to one person, and love her more than she loves herself.
It's not just yearning for hope, but I like the gentle girl Asakawa Airi.
Because I like it, I am even more afraid that Airi will be unlucky because of herself.Since I am terminally ill and cannot bring happiness to Airi, it is better to keep Airi away from me earlier.
But... still very greedy.
After receiving the acceptance letter from Hope's Peak Academy, she silently wants to protect Airi.
It's so bad...it's super bad to be yourself!Always make Airi angry!Fortunately, Airi forgave him later... This past of wanting to beat him should be buried deeply in his memory... He will always be good to Airi!
Fortunately, the terminal illness was cured.
If I can have a future, does it mean that I can also have hope...?
Obviously there is only one horoscope, but I still can't help thinking about their happy future life after being together.
He thought that after graduation, he would use all his assets to sponsor Airi to open a studio, and use his life to accompany her to the pinnacle of life.
He thought they would have two children, a boy and a girl.If Airi only wants to have one, it must be a girl!Their daughter must look very much like Ai Lijiang when she was a child, but Auntie has shown him pictures!Super cute!It's just... my heart melts just looking at the photos...
Raise two more small animals, a cat and a dog.Airi likes cats, he likes dogs.If Airi doesn't want to keep a dog, it's completely manly to have a litter of cats!After all, dogs are more clingy, so it’s better not to be clingy to Airi~~~
Being able to marry Airi is definitely an incomparable luck bestowed upon him by God.
What makes him feel nostalgic and warm in this world is only Asakawa Airi.
This is his hope and the future he envisions.
Thinking about it this way, he is indeed a lucky person.
However, Komaeda Nagito realized that he was too naive.
How could such a terrible person like him really have hope - the hope of becoming Airi is even more ridiculous to take himself too seriously.
Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed——
"Ai pear..."
Stepping on the corpses all over the floor, he panted heavily, and reached out tremblingly to put his already cooled body down from the gate.
There were bloody wounds all over her body, and blood was also all over her face. The whole body seemed to be fished out of a sea of blood, dripping and flowing all over the ground with his movements.
He carefully embraced it in his arms.
"I'm here... sorry for being late... let's go home..."
Tears burst out of the embankment uncontrollably, trembling with fear in his crying voice, but he tried his best to stabilize his body.
"Airi, let's go home—"
"In the future, I will never cause trouble again... I will never hide it from you again... I will never do anything to make you angry..."
Self-loathing emotions are like a group of solidified glue, sticking to the throat and making a cracking sound.
"Don't be greedy anymore...don't be greedy anymore...sorry...sorry..."
Without any response, Asakawa Airi just leaned in his arms. In this school that was almost in ruins, the freezing temperature made him unconscious, and he hugged her tightly like a walking dead.
He still remembered that Airi said that he hoped that the people he cared about would survive, and that their entire class would survive.
She had grabbed his hair more than once and warned him seriously: "Komaeda Nagito, if you dare to commit suicide and point a gun at yourself, I will pluck your hair and never talk to you again!"
And what she was desperately trying to stop was beyond what a girl without special abilities could stop.
Behind him, the undergraduates died in this preparatory discipline riot, and the preparatory subject students were jumping off the building to commit suicide one by one.
The students in the class are all desperate, even Teacher Xueran is also desperate...
There was no hope left at Hope's Peak Academy, and now...his hope was dead.
"Airi, today is my birthday... Do you remember? You once said that birthday wishes will definitely come true... When I was 15 years old, I made the only wish, that is, that every birthday Spend it with you."
Biting the corner of his mouth hard, the warm and fresh blood spread in his mouth with a salty taste, and the silver-white hair was cold and wet on his cheeks, Komaeda Nagito felt that he had tasted the taste of despair again.
"Sure enough, how can a scum like me have hope..."
This kind of life has no meaning.
Pointless.Pointless.Pointless.
If only it hadn't left your side.
forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me
Nagito Komaeda, who was also covered in blood while holding Asakawa Airi in his arms, pushed open the door of his house.
The room was very dark, and if Asakawa Airi saw it, she would be nagging him why he didn't turn on the light.
"I'm going to get a towel. It's easy to catch a cold after being exposed to the rain. You need to change your wet clothes early."
Recalling the scene of going home together after a certain rain, he gently placed Asakawa Airi on the sofa, kissed her on the forehead and went to the bathroom.
However, when he walked back to the living room with a clean towel, he saw Airi Asakawa walking over from the sofa with a blushing face, shyly putting a painting in his hand.
"Komaeda-kun, happy birthday!"
His head was buzzing, he lowered his head involuntarily with a dazed expression, and looked at the painting that Asakawa Airi handed him.
