"How does Madam know..." I was slightly taken aback, and the doubts in my heart couldn't help but blurt out.

"Ahem, aren't you a trick doctor?" Meng Yan's mother showed doubts, she looked at me for a while, and then said to herself, "This outfit...is clearly..."

I felt the veins on my forehead twitch.

Well, now I am truly "famous", even in this remote town.

"……I'm."

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and admitted with difficulty.

A dazzled brilliance flashed across the face of the decrepit woman, although it was only for a moment, it was enough to show her ecstasy.

"It's really you!"

She grabbed my sleeve tightly and kept repeating:

"I am willing to give you my eyes, I am willing to give you my eyes, I am voluntary, please accept it!"

For this great event that can be called a blessing from heaven, I don't feel too happy——

First, since she is willing to disregard the etiquette and morality that the world regards as life, she also wants to force her eyes on me, so what she wants is naturally not a trivial matter.

Furthermore, although she is not like those big-time liars in the past, it doesn't mean that she can't lie.

When a person is about to die, he will no longer have any worries about many things that he dared to do or dare not do on weekdays, and when he does them, he will do them with a desperate vigor.

She doesn't have the ability to hurt me, but if she really lied to me, what can I do to a person who is about to set foot on the road to hell?

"Ma'am, I didn't come here to ask for eyes. If you don't want to, I won't force you... You don't have to force yourself to say something that goes against your heart."

I gently pulled the sleeves out of her hands and helped her lie down on the bed.

"No! No, my lord! I really voluntarily gave you my eyes, and I have no complaints at all!" The woman, who was as weak as a dead leaf in late autumn, exhausted all her strength and got up again in a panic. She tremblingly said , "I know I don't have much time left, I just ask you to take Yan'er away, my lord, please!"

As she said that, she was about to kowtow to me on the bed, I quickly stopped her movement, and sighed helplessly.

That's what happened.

Although now I don't even know how to take the next step, but if Meng Yan's mother really passed away, how could I sit idly by?

"Lie down first, and Meng Yan will leave it to me." I bent down again to cover the poor mother with a quilt, paused, and said, "Even if..."

"Are you crazy?!"

The voice of Shu Dao suddenly sounded like thunder in my mind, and I was so startled that I swallowed the remaining half of the words.

The happy-looking woman on the bed cast a puzzled look at me.

"..." I stabilized my mind, tried my best to ignore the humming in my head caused by the roar of Shudao, which was like nine heavenly thunders, and reluctantly cupped my hands and said with a smile, "Madam, please take a good rest first, I will go out for a while."

I avoided Meng Yan who was playing outside the house, and turned to the blind corner behind the house, my head was still a little dazed at this moment.

"Suddenly, hiss... why are you crazy?" I pinched my brows and said weakly.

"Am I crazy?" Shu Dao laughed, his tone extremely sarcastic, "If I hadn't stopped you, would you have planned to sell yourself?!"

...I didn't expect it to be quite smart, seeing my intentions.

That's right, the half-sentence I haven't said yet is exactly "If you don't give me eyes, I will take good care of Meng Yan."

Seeing that I was silent, Shu Dao spoke again, with thorns in every word:

"Why, do you want to raise children for others?"

"What does it mean to raise a child for someone else..." I said helplessly, "Why are you talking so harshly like Jiang Cheng?"

"Do you think it's possible to find eyes again if you miss this opportunity?!"

Impossible.

I know.

But, how could I do it, how could I forcefully gouge out a mother's eyes? !

Meng Yan is still there, he is still so young, what would he think?Because of this incident...will he also step into Yangyang's footsteps?

At that time, who will save him?

"Who said it must be cut out alive?" After hearing my voice, Shudao became disapproving, and it said, "Also, Meng Yan's mother will take care of everything, why do you need to be here blindly?" worry?"

I subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, and then my whole heart tensed up again.

--I see.

Chang Yan, you are really, really disgusting.

"Chang Yan?" Shudao sensed my emotional fluctuations and tentatively called me.

And now I don't even have the heart to answer——

I finally understood what I was really worried about.

Yes, I couldn't bear to goug out Meng Yanniang's eyes, I was afraid that Meng Yan's temperament would change drastically from then on—but going back to the source, what I was really worried about was whether the eyes that hadn't been gouged out alive could still be used! !

The so-called not wanting Meng Yanniang to experience the same pain as me is just because I am cowardly and dare not recall it again, and I can't bear to witness such a similar scene again, but I still can't accept that my heart is so dirty It's just a high-sounding excuse subconsciously made for himself because of the dirty facts.

I never thought that I was a very good person, but I never thought that I was so hateful.

"Is this the so-called human nature?" Shu Dao asked ignorantly.

