Online dating object is ex-husband [ABO]

The bed is a KingSize double queen bed.The size is more than enough for two people to sleep on it, and Zhou Qiyan, a slender Omega, can't occupy much space at all.

Qian Zhong looked at the bed, then at the little beauty lying on the bed, and subconsciously apologized: "Yes, I'm sorry, it's my ignorance, stubbornness, and immaturity that caused you to suffer cold violence."

He didn't know why Zhou Qiyan wanted to bring up the old matter again today, but no matter what happened, it was always right to apologize first.

From the beginning to the present, he has done too many wrong things; saying one or two words of sorry will not kill him.

"Do you know, I'm actually stupid—you called me a little idiot, and you're not wrong at all." Zhou Qiyan couldn't get up from the bed, and lay down talking to Qian Zhongyi, "You say, because work is too busy , So I couldn't come to the Civil Affairs Bureau to take pictures and sign. I believed it. I happily took pictures and signed by myself.

"You said, because there are too many things to deal with, so I can't spare time to organize things and move, I believe it, I have worked very hard to live alone for a long time.

"The aunt who cooks treats me poorly, and the housekeeper and housekeeper don't pay attention to me—it was not until this time that I realized that I was not liked."

This room, this bed, had witnessed too many tears from him.

Whenever he couldn't bear the grievances of reality, he would go back to this room and lie on this bed, covered with a quilt that didn't bring much warmth, curled up on his side, and cried quietly.

When Zhou Qiyan opened up about the past, Qian Zhongyi was also very sad.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He mechanically apologized, his heart hurting as if being crushed by a meat grinder, "I, I'm really sorry.

"I often scold myself ten, hundred, and countless times, hating myself for being so immature, stubborn and ignorant, making a good marriage a joke."

He found those unprofessional nannies and housekeepers, and put a little pressure on them to prevent them from working in the service industry.

He also looked for other ways to make up for Zhou Qiyan, trying to reduce the guilt in his heart by making up for it.

But as time passed, he discovered that these were nothing more than his anger towards other people and other things.

Just like Zhou Qiyan was impatient with his chattering explanation at first, he couldn't realize that: In that marriage that came and went quickly, there were not so many right and wrong and excuses.

There are only him and Zhou Qiyan.

He was wrong, completely wrong.

"I'm stupid, too—I'm a super stupid stupider than you.

"It was only after the kidnapping that I realized how ridiculous, shameful and hateful my behavior was.

"I always dream about the scene of you living in this house: I dreamed that you were bullied by the nanny, dreamed that you had a stomach problem but couldn't eat hot food, dreamed that you were curled up in the quilt but still shivering from the cold.

"I want to help you every...every time. But as soon as I opened my mouth and stretched out my hand, the dream was over; I woke up from the dream, sweating all over my body."

He also dreamed of the time when Zhou Qiyan came to look for him in the company.

From God's point of view, he watched Zhou Qiyan get up early to take a taxi by himself, fill out the form downstairs in a daze, and then was left hanging in the lounge by the former him, sitting there for hours.

He was very anxious, and wanted to rush into that dream to wake himself up, tell all he knew, and tell the "self" who made him angry: Go talk to the other party now, and there is still a chance for reconciliation No matter how late it is, it will be too late!

The lover of your dreams, the little online boyfriend you miss, the top Omega you will fall in love with at the first sight, he is not far away—he is in the room not far from you!

However, these are of no avail.

Not to mention the reality, even in the dream he can't do anything.

He could only watch the dream fade from the perspective of God.

When he woke up again, it was dark again.

Turn on the desk lamp and take out the mobile phone. The date and time on the mobile phone will clearly tell him the current situation.

It would make him very sober to see the news that was sent out in a large volume but never received a reply.

"As you said, there is no medicine for regret in this world, what happened is what happened, and no matter how you make up for it, it is meaningless.

"I finally understand, finally wake up, how much harm I have done to you. Don't say you hate me, even I hate myself now; I hate myself for being stupid, dull, and childish...I hate myself for causing all of this."

The chatterbox was suddenly opened up, and Qian Zhong couldn't stop talking about it.Looking at the huge and empty room without any breath of life or human touch, he sighed.

"Yanyan, I don't blame you at all for refusing to get back together with me - I already know what a lousy and hateful person I am.

"My mother is right, if I had known this, I shouldn't have let me provoke you.

"We are originally people from two worlds—living in different environments and having different ways of doing things; we are not a good match by nature, no wonder there are so many right and wrong when we get together."

Zhou Qiyan sat up from the bed, although she hadn't spoken just now, her eyes were red now.