On the drawing paper, he is wearing a green hoodie sweater and a white T-shirt, holding a white fluffy cotton candy in his hand, smiling purely and brightly, with the sunny blue sky and white clouds behind him, making him The whole person reflects a special warmth and lightness.
His hands trembled involuntarily, and tears dripped down on the paper uncontrollably, splashing on the small and neat handwriting.
—May you smile toward the hope called happiness.
He stretched out his hand involuntarily, only touching the cold air.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
A life without you, and looking forward to this ridiculous false hope is nothing but despair.
From the beginning full of hope to waiting until despair, it is not as good as only despair at the beginning...
Taking her left hand with one hand, Komaeda Nagito knelt down on one knee and kissed her softly.
--my hope.
——If seniors want to become [Super High School Level Hope], they should wait for despair to infect the whole world, and then breed the greatest hope in despair!The deeper and darker the despair, the more dazzling and powerful the hope should be.It would be better if it simply turned into a war.In this way, good hope will surely be bred.
On the slightly swaying boat, the blue sea surface merged with the white cruising waves, and occasionally there were a few seabirds chirping along with the sea breeze.
"Hey, can you talk to me a little bit? I'm getting tired of this silence."
The scenery in the window frame is always in the same style. Komaeda Nagito, who has exhausted his patience, wanders his eyes around the small and dark room in boredom, and finally looks at Nagao who lives in the same room as him diagonally. hair on the man.
The long-haired man raised his head slowly following his words, his red eyes were cold and silent.
Familiar and informal with a seemingly friendly smiling face... But in fact, the thin skin is full of mud-like rancidity.Of course, this is just a description of feeling.How should I put it... that's the rancid smell of talent that's coming to an end.
Seeing through his true nature in a split second, he ignored the white-haired man in front of him who struck up a conversation with a brisk tone.
"It's our first time meeting... My name is Komaeda Nagito." Even if the other party ignored him, Komaeda Nagito opened up the conversation inexplicably and excitedly, and started babbling to the stranger in front of him.
"But... I'm pretty lucky. It's been a long time since I've been talked to... It's really...well, I'm lucky!"
Nagito Komaeda was obviously insane and forgot some things, but Kamizuru remembered the [Super High School Level Lucky] in front of him.
He replied: "Lucky is such a boring talent, I also have it."
"You, you too..." Komaeda Nagito was extremely surprised, and couldn't help becoming more excited, "Hey, who the hell are you! I'm so interested in you! You must be from Hope's Peak Academy Human? Then you are our companion?"
Komaeda Nagito, who always felt that something was wrong, frowned slightly.
"Ah, but that's weird... This is the first time I've seen you...?"
He tilted his head, looked again at the black-haired man in front of him, tried his best to recall, but couldn't remember where he had seen him.
"Hey, tell me, why are you in this kind of place? What kind of reason do you have to come here?"
Sure enough, I don't remember.
"Boring..." Shenzuo Chuliu looked away indifferently.
"Ah, I'm sorry... I'm often complained that I can't speak..." Komaeda Nagito seemed to be a little bit disappointed and hung his head, but then stroked his hair symbolically, "I'm often pulled..."
"Although, it doesn't hurt at all... But I'm always worried about severe hair loss... Because I was terminally ill for a while, my hair fell out like hell... I was pulled a few times from time to time, and I almost thought I would be bald in the future Rhythm……"
Komaeda Nagito continued to babble.
However, Kamizuru noticed the left hand that Komaeda Nagito caressed the hair, the fingers were slender and white, the round nails were cut very cleanly, and there were thin calluses between the fingers and the palm.
"What's with this hand?"
The sudden question made Komaeda Nagito also look at the bandaged left hand: "Ah... this...?"
The outflow of the god seat directly pointed out: "The front of this bandage...is a woman's hand?"
"Aha, ahahahahahahahahahahaha!!"
As if suddenly opening Pandora's box, Komaeda Nagito gently pressed his left hand to his face.His breathing became more and more rapid, and the excitement twisted by hope and despair made his cheeks flush, and those gray-green eyes were intertwined with unspeakable emotions, staring at the front chaotically.
"Don't you think it's amazing? Of course I can't move it, because it's not my hand! But...it hasn't rotted until now...hey, let me explain this, you can become one with me! Don't you think it's great? ?”
Komaeda Nagito laughed wildly and unscrupulously: "My hope has successfully merged with me! It will never be separated—"
"Hunting corpses... You can really do such a boring thing."
