extinguish the stars

? When Gu Qinghan arrived home in the morning, Gu Nian hadn't woken up yet. The kid didn't sleep well last night, and now the little bear who was hugging him was sleeping very deeply. His moist mouth was pouting slightly, looking infinitely wronged.

? Gu Qinghan kissed his forehead, and covered his hands with the little bear with the quilt.

After confirming that the curtains were drawn tightly so that no light would pass through, Gu Qinghan closed the door lightly and retreated out.He felt unspeakably uncomfortable all over, and worried that Gu Nian would not find him when he woke up, so he had to take a quick shower.The hot air in the bathroom made him a little dizzy, so he hurried out to dry himself and changed into his home clothes.

As a doctor, he knew very well that his body was almost overdrawn during this time, and if he didn't take good care of himself, he might have a big problem, so he decided to take Gu Nian to the hospital when he woke up to take his annual leave.

The kid woke up, turned around in a daze, and saw his beautiful father beside him, smiling and looking at him tenderly.

"Father!" Gu Nian woke up in an instant, and the little bear didn't care about his hands and feet and crawled on Gu Qinghan's body, "You're back!"

Gu Qinghan hugged him into his arms, smoothed his soft hair, "Dad promised to read it, dad will be there when you wake up, right?"

??? "Well, I remember," the child held Gu Qinghan's face and said softly, "Dad did a great job when he said it."

Gu Qinghan couldn't help laughing.

"Dad, can you skip the kindergarten today?" The child tilted his head and asked earnestly.

??"it is good."

After making breakfast for Gu Nian, Gu Qinghan only ate a few mouthfuls, leaning weakly on the chair.His nerves relaxed, and Jiang Qi's words from last night reappeared in his ears again.Every word and every word in a calm tone, like a knife, pierced his heart with precision.

He was confused last night.When Jiang Qi left four years ago, he said that they were done.

He couldn't say whether he was sad, but felt empty in his heart like the cold winter wind blowing in, and he didn't know how to feel better.

?? But it didn't take long for him to be happy, and the chatter Gu Nian began to share stories from the kindergarten with him again.

? Gu Nian was very happy when he was full. He couldn't remember the nightmare from last night. He happily watched cartoons on the sofa.

??Gu Qinghan was a little envious of him, and wanted to sit down next to him, but his chest was congested and his stomach was churning, forcing him to rush into the bathroom, bent over the toilet and retched a few times, and then he I spit out the few mouthfuls of food I swallowed.

When he straightened up, the world was spinning, Gu Qinghan supported the wall and closed his eyes for a while.His recent dizziness has been a bit severe.

??? "Brother, where are you going?" Lin Chen sat in the passenger seat, seeing that he was not going back to his home.

"You go to live with me for a few days, isn't your leg inconvenient? I have an aunt over there to take care of you." Jiang Qi held the steering wheel and only looked at the road ahead.

? Lin Chen couldn't help feeling flattered, "Hey, then we're living together."

"I don't live there," Jiang Qi replied blankly. "The company has something to do, so I want to live in the city for a few days."

??? "Oh." Lin Chen nodded.

?? After finishing the vacation, Gu Qinghan took Gu Nian to the shopping mall. There was a huge brown bear in the exhibition area of ​​the shopping mall, which was Gu Nian's favorite. Every time he arrived, he would look at it for a long time.

?? After watching the bear contentedly, and bought Gu Nian's favorite fruit, Gu Qinghan took him home.

When Gu Qinghan opened the door, a dog barked suddenly from the opposite side, and the father and son turned their heads together, only to find that the opposite door was opened a crack, and someone had actually moved in.

"Dad, it's a dog." Gu Nian whispered, through the crack of the door, there was a dog wagging its tail foolishly at them, it should be a golden retriever.

"I also want to raise a dog." When Gu Qinghan was making dinner, Gu Nian hugged his bear and circled around him.

Gu Qinghan smiled and patted his head, "But Dad doesn't have time to take care of a dog."

?? "Is it because Dad took care of me too hard?" The child looked a little sad.

"No," Gu Qinghan knelt down and looked at him, "It's not hard to take care of Niannian, it's just that Dad wants to spend all his time with Niannian as much as possible."

??? Gu Nian nodded with a vague understanding.

?The area of ​​the new house is not too large, but the space of three bedrooms and one living room is reasonably and comfortably divided, and the greening and security of the community where it is located are not bad.Jiang Qi was still very satisfied, and moved in with a suitcase and a dog.

