extinguish the stars

On the last day of vacation, Gu Qinghan drove back to City A by himself.This year's winter solstice, he was unable to go back to city A to visit his old friends due to work, so he left Gu Nian to Aunt Qiao to go there by himself while he still had time.

After driving for three and a half hours one way, Gu Qinghan parked his car at the foot of the mountain, and walked up the mountain along the stone steps with the flowers he had prepared in advance.It was windy in the wild, so Gu Qinghan covered his mouth and nose with a scarf, trying to block some of the cold air.In winter, the grass and trees are withered and yellow, and the eyes are gray and gloomy. Only his complexion is cold and pale, and he walks in the gloom.In the cemetery on this mountain, his parents, Yan Jin's parents, and Yan Jin are sleeping peacefully.They were all the people in this world who had loved him and treated him tenderly.

At this time, there was no one on the mountain, so Gu Qinghan walked up with flowers in his arms. He cleaned the tombstone and confession for his parents, left a bunch of flowers and sat beside him for a while.The wind on the mountain was cold and cold, which made his eye sockets red and he coughed in a low voice.But he thought, under the tombstone, is the parents' house cold?When the three of them were not separated when they were young, it was always warm in winter.

"Mom and Dad," Gu Qinghan whispered, "I miss you." He wanted to cry a little bit, nostalgic for the warmth of the past.But thinking of Gu Nian, he didn't dare to have any thoughts of self-harm.

He stood up and walked towards Yan Jin, passing a man in a black coat on the way.When he arrived at Yanjin's stele, he found a large bouquet of pure white roses, the flowers were still very delicate, and they had just been delivered not long ago. The first thing Gu Qinghan thought of was the man just now. He turned around and looked down the mountain, and he had long since disappeared. that figure.

Gu Qinghan was a little puzzled.He put down the flowers he brought, a bunch of white chrysanthemums and a bunch of white roses were dazzling in the winter.

"Nian Nian is fine, don't worry," Gu Qinghan said to Yan Jin's photo, "I'll bring him to see you when he gets older."

Thinking about rushing back home before dark, Gu Qinghan didn't stay long before rushing back.When he arrived in the city and encountered a traffic jam, he arrived at the parking lot of the community after five o'clock.I haven't eaten normally for a day, and the cold wind blows on the mountain, and I have driven for nearly eight hours with a high level of concentration. At this moment, I feel a little pain in my stomach when I relax.

Gu Qinghan bent down a little unbearably, and pressed his hands against his stomach, trying to calm down the twitching organs.But this time the stomach pain was fierce, and the attack was a little severe.Gu Qinghan was sweating all over, slumped in the seat and just wanted to curl up his body to resist the excruciating pain.He felt the pain was so severe that even his chest was throbbing.

The phone buzzed and vibrated aside for a long time before he noticed from his drowsiness that when he answered, it was Aunt Qiao's anxious and crying voice: "Qinghan! Niannian is gone!"

Gu Qinghan felt a sudden pain in his heart and immediately woke up.He got out of the car and ran towards the gate of the community.Just now, Aunt Qiao took Gu Nian to buy vegetables, and when she reached the gate of the community, she talked to a few acquaintances, but she couldn't find Gu Nian when she turned around.

Gu Qinghan comforted Aunt Qiao with a few words, and searched around the neighborhood, but no one noticed Gu Nian, and was unable to provide useful information. After running around for a long time, Gu Qinghan was so tired that he was panting and looking around on the road, it was already dark , Gu Nian is so small, what should I do if something happens?

Gu Qinghan bent down, punched his suffocating chest hard, and took out his mobile phone to call the police.The moment "1" was pressed, a strange call came in.

"Which one?..." Gu Qinghan asked exhaustedly.

"Father..." Gu Nian's soft voice came from the receiver, and Gu Qinghan immediately straightened up, "Nian Nian!"

"How did you become a father? Don't you know that your child is lost?" It was Jiang Qi's cold voice, "At the door of the house, hurry up and claim it."

Gu Qinghan was in a daze for a moment, Jiang Qi had already hung up the phone.He suddenly realized and ran towards the community.