"Huh?" There was a buzzing in his ears, Komaeda Nagito felt that his brain had malfunctioned, otherwise how could he hear strange words.The world in front of him gradually became distorted, and an extremely familiar illusory figure inadvertently strangled his reason.
"The corpse? ... ah, ah, ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ...?"
Kamito Izuru remained silent, just watching Komaeda Nagito scratching his hair almost crazily, the original deep voice was almost torn, and the rotten soul like mud was constantly struggling for the last time.
"It's not a corpse! Yes...it's not a corpse! Please pay attention to your words! This is my hope!"
Seeing that the other party started to ignore him again, Komaeda Nagito's expression quickly returned to ease, as if the sick and crazy state just now was not him.
"Ah, look out the window, it seems that we are finally arriving at our destination!" Komaeda Nagito looked excitedly at the window frame, "Did you see it? That's Jabawak Island, right? What will happen to that island next? What? Is your heart beating faster?"
Kamito Chuliu responded indifferently: "...What will happen? I have already predicted that kind of thing.
Komaeda Nagito turned his head in disbelief.
"For me, who is favored by my talents, this level of matter is very clear. But...no matter what happens, it has nothing to do with me. In any case...I should not be able to participate in the activities after this. "
"Huh? Is it like this...?" Komaeda Nagito didn't understand at all, "I can't understand... Then, why don't we see you for a while? It's a pity... It's rare to make friends."
friend……?Chaotic thoughts burst out in an instant, and seemed to be mixed with figures of figures and familiar whispers.
"Hey, can we see you again?" He asked suddenly.
"There is no point in meeting at all. Because...you are too boring...whether it is your talent or your thinking, everything is too boring to me."
Looking at the back of Kamito Izuru leaving directly, Komaeda Nagito, who was mercilessly rejected, scratched his hair gently with his hand.
"...so indifferent."
Sure enough, the only one who was willing to be his friend was Airi.
When he regained consciousness again, Komaeda Nagito saw himself in a classroom.
Ah yes!He was accepted by Hope's Peak Academy! ! !Obviously only half a year to a year left to live... Not long after being given such a diagnosis, he was admitted to Hope's Peak Academy!
A scum like him would be admitted to this promising academy! ! !
Great...so...he can...can...
Eh?very strange……
Is there anyone he knows in Hope's Peak Academy...?
Seven Seas Thousand Years...?
That's right, Nanami-san is a super high school level game player!They seem to be in the same class!How lucky!
wait...same class...
Who else……?
You have to remember it!
"You ask me what I do...Of course I play Russian roulette. Only one bullet is taken out...then the chance of survival is one in six."
"Although my talent is not outstanding, I also have the talent known as [Super High School Level]. The talent called [Super High School Level Luck]... However, there is a mere one-sixth chance of winning. If so, what is [Super High School Level]? If you die at this level... then it cannot be called a talent at all."
"... Ah suddenly remembered, I seem to have said the same thing before, it seems that when I was in junior high school, I was unfortunately kidnapped by a murderer, and I also proposed to play a life-gambling game...but I am such a scumbag that I am actually betting on this kind of game I will show my talents in this place, and this time I will definitely survive here!"
"Speaking of which, the days of Hope's Peak Academy... I really... still can't believe it... because... a good-for-nothing like me would live with everyone in Hope's Peak Academy... No, no, this Impossible! If it's true... what kind of mood did I feel at that time? I must have... feared that I wouldn't be able to blend in with the atmosphere around me, so I must have spent it trembling..."
The voice that has been vague in his mind and his high school days must be able to remember smoothly!
A little excitedly, he opened the confidential file of Monokuma's customs clearance special code, and saw that the special code between the ultimate death clearly stated the information of 17 people.
Yes, 17 people in total.
So Hinata is a student of preparatory subjects.
And everyone at the super high school level who I think is full of hope is a desperate remnant.
The last person-Airi Asakawa:【Super High School Level Manga Artist】, died in the Absolute Despair Incident at Hope's Peak Academy.
……
Tears were streaming down uncontrollably, Komaeda Nagito stretched out his hand a little dullly, and touched his face.
Why are you crying?
***The author has something to say, and wrote a little follow-up plot***
The author has something to say: Let me add my opinion on the ending of this episode.In this game world, the only AI is Nanami.
The reason for Qihai’s existence is [When the students of the 77th class enter the new world program, the new world system will read the image of a competent administrator from the participants’ minds, and then integrate them to create a personality]
Then most people thought of the monitor, and Komaeda definitely thought of Airi, so in the end an AI was born under the name Nanami Chiaki.But it's not all seven seas.
Komaeda saw the truth of Airi's death when he got the special code after clearing the level, and here he is still in a state of amnesia.May recall vaguely a little.
