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Jiang Qi and Gu Qinghan looked at Lin Chen together as if waking up from a dream.

????? "Doctor Gu, are you okay?" Lin Chen smiled at him, but his eyes were cold, "Why are you sitting on the ground?"

Gu Qinghan was so confused just now that he almost let himself unload everything in front of Jiang Qi and scattered into pieces all over the place.At this time, his mind was clear, and when he heard Lin Chen's words, he immediately struggled to get out of Jiang Qi's arms.But he was weak, and he still couldn't stand up.

Jiang Qi gave him a hand before he let him stand propped up against the wall.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Qi breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Lin Chen, and his face returned to calm.

"The dishes are cold, so I came out to look for you." Lin Chen replied, and at the same time looked at Gu Qinghan, "Doctor Gu, why don't we eat together."

"No." Although Gu Qinghan was conscious, he was still dizzy and couldn't lift his head, so he could only lower his eyes slightly and refuse, "I'll go to Gu Nian first." He wanted to thank Jiang Qi, but after a little thought, he felt In this case, there was some entanglement in the wishes, so he added bluntly and politely, "Please, Mr. Jiang."

?Jiang Qi turned his head to look at him when he heard the words, but he stopped responding, and forced himself to walk out the door alone.

"Brother?" Seeing that Jiang was lost in expectation, Lin Chen called him, "Let's go eat too, it's cold here."

Jiang Qi looked at him again, "Go home first," he said, "I have something to take care of." Before he finished speaking, he walked in Gu Qinghan's direction.

Lin Chen suppressed his smile, "What's the matter? Gu Qinghan's matter?" He also followed closely behind Jiang Qi, "You have suffered so much these years, and your heart is made up of pieces, so you can't break with him completely ?"

However, Jiang Qi ignored him and kept walking, only his face became darker and darker.

"A perfidious person like him is worth your repeated soft-heartedness! Don't fall into it again!"

"Lin Chen." Jiang Qi suddenly stood still, and he stared at the other party with gloomy eyes, "I know it well."

"Don't say that again. And don't try to interfere with any of my decisions."

?Gu Qinghan tidied himself at the entrance of the restaurant, only to realize that Jiang Qi's coat was still on his shoulders. After deliberating for a moment, he didn't go back, planning to clean it up and mail it to Jiang Qi's company.

"Nian Nian." He went in to find Gu Nian, thanked the restaurant staff, felt exhausted, and wanted to take Gu Nian home to rest.

"Dad, did uncle find you?" The kid was surprised and wronged when he finally saw his lost father, and hugged Gu Qinghan's hand tightly, "Don't run around, I'm very worried." He frowned, rather To ask Gu Qinghan seriously.

"Once I went to chase the dog, you couldn't find me, and you were very anxious."

Gu Qinghan smiled softly, his eyes were like stars shimmering.He bent down and kissed the child's forehead, "Okay baby, it's dad who made a mistake."

?When he packed up his things and was about to go home, the little friend clung to him with lingering fears, and he insisted on hugging him.Gu Qinghan had no choice but to bend over and hug him, and it was very difficult to walk out of the restaurant for a short distance.

Gu Nian lay in his arms and kept talking to him, but he was dizzy, his chest was tight, and he couldn't hear anything clearly.As soon as Gu Nian moved, he lost all strength and fell to the ground top-heavy.Fortunately, someone grabbed his shoulder from behind in time.

? Gu Qinghan looked at it with cold sweat on his brow, Jiang Qi was beside him with a dark face.

"Uncle!" Gu Nian shouted in surprise.

"Baby, can you hug me, uncle?" When facing Gu Nian, Jiang Qi's face was as warm as the sun. He took Gu Nian and held him firmly in his arms.

"I'll take you back." He turned his head and said to Gu Qinghan.

"Need not……"

"You can still drive like this, and take the baby home safely?" Jiang Qi whispered, but obviously suppressed his anger.

?On the way home, there was a strong wind, and the black clouds seemed to be pressed down, and it was as dim as the twilight in an instant.

There was silence in the carriage, Jiang Qi looked at the rearview mirror while waiting for the red light, this angle only reflected Gu Qinghan's thin chin and pale lips.He turned his head and glanced again, Gu Nian nestled in Gu Qinghan's arms and fell asleep, but the latter was staring out the window wearily.

"Why are you angry?" After driving for a while, Gu Qinghan suddenly asked in a low voice.

Jiang Qi was taken aback for a moment, but he quickly realized that he was indeed angry, from seeing Gu Qinghan in so much pain that he couldn't control himself, from Gu Qinghan politely calling him "Mr. Jiang".

"Do you still expect me to smile at you with a smile on my face?" He replied, but he silently gripped the steering wheel.

Gu Qinghan didn't speak any more.Jiang Qi didn't look back either.The trees and tall buildings outside the car window flashed by, but the gray and hazy sky was overwhelming, Gu Qinghan coughed lightly, silently clutching his chest, trying to let himself breathe more smoothly.

As soon as the car was parked, Gu Nian rubbed his eyes and woke up. He crawled to the back of the driver's seat in a daze, and reached out to touch Jiang Qi, "Uncle, can you come to my house to play?"

"Baby..." Jiang Qi unbuckled his seat belt, turned around and held Gu Nianxiao's soft hand, hesitating whether he should refuse.

