The day when the god-sama was secretly in love at the port of Mafia

Yu Shenyou, who teleported to the mansion, waited for Osamu Dazai to come back.

When Osamu Dazai came back, he said goodbye to Osamu Dazai and left.

This departure is one year.

One year later, at Osamu Dazai's birthday party, Misami Yu appeared on time.

He came back every day on Osamu Dazai's birthday, and this time was no exception.

night.

When the mansion was quiet and Dazai was the only human left, Misami gave Dazai a different birthday present at the same place and at the same time.

The birthday present this time is a fox.

But unlike ordinary foxes, this fox is a demon.

Yu Shenyou accidentally rescued the fox when he was traveling.

This fox is not like ordinary monsters who are cruel by nature, but has the power of faith in it. He felt strange, and after some investigation, he found out that this fox was raised by his subordinate god.

So Osamiyou, who was worried about Osamu Dazai's birthday present, had a good choice.

Facing Osamu Dazai, Yu Shenyou picked up the white fox and showed it to him, saying: "This monster is very talented, and he will be a very good shikigami."

Osamu Dazai looked at the white fox with lines on his forehead that he couldn't understand, and fell silent for a while, with a deep and complicated emotion in his eyes, he said strangely: "You are really not the envoy of Inari God ?"

Yu Shenyou smiled naturally: "It's just a fox demon."

Even if it is the messenger of God Inari, it is also a fox demon.

Yu Shenyou added in his heart.

Stuffing the fox into Dazai Osamu's hand, Yu Shenyou took a sip of sake, and joked strangely: "Dazai, why haven't you married yet? The nobles in Beijing who are the same age as you have already given birth to children."

Osamu Dazai smiled, but did not answer, but turned to ask: "What about you? Do you have any monsters you like?"

Yu Shenyou's expression was casual, but his tone was affirmative: "No."

Osamu Dazai's expression was a bit unclear, he smiled and said: "Could it be that you like human beings?"

Hearing Dazai Osamu's words, Yu Shenyou was taken aback for a moment, then he laughed and said, "It's possible."

After getting an affirmative answer, Osamu Dazai was taken aback.

He asked, "What kind of human do you like?"

Yu Shenyou thought for a while, but he was not sure: "Is it virtuous and gentle?"

Dazai Osamu's tone was full of disappointment: "It's really an unsurprising, ordinary answer."

Yu Shenyou looked at Osamu Dazai with a helpless expression.

Do you like "people"?

He had never thought of such a thing.

He then asked, "What about you? What kind of lover do you want?"

Osamu Dazai had a smile on his face. He shook the wine glass in his hand and said with a smile, "This is a secret."

In the middle of chatting with Osamu Dazai, Yu Shenyou sensed that several gods in Takatahara were calling him, and the illusory voice kept explaining the whole story to him and begging him to go back.

Frowning, Yu Shenyou had to get up.

Osamu Dazai stared blankly, frowned and said, "You haven't celebrated my birthday yet, Yuu."

Yu Shenyou said: "Sorry, Dazai, next time. I have urgent things to do this time."

Osamu Dazai looked at Yu Shenyou and suddenly asked, "Will you come back?"

Yu Shenyou's face hidden behind the mask was stunned for a moment, he leaned over and patted Osamu Dazai on the shoulder, promising: "I will be back."

Miyuki turned and left.

He left Osamu Dazai alone in an empty and dark room.

He never thought about why Osamu Dazai was only allowed to celebrate his birthday every year.

Why was he the only one at the real birthday celebration in the end.

Osamu Dazai is his first human friend.

But what Yu Shenyou didn't know was that he was Dazai Osamu's only friend.

Since Yu Shenyou disappeared at Osamu Dazai's birthday party, he hasn't appeared again.

The four seasons rotate, cherry blossoms bloom year after year, and autumn leaves fall year after year.

I don't know how many years have passed.

Osamu Dazai has fully grown, he has become a mature and experienced adult.

One day, Osamu Dazai looked at the scene in the courtyard, touched the head of the fox next to him, and murmured softly, "Liars are really annoying."

That night, everyone in Beijing knew a piece of news.

The grown-up is seriously ill.

A few years later, Osamu Dazai, who was lying on a stack of beds and was seriously ill, told everyone and youkai to go out slowly.

When the surroundings were empty, he blinked his eyes calmly, with a faint smile on his face.He greeted his own death calmly.

He has lived long enough, and he has waited a long time; his weak body can no longer support him to wait until the day when the monster returns.

The world in his eyes is gradually blurring, and Osamu Dazai can feel his life passing by quickly.

He closed his eyes slowly and forever.

The moment he closed his eyes, a "monster" figure fell from the courtyard.

As soon as he appeared, Yu Shenyou quickly walked towards Osamu Dazai, and stretched out his hand to Osamu Dazai, wanting to touch Osamu Dazai.

But he, Yu Shenyou, was still a step too late. Under the eyes of God, Osamu Dazai had no breath of life, and he would not open his eyes again.

Yu Shenyou didn't have time to see Osamu Dazai for the last time.

His hand fell lightly on Dazai Osamu's forehead.

Behind the mask, Yu Shenyou's dark blue eyes revealed sadness for the first time.

He sat beside Osamu Dazai for a long time.

He couldn't think of it.

The promise he made to Osamu Dazai, in the end he failed to keep a single one.

After the black-haired blue-eyed young man who had been staying beside the dead Osamu Dazai left, this illusory world began to dissipate, revealing its real appearance.