Then I started to have a bad attitude towards everyone, mocking Hinata as a preparatory subject and so on.In his heart, he wanted to find out the traitor, and even more to avenge Airi, to eradicate all despair including himself.It is unforgivable that he became one of the desperate remnants who killed Airi.
At this time, he discovered Qihai's diary, and there is also a part of Airi's specialness in AI - the expression method of writing a diary is drawing, so Komaeda who saw this diary recognized it at a glance, so Komaeda confirmed the identity of the traitor , and recalled all memories.
Then, he went to the fifth chapter where he sacrificed for hope, wanting to overthrow the previous failure and become Airi's hope.
However, the complicated writing of the side story will affect the performance of the main text, so it stopped when he opened the secret code.
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This is a side story written by Shenghe Komaeda last year. It was ridiculed by the group when it was placed in the group, and then it was not released after being hit.Most of the basic revisions and rewrites have been rewritten this year. I wrote them today after I met the god seat. After opening the special code, I saw the comments after I saw the temporary brain hole... It just happens to be connected to the plot of this article, take the BE branch line, and then I can connect it later Although the game plot 23333 was posted, it was still hit by the comments that everyone thought was not cruel...
In fact, I have forgotten why I wrote this kind of side story a year ago. Now think about it, it may be the reason for Komaeda's despair.
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In fact, I originally wanted to write a sicker one, for example, Komaeda has been hallucinating that Airi is living with her Blablabla, and talking to herself about Blablabla with her left hand every day... Actually, I really want to write the plot of the fifth chapter later, Anyway, I will have the opportunity to write about it in the future, so I won’t write more in the extra episode to avoid repeating the plot.
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It was originally updated last night, but (crying) I was busy with Komaeda's birthday yesterday so I didn't finish it! ! !
I hope everyone can support the Komaeda manga series produced by me and my friends, station B Shenghe PV: 22688516
If you are interested, you can go and have a look, love you guys!
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Happy birthday Komaeda!It’s been almost two years since I wrote this post, and it’s as full of love as ever!
Hope to celebrate your birthday next year too!I always like Komaeda Nagito.jpg! ! !
***Abusive Health Congratulation Warning***
Komaeda Nagito noticed early on that Asakawa Airi was planning something secretly. This was an intuition that Asakawa Airi could meet something that happened in the future.
For example, she prevented Sato Haruka from killing Kuzuryu Nazho more than half a year ago, and for example, the teacher clearly said that Hinata Sou had dropped out of school, but she seemed to have expected Hinata Soukai to accept the school's so-called "Hope Raising Project" experiment and became a test subject .
Another example is that after Enoshima Shield and Zhan Renke entered school, they have been persistently reporting them to the head of the school and the council, calling them "Super High School Level Despair". Kill each other and plan the biggest and worst desperate incident in the history of Hope's Peak Academy.
Airi has her own little secret, he will not interfere or doubt her, but silently remove all obstacles for her.
Whether it's installing a monitor or telling Yukino Chisa, they just don't want Airi's efforts to report her to be in vain.Airi is anxious because of this pair of desperate sisters, he must do his best to remove this disgusting stumbling block for Airi.
Despair - only worthy of being a stepping stone of hope!
And his plan is to banish the despair of this academy and become a veritable [Super High School Level Hope].
I hope that after he completes all the plans, Airi will be willing to confide everything to him.
However, his plan was not lucky, and his confident solo action failed to kill Enoshima Dunko.
Instead, after witnessing Qihai being brutally executed, the whole class became abnormal because of this desperate video.
Unforgivable!Student Qihai is the hope of the whole class, but to think that such student Qihai...
What despair... what an unpleasant sight!This is the despair they must overcome.
Fortunately, Airi is not here!
If Airi sees it... she will definitely be stained with despair by Enoshima Junko's conspiracy just like her classmates.
Now, Nanami-san has become a stepping stone of hope. For Airi and for everyone, we must banish the despair in this school!
However, he failed.
After the riot, more than 2000 preparatory students rushed into the undergraduate campus with weapons and massacred.
When he arrived, he saw a girl who was badly injured beyond recognition, hanging by a long and thin rope at the gate of the undergraduate course, her lifeless and dim pupils seemed to have been submerged by the tide of suffocation.
Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed——
The heavy rain mixed with blood fell on Komaeda Nagito's face, and the corpses scattered all over the ground were far less than the shock caused by the scene in front of him.
He couldn't distinguish the things around him, only the bright red color remained in his eyes——
"You broom star!"
The applause was mixed with vicious words, superimposed on the howling in the mourning hall.The boy bowed his head and sobbed silently.