"Please, Uncle, come on," the kid reminded Jiang Qi of Li Ergou when he acted coquettishly, "I'll show you my favorite little bear, okay..."

Jiang Qi's heart was softened by his shouting, he looked at Gu Qinghan, who seemed to have just woken up, his eyes were dim, and he frowned and coughed sullenly.With his appearance, Jiang Qi also doubted whether he could bring Gu Nian up smoothly, so he nodded at Gu Nian, "Okay."

There is nothing more touching than a sweet and sincere invitation from a child.

After entering the elevator, Gu Qinghan didn't say a word, Jiang Qi hugged Gu Nian, and he stood against the wall by himself, his face was still cold and pale under the light.

"I'll change clothes, it's up to you." When he got home and opened the door, Gu Qinghan said slowly to Jiang Qi, his face was pale, but his lips were not as bloodless as when he was in the car, but Jiang Qi still faintly felt that Not quite right.

"Nian Nian, take good care of Uncle." Gu Qinghan instructed Gu Nian again, and with Gu Nian's promise, he went back to his room supporting the furniture all the way.

As soon as the door was closed, Gu Qinghan finally couldn't hold it any longer, and knelt down clutching his chest. He took a deep breath with difficulty, and what he got was a sharper colic and suffocation in his heart.

The air that could be breathed seemed to be getting thinner, Gu Qinghan tried his best to crawl to the side of the bed, turned on the oxygen generator with difficulty, and tremblingly buckled the oxygen mask on his mouth and nose.

The high-concentration oxygen was continuously sent into the respiratory tract, and the suffocating and tingling feeling was finally relieved. Gu Qinghan lay down on the floor exhausted, but the fingers holding the oxygen mask were still shaking.His eyelashes trembled slightly, and he closed his eyes tiredly.

"uncle!"

Jiang Qi sat on the sofa, turned his head and saw Gu Nian excitedly running out of the room with a bunch of things in his arms.

"This is my little bear, I like it the most...and the picture I drew, this one is a dog..." The kid looked very happy, and introduced his baby to Jiang Qi with curved eyebrows.

"Baby is amazing, this painting really looks like Ergou." Jiang Qi took the painting, the lines and colors on the white drawing paper are very childlike.He patted Gu Nian's head, the kid was very proud.

"Uncle, can you bring your dog here next time?" Gu Nian calmed down and asked softly on Jiang Qi's knee, "I hid several small biscuits for the dog, the teacher gave us a snack , I can't bear to eat it... sweet, I can't help but eat it up if the dog doesn't come..."

Jiang Qi laughed, he thought the kid was really cute, "Baby like sweets?"

Gu Nian nodded earnestly, "But Dad only let me eat a little each time, he said eating too much would cause...some teeth." The kid was a little bit resentful, but after all, he was too young, and he couldn't fully remember what Dad said.

"Tooth decay." Jiang Qi reminded him.

"Well," Gu Nian was thoughtful, "but the biscuits and cakes are really delicious."

Jiang Qi thought, this is very similar to his father, who is addicted to sweets.

??????? He looked into Gu Qinghan's bedroom, the door hadn't been opened since it was closed, and there was no movement inside.He was a little worried, Gu Qinghan's condition was not very good just now.

The living room was darker again, the cold wind was blowing outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the dead branches and leaves were blowing all over the sky, it seemed that there was going to be a snowstorm.Jiang Qi got up and turned on the light, turned around just in time for Gu Qinghan to come out.

He had already changed into a smoky gray sweater, which was slightly loose on his thin shoulders, making his complexion cooler and fairer.Under the soft light, he looked pure and gentle, with a kind of unsullied tranquility.

????? "Dad!" Gu Nian took his hand, brought him to Jiang Qi's side, and asked him to sit down beside Jiang Qi, and the child climbed onto the sofa to find a comfortable position between the two of them.But Gu Qinghan still stood up and boiled a pot of water, made a cup of tea for Jiang Qi, and made milk powder for Gu Nian.The child took the bottle by himself and crawled back to the sofa with both hands in his arms.

"Biluochun." Gu Qinghan put the teacup in front of Jiang Qi.Jiang Qi stared blankly at the emerald green tea leaves brewed at the bottom of the white porcelain cup.

He has drank many kinds of tea with his father since he was a child, and Biluochun is his favorite.But Gu Qinghan doesn't like to drink tea, and there shouldn't be any tea at home now, but at this time, he can make a cup of his favorite tea.

Jiang Qi looked at Gu Qinghan.

"It's a gift from a colleague. I'm not used to drinking it, so I keep it." Gu Qinghan said softly.

Jiang Qi picked up the teacup, the tea was fragrant.

Gu Qinghan turned his body to the right side, the stomach cramps and heart discomfort not long ago almost exhausted his strength, he felt unstoppably sleepy and tired.He actually wanted to say sorry to Jiang Qi for wasting his and Lin Chen's lunch time and causing Lin Chen to misunderstand, but thinking about it, he always felt that these words were hypocritical and embarrassing, and he didn't say it after thinking about it.

He listened to Gu Nian and Jiang Qi talking in a daze, like a small chatter, and couldn't help but feel a little puzzled.Gu Nian is not a child who talks a lot in front of outsiders, but he seems to have an indescribable dependence and trust in Jiang Qi.

Jiang Qi didn't finish his cup of tea, he only talked to Gu Nian for a while, and when he turned his head, he saw that Gu Qinghan had fallen asleep leaning on the sofa.