Jason Confusion Award [Comprehensive British and American]

At dinner time, when Jason saw Dick and Barbara walking towards him one by one, unlike the calmness when facing Tim, his heart suddenly started beating violently.

This intensity reached its peak at the moment when everyone was sitting at the dining table.

Those memories locked in the depths of his mind were like an extremely ferocious beast, constantly bumping into the cage where it was held, trying to break out of the cage.

The most basic training content of members of the bat family is to learn how to observe.So what was wrong with Jason didn't escape anyone's eyes.

Even Bizarro, after Jason broke out in a sweat, noticed something was wrong.

"Male red..."

Bizarro's voice, like a hypnotic, made the beast that kept hitting the cage fall asleep.

"Jason—" Dick looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar teenager. Compared to the last time he saw him before Jason left, the current Jason had undoubtedly grown up a lot.

He's shedding his teenage youth and turning into a real adult.

Even at this time, due to memory problems, Jason still retains a bit of a youthful appearance, but he has grown up after all.

At this moment, Dick is like a kind old mother, looking at her grown son with relief.

Jason saw goosebumps all over Dick's eyes. He somehow felt extremely awkward. The other party didn't see him like this before.

and many more!

before?

Then what was the look in the eyes of the other party looking at you before?

Looking at Jason who was lost in thought, Dick kept the rest of his words in his mouth.He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what to say.

He couldn't help thinking, if Jason had memories at this moment, what would he look like now?

Dick, who was thinking like this, also fell into deep thought.

Barbara looked at the two brothers who were also thinking, and didn't know what expression to put on.

To be honest, she didn't know how to deal with Jason, who had memory problems.

If they were incompatible with each other in the past, it seemed a bit unnecessary, maybe the other party would still be confused.But as a victim who was also hurt by the clown...

It was an overly painful memory, and Barbara felt that it was the same for both herself and Jason.

At this moment, Barbara felt inexplicably that maybe it would be good if Jason lost his memory.

Being strong has never been an easy thing. Barbara has changed from a healthy and beautiful girl to a disabled person in a wheelchair.She went from Batgirl on the night watch to an oracle working behind the scenes.

After going through so much, she stood up from the misfortune. Maybe she really became stronger than before, but the experience of that day was always an unforgettable nightmare for her.

In this regard, no one can help her, just like no one came to save her that day.

A dinner ended when everyone hesitated to speak.The moment they put down the tableware, almost everyone breathed a sigh of relief subconsciously.

It can be said that Jason's amnesia not only brought him unprecedented confusion and confusion, but also caused other people to suffer.

Whether it was a coincidence or on purpose, Dick and the others never saw Alice.Even though they were extremely curious about the legendary girl, no one said anything about meeting a Jason who obviously had no intention of letting them meet.

Jason is a very stubborn and special person sometimes, and Dick feels that he will never forget that Christmas Eve, how Jason confronted all of them and told him that he cared about a book.

At night, after changing Alice's diaper and preparing to go back to bed, Jason heard some strange movements.

That faint voice sounded a bit like the Tim Drake I saw during the day.

The other party seemed to be saying: "Bruce, you can't do this..."

Jason, who had a slightly changed view of Bruce, couldn't help thinking when he heard this voice: Could it be that he was wrong before, Bruce Wayne is not innocent at all, is the pervert going to show his true colors?

Since becoming a baby daddy, in order not to wake Alice up when she was sleeping, Jason can say that his stealth ability has been greatly improved.

At this moment, he arrived at the door of Bruce's bedroom very smoothly.

The sound insulation effect of the rooms in Wayne Manor is very good, but for Jason, who is as smart as he is, this sound insulation can't stop his ears.

And don't forget, he's a magician...youth.

Jason was lying on his stomach against Bruce's bedroom door, ready to rush in and knock down the pervert the moment he heard something wrong.

However, after listening at the door for a long time, he was surprised to find that there was no sound inside, not even the sound of breathing.

Hell, the poor kid didn't die with the pervert, did he? !

Feeling bad in his heart, Jason kicked the door of Bruce's bedroom open with a "bang".

The bloody scene Jason imagined did not appear in it, and there was not even a person in it.

But not long ago, he heard someone talking inside.

