5t5 is also waiting for my confession today

For a secret love that never ends, once in this life is enough, right?

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The beginning of the relationship was due to my superficiality. I only knew that my empty brain revived my inner tenderness.

I had an accident, my father died instantly and I lost a leg.

At that time, I would think that every slightly downward gaze was a mockery of me, and it would make me hysterical. My fragile nerves could not stand every visitor who came to my house. Their pity and regret seemed to me It's all charity and superior sarcasm. Whenever I feel that the wound that has healed begins to hurt again, it seems that someone has cut a new wound along my skin, and they must bleed before they can leave contentedly.

Enough, enough.

Or let me poke my eyes blind and my ears deaf, so I can see nothing and hear nothing.

Otherwise, it would be better for me to die directly in the accident.

Later, he was entangled by a curse, and he came to get rid of the curse, and this was the beginning of the matter.

I still clearly remember that day, it was cloudy and the air was so humid that it was breathless.Looking back, I wished that day was a bright and sunny day. At least in my heart, such a beautiful day should be full of spring sunshine and warm wind. Yes, at least there must be warm light on the young body.But the fact is quite the opposite, badly fell to the bottom.I was wearing an old, not-so-fashionable dress, a boyish-looking jumper, because I've been careless since my accident, and I've had my clothes on, and underneath it's a bloated and An ill-fitting long skirt, this is to cover up the part of my body that is missing, so that I can maintain a little bit of self-esteem in front of others.

After the accident, I often suffered from insomnia, tossed and turned due to pain and mental torture, and got dark circles under my eyes, and my skin was neglected. Fortunately, I am still at a young and beautiful age. Thanks to collagen, I didn’t make me look too ugly. , at most a little haggard.

"Unfortunately," he said, "Your aunt's leg . . . was not caused by a curse."

He didn't say much. It is reasonable to say that when I heard this sentence, I should have been extremely desperate, but at that time my mind was empty, and an indescribable emotion was flying in my mind.

I looked at his dazzling eyes through the reflection of the cup, I just lowered my head and let my stupid brain be dominated by emotion.

Just taking a peek at his appearance made me try my best, as if I was doing the greatest and most difficult career in my life. I can't think of any adjectives, handsome, cute, these words are too one-sided, it is difficult to describe his The image in my mind.

After he left, I was extremely angry at my untimely love. I tried to shake off this emotion, but I realized that it was out of my control, and it quickly became unstoppable.

Yes, I thought, so what?I have to accept this.

Although I can no longer have sound limbs, he must have never imagined that his arrival would instill in me the power to live—even if the reason why I want to live is superficial, it is just because of love at first sight, and I even He knows nothing, it can be said to be blind to stupid love.But this is a secret that no one can tell, and it is a secret that I am determined to only tell him. Unless one day, I can tell him in person, this matter will be considered complete, otherwise I will keep this secret Follow me into the cold tomb.

This kind of endless love makes me fall into hopeless thinking in the dead of night, for example, if I die earlier than him (I really don’t think I will live long), then I will wait for him on Huangquan Road, and then tell him about it.It's such a childish and ignorant feeling that I laugh myself thinking about it.However, it is precisely because this feeling of lack of reality has become my spiritual sustenance that I can continue to embrace this shady secret love wholeheartedly in my heart.

I'm like a layman who doesn't know anything about love, and I'm extremely happy just tasting the loneliness of secret love.Looking back now, this relationship must have had a lot of beautification, but it was able to support me through the most difficult period, so in the end, there was some genuine gratitude in it.

However, I still intend to confess to him.

Before that, I want to know more about him.

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"That's it, Mr. Gojo prescribed to get rid of the curse, so I got to know him. But it was many years ago, and then he asked me if I want to change my job..." I simply said This is not something worth elaborating on. Compared to these, I am more concerned about my future work, "Mr. Yizhizhi, what should I do today?"

"Let's start with the basics first. Mr. Gojo taught you about this... Ah, sorry." He saw my blank expression, "It seems that he didn't tell you."

"......Yes."

Mr. Yidizhi smiled wryly while holding his glasses, and then threw a stack of documents to me. I guessed that it was something like an entry manual, but what I saw on it was not what I imagined at all.

Curse spirits, the classification of conjurers, the daily work content of auxiliary staff... are all real information. It seems that they don't pay much attention to the unnecessary face-saving culture in the workplace like regular companies.

Seeing my expression, Mr. Yizhi said: "You also know that our industry is always short of people, and the training cycle for newcomers will be shortened as much as possible. Compared with formal things, it is more important to get started quickly."

Considering that professions related to conjuration, especially conjurers, are all high-intensity and high-risk jobs in a life-and-death environment, the standard of measurement is complete "strength" and "performance".

I thought to myself, it would be so refreshing to get rid of a little bit of sex in this way.

"May I ask, does Miss Yizhi have a driver's license?"

"Yes, I can drive normally."

"That's really great." He said, "You don't need to put too much pressure on yourself, just read the contents of the manual today, and just contact me if you don't understand anything."

I opened the booklet casually, and saw the page for the grading of conjurers.

"Mr. Ichichi." I pointed to the top and asked, "Which level does Mr. Gojo belong to?"

"It's premium."

"That is to say, he is very powerful?" To be honest, I don't know much about this aspect, and I don't have a clear concept.

"There is no doubt about this." He said, "Should be the strongest?"

I am chewing on the meaning of the word "strongest".For Mr. Yidizhi to say these two words without hesitation, it must have been an unshakable concept in his mind, which he blurted out subconsciously.

If the strongest is what he meant literally——

Is that guy who likes to bite people the strongest?