extinguish the stars

The weather outside the window was gloomy, and the patter of rain could be heard through the glass.

The lighting in the ward was very soft, Jiang Qi sat quietly on the edge of the bed, and Gu Qinghan almost leaned into his arms.He hadn't woken up yet, and he was weak and wanted to turn over when he was lying on his back with an injury on his back, but he would be short of breath and coughing when he slept on his side. Only when he was held in this position could he sleep a little more peacefully.

But in fact, Jiang Qi, who was holding him, felt more at ease.Gu Qinghan was in his arms, soft hair rubbed against his chin, his breath breathed softly on his chest, his pale face looked dependent and obedient, the warmth of his eyebrows and eyes was close at hand, until now, he felt that he was It is true that he has found this person again.

"How many things I don't know..." Jiang Qi whispered, gently pecking his forehead.He was a little happy and a little sad, and he couldn't tell which emotion was more.

"..." Gu Qinghan snorted softly in his sleep, Qingjun frowned again, the hand with the needle trembling uncomfortably, Jiang Qi quickly grabbed his arm.

"Does the wound hurt?" He asked softly in Gu Qinghan's ear, the face in front of him was still pale with blood loss, and Jiang Qi felt lingering fear when he thought that his blood pressure had almost dropped to a dangerous level after drawing blood.

"......pain......"

Gu Qinghan gasped for breath for a long time, and when Jiang Qi thought he would not get a response, he suddenly opened his mouth to whisper weakly.

Jiang Qi felt a pain in his heart.

"Jiang period... hurts..."

Gu Qinghan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his low and weak voice was filled with infinite grievances, Jiang Qi's eyes turned red when he heard this sentence.

He hurts.He was unconscious during his illness, felt pain and tired, and still called his own name. I am afraid that he has not received a response in these years.Just thinking about it like this, Jiang Qi felt that his heart was about to break apart.

"...It will be fine soon..." He hugged him like coaxing a child, and patted him on the back very lightly with one hand avoiding the wound.

Gu Qinghan fell asleep again under his comfort.

When Jiang He was sick, Gu Nian had just woken up from anesthesia, and the child was injured. It was the time when he was most vulnerable and frightened, but he was in a strange room with needles on the back of his hand.

He looked around but couldn't see his father, the corners of his mouth sank and he began to cry weakly.

"dad......"

When Jiang He entered the door, he heard his cries of grievance and fear, and his heart ached as if he had been crumpled and then crushed.

"Niannian!" Regardless of his leg injury, he stumbled over and ran over, leaning over to hug the crying little friend, "Niannian, don't be afraid, I'm here..."

He looked at Gu Nian, his tearful eyes were too similar to Yan Jin, his heart was slashing back and forth like a blunted blade.

"I want Dad..." The child's eyes were clouded with tears, trembling from crying.

Jiang He avoided his injured arm and hugged him into his arms, "Dad is here, don't be afraid of Nian Nian, Dad will always protect Nian Nian..."

Probably because his embrace was wide enough and warm enough, Gu Nian went from crying out loud to slowly calming down under his comfort, leaning on his shoulder and sobbing softly, the uninjured hand tightly clutching his clothes .

"Dad..." the child shouted in a daze.

"I'm here." Jiang He replied with a choked voice, holding the soft and warm ball in his arms, he didn't want to think about anything, only deluded himself that he was calling him.

This is his child, his flesh and blood, and the only souvenir of Yan Jin in this world.He hugged it tightly and didn't want to let go.

At night, when the nurse came to change the dressing, Gu Qinghan finally woke up, the wound stimulated by the disinfectant water was even more painful, he struggled subconsciously, and was tightly hugged by a pair of hands.

Opening his heavy eyes, Jiang Qi's face was in front of him.

"Are you awake?" Jiang Qi smiled with a sigh of relief, but his eyes were still worried.

After waking up, he quietly avoided Jiang Qi's embrace, and sat up by himself leaning on the needle.