Jason subconsciously felt something was wrong, and just when he wanted to check if there was any dark room in this room, Alfred stood outside the door and said, "Master Jason, why are you here?"

Jason, who just kicked the door down and wanted to search it now, didn't seem to feel guilty about being caught. He asked calmly, "I'm here to find Bruce, where are the others?"

Alfred replied equally calmly: "Master took Master Tim to the banquet."

"is it?"

Jason was noncommittal, since he had heard Tim's voice just now, he didn't think he had an auditory hallucination.

but--

Jason glanced at Alfred, subconsciously, he didn't want to doubt this very kind old man.

They met, and Jason's blue eyes flashed the green of Lazarus' pool in the darkness.

"When are they coming back?"

Alfred replied: "It may take a while."

Jason nodded, "I see."

With that, he turned and left Bruce's bedroom.

Just now, when he wanted to explore Bruce's bedroom, he saw a photo of himself on the cabinet in Bruce's bedroom.

But before he could take a closer look, Alfred appeared.

Taking a casual glance, Jason only remembered being so close to Bruce Wayne in the photo, and they both seemed to have smiles on their faces.

Back in the room and lying on the bed, Jason tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

After chanting a few magic spells, he pricked up his ears and listened. He didn't know what he wanted to hear.

Maybe it's the return of Bruce Wayne and Tim Drake, maybe it's the news of Alfred.

But in the end, he didn't hear anything, only Alice's shallow breathing echoed in his ears.

Jason gradually fell asleep amidst the lovely sound of breathing.

In a daze, he had a dream.

In a very dark room, the only thing that glows is a TV that is playing animation.

In the dream, the name of the animation was very vague, but when Jason wanted to take a closer look, the picture became clear again.

The name of the animation is: "Batman: Under the Red Hood".

After watching an animation at 8x speed in his dream, Jason woke up.

Recalling the dream he had, Jason seemed to remember nothing, and at the same time seemed to remember everything.

"I'm what this city needs!" Jason looked at himself in the mirror, and couldn't help whispering the words he heard in his dream.

This city - Gotham, it's hard for Jason to describe how he feels about it.

If you want to say love, it seems to be okay, if you want to say hate, it seems that there is no problem.

Is he what the city needs, or is he willing to do something for the city?

Jason didn't know, but subconsciously, the answer to that question seemed to be: yes.

No matter how many times the world restarts, no matter what kind of fate he has, Jason has never changed his concern for this city, and he always wants to do something for it.

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On the day he found Jason, Bruce told Doris the news.

He thought that the other party would come to Wayne Manor as quickly as possible. After all, Doris' concern for Jason was obvious to the naked eye.

However, the development of the matter was completely beyond his expectation. Not only did Doris not come immediately, but she also seemed to have no intention of coming until now.

Could it be that the other party suspected that he was lying to her?

Bruce can only think so, because if not for this reason, he can't think of other reasons.

It couldn't be that Doris didn't care whether Jason was dead or alive.

It's not that Doris doesn't care about Jason's life or death. After all, how could it be possible to say that there is no such sincere relationship.

She just suddenly had a feeling of disillusionment. She still seemed to care about the things she once cared about, but the caring was not so real and not so intense.

Looking back at her past actions now, she felt a sense of doubt for no reason.

Why did my past self look so naive and irrational.

Why did my past self do that for one person.

Doris admitted that Jason's kindness to her deserves such a reward from herself, but she should have given enough in return...

There is no doubt about her feelings for Jason, but she wants to treat this feeling more rationally in the future.

However, what Doris didn't realize was that when she started to consider whether it was worth it or not, the relationship was no longer beyond doubt.

Real feelings, real care, what is there worth or not, where do you need to weigh the pros and cons?

After all, that's the one person who is unique to you, that's the one who can make you an exception, that's the one that can make you lose your mind, that's the one you want to give everything to protect, that's the only one you're willing to do at your own expense people's people...

Will love disappear?

Doris' love for Jason didn't disappear, it was just taken away.

She still remembers all the memories related to Jason, but the love is gone.

According to the memory of how they got along, Doris felt that she should love Jason, but love was never something that should or should not be.

It's like someone loves someone very much, and he gave everything for the other person, but that person still doesn't love him.

Because love is not a transaction, you can get as much as you give, and love has never had any reason or law.

Love is just meeting the right person at the right time.