If I like you, I will follow you

For some reason, he recalled Chi Yue's reaction when he heard lemon candy some time ago, which was exactly the same as now.

If the lemon candy wasn't used by Chi Yue to play with him, then why was he so nervous?Because of the words "lemon candy"?And his trumpet that was suddenly exposed and never mentioned before...

Chi Yue: "..."

President Lin is not usually so arrogant and unreasonable, but Chi Yue has always kept no secrets in front of him. He is so frank that he wants to tell him how many female students there are in the kindergarten class. The two of them have only been together for a few days. , Chi Yue added his own bank card to his Alipay and WeChat - although he didn't know how to use it, it was enough to prove Chi Yue's attitude.

Lin Qi blinked.

He probably didn't feel it himself, his Adam's apple moved very slightly, as if something was swallowed by him before he could say it.

No matter how you look at it, you are guilty.

Lin Xi asked considerately, "Is there any secret that I can't see?"

Chi Yue nodded with relief: "Yeah."

Lin Xi didn't know why, so he raised his voice in doubt: "Chi Yue?"

Chi Yue hummed and chirped, but didn't speak.

Chi Yue turned his eyes unconsciously: "This..."

"Then I want to see it even more, give it to me." Lin Qi stretched out his hand to him.

This reaction was so self-inflicted, Lin Xi finally knew who the "lemon jelly" sister who was arguing to have a relationship with him was, he rolled his eyes and kissed Chi Yue's wet palm, slowly After adding the second half of the sentence: "—Senior's female high school student."

"..."

Most of the people in the backstage were preparing to perform on stage, and some people went out to join in the fun. For a while, no one was there. Lin Qi threw himself into Chi Yue's arms, looked at him with full eyes, and acted like a baby in a majestic and shameful manner. Dafa: "I want to see, let me see, okay, Yue Yue?"

I don't know what kind of chairs the students moved, they were not reliable at all, Chi Yue put his arms around his waist, and he almost fell backwards - if he wasn't afraid of falling to Lin Qi, he could really fall go down.

Chi Yue pushed him away with difficulty, and after fighting with his disobedient tongue for a long time, he stumbled and squeezed out a sentence: "Don't do this, stay away from me..."

"What, what did you say?"

Lin Xi said word by word: "I, yes, secret, love..."

When Chi Yue heard the fourth word, his intuition was not good, and he covered his mouth as if facing an enemy, "Stop talking, I haven't heard of it!"

Chi Yue shrank his fingers covering his mouth, his eyelids twitched and twitched, but he still couldn't cover his blushing face: "... So what? Can't you?"

His eyelids drooped embarrassingly, but his pupils were bright, not the light from the light falling into his eyes, but a very vibrant and agile light.

Lin Xi remembered that Sister Ruantang tried her best to ask him if he had someone he liked, and smiled and hugged Chi Yue into her arms: "Yes, very cute."

Chi Yue grabbed his clothes and rubbed against his heart: "...don't laugh at me, brother Xiaoqi."

"I didn't laugh at you." Lin Xi really didn't think this was funny, but thought Chi Yue approaching him so stupidly was cute, clumsy and persistent.He stroked Chi Yue's hair, and said in a low voice, "A little jellybean once asked me if I liked boys or girls. At that time, I didn't answer. Now I want to tell him that I only like him."

The belated answer might not be pleasant to hear, Chi Yue was taken aback for a moment, and hugged him tightly.

The reception party has been heated up by several popular love songs, and now it has reached the most relaxing and lively moment.After the performance, the students left the stage and happily went backstage to remove their make-up and change their clothes. When they saw the school bully sitting alone by the window, his face was still slightly red if he read correctly.

Maybe it was because the excitement of the performance was not over yet, and several people even said hello to the school bully.

"What happened to the school bully, so happy?"

"Why are you the only one here? Does the president not want you?"

