I was bouncing around with the chocolate in my hand, just like when I still had eyes---

Because it is impossible for me to be like Xiao Xingchen in the original book, walking on the ground just by hearing, so Shudao once again opened a plug-in for me, not only allowing me, a blind man, to see, but also upgraded to clairvoyance-- -

You can see the outside scene through the white silk, the only fly in the ointment is that it is a bit blurry, but it is indeed very good, I am very content.

However, if the scene of me jumping all the way falls into the eyes of others, everyone who sees it should sweat for me, a "blind man" who has no self-consciousness at all.

But do I care about these?

The answer is of course no!Besides, I'm still in the mountains at the moment, and I can't meet anyone at all.

Now I'm going to find the medicinal materials needed to change the eyes.

With the plug-in positioning provided by Shudao, I don't have to be afraid of taking too many detours.

However, the steepness of the road and the growth of medicinal materials are beyond Shudao's control - no wonder Shudao would say that this is a time-consuming and labor-intensive project.

But I have the confidence to do it.

I still want to see Yangyang.

I will not break my promise.

Regarding the matter of restoring my eyes, I have a firm belief that I must do it, but now, there is still one thing in my heart that makes me very puzzled and uneasy.

Writing about it, concealed some things from me.

I carefully recalled the scene of the conversation with Xiao Xingchen——

"Why did Miss Chang say that Tang Yang was your savior?" Xiao Xingchen asked, met my puzzled gaze, coughed, and then explained, "Based on how we got along these days, I think Miss Chang, you are not a liar—at least, in such an urgent situation, it is impossible for Miss Chang to immediately fabricate a seamless lie and speak it out calmly. But Miss Chang has kept it from me— — I don’t know, is there another hidden story in this matter?”

What a terrifying power of observation... I felt a little emotional in my heart, then scratched my head embarrassingly, and said with a smile:

"The term 'savior' is indeed somewhat inappropriate... Daoist Master, you may not believe it if you say it—it's not so much that he is my savior, but rather that I exist for him."

"The meaning of my life is him—since it's all about life, so he can barely...can be counted as my savior."

Xiao Xingchen was speechless for a moment.

I bet a bag of candies, Xiao Xingchen must regret asking me this question!

"Uh..." After waiting for a while, after confirming that Xiao Xingchen would not take the initiative to speak, I opened my mouth to break the silent embarrassment, "Is this why the Taoist chief asked me?"

Umm...why do I feel more embarrassed? ! (⊙x⊙;)

If Xiao Xingchen really answered "yes" to this question, it would be embarrassing!

Fortunately, what I feared did not happen.

Xiao Xingchen seemed to be brought back to his thoughts by me just now, he was slightly startled, and said again:

"One more thing. Miss Chang's words that night were a little inaccurate—a total of 49 members of the Chang family were killed."

After I said this that day, because of the eye replacement surgery, my mood was extremely unstable, and I couldn't care about anything, so I let this matter go naturally; after that, I needed to recuperate Body, thinking about changing eyes again, but couldn't think of it; in the end, because he was afraid that something would happen to Yangyang at the foot of the mountain, he urged Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan to go down the mountain to deliver the letter as soon as possible——to ask carefully about this matter again and again. There is no chance of anything!

【Well, I can admit that most of this responsibility is because I forgot ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭】

When I recall it now, I feel nothing but palpitations.

49 people, why 49 people?

Is it because, without me...

Although I knew in my heart that this was the case, it was still unbelievable.

From this point of view, the basis I used to judge everything before has to be overthrown and restarted——

Chang Yan is also called Chang Yan, and my real name is also Chang Yan.

Why did Shudao choose me to save Xue Yang?

Why do I have the same name as a small character that is not even mentioned in the original book?

There is another point, which I have already discovered, and it is also the most obvious point——

My appearance here is exactly the same as in reality.

I once asked Shudao this question, but it did not answer directly, and I took it for granted that Shudao provided me with convenience in order to understand that I would be under pressure with a completely different face-after all, even I can be brought into the book from the third dimension by it, and it will not be difficult to forge an identity and change my face.

But when all these "coincidences" and "arrangements" were put together, the problems were revealed like hidden reefs at low tide.

What is the relationship between me and Chang Yan?

Calligraphy can detect my thoughts at any time, but now it is still silent in the face of my strong consciousness.

Except for Shu Dao, no one can know the answer to this question, but it is unwilling to say.

I suddenly felt very panic.

First I was caught off guard and thrown into the magic way, and then I met Shudao and decided to save Yangyang, and then I kept running around due to the changes in the situation I faced, looking for a way to save Yangyang.

Because time has passed so long, I have almost forgotten—from the very beginning, all my decisions and actions were passive.

Although now my state of mind is quite different from before, and I will no longer feel sorry for myself, but take the initiative to take due actions to protect Yangyang, but this part of the initiative does not mean that I have mastered the sovereignty——

Not only is it about protecting Yangyang, but I don't even know why I came here and when I will suddenly go back.

"Am I...will I still leave here?"

I finally asked the question in my heart out of my mouth.

Shu Dao was silent for a while, then answered my question.

it says:

"Chang Yan, there is always a banquet in the world."