The dizziness after blood loss was unstoppable, he lowered his head slightly to relieve it, then raised his head after a long time, and saw Jiang Qi staring at him frowning, hesitating to speak.

He knew what Jiang Qi wanted to ask.

"Nian Nian is indeed not my child," he said in a low voice, "As for other things you want to ask, give me some time."

His complexion was still not good, and the tiredness between his eyebrows and eyes could not be concealed. Jiang Qi didn't want to make him tired for a while, so he nodded, "You rest first, we will have a long time to come."

He just lowered his eyes and smiled very lightly.He just lowered his eyes and smiled very lightly.Jiang Qi was a little tired after guarding him for a long time, and when he was on his IV, he bent down on the edge of the bed and fell asleep unconsciously.However, Gu Qinghan slowly opened his eyes, he had been feigning sleep.

Jiang Qi lost weight.

He stared at this face that was not sleeping very peacefully, his eyes gradually filled with tenderness and nostalgia.He wanted to touch Jiang Qi's cheek, but he was afraid that his cold palm would wake him up, so he lightly smoothed Jiang Qi's messy hair, then withdrew his hand and looked at him silently.

He knew that, to him, Jiang Qi was the best person in the world.But he suffered a lot and suffered a lot for him. As Jiang Qi himself said, when he came back to him, the pain was more than the joy.

Gu Qinghan's eyes turned slightly, and he looked at his hands, which were pale and gloomy, showing his increasingly withered vitality.

Gu Nian slept for a long time, Jiang He hugged him and never let go, even though his arms were sore and numb, he was still happy in his heart, as if holding his own warm little world.

There was a slight sound behind him, he looked back and saw Gu Qinghan approaching in hospital gown.

"Doctor Gu."

Gu Qinghan didn't respond to him, but just frowned slightly to look at Gu Nian. Seeing the child's injured arm, he couldn't breathe smoothly, but he didn't dare to touch it, for fear of causing Gu Nian pain.

Jiang He's face was also a little dignified. He looked at Gu Qinghan's pale face, and after a long silence, he finally asked in a low voice, "Doctor Gu, do you really think you can protect Niannian well?"

Gu Qinghan silently clenched his fingers, his eyes darkened, and his complexion became even paler.

"I hope you can think carefully about what I said before." Jiang He said in a deep voice.

Jiang Qi pushed open the door of Gu Nian's ward, and sure enough Gu Qinghan was here.When he woke up, there was a blanket covering his shoulders, but the person on the hospital bed was gone, and now he was sitting here quietly with his back to him.

"Are you awake?" Jiang Qi walked gently to Gu Qinghan's side and asked him in a low voice.

Gu Qinghan shook his head.He was wearing thin clothes, and when Jiang Qi saw it, he draped his coat over his shoulders.

"It is inevitable for boys to suffer some injuries when they grow up, so don't worry too much."

Gu Qinghan didn't speak, Jiang Qi didn't know what he was thinking, tentatively held his cold hand, but fortunately he didn't resist.

Jiang Qi held it tighter, wanting to share some warmth with him.

"You like Niannian very much." After a long silence, Gu Qinghan suddenly whispered.

"Yes, I like him very much," Jiang Qi hurriedly answered his words, "I will protect him and watch him grow up."

Gu Qinghan smiled lightly, "This is very good." He said.

Jiang Qi didn't think his smile was pleasant.

"Back then, you and Yanjin..." He hesitated.

"We do have a marriage relationship." Gu Qinghan interrupted him.

"I know," Jiang Qi nodded with some difficulty. He had read the copy of the marriage certificate back then, "So whose child is Nian Nian?"

Gu Qinghan finally turned his head to look at him, his face was snow-white, his eyes were silent and cold, his whole body was like a cold moon, Jiang Qi was nervous for no reason.

"Someone will tell you." Gu Qinghan remained expressionless.