In the past, Chi Yue didn't pay much attention to Ming Shi's students. Although he didn't care about being attacked, he really felt that this group of people had some brain problems and didn't want to play with them at all.And now he can pay attention to others, he shook his head, his expressionless face in front of outsiders also changed unprecedentedly, the corners of his lips curved a little: "He will not want me."

"Hey——!" There was a sour voice from the background, and the air was filled with the fragrance of lemons.

Chi Yue closed the window in a good mood and left the stage.

It's finally time for the last show. This time the finale show was created by the president. No one has disclosed the details. Even the students who participated in the show were mysterious and refused to spoil it, which made the students very curious What exactly is the content.

After the host reported the program, the students below immediately cheered up, sat up straight and looked towards the stage.

All the lights were suddenly turned off, and the auditorium was plunged into darkness.

The students waited for a while and couldn't help it: "What's the situation?"

"Did it trip?"

"Why haven't you called yet! It's so dark!"

Another student boldly turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and the floating beam of light was particularly dazzling in the dark.

During the commotion, Lin Xi's voice came from the stereo, a gentle voice that calmed people down: "Hello, students, everything that will appear next is the effect of the program, timid students don't have to be afraid. If you If you are afraid, you can ask your neighbor or friend for help."

"President, what are you doing!" Someone yelled, but unfortunately, the speaker couldn't transmit the sound, and President Lin didn't hear it.

Lin Xi's voice sank, replaced by a thin sound, as if some soft cloth was dragging on the ground.

"Is this the beginning of a standard horror movie?"

"Why do I feel a little hairy..."

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool

There was a sudden gunshot, and the students were startled, but fortunately, the lights followed.

When performing a show, the lights usually only illuminate that part of the stage, and the audience area is still dim, but even so, the students feel a lot of relaxation in their hearts.

As long as there is light, you will not be afraid. This seems to be a deep-rooted cognition in people's instincts.

The mystery program is unveiled, it is a stage play about murder and trial, the plot of murder ends with the gunshot, and trial is the content of the whole program.

A woman is murdered at a hotel, and the owner of the hotel becomes a suspect.

At first, the students thought it was a brain-burning suspense drama for the audience to guess the criminal. However, as the plot developed, the students immersed in speculation gradually discovered that this show was not exactly what they thought it was. What you want to express is actually in the trial.

All the suspects gave a clear account of their identities, origins, and purposes. However, the suspect who had the least intention of harming others in the eyes of the students became the final murderer punished by the trial court.

The judges in charge of the trial spoke plausibly, picking at his clothing, appearance, language, and even the last food he ate, and finally made a final decision and dragged him to the judgment stand.

The students watched the most innocent person become the final murderer. They were so angry that they all cursed: "Are these idiot judges sick?"

"Because the last food this person ate was wild vegetables, do you think he is a murderer? Just because he couldn't afford meat, he stayed in this hotel to intentionally murder the deceased, because the deceased was very rich?!"

"My mother is dizzy."

However, no matter how noisy the audience was, the performance on the stage continued. The murderer designated by the judges broke the verdict, and the curtain that symbolized the end fell. Until the end, the real murderer did not surface.

The students who had been waiting to see who the murderer was vomited blood: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"

"Who is the murderer?!"

When it was unveiled again, there was one more person on the stage.

He is the president they pursue and trust.

The noisy voice stopped. Lin Qi sat on a chair with a microphone in front of him. He pressed down the microphone and said with a smile, "Good evening, classmates."

"Meet-long-night-session-good-" The students replied in unison.

"I know you want to ask me who the murderer is, but unfortunately, I want to tell you that there is no murderer in this story, and the murderer is not among all the characters that appear."

"Hey?!"

"Who is that?!"

"I won't be able to sleep without seeing the murderer!"

"That's it." Lin Qi turned his head, looked at the audience, and blinked slyly: "This story seems to be twisted and bizarre, even a bit absurd, but it is not far away from us, it happened in our lives middle."