"Bang!" I slammed my fist on the tree trunk by the side of the road, I was furious, and after a while, I laughed, "Throwing me into the magic way without my consent, I finally got used to this Everything, it was so hard... I just met someone who wanted to spend the rest of my life together——

"But you told me, 'There is always a banquet in the world'?!"

I yelled:

"Why do you?! Why do you do whatever you want with me?! Why do you decide where I'm going in the future?!"

Chocolate neighed in surprise, and stomped uneasily.

My eyes were shattered, my face was hideous, and I was clutching the rough bark tightly, but my whole body couldn't stop shaking——behind the appearance of rage, there was deep fear, because I was completely powerless to deal with calligraphy. Fighting, I'm just a small human being, and I don't have any other way to vent my emotions except pointless yelling.

"Since the separation is doomed, why do we want to meet again..." My eyes were red, and I slowly squatted down along the tree trunk, my voice was inaudible, "The song ends, ha, Shudao, such a play, Isn't it beautiful?"

"Chang Yan, it's never anyone else's fault." Shu Dao's words came to his ears clearly, his calmness was almost cruel, "You ask me why you came here? Well, I'll tell you, it's because you have a strong heart. My wish—Chang Yan, it is you who want to save Xue Yang, no one is forcing you!"

"Furthermore, you never asked me when you would return to modern times."

"It's your luck to come here and have the opportunity to save Xue Yang. It's because you took the initiative to invest in your feelings and can't let go of it. All of this is your own choice—what else can you use to save Xue Yang?" What am I crying and complaining here?"

I closed my eyes and let the tears run down my face.

Calligraphy is always so calm and clear, what it says is right, but whether you accept it or not, there is no right or wrong at all, I can't imagine what will happen to me after leaving here——

How could I live as before in a world without oceans?

how can that be possible……

I almost shed all the tears in my life.

But the sadness in my heart only increased.

Maybe I should be more urgent to collect herbs, change my eyes to find Yang Yang, I don't even need eyes, as long as I find him and spend the limited time together.

But how can I, who already knows everything, deceive myself and others without any worries? !

"Shu Dao... Can you tell me how long I have left?"

I almost held my breath waiting for Shudao's answer.

"About ten years."

Calligraphy cherishes words like gold.

But I know that this is the most detailed time it can give me.

Well, ten years.

In these ten years, I will arrange everything. I will ensure that Yangyang will not be hurt by the dangers of the world again, that he can live a good life and live a long life, and then I will take care of him. Nostalgia and love return to the origin of everything - the world I really belong to.

I closed my eyes and continued:

"But why ten years? Where did this time limit come from?"

I can't be satisfied with just knowing the result—only by getting to the bottom of it can I arrange everything to the greatest extent, so I want to know what will happen to Yangyang after I leave, or in other words, this world made up of demons, what will happen.

"You will leave when the magic way ends, and everything here will stay at the moment when it ends, until the end of time."

"The end?" I opened my eyes slightly, and guessed, "...You mean, when everything progresses to the point where there is no description in the original Mo Dao book, the world will also be suspended?"

"That's right, this world was originally built on the basis of the novels of the Patriarch of the Demon Dao—the body is gone, so how can the things derived from it continue to develop?"

Shudao's words were like a thunderbolt, knocking me into a trance—I, I thought, even if I left, Yangyang could still live on, but the "stillness" mentioned by Shudao, and What difference does it make to die? !

"They are real, they are all, they are all living people..." I stuck my tongue out and said incoherently, "This world, this world is real, why, why is it like this?"

"Chang Yan, this is just your cognition." Shu Dao seemed to be consoling, and said, "Xue Yang, he is only a character in the book after all."

After all, they are just people in the book?

Yes, he is indeed the person in the book, but before that, he was my sweetheart first.

Whether he's just a fictional character or not, I like him, I want to protect him, I want to be with him - that's enough.

What Shu Dao said is right, to meet him, and to do so many things for him, so that he can suffer less harm, I should already be grateful——

Since Yangyang is a character in the book, all the descriptions in the book are his life, so in his life, I must give him my best.

I'm going to get the eye back as soon as possible and go find him.

No matter what Yangyang's attitude towards me was at that time, I will always guard him until the end of this world.

I am willing to give everything in exchange for your peace and happiness for the rest of your life.

So, Yangyang, wait for me, you must wait for me—wait for me to explain everything to you in person, and then, you can do whatever you want, and I will do it for you, okay?

People are constantly chasing the so-called facts, but how do they know that the facts are often the cruelest.

Indeed, I can choose to escape, choose to indulge in the delicious dreamland of fragrant grass, but for you, I am willing to return to this world where everything is withered.

Books are your destiny, and you are my destiny.

You are my destiny that can never be met, you are what I want, you are gentle in my heart, meeting you is the greatest luck in my life.

Yangyang, I have never regretted meeting you.

The author has something to say: Jujuju, someone still gave me nutrient solution!

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Thank you everyone! (≧ω≦)

Three consecutive National Day updates!

By the way, the night in Longtan Grand Canyon is really cold! ≥﹏≤

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