However, the ceiling of the mourning hall suddenly fell amid the chaotic voices of the crowd, and the screams filled the air instantly.
"It's not enough to kill your parents, but also to kill us!"
"How did your parents give birth to such a disaster like you! It's really bad luck!"
"I won't adopt, this child is hopeless, and anyone who gets close to him will be unlucky!"
Pushed around like snakes and scorpions by so-called relatives, no one is willing to adopt him even though he has a huge amount of insurance and inheritance from his parents.
When he was sick at home, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't move in bed. He had a high fever and no one would take care of him even to drink saliva.It should be said that there is no one in this world who is willing to accept his soul.
He has no parents, brothers, relatives or friends, not even a single friend... Due to his self-righteous ideas, everyone left him.
There is no color in his life.
There is only hope.
The so-called hope is positive will and talent... the absolute "good thing" born out of it!
It is hope that allows him to live like this!
Therefore, when he was a child, he always imagined that there would be such an absolute power to rescue him from the abyss...
As long as there is such a seed of hope, he is willing to become a stepping stone, just to build the foundation of his hope.
And he has this innate luck, which has certain regular characteristics.The current situation is just... the foreshadowing of the highest level of luck that will come later.
Until the age of 14, he met Airi Asakawa, a next-door neighbor and classmate with a talent for painting.
He is an unchanging mediocre existence, but Asakawa Airi has a talent full of hope.
She is a fitting person who embodies hope!Therefore, he has been approaching her cheekily, just to see how the talents she possesses will shine!Really, I really want to know up close!
But gradually, this name is no longer a girl with beautiful talents, but his salvation.
He is the worst, most incompetent and most despicable scum in the world, and only Airi... would feel that he has hope, solemnly holding his hand, and telling himself with serious concern that he is not a stepping stone, his There is also hope in my heart.
He must be able to have an infinitely beautiful and hopeful future.
Hahaha Airi is really kind at the super high school level...how could he have hope.
However, he started to get greedy.
Greedy for more—
As a scumbag who confessed shamelessly, after the confession was successful, he held her hand solemnly and shyly, and did not let go until he sent her home, his heart was so happy that it was about to explode.
He still remembered that at that time, she looked at his eyes, which were bright and bright, and were so wet that he was about to move. She couldn't help covering her eyes with warm palms, quickly lowered her head, and covered her eyes with her lips. He took her lips and kissed her secretly.
Really sweet.
"Airi, I like you."
I have always longed to be loved.
"I like it very much."
However, I want to give all my love to one person, and love her more than she loves herself.
It's not just yearning for hope, but I like the gentle girl Asakawa Airi.
Because I like it, I am even more afraid that Airi will be unlucky because of herself.Since I am terminally ill and cannot bring happiness to Airi, it is better to keep Airi away from me earlier.
But... still very greedy.
After receiving the acceptance letter from Hope's Peak Academy, she silently wants to protect Airi.
It's so bad...it's super bad to be yourself!Always make Airi angry!Fortunately, Airi forgave him later... This past of wanting to beat him should be buried deeply in his memory... He will always be good to Airi!
Fortunately, the terminal illness was cured.
If I can have a future, does it mean that I can also have hope...?
Obviously there is only one horoscope, but I still can't help thinking about their happy future life after being together.
He thought that after graduation, he would use all his assets to sponsor Airi to open a studio, and use his life to accompany her to the pinnacle of life.
He thought they would have two children, a boy and a girl.If Airi only wants to have one, it must be a girl!Their daughter must look very much like Ai Lijiang when she was a child, but Auntie has shown him pictures!Super cute!It's just... my heart melts just looking at the photos...
Raise two more small animals, a cat and a dog.Airi likes cats, he likes dogs.If Airi doesn't want to keep a dog, it's completely manly to have a litter of cats!After all, dogs are more clingy, so it’s better not to be clingy to Airi~~~
Being able to marry Airi is definitely an incomparable luck bestowed upon him by God.
What makes him feel nostalgic and warm in this world is only Asakawa Airi.
This is his hope and the future he envisions.
Thinking about it this way, he is indeed a lucky person.
However, Komaeda Nagito realized that he was too naive.
How could such a terrible person like him really have hope - the hope of becoming Airi is even more ridiculous to take himself too seriously.
Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed Failed——
"Ai pear..."
Stepping on the corpses all over the floor, he panted heavily, and reached out tremblingly to put his already cooled body down from the gate.
There were bloody wounds all over her body, and blood was also all over her face. The whole body seemed to be fished out of a sea of blood, dripping and flowing all over the ground with his movements.
He carefully embraced it in his arms.
