The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]

"If you die at this level... then it can't be called a talent at all."

When Komaeda Nagito took out the pistol, Asakawa Airi's mind was in a mess.The scene in front of me and the memory of the past gradually overlap, as if time and space are intertwined in an instant.

——If I'm really "super high school-level lucky", I'll definitely survive here! ...Hey, right?

The empty guns rang out one after another, and what exploded in Asakawa Airi's mind was not at all the kidnapping case that Komaeda Nagito talked about last year.It was the white-haired boy who shot himself in the temple with a revolver-hand-gun without hesitation.

His movements were calm, and his confident and affirmative tone was full of arrogance with ease. He even returned only one bullet, and shot at the temple smilingly with a gun that only had a one-sixth survival rate.

Asakawa Airi suddenly couldn't breathe.

Half of his smiling face was covered in shadows, and what emerged from that pale face was the long-forgotten morbid smile buried deep in memory.At that moment, the gentle boy she had always liked seemed to be completely stripped from her good memories, his light gray-green eyes melted into chaos, and his gestures exuded some kind of morbid fanatic's breath.

Losing or winning is just a process for him, and all he wants to achieve is hope.

Whether to sacrifice himself to achieve the ending he wanted, or to step over his dead body and break the absolute hope he showed for the despair created by the desperate remnants, no matter what kind of situation he is involved in, his most fundamental way of thinking is Never change.

— Unlike everyone else, it doesn't matter when I die.

An unprecedented sense of fear and panic mixed with burning anger, walking along the nerves like trembling, caused a line called reason in Asakawa Airi's mind to slam, and he was so angry that he was almost mad at the sky He pulled Komaeda Nagito out of the crowd heavily, as if trying to pull him out of that terrifying future phantom completely.

"Have you forgotten how dangerous it is to be kidnapped? You still dare to play Russian roulette with an imitation-real-gun. Aren't you afraid that something will happen? If the bullet is really shot, you aim at the temple and you will die Yet?"

Although she was scolded bloody by Asakawa Airi, and was rudely pulled out of the crowd, but feeling Airi's small hand tightly holding her Komaeda Nagito, my heart was already blissfully blissful.

Even though they did such a bad and excessive breakup behavior, Airi still cares so much about me who is like a scum~ahah~ how wonderful and beautiful~Airi is indeed the most hopeful of Spalaci!

"Airi, don't worry about me." Komaeda Nagito's tone was light and airy because he was in a happy mood.His eyes narrowed with a smile, and every word was an affirmation of his luck.

"If I'm really [Super High School Level Lucky], I will never lose."

After entering Hope's Peak Academy, Komaeda Nagito, who felt that he had no talent, has been trembling and fearful.Now, after proving that his luck may really be a talent, Komaeda Nagito feels that he is one step closer to being a super high school class.

Although he still thinks he is a scumbag, he also has the talent known as "super high school level".Like Airi, she is a real super high school class, a super high school class who is qualified to stand by her side, which was once his dream.

Even if he might not survive next year's practical exam, he also proved to the preparatory subjects the gap between the dregs of their delusions of hope and the super high school level, and the value of being only a stepping stone.

Being able to put an end to the harassment of these rubbish for Airi can be regarded as his little contribution to Airi in his limited life.

So Komaeda Nagito was in a good mood, whether it was the lucky victory or Airi's concern, he showed a particularly bright smile since he entered Hope's Peak Academy.

"Still laughing, why are you laughing! Are you proud of winning such a game? Do you want to say that all a scum like me can do is risk his life for everyone? If he dies, it must be hope Stepping stones? Apart from thinking about these things in your mind every day, can you..."

Asakawa Airi was like a balloon on the verge of exploding, her chest rising and falling with anger and fear.However, facing Kami Komaeda Nagito's hopeful smile, his confident and uplifting tone seemed to be a little proud of his own luck, all the heavy words that Asakawa Airi uttered suddenly fell silent in his throat inside.

——For the sake of the so-called hope, you can not even care about your life, happily becoming a stepping stone of hope...but I care!In this world, nothing is more important than life!If life is gone, what hope is there!

- Now, we are friends.As a friend, I will never allow Komaeda-kun to use his own words as a stepping stone for others.