Yu Shenyou who left was dizzy for a while.

He closed his eyes, shook his body, and after stabilizing his body, he opened his eyes again.

The sadness in his dark blue eyes faded, and the emotion in them changed.

It was a complex look that had gone through a long time.

—he remembered.

It was Dazai Osamu who made him see the complexity and changeability of human beings and the magnificence and splendor of human life.

At the same time, it was Osamu Dazai's death that taught him how fragile human life is.

It was because there was such a human friend as Osamu Dazai that he became different from those arrogant gods of Gao Tianyuan later, and has always maintained friendliness and affinity with human beings.

Yu Shenyou put away his scattered thoughts and complicated emotions, and he looked at the world of dissipated memories.

His dreams returned to normal.

Large pieces of hyacinths swayed in the air, and a huge enchantment gate stood not far away.

This is a beautiful and magnificent scene.

This is what his dream looked like.

Yu Shenyou raised his hand and looked at the dazzling red line of marriage in his hand, his eyes followed the red line of marriage to the edge of his dream.

Yu Shenyou narrowed his eyes, and after seeing clearly what was on the edge of the dream, he frowned, a little in disbelief.

The marriage line connects him and Osamu Dazai's dream.

Yu Shenyou's expression was uncertain.

It couldn't have gotten any worse anyway.

Thinking of this, he followed the marriage line and walked towards the edge of his dream.

Miyuki thought.

Osamu Dazai's spirit must have returned to his own dream, and then he just needs to find the incarnation of Osamu Dazai's consciousness in his dream.

Yu Shenyou came to the edge of the dream.

He stepped across the gap in the dream and walked into Osamu Dazai's dream.

The hyacinth behind him gradually faded away.

He was surrounded by darkness.

Misami Yu walked into the depths of Osamu Dazai's dream.

He looked at the darkness in front of him, a little surprised.

There was silence all around, without any sound.

Quiet is a little scary.

There are no reference objects around, and after walking for a while, this empty place makes people wonder if they are going in the wrong direction.

Yu Shenyou continued to move forward calmly.

Finally he walked up to Dazai Osamu.

Looking at the child in front of him, Yu Shenyou was a little surprised.

He didn't expect that Osamu Dazai's consciousness projection in the dream turned out to be a "child".

The general consciousness projection is equivalent to the self-cognition of the owner of the dream.

There is no difference between the image of Yu Shenyou in the dream and reality, this is because the real self of the god is consistent with the inner self, not only him, but all gods are like this.

This is also a difference between God and man.

Yu Shenyou looked left and right, and after observing for a while, he refocused his gaze on the black-haired boy sitting on the ground, holding his legs and bowing his head.

He said, "I found you, Dazai."

The motionless black-haired boy moved his body, and he slowly raised his head, revealing a pair of magnificent and rare iris-colored eyes.

Yu Shenyou raised the corner of his mouth, stretched out his hand to Osamu Dazai, and said softly, "Come with me."

Dazai Osamu bent his eyes, with an expression of unknown meaning on his face, he looked at the hand in front of him, and the emotion in his eyes was unpredictable.

But he paused, and still stretched out his hand to let the young man hug him.

Osamu Dazai asked, "Where are you taking me?"

Just like in that village in that memory, he faced the words asked by the "monster".

Now, he asked the same question.

Yu Shenyou tilted his head and said with a smile, "Take you to my world."

Dazai laughed.

"I'm really looking forward to it. What kind of scenery does your world look like?"

Yu Shenyou hugged Osamu Dazai and walked back to his dream.

Along the way, his pace was not hurried or slow, and he never stopped once.

Not at all confused.

Osamu Dazai evaluated in his heart, he thought of that memory.

This "monster" seems to have always been like this.

Sober and sane.

A few minutes later, Osamu Dazai stood under the tree, looked up at the familiar tree and the large hyacinths in front of him that seemed to spread to the end of the world, and sighed with a complicated expression: "You really like hyacinths~"

Yu Shenyou raised his eyebrows, he was noncommittal to Dazai Osamu's words.

He looked at Osamu Dazai in front of him and asked, "Do you know my name?"

He remembered that before he became the Lord of Gao Tianyuan, the world consciousness should have been paying attention to him.

I don't know what kind of consideration it was in, the world consciousness set a rule, erasing the name he called himself to humans during this period of time.

This is also the reason why his name "Yu Shenyou" has not been spread.

But Osamu Dazai is an exception.

Because his human name was given to him by Osamu Dazai.

So Osamu Dazai may not be affected by the rules set by the world consciousness.

Osamu Dazai's expression changed upon hearing Misami Yu's question.

He said with a half-smile: "It's strange, I can remember other things now. Only the name you gave me, I can't remember anyway."

Sure enough.

Yu Shenyou thought for a while, as if thinking of something, he looked at Osamu Dazai in front of him.

Yu Shenyou frowned, his voice was gentle and serious, "Don't get me wrong, I didn't do it, Dazai."

Osamu Dazai smiled, the emotion on his face was not revealed, and Yu Shenyou didn't see any useful information from his expression.

Yu Shenyou wanted to say something more, such as saying sorry to Osamu Dazai, or explaining what happened to Takamahara that held him back.

But he thought about it and finally decided to give up the idea.

It's meaningless to explain things that have been so long in the past now.

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感谢在2020-12-0600:34:37~2020-12-0623:43:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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