His dog is called Li Ergou, a beautiful and sticky golden retriever, which he picked up from the trash can two years ago.At that time, the dog was so thin and skinny that he couldn't open his eyes, his head drooped pitifully, and he was so sick that he was about to die.It was Jiang Qi who spent a lot of money to cure him and save him. He wanted to give him a rough name to support him, so he named him Li Ergou.

?In the evening, Jiang Qi tidied up briefly, and turned around to find that Li Ergou was lying on the door and pawing at the door, leaving him a fat butt, and he still wagged his tail cheerfully.

"Ergou, come!" Jiang Qi called it while sitting on the sofa, Li Ergou looked back at him, then turned back and continued to face the door.

Jiang Qi went to close the door afterwards, but when he got to the door, he saw a little white and tender squatting outside through the crack of the door, reaching out to touch Li Ergou's protruding paw.

Jiang Qi opened the door, only then did the little one find him, looking up at the tall and straight Jiang Qi.

"Whose family's children?" Jiang Qi has never been very good at getting along with children, and said bluntly, "Where's your mother?" After he finished speaking, he felt that his tone was a bit fierce, fearing to scare the children, and added, "It's dark, the children are here by themselves. It's dangerous out there."

Li Ergou, who was freed, happily walked around the child, and seemed to like him very much.

The little boy stood up, and he could only see Jiang Qi's face with his head up, "My mother is gone." He said childishly every word.

Jiang Qi regretted his recklessness in an instant, worried that he would make the child sad, and Mr. Jiang, who was planning a strategy in the mall, was racing his brain at this moment, trying to say something to comfort the child to make up for his mistakes.

? "Are you looking for my mother? My father said," the little one spoke first, "We will live happily for 100 years and then we can see her."

?Jiang Qi couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart. He nodded slowly, "How old are you?" In the end, he couldn't bear to ask.

"Three years old," the child's pronunciation is not very accurate, "three" sounds like "mountain", and then he seemed to feel that his speech was not precise enough, so he added, "half."

"Three and a half years old?" Jiang Qi wanted to laugh a little. For the first time, he felt that children are actually quite fun.

"Uncle, I like this dog very much, can I be friends with it?" The little guy looked at Jiang Qi with big eyes, and Jiang Qi smiled, "Yes."

"But it's a bit late now. To be safe, you should go home first and come back to play when you have time."

The kid nodded half-understood, said goodbye to Jiang Qi and Li Ergou respectively, and then reluctantly turned and went to the opposite side. Only then did Jiang Qi find out that the kid lived opposite him.

Then Jiang Qi saw him coming home, moved a small stool and closed the door.

Gu Qinghan leaned on the sofa and didn't wake up, he frowned slightly, still half holding the remote control in his hand.Originally, he was watching cartoons with Gu Nian, but he was getting more and more tired. The discomfort in his chest and abdomen made him faint, and he fell asleep without knowing it.

"Dad, I'm so sleepy..." Gu Nian climbed onto him and shook him gently, "I want to sleep."

Gu Qinghan woke up suddenly.Taking Gu Nian to wash and change into pajamas, the child sleepily hugged the little bear and said goodnight to him.

"Good night baby." Gu Qinghan kissed his forehead.

? When Gu Nian fell asleep, Gu Qinghan found two painkillers lightly. He had a headache and stomach pain, but his perception was a little dull.

But in the middle of the night, the sudden sharp pain did not let him go, like countless sharp knives piercing the wall of his stomach in an endless stream.Gu Qinghan knelt down on the bed in pain, clenched his hands into fists and pressed hard against it.It was so painful, in the dark, he even had an illusion that he couldn't hold on anymore, and it wouldn't be dawn.

When he was in extreme pain, he sank from his consciousness into the boundless darkness, but deep down in his consciousness he was thinking about something, it was Gu Nian, it was the irreversible past, it was Jiang Ji.

Jiang Qi opened his eyes in the dark, and for a moment, his heart suddenly stabbed inexplicably.

The next day went well, Jiang Qi came back early, he was about to open the door, when suddenly there was the sound of the door opening behind him, Jiang Qi looked back subconsciously, and there was a person on the opposite side hurriedly going out.

Seeing this person clearly, Jiang Qi was a little stunned.

.It's Gu Qinghan.

? Obviously, Gu Qinghan who recognized Jiang Qi was also very surprised, "Jiang Qi? Why are you here?"

"I live here." Jiang Qi replied.