The tightly clenched hands were put down slumpedly, thinking that he had tried hard but still hadn't changed his nature of wishing to cook, Asakawa Airi's heart fell to the bottom along with the hanging arms.

She moved her lower lip with a wry smile, and said softly: "Forget it, it's useless to say anything to you."

After loosening Komaeda Nagito's hand, Asakawa Airi pressed her forehead and laughed self-mockingly.

She thought it was ridiculous that after breaking up, she even angrily dragged this down-and-out hopeful chef to say these words. At the beginning, she sincerely wanted to be friends with him, hoping to change his miserable future, and make a warm year. The warm and affectionate companionship did not correct his value of "hope is above", nor changed his distorted longing for hope and his psychology of stepping stones.

Now, if she said those repeated words back then, would he listen?

Self-righteously feel that Komaeda Nagito is already changing, and I will definitely give him a hopeful future. After such a mind is trampled under his feet wantonly, do you still think that you can change him?

It's ridiculous.Asakawa Airi, why are you so ridiculously stupid, do you have to fall twice in the same pit?

It's been more than two months since we broke up!

Silently holding back the heavy tears in her eyes, Asakawa Airi took a deep breath, as if trying to squeeze out the pain accumulated in her chest.

"You are still the same as before, you don't cherish life at all, and you don't realize the wrongness of what you did."

"Heh...a hope cook who is desperate for hope."

She sighed lightly, her tone was cool: "Those words before, just treat it as if I fed the dog."

The smile on Komaeda Nagito's face couldn't hold back.

The girl he watered and protected carefully, her eyes like clear water are always full of longing for the future, just like the hope that never gives up.It was his... longing for hope.

But now, she hangs her hands down in despair, her whole body looks like a withered and mottled flower, the indifference to his no longer hopeful eyes makes Komaeda Nagito's heart tighten, as if she has been submerged by the suffocating tide.

The raised hand was stiff in mid-air, and the warm fresh blood spread a salty taste in the mouth.He looked at the back of Asakawa Airi without looking back, his face was so stiff that there was no expression on his face.

No, I remember all your words.I would love to survive.

I really want it, I want it so much, I don’t think about it all the time——

Every time Komaeda Nagito said the word "stepping stone" or demeaned himself, Asakawa Airi would slap her fiercely.Sometimes, it is because the habit has not been changed, and sometimes, it is said so on purpose.

He likes Asakawa Airi's "super fierce" expression, and likes that she has a small round face, but there is a deep concern for him between her eyebrows and eyes.At that moment, he could deeply feel that the value of his existence was affirmed by others.

There is such a person, I expect him to live with hope.

And he greedily began to hope that he and Asakawa Airi would have a future full of happiness and hope.

——Komaeda-kun, no matter what happens, please don't do things that make you hopeless... Please stop saying that you have no hope, and don't always belittle yourself as a piece of garbage.Saying such negative things all the time will really give others a sense of despair, not hope at all.Please be more confident...!Komaeda-kun will definitely have very bright hopes coming out of him!

The silver-white long hair was attached to the cheek softly and delicately. Nagito Komaeda reluctantly turned his head away, trying to maintain the leisurely smile of the past at this moment, but the corner of the mouth that was pulled up has changed, leaving only the heart-warming smirk in his mouth. The pain made him unable to smile easily.

Hope, that is absolutely good, that is, the will and ability to look forward, it must pay infinite sincerity and happiness, dreams - at the same time, it has happiness and dreams, it is like a fantasy Same nice concept.

But this world is cruel, and it is not possible to have hope by working hard on your own.

"It's really unfair." He whispered softly, but he still couldn't vent the violent and suppressed emotions in his heart.

Not long after suffering from a terminal illness, Komaeda Nagito, who has no future, clearly feels that despair has taken root in his heart.

Unable to be hope, and no longer a stepping stone to hope, I am just a good breeding ground for nourishing the meaning of despair.

——Komaeda-kun, there is no one in this world who is okay even if he disappears, and there is no one who is only worthy of being a stepping stone... If Komaeda-kun disappears one day, I will definitely be very, very desperate!

——It is my real hope that we can survive together like this.