"I'm here... sorry for being late... let's go home..."
Tears burst out of the embankment uncontrollably, trembling with fear in his crying voice, but he tried his best to stabilize his body.
"Airi, let's go home—"
"In the future, I will never cause trouble again... I will never hide it from you again... I will never do anything to make you angry..."
Self-loathing emotions are like a group of solidified glue, sticking to the throat and making a cracking sound.
"Don't be greedy anymore...don't be greedy anymore...sorry...sorry..."
Without any response, Asakawa Airi just leaned in his arms. In this school that was almost in ruins, the freezing temperature made him unconscious, and he hugged her tightly like a walking dead.
He still remembered that Airi said that he hoped that the people he cared about would survive, and that their entire class would survive.
She had grabbed his hair more than once and warned him seriously: "Komaeda Nagito, if you dare to commit suicide and point a gun at yourself, I will pluck your hair and never talk to you again!"
And what she was desperately trying to stop was beyond what a girl without special abilities could stop.
Behind him, the undergraduates died in this preparatory discipline riot, and the preparatory subject students were jumping off the building to commit suicide one by one.
The students in the class are all desperate, even Teacher Xueran is also desperate...
There was no hope left at Hope's Peak Academy, and now...his hope was dead.
"Airi, today is my birthday... Do you remember? You once said that birthday wishes will definitely come true... When I was 15 years old, I made the only wish, that is, that every birthday Spend it with you."
Biting the corner of his mouth hard, the warm and fresh blood spread in his mouth with a salty taste, and the silver-white hair was cold and wet on his cheeks, Komaeda Nagito felt that he had tasted the taste of despair again.
"Sure enough, how can a scum like me have hope..."
This kind of life has no meaning.
Pointless.Pointless.Pointless.
If only it hadn't left your side.
forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me
Nagito Komaeda, who was also covered in blood while holding Asakawa Airi in his arms, pushed open the door of his house.
The room was very dark, and if Asakawa Airi saw it, she would be nagging him why he didn't turn on the light.
"I'm going to get a towel. It's easy to catch a cold after being exposed to the rain. You need to change your wet clothes early."
Recalling the scene of going home together after a certain rain, he gently placed Asakawa Airi on the sofa, kissed her on the forehead and went to the bathroom.
However, when he walked back to the living room with a clean towel, he saw Airi Asakawa walking over from the sofa with a blushing face, shyly putting a painting in his hand.
"Komaeda-kun, happy birthday!"
His head was buzzing, he lowered his head involuntarily with a dazed expression, and looked at the painting that Asakawa Airi handed him.
On the drawing paper, he is wearing a green hoodie sweater and a white T-shirt, holding a white fluffy cotton candy in his hand, smiling purely and brightly, with the sunny blue sky and white clouds behind him, making him The whole person reflects a special warmth and lightness.
His hands trembled involuntarily, and tears dripped down on the paper uncontrollably, splashing on the small and neat handwriting.
—May you smile toward the hope called happiness.
He stretched out his hand involuntarily, only touching the cold air.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
A life without you, and looking forward to this ridiculous false hope is nothing but despair.
From the beginning full of hope to waiting until despair, it is not as good as only despair at the beginning...
Taking her left hand with one hand, Komaeda Nagito knelt down on one knee and kissed her softly.
--my hope.
——If seniors want to become [Super High School Level Hope], they should wait for despair to infect the whole world, and then breed the greatest hope in despair!The deeper and darker the despair, the more dazzling and powerful the hope should be.It would be better if it simply turned into a war.In this way, good hope will surely be bred.
On the slightly swaying boat, the blue sea surface merged with the white cruising waves, and occasionally there were a few seabirds chirping along with the sea breeze.
"Hey, can you talk to me a little bit? I'm getting tired of this silence."
The scenery in the window frame is always in the same style. Komaeda Nagito, who has exhausted his patience, wanders his eyes around the small and dark room in boredom, and finally looks at Nagao who lives in the same room as him diagonally. hair on the man.
The long-haired man raised his head slowly following his words, his red eyes were cold and silent.
Familiar and informal with a seemingly friendly smiling face... But in fact, the thin skin is full of mud-like rancidity.Of course, this is just a description of feeling.How should I put it... that's the rancid smell of talent that's coming to an end.
Seeing through his true nature in a split second, he ignored the white-haired man in front of him who struck up a conversation with a brisk tone.
"It's our first time meeting... My name is Komaeda Nagito." Even if the other party ignored him, Komaeda Nagito opened up the conversation inexplicably and excitedly, and started babbling to the stranger in front of him.
"But... I'm pretty lucky. It's been a long time since I've been talked to... It's really...well, I'm lucky!"
