Zhong: Early this morning, before you woke up, your brother took you away with his sister-in-law.

Zhong: You're gone, but I'm still nestled in this room and I don't want to go out.

Zhong: I know, everything last night was just a kind of self-indulgence forced by your instinct; when you wake up, you will not remember any absurd things that happened between us, but I will——I will hold on tight have to.

Zhong: I will remember the fragrance behind your ears, your white body, and the fragrance that fills the room.

Zhong: Sorry, Yanyan.

Zhong: I really want to see you.I don't know how your situation is now?

Zhong: I know you are very sensitive. After the estrus period passes and your sanity recovers, you will definitely think a lot of messy things.Will you hate me, blame me, hate me for taking advantage of your danger, and tarnish your innocence?

Zhong: When I think of the possibility of being hated by you, I can't bear to be reconciled.

Zhong: I regret it very much.Regret the divorce, regret being limited by prejudice, and even more regret not being able to take good care of you and let you encounter such a thing.

Zhong: Sorry, Yanyan.

Like writing a review letter, Qian Zhongyi always likes to apologize to Zhou Qiyan in the last sentence of different time periods.

Zhou Qiyan felt unexplainable, endured his emotions and continued to look down, the time came to the time when Qian Zhongyi brought something to visit Zhou's house, but was doused in water.

Zhou Qiyan recalled the scene at that time, thinking that Qian Zhongyi would complain something in this "tree hole", but unexpectedly——Qian Zhongyi didn't complain at all.

On the contrary, there was a little joy in Qian Zhongyi's words.

Zhong: I saw you smiling today.

Zhong: Because I'm in a mess all wet, don't you laugh?

Zhong: Recall that we have known each other for so long - from the time we got married and we didn't see each other, to the time when we broke up.You don't seem to smile once when you're face to face.

Zhong: With someone like me, it’s impossible to laugh, right?All I bring you are cold memories. How can such a painful thing make you laugh?

Zhong: I want to see you smile more, you look really good when you smile.

Zhong: Can I?

Whenever something important happens, Qian Zhongyi will go online and post a series of things, using this method to "confide in the air" to Zhou Qiyan.

After talking, I won't say anything else.

However, going a little further, starting from Zhou Qiyan's pregnancy and having an abortion, Qian Zhong saw news more frequently, from once every three to five days to one or two days.

Through those news, Zhou Qiyan could feel that Qian Zhongyi's emotions during this period were extremely ups and downs.

Zhong: You are pregnant, I am very happy and very unhappy.

Zhong: I am happy that we have a crystallization of love—although it is only temporary; I am not happy that this baby will eventually be taken away.

Zhong: Abortion is really harmful to the body. If you insist on taking it off, then I would rather you not get pregnant.

Zhong: But I also really want this child... I really hope to have more connections with you.

Zhong: I went to find Qiu Yu and Fang Zhiyao. They are Omegas who have given birth, and they couldn't think of any way to help.It seems that it is really difficult for me to keep this child.

Zhong: Oh.

Zhong: I hope you are in good health and everything is fine.Good night.

Zhong: I have been suffering from insomnia recently, and I don't know why.

Zhong: Maybe it's because I'm too irritable. When I close my eyes, I will think of your going to have a miscarriage, and I feel very uncomfortable.

Zhong: I bought a few Omega popular science books on pregnancy care for pregnant women, and I plan to read them when I can’t sleep at night.That way, I can learn a lot about pregnancy before you actually have an abortion next time.

Zhong: Go to bed early and don't think too much about worrying things.

Zhong: I hope you are in good health and everything is fine; I am going to read a book, good night.

……

Zhong: According to the method given by Qiu Yu and Fang Zhiyao, with the cooperation of Dr. Fang, I finally held you back from having a miscarriage.But I also often think, how long can I procrastinate like this?Sooner or later you will still fight.