This is even more ironic at the moment.

Everyone is the same, in the depths of our hearts are full of flowing evil thoughts, just need a chance, they will all gush out, soaking the whole person into black.

"But, I don't think you're wrong..." Shudao self-sufficiently said the conclusion it reached based on its knowledge of superficial emotions, "You didn't harm anyone, and Meng Yan's mother is just mutual benefit, each takes what they need, why do they think so much?"

No, it's different.

I didn't intend to harm others, but that doesn't mean I didn't have evil thoughts in my heart.

I just... suddenly discovered that my selfishness was dirty, which was a little unacceptable—after all, this discovery overturned all my previous cognitions about myself.

"Also, time is so tight, you can still endure the pain of gouging out Meng Yanniang's eyes, but choose to wait for her to die before having her eyes removed, I think you are already very kind."

That's just kindness that borders on cruelty...

Why am I in no hurry?It's just because I haven't found the last blind medicine, even if I have eyes, it won't help; why am I not afraid?If I didn't have any psychological shadows about eye gouging, I, I'm afraid I have already put my eyes...!

But the words of calligraphy are not unreasonable. I am just an ordinary person. Since I can't escape the evil thoughts rooted in human nature, then I will stick to my bottom line, but I hope I have a clear conscience and don't hurt the sky. good.

She made a wish, and I helped to fulfill it, and then I will get my corresponding reward, which is only right and proper.

I don't need to have any psychological burden.

The calligraphy on the side is still struggling: "Such a simple truth, Chang Yan, you are so smart, you shouldn't understand it."

I leaned against the wall, closed my eyes, and after a while, raised the corners of my lips, and said softly:

"Well, I understand."

The reason why I have such strong feelings is also because I suddenly realized how ridiculous it is to say that I want to "save" Yangyang without shame.

We are all the same in essence, but Yangyang is braver, he dares to show his evil without any scruples.

But that's fine too, we complement each other and are a perfect match.

……

"There's no need to stay here now, let's find the last medicinal herb."

After discussing everything with Meng Yan's mother, I left a bag of broken silver on the table, then walked out of the small courtyard, and said to Shudao.

"Okay, although I don't know if they will give you the medicinal materials, but if you want to get your eyes back before the ten-year period, you have to try your best."

I nodded and walked towards the town.

"Today is a rally?"

I watched the bustling scene of people coming and going, and although I already had the answer in my heart, I couldn't help asking.

All kinds of people chatted and laughed freely in this small world, and many of them bargained with local accents.

I shuttled through the bustling crowd like a fish, passing countless unfamiliar faces, and suddenly felt a sense of sadness in my heart.

It came so fast and without warning that it was unexpected.

——The person in my heart, he is not here.

This kind of feeling is like a wanderer wandering outside, independent from a high-rise building, watching thousands of lights converging into a galaxy under his feet, each light is a home, but only his own light is missing.

So lonely, so lonely.

"Candied haws, sell candied haws!"

The cries filled with joy dragged me out of the whirlpool of sadness.

Candied haws?

Suddenly, a picture of Xue Yang’s fandom that I saw in the third dimension appeared in my mind——

The little one held a bitten candied haws and smiled happily.

I suddenly had a craving for candied haws.

I swallowed, and walked towards the hawker selling candied haws.

...I'm pretty sure the smile on the vendor's face froze for a moment when he saw me.

I sighed helplessly, and smiled gently at the peddler: "A piece of candied haws."

——If at this time there are still too many emotional fluctuations because of other people's attitudes towards me, then my years of tempering can be regarded as in vain; moreover, if I scare him away, it will be a shame! what to do?It's rare that I also have something to eat.

Fortunately, the peddler was very professional. In the blink of an eye, he cleared up his facial expression, and continued to say the remaining half of the sentence with a smile on his face:

"Okay, a piece of candied haws, guest officer, five cents!"

I paid the money and took the candied haws with a smile, but suddenly felt that the corner of my clothes was ripped off.

I turned around and followed the force coming from the corner of my clothes.

A little girl, with two braids, looked at me with big watery eyes, and then at the candied haws on the peddler's straw-the meaning is self-evident.

I was very surprised--although the market was full of people who wanted to squeeze everyone to another person, I walked very smoothly as if I was in no one's land.

There is no other reason, it is thanks to my strange attire.

Adults avoid me so much, it stands to reason that children should be more afraid of me, but this delicate and weak girl tugged at the corner of my clothes, to see what she meant, she actually expected me to buy it. Give her a candied haws!

I didn't intend to ask her why she did this. Anyway, I am very happy with her sudden behavior now. It doesn't matter if I don't know the reason or something.