Nagito Komaeda was obviously insane and forgot some things, but Kamizuru remembered the [Super High School Level Lucky] in front of him.
He replied: "Lucky is such a boring talent, I also have it."
"You, you too..." Komaeda Nagito was extremely surprised, and couldn't help becoming more excited, "Hey, who the hell are you! I'm so interested in you! You must be from Hope's Peak Academy Human? Then you are our companion?"
Komaeda Nagito, who always felt that something was wrong, frowned slightly.
"Ah, but that's weird... This is the first time I've seen you...?"
He tilted his head, looked again at the black-haired man in front of him, tried his best to recall, but couldn't remember where he had seen him.
"Hey, tell me, why are you in this kind of place? What kind of reason do you have to come here?"
Sure enough, I don't remember.
"Boring..." Shenzuo Chuliu looked away indifferently.
"Ah, I'm sorry... I'm often complained that I can't speak..." Komaeda Nagito seemed to be a little bit disappointed and hung his head, but then stroked his hair symbolically, "I'm often pulled..."
"Although, it doesn't hurt at all... But I'm always worried about severe hair loss... Because I was terminally ill for a while, my hair fell out like hell... I was pulled a few times from time to time, and I almost thought I would be bald in the future Rhythm……"
Komaeda Nagito continued to babble.
However, Kamizuru noticed the left hand that Komaeda Nagito caressed the hair, the fingers were slender and white, the round nails were cut very cleanly, and there were thin calluses between the fingers and the palm.
"What's with this hand?"
The sudden question made Komaeda Nagito also look at the bandaged left hand: "Ah... this...?"
The outflow of the god seat directly pointed out: "The front of this bandage...is a woman's hand?"
"Aha, ahahahahahahahahahahaha!!"
As if suddenly opening Pandora's box, Komaeda Nagito gently pressed his left hand to his face.His breathing became more and more rapid, and the excitement twisted by hope and despair made his cheeks flush, and those gray-green eyes were intertwined with unspeakable emotions, staring at the front chaotically.
"Don't you think it's amazing? Of course I can't move it, because it's not my hand! But...it hasn't rotted until now...hey, let me explain this, you can become one with me! Don't you think it's great? ?”
Komaeda Nagito laughed wildly and unscrupulously: "My hope has successfully merged with me! It will never be separated—"
"Hunting corpses... You can really do such a boring thing."
"Huh?" There was a buzzing in his ears, Komaeda Nagito felt that his brain had malfunctioned, otherwise how could he hear strange words.The world in front of him gradually became distorted, and an extremely familiar illusory figure inadvertently strangled his reason.
"The corpse? ... ah, ah, ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ...?"
Kamito Izuru remained silent, just watching Komaeda Nagito scratching his hair almost crazily, the original deep voice was almost torn, and the rotten soul like mud was constantly struggling for the last time.
"It's not a corpse! Yes...it's not a corpse! Please pay attention to your words! This is my hope!"
Seeing that the other party started to ignore him again, Komaeda Nagito's expression quickly returned to ease, as if the sick and crazy state just now was not him.
"Ah, look out the window, it seems that we are finally arriving at our destination!" Komaeda Nagito looked excitedly at the window frame, "Did you see it? That's Jabawak Island, right? What will happen to that island next? What? Is your heart beating faster?"
Kamito Chuliu responded indifferently: "...What will happen? I have already predicted that kind of thing.
Komaeda Nagito turned his head in disbelief.
"For me, who is favored by my talents, this level of matter is very clear. But...no matter what happens, it has nothing to do with me. In any case...I should not be able to participate in the activities after this. "
"Huh? Is it like this...?" Komaeda Nagito didn't understand at all, "I can't understand... Then, why don't we see you for a while? It's a pity... It's rare to make friends."
friend……?Chaotic thoughts burst out in an instant, and seemed to be mixed with figures of figures and familiar whispers.
"Hey, can we see you again?" He asked suddenly.
"There is no point in meeting at all. Because...you are too boring...whether it is your talent or your thinking, everything is too boring to me."
Looking at the back of Kamito Izuru leaving directly, Komaeda Nagito, who was mercilessly rejected, scratched his hair gently with his hand.
"...so indifferent."
Sure enough, the only one who was willing to be his friend was Airi.
When he regained consciousness again, Komaeda Nagito saw himself in a classroom.
Ah yes!He was accepted by Hope's Peak Academy! ! !Obviously only half a year to a year left to live... Not long after being given such a diagnosis, he was admitted to Hope's Peak Academy!
A scum like him would be admitted to this promising academy! ! !
Great...so...he can...can...