Zhong: Qiu Yu said that you should learn to respect you and help you rebuild your confidence.I am at a loss: how to respect, how to rebuild?Is it because the way I have been treating you is not right, not giving you enough sense of security and confidence?

Zhong: I thought about it myself, and it seems that this is indeed the case.

Zhong: I am a failure.

Zhong: I still hope you are in good health and everything is fine.Good night.

"Be healthy and everything is fine" has become Qian Zhongyi's punch card.

Qian Zhong would talk about the miscarriage on Yuanjian every day. While suffering from the fact that Zhou Qiyan was going to have a miscarriage, he was also worried about how to help his precious ex-wife rebuild her confidence?

It was only after seeing this that Zhou Qiyan knew that every behavior of Qian Zhongyi later: taking him to a lively noodle restaurant, sending him chicken soup stewed by his mother... These behaviors were all thought out by Qian Zhongyi. It was really helpful to Zhou Qiyan, so I took him to do it.

It was from this time that Qian Zhong began to restrain himself and become more cautious than before.

Moving on, another turning point.

Zhong: Great, you have decided to keep the child!I'm really, really happy!

Zhong: I will spend my whole life and do my best to take good care of you and the baby, and I will do my best to love you and the baby

Zhong: Our child is still there, so the connection between us has not been completely broken.Keeping the child, does it mean that the time for reconciliation between you and me is not long?

Zhong: I am looking forward to it.

Zhong: Good night.

Zhong: I’m going to take you shopping the day after tomorrow, so I’m a little nervous

Zhong: Does this count as we are dating?

Zhong: I have already made a shopping list in advance. I will fill up the gas in the car tomorrow and book a restaurant in advance, just in case.

Zhong: You and the baby are obedient, good night.

Zhong: The car is full of gas. I will pick you up on time tomorrow!

Zhong: I hope I can have a good night's sleep tonight, instead of being so excited and insomnia like the elementary school students on the spring outing.

Zhong: See you tomorrow, good night.

Seeing this, Zhou Qiyan couldn't bear to watch it anymore, because he knew what happened next.

——It was he who used Gary's name to deliberately put Qian Zhongyi together.

I can't bear it, but I still have to watch it.

After calming down, Zhou Qiyan continued to explore Qian Zhongyi's "secret" tree hole.

Zhong: I miss you so much, Xiaoqi.

Zhong: I forgot to say good night yesterday, sorry.Because I stayed up all night without paying attention, I didn't bother to talk about it.

Zhong: Yu Chengxi’s reminder is correct. Keeping a child is keeping the child, and reconciliation is reconciliation; keeping the child does not mean reconciliation, so why should I feel that I have won the world just because you keep the child?

Zhong: I didn't have such an awareness at first, but after meeting that senior, I suddenly had it.

Zhong: Your world is wonderful even without me.If you hadn’t met me, you would still be carefree and surrounded by more people, instead of worrying about your failed marriage and children like you are now.

Zhong: Yes, the senior who has never hurt you is the one worthy of you.

Qian Zhongyi started sending messages intermittently and in bits and pieces from around four o'clock in the morning.

It is said that people in the morning are the most awake and rational, and people in the night are the most dizzy and emotional.

What was Qian Zhongyi like at four o'clock in the morning?

Zhou Qiyan prefers Qian Zhongyi because he has both

.

Those words are blood and tears, restrained love.

It is a confession typed with the most sincere feelings after careful consideration.

Zhong: I realized that you have wings, you want to grow up, you want to spread your wings and fly out of the vast world, but you will no longer belong to me alone.

Zhong: I who have hurt you with cold violence, what qualifications do I have to compare with those who have always taken care of you and been careful with you?

Zhong: Oh, I deserved to lose.

Zhong: My love for you should not be your shackles.If you really like that senior, I should support you—hope he treats you better than I treat you.

Zhong: Yes, I should have such a mentality.This is a more mature attitude, and this is an attitude that respects your choice.

Zhong: I have decided, I want to love you or not to love you.