This is what he drew from countless school violence and cyber violence incidents, so there is no murderer in this story, but everyone who appears is a murderer. The woman who was killed first is both a victim and a sacrifice, just like A primitive and savage feast, a carnival of drunkenness and death is set off by her life, the high-ranking and acrimonious judges are the messengers of justice with pens and keyboards, and the passer-by who is involved in the case and becomes the murderer is the last in the story victim.

"Of course, I have to admit that I have a little selfishness." As soon as he said this, the students tacitly broke out: "Hey!"

"In our lives, we can see a very common phenomenon." Lin Qi smiled, and after a few seconds of trouble with the students, he continued to say, "'violence' The two words seem far away from us, but they are very close."

In life and on the Internet, there are always people who will be involved in inexplicable turmoil. Photos of beautiful girls are posted everywhere and commented that "she must be a chicken if she wears so little", and there are always people who are humiliated as "buses" in school. Girls who are not so rough, boys who are not so rough and know how to take care of skin care are called "sissies" with a smile, people who are not tall are called "dwarfs", a person who has made no mistakes but is criticized by everyone, and a hero who does what is right can be called Attacks are useless, and good people with good hearts can be accused of being a show... The language battles are all kinds and endless.

A network without perfect regulations is the best place to fish in troubled waters. Instead, freedom in the network becomes a shackle. When you say a word, you have to think twice about whether there are loopholes that can be attacked. People who hate you can speculate that you are popular without any scruples. Are roses beautiful, are you targeting white roses, or are you targeting people in white clothes? In fact, you don’t mean to say that red roses are beautiful, you are just calling others ugly.

In an unreasonable environment, the number of reasonable people gradually decreases, and communication gradually turns into a war. People read a sentence according to their own needs, and then pick up the keyboard to fight each other for their own understanding—even if this sentence This is not the intention, even if this sentence is ordinary, but so what, who made me hate you?

"Such examples are all around us, for example, Xia Zhi, Zhao Cheng, and Chi Yue, and many more students who were excluded." Lin Xi paused and laughed, "But I am very happy, you guys After knowing that Chi Yue is not a school bully, he did not continue to attack him, and even held an apology event. Maybe you think this is just a normal behavior, but in fact, it is a very precious self-examination and tolerance."

Apologizing means that the students understood something during the collapse of the school bully. Even if they didn't, they would show more shameful tolerance to this school bully student who suffered from his cold violence for no reason.

And tolerance is something that many people do not have. Tolerance is not only for others, but also for yourself.The illusory network has made many people unscrupulous, and the network has also become a trash can for people to vent their violent emotions.

In an increasingly extreme environment, online violence is common. Not many people can admit their mistakes calmly, and there will always be someone who will prove that they are right, so they will try to prove the other party's fault. Whoever makes the victim look like a bitch/whore is the victim If the victim is poor, who makes the victim unlucky? It's because the victim is not a perfect victim that others can take advantage of it. I'm just telling the truth. What's wrong with me?

But whether it is nonsense, or it seems to be righteous and righteous, it is a "narrow" way of expression.

Lin Xi can't be sure what will happen to these people in the future, and he can't judge whether these people are poor or rich, but he can be sure that these people will not have a smooth road in their hearts, and they will gradually wear away some of them in these verbal struggles. It is a kind of gentle and soft thing, and once they meet those people who can easily reach the high mountains that they can't reach anyway, they will be hardened into mean monsters by the unwillingness in their hearts.

So tolerance is actually reconciling with yourself, being able to accept frankly that you are not so powerful, not so smart, and not so important, and being able to forgive yourself for being biased by gossip and gossip instead of just arguing is the fault of others. Others are not honest enough, although everyone knows that people will never be able to prove whether they are honest, a few words are not acceptable, and it is not acceptable to cut open one's own heart.

Learn to appreciate the vitality of a clump of weeds on the side of the road, instead of disliking it for being out of place in the city and unsightly.

