??The author has something to say: let me remind you before writing the words. This chapter is the description of the angle of view of brother No.1, which may be a little bit cruel. There's more to come~

?? When I was ten years old,? I escaped from that so-called home that made me feel suffocated and miserable, and came to an orphanage with a little boy.

?? This is a very interesting thing for me, because when I was taken away by my adoptive parents,? I didn't expect that I would return to such a place.

??But this time is very different, because I met a very cute and beautiful little angel, the little angel said his name is Li Chen.

?? He asked me what my name was. I was so angry that I didn't want to use the name my adoptive parents gave me, but I couldn't think of any nice name that could match the word "Li Chen", so I finally Compromised.

??I heard me say to the little angel with the gentlest voice in my life: "My name is Qin Song."

??The life in the orphanage is much the same,? But it is obviously better than the place I stayed in before. Grandpa the dean really loves every child here,? Cares for their healthy growth,? Lets them read and write.

??Grandpa didn't ask me where I came from,? He just acquiesced in my joining and staying.

??Because I am older than the children here and have studied for a few years,?So the task of bringing the children to class falls on me.

??I think I am partial to little angels, especially after the other party sweetly called me "brother" for the first time.

??Other children always ask why brother Qin Song is so gentle and kind to Li Chen, who always tutors him in his homework, and eats and sleeps with him, and always thinks about him when there is something good.

??Chenchen would hold my arm every time at this time, make funny faces at them, and then say in a milky and sweet voice with a drawn out tone: "Because he is my brother Qin Song,? Of course he is the best to me good!"

?? Yes, because he is my Chen Chen, ? Of course it is the best for him, I agree with it solemnly in my heart.

?? Li Chen is really a little angel given to me by God. When I was with him, I had almost no worries and worries. Even though I had been away from home for so long, my adoptive parents never found me.

?? I think, I will be with Chen Chen all my life. We are each other's only family members.

?? Why do you say that there are almost no worries and worries? That is because sometimes it is very annoying when Chen Chen makes a fuss.

??For example, he was very picky eater for a while, and he didn’t like carrots and small green vegetables. Because of this, the aunt in the cafeteria who loved him was almost bald, so I threatened him that if he didn’t eat vegetables, he wouldn’t grow taller.

??Baby Li has been a beauty since he was a child. Although he doesn't say anything, he still cares about his appearance. He listened to me being so scared and behaved for a long time, until he rebelled and returned to his old ways in adolescence.

?? Speaking of adolescence, I have to talk about his popularity in the orphanage.

??Actually, before I came to the orphanage, several families wanted to adopt him. Who wouldn’t want to have a beautiful and polite sweetheart??But Li Chen didn't choose them.

??I later asked the other party why he didn't go with his uncles and aunts. At that time, the little boy with baby fat on his face put on a very serious face and said seriously: "Because I want to stay with the dean grandpa all the time. .”

??When I was about to say something, that soft, strawberry jelly-like mouth opened again, and spit out a sentence that fascinated me for the rest of my life.

?? "But that was before, now I want to be with my grandpa and my brother, and I want to be with my brother forever!"

??God, who can not hide this sentence in their hearts, and remember it for a lifetime.

??So the children in the orphanage changed from batch to batch. Li Chen and I never left. The grandpa of the director seemed to acquiesce to this, and formally adopted us one day.

??We became brothers in the household registration book, and the law tied us tightly in this life. Until a long time later, my greed was not satisfied with this.

??The older Li Chen grows up, the more beautiful he becomes. No one who sees him will dislike his delicate and flamboyant face. Therefore, no matter how many batches of children in the orphanage change, he will always be the favorite of every batch of children. that one.

??I am proud and proud of such a Chenchen, but I also faintly feel displeased.

??It's as if I watched the growing roses bloom more and more attractively, attracting more peepers, and the guardians on the side could only do nothing to let them pick up the fragrance.

?? When I reached the age of high school, the dean grandpa arranged for me to enter a local high school.

??That high school was very good, but the tuition fees were not cheap. At that time, the orphanage was already struggling to make ends meet. I had to allocate more time for study and part-time jobs.

?? I spend less and less time with my Chen Chen.

??But I comforted myself that it didn't matter. Only by studying and getting ahead can Chenchen and grandpa live a better life.

??The days flowed like water, but it was by no means flat. It was sweet water mixed with honey, which made my mouth feel sweet when I recall it.

?? On the day when the college entrance examination results were released, Chen Chen and I crowded into the stuffy Internet cafe cubicle, sharing an old popsicle worth [-] cents.

