extinguish the stars

In the living room, only a floor lamp beside the sofa was turned on, and the whole space was dim and quiet.The moon and stars are sparse in the night sky, and the cold and bright moonlight comes in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Jiang Qi walked in lightly, he stared wide-eyed looking for the figure of that person but dared not make a sound, his heart was always hanging high.

There were a few rustling sounds from the sofa, Jiang Qi looked around, and after more than ten hours of searching, he finally saw Gu Qinghan sitting on the carpet in front of the sofa, unpacking a plastic bag.From this angle, Jiang Qi could only see his side face, which was blurred in the dim light, and he couldn't distinguish his expression clearly.

"Gu Qinghan." Jiang Qi's voice was colder than the moonlight, his face was gloomy, but only he knew that his hands were trembling.

Gu Qinghan turned his head belatedly, Jiang Qi saw him staring at him with bewildered eyes for a long time, then tilted his head slightly, and smiled softly, "Jiang Qi?...Are you back?"

He could still laugh, Jiang Qi was dizzy.

"What do you want to do?" When Jiang Qi opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse. He really wanted to calm down and talk to Gu Qinghan gently, but he was tired and annoyed after so many days of high concentration, "Why give up Nian Nian? He Do you know that you cried until you collapsed and became sick at my brother's place?"

Gu Qinghan's smile slowly melted away, he looked at Jiang Qi with deep bewilderment in his eyes.

"Don't you love Yanjin? Even you and her wedding rings are regarded as treasures. After four years of raising her, she paused, but the child can be generously given to others..." Jiang Qi felt that he had made a slip of the tongue when he said it. He shook his head ruefully.

Gu Qinghan looked at his anxious and sulky look, the smile completely disappeared, his eyes darkened, and he said: "He is none other than Nian Nian's father, your brother."

"You can take care of him."

"Okay, okay..." Jiang Qi couldn't refute, he laughed back angrily, "——What about us? Gu Qinghan?"

"How did you tell me? Give you a little time, give you a little time, even if I ask you one more word and you don't want to answer, then I'll wait for you to think it through, but what about you? You lost all communication with everyone No, I'm running around like a headless chicken, is this the answer you gave me?"

The tight string in Jiang Qi's heart finally broke. The uneasiness and anxiety that had tortured him for a long time made him unable to remain calm and calm. His eyes were bloodshot, and he was as terrifying as a trapped animal in the dark.

Gu Qinghan seemed a little dazed, he shook his head lightly when Jiang Qi paused for breath.

"I'm not……"

"What isn't it?!" Jiang Qi interrupted him, "Gu Qinghan, I don't care about the past, I want to come back to you, and you still refuse to offer me my heart in such a humble way..."

"You said you went to look for me. I can forget all the resentment and resentment just by this sentence. I thought you always had me in your heart. Unfortunately, it seems that I have been acting passionately for a long time." So far, Jiang Qi smiled desolately with red eyes.

Just as Gu Qinghan was about to say something, he suddenly lowered his head, his back trembling deeply.

"I'm sorry if I bothered you..."

Before Jiang Qi could finish his sentence, he saw Gu Qinghan raised his head, his complexion was snow-white, and he smiled very lightly.This cold and hopeless smile gave Jiang Qi a chill.

He saw Gu Qinghan raised his hand and took out a thin chain from the sweater around his neck, on which was the ring that always hurt Jiang Qi, shining slightly under the moonlight.

In the next second, Gu Qinghan grabbed it with his pale fingers, and ruthlessly pulled the ring and the thin chain off his neck.The very light sound of metal breaking made Jiang Qi's heart stop.

The instant pain of skin damage didn't make Gu Qinghan frown, he glanced at the ring in his palm, and then smashed it hard at Jiang Qi.But at the end of his strength, the ring failed to fall in front of Jiang Qi, fell on the ground between the two of them and rolled under the table.

"I don't have a wedding ring," Jiang Qi heard him say coldly, "This is the half-circle broken ring that I took from you in the hospital four years ago, and mine was fused together to redo it."

Jiang Qi frowned, unable to react for a while.

"Jiang Qi, in your heart, you hate me for abandoning you and marrying someone else. If it was possible then, I would want to go crazy with you no matter what."

"I really want to go crazy with you, but I hope that you can live safely and smoothly." Gu Qinghan's voice was not a little warm, "I also have things that I have to bear..." He lowered his head and panted twice, his figure Swaying slightly, sitting there seemed a bit reluctant.

Jiang Qi belatedly wanted to step forward, but he stopped him coldly.

He is angry.Jiang Qi knew.

"Yan Jin's mother paid off the debt for me without my knowledge. She was already terminally ill at that time. Yan Jin had a heart attack but was still pregnant with a child. A group of greedy relatives were waiting to divide up their mother and daughter's property... Yan Jin's mother can't support Yan Jin's delivery, there must be a trustworthy person who has the right to decide Yan Jin's treatment, and who can wholeheartedly love the unborn child..." Gu Qinghan turned his face to the side and coughed heavily, with a hoarse voice It's frightening.