Zhou Qiyan sniffed, and asked back: "We were not a good match...are we?"

"Yes." Qian Zhongyi smiled self-deprecatingly, "Where are we a good match? A gentle and gentleman like your senior is a good match for you, right?

"The 'other person' you're thinking about must be mature, gentle, and loved by you, right? I'm so naive, young and energetic, and I'm not the type you like."

"So you want me to be with those people who are really 'suitable' for me?" Zhou Qiyan smiled, but Qian Zhongyi felt that he was going to cry in a second.

"Whatever, I don't care about you." Qian Zhongyi curled his lips, although he was not reconciled, he still spread his hands, "I don't care anymore.

"Whether you have children, whether you beat them; whether you are with me, whether you are with other people - I don't want to care, and I won't care anymore.

"No matter who it is or what form it is, I just want you to be happy.

"You live a happy life and you can laugh every day. This is the only thing I ask of you. I don't care about other things that are together or not. It doesn't matter."

"That's what you thought."

Zhou Qiyan began to feel sore again.

"If I'm with other people, you're fine with it, aren't you?"

"Yes." Qian Zhongyi replied crisply, "As long as you like it, as long as you are happy, I think it's fine.

"I have no principles anymore. My only principle now is you."

"Having said so much, have you ever regretted it?" Zhou Qiyan asked the question again, "Have you regretted... have you regretted those actions? - Have you thought about what we would be like if there were no cold violence and no entanglement of interests? ?

"Are you really...really content with the status quo?"

Qian Zhong paused: "This..."

Of course he thought about it.

The sweet dream he had was the best proof.

In the dream, he was holding his wife in his arms, waiting for the arrival of the little life in comfort and happiness.

But the happier he was in the dream, the more bleak he was in real life?

How can he be reconciled, of course he is not reconciled!

"You ask this, but I have already answered it much better: Of course I regret it.

"I regret it to death - when I look back on it now, I regret it so much that my guts are green.

"As for being willing..."

Qian Zhong smiled wryly and let out a long sigh.

"Who would be willing? Who would be willing in love and in front of a lover?

"I saw you walking with other Alphas, and I was so angry that my lungs were going to explode-of course I couldn't be reconciled!

"But what can I do? If you say that your other suitors are fair competitors, then I——I'm a bastard who has already been eliminated.

"So what if I'm not reconciled? I'm no longer qualified to compete with them."

Zhou Qiyan stood up from the bed, followed by a soft sigh.

"You said 'feeling', 'lover'?"

He walked slowly towards the bedroom door and walked past Qian Zhongyi, his tone slowly began to change.

"I feel that you are not reconciled. In your words, there are 'unreconciled' everywhere-you still think that there is affection between us, and you still regard me as your lover."

Qian Zhongyi did not follow, but turned around following Zhou Qiyan's pace, watching Zhou Qiyan stop at the entrance and exit of the bedroom.

"Sorry, this is my subconscious reaction." Qian Zhongyi looked at Zhou Qiyan's back, bowed his head in shame, "I know, my love for you will become your burden in the future... I have worked hard to restrain these things, It's just that I said too much today and couldn't accept it.

"Don't worry, I won't interfere with your emotional life. Go with whoever you like and want to be with; when you need help, you can still call me."

From Qian Zhongyi's perspective, he could only see Zhou Qiyan's backside, but not Zhou Qiyan's frontal movements.

Zhou Qiyan sniffed, then suddenly put on a playful tone.

"You, you're right about yourself—you're a really, really big fool.

"Super super, super invincible idiot!"

Qian Zhongyi was taken aback by the sudden change.

He saw that Zhou Qiyan seemed to have pulled out something from his bosom, then lowered his head and kneaded the thing with both hands?

Before he understood Zhou Qiyan's behavior, Qian Zhongyi heard the sound of the organ swinging.

— Jingle bell, jingle bell.

He froze for two seconds, then widened his eyes, and took out his phone from his pocket!

This is the sound of a new letter from Yuanjian!

In his contact list, there is only one person—only when that person sends him a message, will there be this voice!

He clicked on Yuanjian, and clearly saw a red number 2 on the head frame of the top contact—he had received two new letters!

A moment of dizziness caused Qian Zhong to look up at Zhou Qiyan with his eyes wide open in surprise as soon as he failed to see the text displayed on the main panel.

"Big idiot and little idiot." Zhou Qiyan held up the phone and showed Qian Zhong the content sent on the chat interface.

The content is:

Not as good

We do it all over again?

"We are a perfect match."