"In order to enhance the atmosphere, I turned off the lights at the beginning of the show to prevent the sound effects from being too scary to scare you. I also reminded that part of the sound effects was also subtracted." Lin Qi explained the purpose of turning off the lights at the beginning, "It's just In life, if someone wants to discredit you, they don't warn you, and no one worries that you will be scared."

"Maybe some people think that it doesn't matter if they are scolded a few times. Just don't look at it." Lin Xi thought for a while, "But it still has a relationship. It is difficult for people to completely ignore other people's evaluation. You I should have had such an experience, when I shared my favorite toys, music, and idols, what I got in exchange was a sentence that was completely contrary to my expectations."

"You want to hear compliments from the other party, but the other party just says it's so funny, nice, and your idol is ugly."

"Will you be angry when you hear this kind of answer?" Lin Xi asked.

The students were silent, and replied: "Yes."

"That's it." Lin Qi said, "Other people's words are like a lamp, a street lamp that is lit at night. It is always on, and you don't feel strange, but when it suddenly dims, your heart will Jump along, and you'll worry if it's broken, or if there's a ghost in the dark, or something else is hiding. You'll be angry, and you'll be terrified."

This is the normal state of human beings. People who collapse are not necessarily cowardly, and there is no impeccable strength. Tigers will also be wary of poisonous snakes around them.

"We can't control rumors, but we can stop creating rumors, don't catch wind and shadow, don't become a cloud that disperses when the wind blows, and don't hurt others easily." Lin Xi stood up, "Do you remember our school motto?"

The students replied: "Remember!"

"What is it?"

"Brightness and goodness, practicality and practicality-" the eight-character school motto, the students shouted the momentum of the chorus.

Before the microphone was turned off, everyone in the auditorium heard President Lin's soft laughter: "Happy school anniversary, thank you everyone."

There was a moment of silence in the audience, and then there was a wave of applause.

After the party ended, the students scattered and left, the day students went home, and the boarding students returned to the dormitory. It seemed orderly.

The voices of the students can be heard far away: "I can understand what the president said today. I really dare not go to a place without lights at night."

"Me too. My parents still have to pick me up and drop me off."

"Thinking about it this way, the school bully is really quite strong, and it's okay to be misunderstood for so long."

"If it were me, I would be crazy."

"I cry easily when I quarrel with others. If I am scolded by so many people, I guess I will cry forever."

"Mom, I really want to marry the president as my wife!"

"Keep your voice down! Be careful not to be heard by the school bully!"

The school bully classmates didn't hear it. The school bully bought strawberry milk in the school supermarket.

But Ke Zheng also has a certain question.Taking advantage of the school bully's absence, he scratched his hair and seized the time to ask the doubts in his heart: "Why did Chi Yue bear it for so long? He doesn't seem to be affected at all?"

"Because—" Lin Qi looked at Chi Yue who was carefully selecting candies at the cash register, his figure was illuminated by the lights, and his profile was clear and clear.

Lin Xi thought of the well-built game room in Chi Yue, from the outdated arcade machines more than ten years ago to the rapidly updated game machines now, and the toy balls and basketballs that were wiped clean in the corner, all of them showed Carefully.

Chi Yue felt his gaze and turned to meet his gaze.

Lin Qi smiled.

If a person suffers a lot of criticism and does not change his sincere heart, then this person must have a lot of courage and a lot of love.

The author has something to say: Yue Zai is like this

In Lin Xi's eyes, Chi Yue's mood swings were invisible, even though he didn't seem to have changed much.

President Lin's acting like a baby is always good, this is the first time he has been rejected.

Lin Qi looked at his chin thoughtfully, stepped out of Chi Yue's arms, and leaned over to his ear: "Yue Yue, have you heard a word?"

Now his secretive expression is obviously abnormal, Lin Xi should think more, but the IQ and EQ of elementary school students limit the scope of his thinking, making it difficult for him to understand why Chi Yue is so nervous, just like a dove The puppy whose bad deeds are discovered will close its ears.