extinguish the stars

Gu Qinghan had a dream. In the dream, it seemed that when he was a teenager, Jiang Qi was waiting for him in the corridor with his schoolbag on his back.

"Qinghan!" Jiang Qi called him, looking at him with bright eyes and a bright smile.Fragments of sunlight sprinkled down in front of them, and a piece of crystal clear and gentle light fell on the ground like a rippling lake.

He ran towards Jiang Qi, with many obstacles under his feet, but he couldn't reach Jiang Qi in a short distance.He was very anxious, but when he was at a loss what to do, Jiang Qi strode towards him.

"Aren't you stupid?" Jiang Qi shook his hand and smiled at him with his head tilted.

Looking at Jiang Qi's gentle and bright face, his anxious heart was finally calmed down, but after walking a few steps side by side with Jiang Qi, he remembered what was going to happen later - the hardships Jiang Qi had suffered for him, The wounds I have suffered, the longings I have given up, and finally I left a foreign country with a broken heart...

In his dream, he broke out in a cold sweat and hurriedly broke free from Jiang Qi's warm palm.

Is this what he wants?

Don't be tied down by each other in the first place, let each other go, and don't want to get lost in the crowd without anything happening?

Gu Qinghan's heart suddenly felt a sharp pain.

No!He looked up to look for Jiang Qi, and the surrounding scenery was twisted into a dizzying mess, and Jiang Qi had long since disappeared.

"Jiang Qi..." He clutched his aching heart and stumbled around looking for it.

"Dad! Dad, wake up..." An immature voice came from far away, Gu Qinghan opened his eyes with lingering fear, Gu Nian's face was in the blurred vision.

"Nian Nian..." His consciousness was still a little chaotic, but he still managed to smile at the child.

"Father—" Gu Nian moved her face closer, "I called you for a long time and you didn't wake up..."

"Father fell asleep, I didn't hear Niannian calling me, I'm sorry." He moved his body, but couldn't sit up with strength, and only raised his hand to comfort the child's face.

"Is Dad sick?" The child was very worried, and gently pressed his uninjured hand on Gu Qinghan's forehead. The small palm was soft and warm, and Gu Qinghan stretched out his hand to hold it.

"Father is just a little tired," he comforted the child, "Is Nian Nian hungry?"

"Yeah." The kid stroked his gurgling belly and nodded.

"Daddy will make milk powder for you first, and then make fried rice with eggs, okay?"

"Okay!"

Gu Qinghan propped up his body and sat up, seeing a dazzling spot of light in front of his eyes.He closed his eyes and opened them again, but he still couldn't see clearly, so he could only rely on his memory to walk out of the bedroom.

The short distance from the bedroom to the kitchen was extremely difficult for Gu Qinghan to walk.He felt shortness of breath and tightness in his chest, and the pain in his heart hadn't subsided since he woke up, and he was spinning with every step he took.

He was dizzy and his legs were weak, and he knelt down at the door of the bedroom out of breath.There was a burst of heat in his nasal cavity, and he only had time to stretch out his hand, and blood dripped down from the tip of his nose.

"cough......"

Gu Qinghan couldn't bear the pain in his chest, coughed dully, and blood spattered from his throat.

These dazzling and coquettish reds can burn people's hearts like fire.

His eyes finally became black, his body fell on the hard ground, his face was as pale as snow, his eyelashes drooped silently, like a tired butterfly retracting its wings.

"Qinghan!" Jiang Qi woke up suddenly.He stayed up all night last night, finally dealt with everything here, and wanted to go back immediately after dawn.But he was too tired, he fell asleep on the desk at some point, but dreamed that Gu Qinghan called his name in a low voice, sad and far away, making his heart wrinkle up in pain.

"Mr. Jiang?" The assistant who came in to pack up the files was taken aback.

"..." Finding out that it was a dream, Jiang Qi let out a long breath, still feeling uneasy in his heart, "You help me book the earliest return ticket."

"Heavy snow has not stopped for several days, the weather is bad, and the round-trip flight has been temporarily cancelled."

Jiang Qi was startled, he subconsciously looked out the window, the sky outside the glass was dark, heavy snow was flying all over the sky, and the buildings on the opposite side could not be seen clearly.

"In this case, the highway must be closed, Mr. Jiang, you just finished working hard, so you should rest here for two days."

Jiang Qi anxiously squeezed the painful and tangled brows.

Until the evening, the wind and snow still did not subside, Jiang Qi was restless, and the messages he sent to Gu Qinghan did not receive a reply.

His chest was congested in annoyance, and he opened the window a crack, and snowflakes were blown in by the wind immediately, and fell on his cuffs and fingers.The snowflakes that look so beautiful are also cold when they melt, which reminds him of Gu Qinghan, who has been inseparable recently, gentler than the moonlight when approaching, but can't be touched for a moment.

When Jiang Qi was searching for flight information again, Jiang He called and told him that he had been discharged from the hospital and was going to Jiang Qi's suburban house to recuperate for a few days.

"Alright," Jiang Qi said absent-mindedly, never taking his eyes off the screen, "Help me take care of Ergou."

"I may have to stay here for a few days." Jiang Qi sighed softly.

"Safety is the most important thing. You should also take a break. You have worked hard these days."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Qi hesitated for a moment, but still sent a message to Gu Qinghan, "Qinghan, you don't want me to approach you?"

There was no reply, and Jiang Qi's heart sank without end.He held his mobile phone motionless, and it took him a long time to look out the window. The night was dark, and there were no stars like his eyes at this time.

He still suffered from insomnia that night, and fell asleep in a daze until dawn, having many overlapping and chaotic dreams.

He didn't have enough rest these days, he had a headache and fell asleep intermittently, and it was already the next afternoon when he was fully awake.

The snow stopped.The aircraft still has not resumed operation at high speed.

Jiang Qi closed the computer with a gloomy expression. He didn't want to wait any longer. Whether it was the resumption of traffic or Gu Qinghan's response, he wanted to go back and ask Gu Qinghan himself. Looking at him, hugging and kissing each other, why did they become thousands of miles away from others, colder than ice and snow.

He drove a car from Jianghe, and followed the navigation to rush back to that person through a patch of ice and snow.

Along the way, he walked on national highways, small roads and even muddy roads filled with snow, and the navigation also re-planned the route several times. Under the snow, the road was bumpy and difficult, and Jiang Qi was extremely nervous with a sullen face.

It was early morning when he arrived at the destination city.

Finally driving on the city road, the traffic was considered smooth and safe, Jiang Qi's spirit was slightly relaxed, and his temples throbbed with pain.The phone rang suddenly, making his heart skip a beat.

It's rivers.

There's something wrong with calling at this time.

"elder brother."

"City A said you're back."

"Yes, I have already arrived in this city."

"Come back, I'll wait for you at your house..."

"No brother," Jiang Qi interrupted him anxiously, "I'm going to find Gu Qinghan."

"You should go home first," Jiang He said in a low voice, "Nian Nian is here."

"What did you say?" Jiang Qi gripped the steering wheel tightly, "What's going on?"

"Nian Nian is here with me, he keeps crying, I can't help it," Jiang He sighed wearily, "Anyway, come back and talk about it first."

Only then did Jiang Qi hear the hoarse crying of a child breaking down on the phone.