However, I am the one who will disappear after all.

If you are lucky, you can live for a year; if you are unlucky, you may die in a few months.

I, who is so hopeless, would rather be hated and hated by you, and die quietly in a dirty corner, than let my existence taint you with despair.

However, I, who should keep a distance from you the most, frantically want to get closer to you after only a few days of high school.

I want to hear your energetic voice, not just spit out a few words coldly.I want to go to and from school with you, and squeeze out the classmates around you as a boyfriend.

I miss your smile, which is shown to me.

Ahhhhhhh what a badass.To be able to think of such a delusional situation when you are about to die... is really desperate enough.

The brown school uniform wrapped Komaeda Nagito's slender body, and his pale face under the white hair gave a chuckle.

"Komaeda-kun... are you alright?" Hinata Tsuo called softly from behind, and Komaeda Nagito turned his head at the sound, and turned his eyes to Hinata So, shrugging his shoulders and showing a mocking smile.

"Of course I'm fine. Today I'm a lucky winner! It's expected." Komaeda Nagito frowned, poking sharp eyes at this person who was obviously a preparatory subject but was slouching around Airi. Young man, his irritated tone is full of impoliteness like running a train.

"It's you, have you noticed the difference between yourself and everyone at the super high school level?"

"???" Seeing Asakawa Airi pulling Komaeda Nagito away fiercely, Hinata Sou, who secretly followed after worrying about their quarrel, looked confused.

"They are a symbol of hope, but you, who are just preparing for the subject, have nothing to call talent from the beginning. It is useless to rely only on longing, and it is not something that can be changed by hard work. You can become Those who hope are those who are chosen by hope." Nagito Komaeda concluded decisively.

"I hope Hinata-kun can recognize his weight as soon as possible." Don't stay by Airi's side all the time, looking very unpleasant and annoying.

Originally seeing Komaeda Nagito sad and looking so lonely and pitiful, Hinata Sou wanted to come forward to comfort him, but his heart felt like he fucked a thousand dogs.

"... Convex (艹盘艹)" you do it!Do it to death!I will ignore you after watching Airi!

Hinata Chou's face darkened, and he choked back unceremoniously: "These words are just your nonsense. One day I will also have talents."

With a straight face, he emphasized: "There will definitely be."

"Although the heart of never giving up until the end is worthy of praise...but with a person like you who has no special skills, you don't know how high the sky is and the earth is thick." Komaeda Nagito mused while covering his forehead a while.

Then, he looked up and down Hinata So with critical eyes.

"As an ordinary high school student, you..." The gray-green eyes became darker and darker, like the unfathomable bottom of the sea, making it impossible to read any thoughts.Under Hinata Chuang's tense expression, he slightly raised his lips, revealing an unpredictable and deep smile.

"Just hold your unrealistic dream and work hard slowly."

Watching Komaeda Nagito put his hands in his pockets, Hinata Sou who turned around and left leisurely: (#‵′) How angry!I really want to beat him up!

His chest was pounding with anger, but such anger couldn't offset the complicated and shocking emotions he had just witnessed when Nagito Komaeda played.

Arrogant, self-confident, half-sentence sharp-tongued, with an arrogance that makes teeth itch.Komaeda Nagito, who was so aggressive and exposed, was like a stranger who had never met, with sharp thorns all over his body.

He even proved his talent in an extreme way.A talent known as "Super High School Level Luck".

Deeply aware that he and Nagito Komaeda were not on the same starting line, So Hinata clenched his hands into fists in his sleeves.

I don't know that Nagito Komaeda took a shitstick from Hinata's Asakawa Airi, and vented all his emotions in private messages.

Pear sauce who loves to draw: Makoto-kun!are u there?Are you free to chat with me? 【Seek kisses, hugs, hold high, jpg】

Lijiang who loves to draw: Today, I am really angry!

MakotoKibou: Pear sauce is not angry. 【Touch your head.jpg】What happened?

Because of frequent chatting and long-term habits, her loyal little fan MakotoKibou has become the object of her tree hole, especially Komaeda Nagito.

Her little angel is gentle and considerate. No matter what she complains about, she listens patiently to her complaints. When she falls to the bottom and needs support and courage most, every word of his can give her strength.

