Jason Confusion Award [Comprehensive British and American]

For the recent "Bible", Jason really can't love it.Whether it's "Batman Nightmare: The Bat That Laughs" or "Batman: Three Clowns", it's too tortured, "Bible", don't you love me? !

But whether it's three clowns or countless clowns, Jason is sure that there is only one clown in Gotham from beginning to end, and he won't fail to recognize the one who killed him.

However, the content shown in the "Bible" gave Jason a bad feeling.

Maybe there won't be three clowns in this world at the same time, but it's hard to say whether there will be another one after killing one.

If Jason said it himself, he didn't want any more clowns to appear.

As a precautionary measure, Jason flattened the chemical plant with bombs.

After doing everything he could, Jason came to Wayne Manor.

Don't get me wrong, he didn't come to reconcile with Bruce, he just came to pick up his own Alice.

Standing at the gate, Jason hesitated.Once, Bruce took his hand and led him into this place, saying that he would give himself a home.

But now, is this still my home?

Maybe he has never had a home, or in other words, this is not his home.

Like a guest, Jason rang the doorbell at the gate.He knew that in less than a minute, Alfred would come over and open the door for those who came.

In fact, there is fingerprint authentication here. Jason has entered his fingerprint on it, but he doesn't want to use it anymore.

It has to be said that Bruce's concealment from Jason made the already precarious relationship between them even more tense.

Jason kept Alice here not only because it was inconvenient for him to have a clown by his side, but also because he subconsciously found a reason for him to come here again.

Maybe he was never as indifferent as he seemed on the surface, on the contrary, he cared too much, he cared terribly.

But when you care too much about something, you will inevitably be afraid, and you will be afraid of losing.So Jason chose to be the one who voluntarily gave up before losing.

In this way, can he look more decent?

No one could see what Jason was thinking, and all kinds of hardships and disappointments finally polished the boy in the past into a different look.

"Master Jason." Alfred, who came in a hurry, didn't ask Jason why he didn't come in by himself. He just opened the door, as if welcoming a wanderer home from a long journey.

Some people can go away for half their lives and return as teenagers, but Jason couldn't do it.

With a bit of blunt alienation in his frank words, he expressed his intention of coming: "I'm here to pick up Alice."

I don’t know if it’s because he came into contact with fate (the Bible) at a too young age, sometimes Jason would act “one step beyond man”, making people unable to keep up with his rhythm, which also led to many “little question marks” Friend" accident.

"Miss Alice, I've been practicing crawling for the past few days." Seeing that Jason's emotions were wrong, although he didn't know why, Alfred, who had a high emotional intelligence, chose to talk to Jason about the child.

Facts have proved that when you face a parent, children may not be the best topic, but it is definitely a topic that will never go out of fashion.

Listening to Alfred talking about Alice, Jason couldn't help but feel a little dazed.

Not counting the rescue of Alfred and Alice, he seemed to have not seen Alice for a while.It might not have meant much to him, but it had been enough to Alice to count as a large part of her hitherto, short life.

Could it be that she no longer knows herself?

Jason suddenly realized that he had been arguing with Bruce, but he himself didn't seem to be a good father.

They are also adopted children, maybe he is not as good as Bruce.

At least Bruce, he won't leave his child in some strange place for a long time.

And this isn't the first time something like this has happened.

Jason couldn't help speeding up his pace. He wanted to see Alice very much now, and said sorry to the other party, even if the other party couldn't understand at all.

Maybe being a parent without exams is really the scariest thing in the world.

Before meeting Alice, Jason never imagined that he would become a father at such a young age.

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When Jason saw Alice, the other party was crawling on the thick blanket accompanied by Bruce.

And Bruce doesn't look like Batman or Brucey Baby now.Maybe it's because Bruce doesn't look very old, so now he and Alice don't look like a pair of grandparents, but like a pair of father and daughter.

Jason stood at the door watching all of this. The warm atmosphere made him inexplicably unwilling to disturb him.

The Bruce who was arguing and fighting with him was real.Now this Bruce with soft eyes and careful movements is also real.

Looking at such a gentle Bruce and such a happy Alice, Jason didn't know who he should be jealous of for a moment.

Maybe he shouldn't have come, Alice could receive the best care in Wayne Manor.But if the other party follows me, what can I give her?