……

Zhong: It's so annoying, the words are nice to say, but if I accept that you are with other Alphas, I will still feel so uncomfortable that I can't breathe.

Zhong: What should I do? Is this attitude okay?If I lost my composure in the car again like last time, wouldn't I lose all the goodwill I've earned so hard?

Zhong: No, I must exercise restraint, restraint, and restraint——I must not lose my composure again.

Zhong: Although I don't like it in my heart, as long as you are happy and happy, I can be your spare tire for the rest of your life.The kind that will send you 8888888 big red envelopes when you get married...as long as your marriage partner is willing.

Zhong: Well, thinking that you will marry another Alpha and walk into the wedding hall, I start to feel uncomfortable again.

Zhong: When you get married, I will go to the southern peninsula to find a quiet island to stay, lest I suddenly go crazy one day after I know the news about your marriage.

Zhong: I don’t want to. Write a code all night tonight to numb my nerves.

Zhong: Good night.

……

Zhong: Yanyan, I dare not even dream that one day you will stay at my house!

Zhong: If I had known, I should have changed the sheets and cleaned the house last night.

Zhong: Fortunately, you don't dislike it.

Zhong: Before going to bed, you actually said good night to my face—I really lived tonight more unreal than a dream.

Zhong: I hope you can sleep well, get enough sleep, and sleep longer, so that you can stay in my house longer.

Zhong: I want to finish the work tomorrow first, so that I can spare time to watch the grand ceremony!

……

Bell: [picture]

Zhong: Qiu Yu gave me a picture of the red carpet. You are so beautiful in the picture.

Zhong: Sure enough, if you are confident enough, a casual smile is charming enough; I finally figured out why I want to help you rebuild your confidence—because you, who shine in familiar fields, are more attractive than ever.

Zhong: I will always support you.

……

When there is something to chatter about, Qian Zhongyi will send a long paragraph of text; when there is nothing to say, he will say "good night" every day before going to bed.

I forgot to mention it a few nights, and the next day Qian Zhongyi would painstakingly explain: Baby, I worked all night again last night, I just forgot if I didn’t pay attention, I’m sorry.

With a rigorous and serious attitude, it seems that Qian Zhongyi's window is not facing a cold and silent program, but a living person.

Qian Zhongyi took Yuanjian's chat window as Zhou Qiyan, and poured out his heartfelt feelings and love into it without reservation.

——Tell those loves that Qian Zhongyi believes are no longer suitable for public expression.

Zhou Qiyan thought it was funny, but at the same time felt sad.

Scroll down and go straight to the latest news.

It was a depressed confession sent by Qian Zhongyi shortly after parting in front of Zhou's house at night.

Zhong: Are you in a bad mood today?

Zhong: I always feel that you are bored, but I can't figure out why.

Zhong: Could it be that the conversation with that senior was very unpleasant, so you are in a bad mood?

Zhong: But it doesn't seem to make any sense... When I went to the hospital, I felt something was wrong with you.

Zhong: I'm very happy that you rejected that senior - although I'm ready for you to be with him, I'm really happy.Probably just... I feel that I have one less competitor.

Zhong: But it can’t be called a competitor, because you have someone else in your heart.

Zhong: You are so outstanding and your conditions are so good, there must be no shortage of suitors.Among your suitors, I must be the one who is not on the list; even the senior who accompanied you for four years in college will be rejected, so how good should the person you are thinking about now be?

Zhong: I can't imagine it, I hope I don't know it all my life.

Zhong: I hope you can calm down a bit after you sleep tonight.

The last sentence stays here.

Seeing this too, Zhou Qiyan finally couldn't help but put down her phone, covering her face, crying and laughing on her face.

He thought to himself, idiot, how can he calm down now that he is like this?

He wished he could fly to that bastard Alpha right now, and slam into his arms.

Hug the man and ask him again: Let's make up, shall we?

Let's start over... shall we?

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