Jiang Qi's hands and feet were cold, he knew that this trustworthy person would only be Gu Qinghan who was taken care of by Yan Jin's mother a lot since childhood and treated him like a parent.

"No one has ever asked me if I am willing...Even now, if I can keep Niannian, I still can't follow my heart...Obviously I have tried my best, why did you all accuse me in the end..."

"No, I didn't think so..."!Such a Gu Qinghan looked disheartened, which made Jiang Qi flustered.

"As for you and me..." At this time, Gu Qinghan stood up staggeringly on the sofa, his beautiful eyes were bottomless, "I tell you clearly, I do love you, this is something that hasn't changed, Are you satisfied?"

"Qinghan..." Jiang Qi's heart was trembling.

Only now did he see clearly that Gu Qinghan's whole body was already skinny and frightening.

Gu Qinghan pressed his temples, his thoughts gradually became a little confused, and his words became less clear.

"I didn't want to disappear either, you asked me to wait for you to come back, I remember."

The light flickered twice and then went out somehow.Jiang Qi could only see his figure by the moonlight.

"My mobile phone is out of battery... I slept for a long time... I saw many missed calls from you later, I want to take some medicine before contacting you..."

Before Jiang Qi even had time to ask him what medicine he was taking, the figure suddenly fell down.He rushed over quickly, tripped over something and almost fell, but finally caught Gu Qinghan before he fell to the ground and knelt down with him on the ground.

He also finally saw that the bag that Gu Qinghan was opening was full of bottles of medicine and blood-stained bags.

Gu Qinghan's head rested softly on his shoulder, breathing heavily and disorderly.

"What's the matter..." Jiang Qi's heart almost jumped out of fright, he hugged Gu Qinghan's back in a panic and tried to help him up, but Gu Qinghan seemed to have been pulled out of his muscles and bones, and fell limp in his arms.

"...Jiang Qi," Gu Qinghan whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be angry with you on purpose... I don't want to give up on Nian Nian, but I'm too tired..." He gasped slightly, and the words became more and more serious. hair difficult.

Jiang Qi hugged him panicked, "Qinghan...it's my fault, I was too anxious and confused to say those words, don't be angry..."

"I will fall down at any time, I can no longer take care of him..."

Jiang Qi's confused brain could hardly understand the meaning of this sentence, he only felt his shoulders heat up, and his thin body in his arms twitched slightly.At the same time, a strong smell of blood diffused.His scalp was numb, and he stiffly distanced himself from Gu Qinghan. The latter barely sat with his support, his head resting weakly on his palm.

With a little light and shadow, he saw that Gu Qinghan's chin was covered with blood, and more glaring red rushed out from between his lips and teeth, and flowed into his palm.In the pale moonlight, it looked so gloomy.

Gu Qinghan obviously had no strength, but he didn't know where the pain was severe, Qingyuan frowned in pain, and wanted to curl up his body, his white face was covered with fine cold sweat.

Jiang Qi was breathing heavily, his eyes were about to split.

"Look... I really can't stand anymore..." Gu Qinghan looked into his eyes and laughed at himself, but immediately frowned in pain, "...Jiang Qi... ...I have done many times to cancel my account, that feeling..." He paused, a tear fell from his eyes, "I don't want one day, Niannian will be like me... He likes you and Jiang He, you can love him." His body trembled violently, his brows furrowed deeper, and he coughed choked by the blood rushing up his throat.

"I'm sorry for always making you sad..."

Jiang Qi's chest heaved violently, and his heart seemed to be tightly tightened by a wire, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.With Gu Qinghan in his arms, his consciousness was gradually not clear, he fumbled for the phone to make an emergency call in a daze, almost crying out loud.

"It's snowing so hard... come back... must, must be very tired..."

Jiang Qi held back his sobs and shook his head.

Gu Qinghan's face was pressed against his palm, and he watched Gu Qinghan's eyes gradually lose focus.

"I thought I should go far away, so I don't want you to be entangled and sad... But I don't want to leave you in my heart, I can't bear you... I don't want to leave you... I want to stay by your side..." Gu Qinghan murmured, He vomited blood every time he said a sentence, but he still insisted on finishing every word, "Jiang Qi... don't leave me again..." His eyes were so beautiful and sad, tears filled his eye sockets like fine stars.

Jiang Qi held his hand tightly and kissed him regardless of the blood, "Don't leave, since I found it, I won't leave, and you don't want to leave either..." He couldn't tell what was going on in his heart It feels like tears are just falling down in big pieces.

"it is good……"

Before the ambulance arrived, he felt that Gu Qinghan's body temperature was slowly dropping in his arms, and his consciousness gradually dissipated.

"Qinghan..." Jiang Qi shuddered and called his name with a trembling voice, but he never got a response.

He hugged Gu Qinghan and cried bitterly in the dark.