Jason, who lived in poverty since he was a child, knows very well that love is a very important thing, but when it comes to survival, sometimes it is not so important.What's more, here can also give Alice love.

Just when Jason was about to withdraw, Bruce looked this way.

In fact, Bruce sensed Jason and Alfred's approach even before they reached the door.

The Joker's death, Bruce already knew.Bruce didn't want to argue with his children if he could, so he pretended not to notice their arrival.

But there is also a limit to pretending. If he hasn't 'discovered' after such a long time, Jason will probably be suspicious. After all, he is Batman, isn't he?

Staring at his child, Bruce said, "Jason..."

He looked at the child who killed the clown, who was no longer a child.

After killing the clown, Jason was free from madness, indulgence, confusion, and Bruce's worries.

Jason felt that he was no longer the boy he was back then, but from Bruce's point of view, the other party sometimes looked the same as before.

Bruce never understood Jason, nor could he guess what the other person was thinking.

It was as if he couldn't figure out why Jason would resolutely stand in front of the clown when he showed his killing intent towards the clown.And why did he kill the clown in that way after protecting the clown from himself.

"I..." Jason opened his mouth. For some reason, he was afraid to look into Bruce's eyes.It was as if he was worried that everything he had concealed would be invisible under the gaze of these eyes.

Jason, who looked left and right but didn't look at Bruce, suddenly fixed his gaze on a family photo.

On it, there is Bruce, there is Alfred, there is Dick, there is Tim, and there is Damian...

It's hard to describe Jason's mood at the moment.

In fact, it's not that he can't understand. After all, if you infer the time when this photo was taken, it was the time when Jason and Bruce had the most quarrel, so...

So what? !

Without keeping his eyes on for too long, Jason almost immediately looked away from the family portrait.He is afraid that Batman's insight will see his own mind.

Although he moved his eyes away, the family photo was engraved in Jason's heart.

Maybe it's just a photo and doesn't explain anything, but Jason just doesn't care.

"I'm here to pick Alice up." Jason squatted down and reached out to Alice who was crawling on the ground, "Come to Dad."

Alice's next actions calmed down Jason's restless heart.

Even though I haven't seen him for a long time, Alice still seemed to recognize her favorite father after hesitating for a moment, so she left Bruce who was playing with her before and crawled towards Jason.

When Alice climbed halfway, the touched Jason stepped forward and hugged her.

Jason has never been the kind of person who needs someone else to take 99 steps before he is willing to take that step.

On the contrary, if someone is willing to take a step towards him, even if there are mountains of swords and flames ahead, Jason is willing to complete those 99 steps.

It was as if he had read comics, but when Batman stretched out his hand and promised him a home, he still grabbed the hand resolutely.

Whether that choice was right or wrong, Jason still can't tell clearly.

He is really touched now that Alice will choose herself.

Jason always stands in a chosen position many times, but there are very few people who are willing to choose him.

His biological father once loved him, but he chose to degenerate after all, so he raised his fist at Jason.Jason's adoptive mother also loves him, but when her drug/addiction strikes, she will crawl to the drug/drug without hesitation, instead of choosing to hug her son.Bruce might have loved him too, but Jason was never the most important thing...

No one knew what Alice's choice this time meant to Jason.

In the past, Bruce thought Jason was the light in Crime Alley, but now, to Jason, Alice was his own light.

Jason never needed much, he just hoped that someone would come to him when he reached out his hand.

Holding Alice, Jason seemed to be holding his own dignity and redemption.

Here, he once lost almost completely.But in the end, he didn't lose outright.

At this moment, Jason felt that he who wanted to keep Alice here before should be beaten to death and thrown out.He had tasted enough of being abandoned, how could he let Alice taste it too.

"Wait, we can go home, Alice."

Kissing Alice's sweaty forehead, Jason looked at Bruce.

"The clown died, in that chemical plant." Maybe Bruce knew how the clown died, but Jason still chose to speak out.

"I don't regret everything I've done."

Jason said through this sentence that he has no regrets about killing the clown, but he also wants to express to Bruce that I have no regrets when I chose to follow you.

Maybe all over again, I will still choose this way.It's as if I already knew countless "Jason Todd" futures, but I still chose to go to you.

It didn't matter if Jason didn't know if Bruce understood or not.It wasn't just for Bruce, it was also for Jason.

He doesn't regret it, it's true.