extinguish the stars

Under such circumstances, every minute and every second is suffering. I don't know what is waiting for the next moment, and I don't have the courage to think about what the future will be like. It was gray and gloomy, like a dehydrated plant that was about to die.He didn't know how long time had passed, how many nights and days he had experienced.

Jiang He came once and told him that Gu Nian had gradually stopped crying and got along well with Ergou, so he should not worry and take care of Gu Qinghan at ease.

Jiang Qi looked up at him, his eyes were still bloodshot.

"Brother," he said in a dull voice, "before he wakes up, please don't take Nian Nian away..."

Jiang He nodded, "I won't do that."

Jiang Qi was silent for a moment, and suddenly his shoulders trembled, "Brother, I know that Nian Nian is very important to you, but he was raised by Qing Han exhausted all his efforts..." His voice trembled, holding back his crying, "Look at Nian Nian , so cute and healthy, but what about him...you don't know how poor his health is. If I hadn't found him that night, he might have...he raised Gu Nian alone for four years, and I'm afraid not a single day in these four years Relaxed and at ease... I don't dare to think about how he has lived these four years, and I feel so distressed that I can't breathe..."

Jiang Qi covered his dry and painful eyes, trying to calm down.

Jiang He frowned slightly, sighed after a long time, and patted his trembling shoulder lightly.

After two more rescues, Gu Qinghan's condition finally stabilized slowly. After Ning Ze finished the examination, he explained a few words to the nurse. As soon as he walked out, Jiang Qi rushed forward, "Doctor Ning..."

"..." Ning Ze held his breath and flashed, "Mr. Jiang, don't get excited..."

"how is everything……"

"A good news and a bad news, which one do you hear first?"

Jiang Qi's haggard face instantly became more tense and confused. Ning Ze saw how pitiful he was, so he stopped teasing him, "The good news is that Qinghan is out of danger, and can be transferred to the general ward after two days of observation."

"No, won't you die?" Jiang Qi was still very nervous and asked cautiously.

Ning Ze nodded helplessly, thinking that he was really frightened, "Take good care of him, probably not."

Jiang Qi laughed belatedly. He felt that the gloomy fog in front of him had finally been penetrated by the beam of light.

"Thank you, Dr. Ning, thank you..." Jiang Qi wept with joy, "Can I go in and see him..."

"No." Ning Ze flatly refused, "This is the bad news I want to tell you, Mr. Jiang, do you know that you haven't showered or changed clothes for a whole week, if you go in to see Qinghan now, he May be fumigated to give first aid again."

"Ah..." Jiang Qi glanced down at his clothes, which were still covered with dried blood.He has been living in a muddle these days, except for staying here and taking a bite every now and then, he can't take care of anything else.The last time Jiang He brought clothes over, he threw them aside and wasn't in the mood to change them.

"I promise you that Qing Han will be fine, so please go back and take a shower and change your clothes." Ning Ze sighed, "He should wake up tomorrow, you don't want him to be embarrassed by you the moment he opens his eyes." Are you scared to faint again?"

"But……"

"No, but the nurses on duty have problems with your personal hygiene. If this continues, you can't get close to this place," Ning Ze said firmly, "And you have to go back and pack some daily necessities, and Qinghan will stay in the hospital for a while .”

"Qinghan's body loss is too serious, and heart failure is also irreversible. It will be a protracted battle to take good care of her in the future."

Finally, under Ningze's all kinds of coercion and temptation, Jiang Qi turned around every step of the way, and returned to Linjiang Garden with great anxiety.

He stood at the door of Gu Qinghan's house, silent for a long time before he had the courage to go in. There seemed to be a nightmare behind this door, he was afraid that when he opened it, he would see Gu Qinghan knelt there with a pale face and vomited blood again.

Jiang Qi walked in, the house was quiet, the carpet in front of the sofa was covered with large expanses of dried blood, Jiang Qi's eyes were stinging, he bent down to pick up the medicine bottle that fell from the floor, the bottle was covered with foreign words, He couldn't understand what it was about healing.Recalling that night in a daze, Gu Qinghan said that he wanted to take some medicine before contacting him. At that time, the pain must have been so bad that it was almost unbearable.

He found the ring that was thrown out by Gu Qinghan under the table, held it in his hand and looked at it carefully, feeling pain in his heart.This is their ring, Gu Qinghan cherishes it as a treasure, and has been inseparable from wearing it for four years, but he, an idiot, has been jealous of himself.

The edges of the ring were a bit worn, Jiang Qi rubbed them lightly, thinking that when Gu Qinghan woke up, he would definitely take him to order a new pair, the two of them would wear it on their ring fingers in a fair manner, and they would bring them into the urn even when they died .

He went into Gu Qinghan's bedroom, there were fragments of glasses scattered on the floor in front of the bed, the quilt was randomly piled up in the corner of the bed, and the oxygen generator on the bedside table was all overturned.Jiang Qi sat down by the bed and stroked these things that Gu Qinghan had used, feeling so sad that he didn't know what to do.He could think of what was going on in this mess.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a large dark red mark soaked on the pillow and the bed sheet. He stiffened his body and took the pillow. Underneath were the empty painkiller bottles. He held them all in his hand. tears.

It turned out that he couldn't hold it anymore, he was already sick and torn apart when he couldn't see it, the pain was so painful that he fainted and vomited blood.Jiang Qi finally understood that he didn't want to throw his hands away and disappear on purpose, but was so sick that he was unconscious and unable to respond to his search.Gu Qinghan's cell phone was still found under the coffee table, the screen was broken, probably it was also broken when he passed out.

Jiang Qi's heart had been broken countless times in just a few days and re-bonded piece by piece. Standing under the shower, under the washing of the warm water, he pressed his painful heart , cried again.

After drying his hair and changing his clothes, he finally calmed down a lot.

He carefully arranged the things he was going to bring, and walked out quickly with firm steps. He thought, although it was gloomy and cold before, spring is coming soon.