I bent down slightly and asked softly, "Want to eat?"

The little girl blinked her eyes and nodded like a pounding garlic.

I smiled deeper, straightened up and planned to buy another candied haws for this funny little girl, but my movements stopped suddenly after straightening up.

——A tall slender boy in a Suzhou school uniform, with his back to me, was picking and picking in front of a fruit stand not far away.

His long, white forehead was intertwined with his long black hair in the breeze, fluttering and fluttering.

I froze in place, just staring at him blankly.I don't know how long it took before he half-sighed and half-smiled:

"Hair is long..."

Before I could think about it, I heard a childish cry:

"Brother, your eyes are bleeding!"

I lowered my head to look at the little girl, and only after realizing it, I raised my hand to wipe all the blood on my sleeve, and quickly pricked a few needles around the eyes to stop the bleeding.

After doing all this, I nervously looked towards Xue Yang again.

——Fortunately, the little guy's cry didn't disturb him.

We can't meet right now.

Not to mention what kind of attitude Yangyang has towards me at the moment, even if he can ignore the series of hateful things that I did not explain and leave without saying goodbye—how could it be possible for me to behave in such a weird way? to see him?

I am in such a state of desperation now, if he sees me, it will definitely be another big blow.

"You must have read it wrong just now."

I smiled and said to the little girl, trying to distract her attention, lest she shout something to really attract Yangyang.

After all, the hawker selling candied haws is not too far from the fruit stand.

"Open your eyes and talk nonsense."

Calligraphy commented in my mind.

I want to roll my eyes, but it's a pity that I don't have eyeballs, so I can only think about it.

At this moment, that extraordinary little girl broke out another golden sentence:

"It's not bleeding now, but brother, the cloth on your eyes is still red!"

Like a thunderbolt, I turned a deaf ear to the instant ridicule of calligraphy, I just stuffed the candied haws into the little girl's hand before I had time to take a bite, said, "I'll give it to you", and used the fastest method in my life The speed plunged headlong into the dark alley on the side.

because--

I saw Yang Yang was going to turn around ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

"Don't worry, he didn't see you." Shu Dao said the news that the alarm was lifted at the right time, and he still didn't forget to add a thoughtful sentence, "If you poke your head out now, you can still see his back."

I immediately poked my head out from the wall.

The elegant white figure was gradually submerged in the hustle and bustle of the crowd.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, an indescribable sense of loss filled my heart.

——I haven’t seen enough.

I want to see him, I want him to see me too, but I am afraid that he will see me.

"Alas—" I was hidden in the darkness of the alley, and I let out a long sigh, before the lingering sound died down, I heard Shu Dao's teasing voice again:

"Oh, I didn't see you have such a big reaction when you were said to be a trick doctor. Why did you get so excited that your eyes bleed when you saw the back?"

"My pleasure!"

I really want to take a look at it, but the calligraphy has no substance, and I have no eyes, so I have to give up.

I have to say, all my negative emotions disappeared the moment I saw Yang Yang.

——Obviously, it’s just a back view, how could it have such a powerful force?

Perhaps, this is the so-called love?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but frowned, chuckled and shook my head.

In any case, I was content to see him all right.

I happily walked out of the market empty-handed, and after walking for a long way, I suddenly realized a problem:

I forgot to buy another candied haws! :-X

Also, by the way... Why did Yang Yang appear here? (black question mark?_?)

(Next, let’s give Ni Meng a God’s perspective!!!)

Shudao expressed disdain for Chang Yan, who was in a state of brain shutdown, and recalled the scene that just happened:

The second after Chang Yan fled into the alley, Xue Yang turned around.

He was flexibly turning a delicate dagger in his hand, peeling off the skin of the apple in his hand two or three times.

"It's not here anymore..." Xue Yang put the knife back into its sheath neatly, with a careless smile on his lips, his tone was soft and lazy, as if he was whispering love words, "At first I thought about arresting him and asking Ask about Ah Yan's whereabouts..."

He casually glanced around again, took a bite out of the flesh with a "click", his beautiful eyebrows furrowed immediately, he gave a "tsk", curled his lips, and walked slowly towards the bustling crowd.

On the uneven road, an apple with a little dust was lying quietly.

The wind blew past my ears, bringing along a lazy complaint that was no longer clear:

"Not sweet at all."

The author has something to say: Yangyang is no longer willing to make a mess of a disagreement!

There is no great progress!

Xue Yang: As a reward, return Ah Yan to me.

Author Bacteria: Wait, when did my daughter belong to you? !

Xue Yang (smiling): Isn't it?

Author Bacteria (not daring to hide): Yours, yours, yours!

That, with your auspicious words, I'm really stuck (manually laughing and crying)

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