It's a world of difference from Nagito Komaeda, a nasty shit-scratcher.

So everything about your boyfriend is fake!Fans love her so much!

Pear sauce who loves to draw: It's that shit stirrer!It's only been a few days since school started, and I've been slamming the preparation subjects.Even though he has already won the game, he is still holding a fake-real-gun to his temple to play some Russian gambling. Do you think he is sick?Even imitation-real-guns are dangerous!What if the bullet shoots out!What if he is particularly unlucky today!This person never takes his own life seriously, and thinks about being a stepping stone of hope every day.

Li Jiang who loves to draw: Hope, hope, fuck your hope!Live your life with hope! 【Super Fierce.jpg】

Li Jiang who loves to draw: And because of his mood swings, I am a pig! (Private letter as proof!)

Looking at the non-stop private messages sent by Asakawa Airi, Komaeda Nagito felt that there were countless arrows in his heart.

Thousands of arrows pierced the heart.

MakotoKibou: Well, ignore him, he's out of his mind.During the lunch break, although there were 200 students who witnessed the duel, most of them were first-year students in preparatory subjects.

Katsuhei Suzuki, who had been prepared for a long time, organized this challenge in the name of making Komaeda Nagito look ugly, so he deliberately asked his classmates to live broadcast the whole process online, and the initial fancy trampoline movements were also because of this show off.

In the end, he was the only one who was tortured to death by fancy style, it was like throwing a stone at his own foot.

His live broadcast of the whole process caused another frenzy of discussion on the forum of Hope's Peak Academy, and was even transferred to Twitter.

Komaeda Nagito's popularity has also become two extremes.

One, because of his demeaning rhetoric of preparatory subjects, continues to lash out at him with the invective calling him a heretic, a psycho, a horrible madman.

The second is because his handsome victory and final shooting action attracted a large number of little fans and some shocked exclamations.As a result, his True Love Building changed from all kinds of negative comments to ridiculous comments such as "European boss 666", "The boss is looking for European style", "Please pass the exam", "Please win the lottery".

The author has something to say: Happy New Year’s Day everyone~~~ Have a good health in the new year~Everything goes well~

Airi: Today is Hinata's birthday~~~Happy Birthday Hinata~~~ I made a cake!

Hinata: Thank you Airi!

Airi: What's wrong?Doesn't seem very happy?

Hinata: (circling) He hates me! (points to Komaeda)

Airi: I'll hit him! (rolls up sleeves)

Komaeda who was abused by the family: qaqAlthough beating is love and abuse, being plucked by Airi is a Sparasi thing.But Airi is too friendly to the scumbags of the preparatory subjects, and she is not happy.

Prayer: In order to celebrate Hinata-kun's birthday, today's double update!Sprinkle flowers! *★,°*:.☆(￣▽￣)$:*.°★*.

Komaeda: (fingers) Where's my birthday?

Praying: I will give you a super gift~~~ No one can compare to you, and I will love you more in the new year!Please let me always be full of hope~~~

Komaeda: Happy New Year everyone~~~ I hope it belongs to Sparashi!

Airi: I...how about my birthday? (suspecting that she is a fake heroine)

Komaeda: (eyes helplessly) It's Airi's birthday this year, can I still play happily with Airi?

Praying: No, it does not exist, you are probably going farther and farther on the road to death.

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Yukino-sensei, in my procrastination again and again, the next chapter will appear 100%! ! !Let's change from one second to two months later.Then you can arrange for sister Kuzuryu to come out to make soy sauce~~ Then, let's take another look at Hinata, one less.

Hinata: Σ(っ°Д°;)っ Wait!Isn't today my birthday!Don't say such unlucky words┭┮﹏┭┮

Komaeda: Can I make up with Airi before Hinata dies? (eagerly)

Hinata: (#‵′) Who said I was going to die!When I become the seat of God, the person you want Sparassi will become me.

Komaeda: So hurry up and disappear, a preparatory subject with no talent and no self-knowledge.

Hinata: Love pear!Don't make peace with this shit stirrer! ! !To torture him, to torture him severely!This is my birthday wish today!