Eh?very strange……
Is there anyone he knows in Hope's Peak Academy...?
Seven Seas Thousand Years...?
That's right, Nanami-san is a super high school level game player!They seem to be in the same class!How lucky!
wait...same class...
Who else……?
You have to remember it!
"You ask me what I do...Of course I play Russian roulette. Only one bullet is taken out...then the chance of survival is one in six."
"Although my talent is not outstanding, I also have the talent known as [Super High School Level]. The talent called [Super High School Level Luck]... However, there is a mere one-sixth chance of winning. If so, what is [Super High School Level]? If you die at this level... then it cannot be called a talent at all."
"... Ah suddenly remembered, I seem to have said the same thing before, it seems that when I was in junior high school, I was unfortunately kidnapped by a murderer, and I also proposed to play a life-gambling game...but I am such a scumbag that I am actually betting on this kind of game I will show my talents in this place, and this time I will definitely survive here!"
"Speaking of which, the days of Hope's Peak Academy... I really... still can't believe it... because... a good-for-nothing like me would live with everyone in Hope's Peak Academy... No, no, this Impossible! If it's true... what kind of mood did I feel at that time? I must have... feared that I wouldn't be able to blend in with the atmosphere around me, so I must have spent it trembling..."
The voice that has been vague in his mind and his high school days must be able to remember smoothly!
A little excitedly, he opened the confidential file of Monokuma's customs clearance special code, and saw that the special code between the ultimate death clearly stated the information of 17 people.
Yes, 17 people in total.
So Hinata is a student of preparatory subjects.
And everyone at the super high school level who I think is full of hope is a desperate remnant.
The last person-Airi Asakawa:【Super High School Level Manga Artist】, died in the Absolute Despair Incident at Hope's Peak Academy.
……
Tears were streaming down uncontrollably, Komaeda Nagito stretched out his hand a little dullly, and touched his face.
Why are you crying?
***The author has something to say, and wrote a little follow-up plot***
The author has something to say: Let me add my opinion on the ending of this episode.In this game world, the only AI is Nanami.
The reason for Qihai’s existence is [When the students of the 77th class enter the new world program, the new world system will read the image of a competent administrator from the participants’ minds, and then integrate them to create a personality]
Then most people thought of the monitor, and Komaeda definitely thought of Airi, so in the end an AI was born under the name Nanami Chiaki.But it's not all seven seas.
Komaeda saw the truth of Airi's death when he got the special code after clearing the level, and here he is still in a state of amnesia.May recall vaguely a little.
Then I started to have a bad attitude towards everyone, mocking Hinata as a preparatory subject and so on.In his heart, he wanted to find out the traitor, and even more to avenge Airi, to eradicate all despair including himself.It is unforgivable that he became one of the desperate remnants who killed Airi.
At this time, he discovered Qihai's diary, and there is also a part of Airi's specialness in AI - the expression method of writing a diary is drawing, so Komaeda who saw this diary recognized it at a glance, so Komaeda confirmed the identity of the traitor , and recalled all memories.
Then, he went to the fifth chapter where he sacrificed for hope, wanting to overthrow the previous failure and become Airi's hope.
However, the complicated writing of the side story will affect the performance of the main text, so it stopped when he opened the secret code.
***
This is a side story written by Shenghe Komaeda last year. It was ridiculed by the group when it was placed in the group, and then it was not released after being hit.Most of the basic revisions and rewrites have been rewritten this year. I wrote them today after I met the god seat. After opening the special code, I saw the comments after I saw the temporary brain hole... It just happens to be connected to the plot of this article, take the BE branch line, and then I can connect it later Although the game plot 23333 was posted, it was still hit by the comments that everyone thought was not cruel...
In fact, I have forgotten why I wrote this kind of side story a year ago. Now think about it, it may be the reason for Komaeda's despair.
***
In fact, I originally wanted to write a sicker one, for example, Komaeda has been hallucinating that Airi is living with her Blablabla, and talking to herself about Blablabla with her left hand every day... Actually, I really want to write the plot of the fifth chapter later, Anyway, I will have the opportunity to write about it in the future, so I won’t write more in the extra episode to avoid repeating the plot.
***
It was originally updated last night, but (crying) I was busy with Komaeda's birthday yesterday so I didn't finish it! ! !
I hope everyone can support the Komaeda manga series produced by me and my friends, station B Shenghe PV: 22688516
If you are interested, you can go and have a look, love you guys!
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Happy birthday Komaeda!It’s been almost two years since I wrote this post, and it’s as full of love as ever!
Hope to celebrate your birthday next year too!I always like Komaeda Nagito.jpg! ! !
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