Jiang Qi peeled an apple and handed it to the little one who was sitting on the sofa, but the little one was only focused on Li Ergou who was lying at his feet, whimpering and acting coquettishly.

"Baby, eat an apple." Jiang Qi called him.

"Thank you, Uncle." Gu Nian took it over, smiling softly and sweetly, Jiang Qi looked at it and thought what was the matter with the kid's chin that looked a bit like his own.

He was walking Li Ergou outside just now, and Li Ergou was having a good time, running vigorously, Jiang Qi dragged the dog's leash and ran behind him, for a moment he couldn't tell who was sneaking who.

After walking and running for a while, Jiang Qi sat down on the bench to rest, but Li Ergou suddenly ran back wagging his tail. He looked suspiciously and saw a small figure not far away.

It's Gu Nian.

The client, Gu Nian, told himself that he saw Jiang Qi and Li Ergou at the gate of the community, and he chased after him, "Uncle, you are running so fast, your legs are too long, and dogs have four legs, I chased them." It's been a long time, I'm so tired..." He even complained a little.

"Baby," Jiang Qi hung up the phone and glanced at the open door, "You heard from Uncle, it's very dangerous for you to run out today without telling Dad or Auntie."

Gu Nian looked at him and nodded in confusion.

"When Dad comes later, I have to apologize to Dad," Jiang Qi said in a low voice, patiently, "If Dad is angry, it is because he is worried about you, understand?"

"Yeah." Gu Nian nodded, but her big eyes drooped, looking a little pitiful.

"Don't be afraid, if you do something wrong, you have to be brave." Jiang Qi rubbed his little head.

"Near!"

As soon as Jiang Qi turned his head, Gu Qinghan had already rushed in. His face was pale, his black hair was messy, and he looked a bit embarrassed.

"Dad!" Gu Nian threw herself into his arms, "Dad, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Jiang Qi smiled inwardly, thinking that the brat is really good at acting like a baby.

With a pale face, Gu Qinghan checked whether the child was injured, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, covering his mouth with one hand and coughing intermittently.

"I met it when I was walking the dog," Jiang Qi said, "I probably didn't bump into it."

"...Thank you." Gu Qinghan's voice was muffled.

Jiang Qi glanced at this person, feeling a little guilty, the last time he was drunk he could still remember that it was Gu Qinghan who sent him back.

"Nian Nian, thank you, Uncle." Gu Qinghan said to Gu Nian, he propped himself up on the floor and stood up, feeling his forehead was hot, but his chest, stomach and abdomen were tangled with cold pain, and the bloody smell in his throat was surging.

Jiang Qi saw him standing up precariously, coughing muffledly while pressing against his abdomen, a drop of bright red blood suddenly fell from the tip of his pale nose.

"You..." Jiang Qi's heart tightened.

But Gu Qinghan just raised his hand and wiped the blood indiscriminately, and left with Gu Nian.

The door was closed, and Jiang Qi sat down with his eyebrows pinched, feeling his chest tight and upset.

"Nian Nian," when they got home, Gu Qinghan let Gu Nian sit on the sofa, held his shoulder and talked to him, "Does Nian Nian love Dad?"

Gu Nian nodded seriously, he loves his father the most, and his favorite bears, spoons, and feeding bottles can't compare with his father.

"If Niannian can't find Dad, will you be worried?"

"meeting."

Gu Qinghan looked serious, but his voice was still very low, "But Dad couldn't find Nian Nian, and he was very worried, because Dad loves Nian Nian very much, and he is afraid that Nian Nian will get lost, you know?"

Gu Nian looked into his eyes, "Got it, Dad, I'm sorry, I won't run around anymore." The kid had already realized his mistake today and apologized pitifully.

Gu Qinghan was silent for a while, and finally hugged him, "I believe in Niannian."

After the education and soothing, Gu Qinghan asked Aunt Qiao to make milk powder for Gu Nian, while he went to the bedroom and locked the door, he frowned and bent down, he couldn't tell whether it was the stomach pain or the heart pain, he covered his mouth Coughing heavily, he looked at his palm calmly, there were spots of bright red blood.