?? I watched the boy's bright red tongue deftly lick the melted water on the popsicle, and then I swallowed it quickly, feeling that the temperature in the compartment was getting higher.

??Before I had time to look back, the boy suddenly raised his head and met my straight eyes. A pair of big and bright eyes were bent into crescent moons at the moment, with an intoxicated smile inside.

?? "Brother, you can go to University Z!"

?? It was expected to be able to go to Z University, but it was also a gratifying thing, but I don't know why, that whole day and many days after that, the picture of the boy eating popsicles was in my mind.

?? I thought, I'm sick.

?? In my freshman year, Li Chen attended the high school I was attending at that time, and the orphanage was officially closed due to poor capital turnover.

??The dean told us not to worry. He has saved a lot of money over the years, enough for three people to live well.

?? But both Chenchen and I know that he has no money saved, almost all of that money is spent on the children in the orphanage.

??So we didn’t tell grandpa about our part-time study. After I went to college, I also had more free time to develop a side job, and my roommates kept up with the trend of the Internet and made a small fortune.

?? After I told Chen Chen about this, the other party was very happy and said that his brother was the most powerful.

??Looking at his smile, I seemed drunk, and blurted out something in my heart: "Chenchen, concentrate on your studies and stop working. My brother can support you."

??But my little rose has thorns. He glared at me and said angrily, "I can support myself. Back then, my brother could work and study, so of course I can too!"

??It was really a good time, until Chenchen was excluded by the rich and young because of helping the female students in the class, our good days seemed to be over.

?? That day when I came home from school, Chen Chen greeted me with a smile on his face, but his eyes were a little dodgy. I immediately realized that something was wrong, and I wanted to ask him, but he avoided it.

??Grandpa is getting old, and his memory is beginning to deteriorate. Some things even need help from others. I went to see grandpa first.

??Before going to bed at night, I was lying on the small bed in the bedroom, and I could hear the sound of running water in the bathroom next door. Li Chen was taking a shower.

??I don't know what prompted me to get out of bed, walked to the bathroom without a word, opened the door so quickly, and saw the young man's slender and white body in the steaming water vapor.

?? That body is very white and delicate. In the past, if I accidentally touched it heavily, it would leave a mark, but now it is covered with bruises.

?? There were a lot of things that were punched out, pinched out, pinched out, and it made my eyes hurt.

??I could hardly support the door frame. When the boy stumbled and ran towards me, I subconsciously clenched his arm, and let go in a panic amidst his cries of pain.

?? "Who did it?" I asked, feeling the blood in my throat, and the anger was nothing more than that.

?? Li Chen didn't tell me, he just said to me with red eyes and that voice that is no longer milky but still very sweet: "No one, brother, no one, I knocked accidentally, really. "

?? But how can I believe such a clumsy lie?

??Before going back to school, I investigated the matter calmly, and then arranged one by one to beat up those who bullied my brother.

??When I was young, I was always a little frivolous and impulsive in doing things. Today, I don’t regret my impulsiveness. I only regret that I didn’t do things more cleanly and properly, so that those people found out my flaws.

??I was recorded as a major misdemeanor by the school. If my tutor hadn't pleaded with the school and those pious parents, maybe I would have been expelled from the school.

?? Li Chen came to our school to find me after knowing this. He cried and asked me why I did this.

??I hugged him and didn't say a word. After he had cried enough, I stroked his soft hair and said, "Because my brother said he would protect you for the rest of his life."

?? Li Chen fell asleep in my arms when he was tired from crying, and I carried him back to the dormitory.

??My roommates did not isolate me after knowing what I did. Even the roommate who started a business with me and was implicated in the initial stage of failure did not blame me. He just patted me on the shoulder and cheered me up. .

??I know how much impact this incident has had. Recording a major demerit means that no matter how good my grades are, I will miss out on insurance research, and it will follow me for the rest of my life, looking for a job, getting a job, etc.

?? But I don't care, all I care about is the little rose in my arms.

?? That night Li Chen didn't go back to school. We lay on the small bed in the dormitory, hugging each other and sleeping.

??It seems that back when I first arrived in the orphanage, there were no extra beds, and I was like him, huddled together, sleeping night after night.

??The next day I sent Li Chen back to school. Although I knew it would be better to transfer to another school, but firstly, I had no spare money, and secondly, the dean’s grandfather needed someone to take care of him, so we compromised.

??The reality is like this. It shows its cruel side to you nakedly, and then tells you that you can't do anything if you don't want to compromise.

??The life after the compromise did not get better because of this. Although those wealthy young people can't do anything to us in school, they can still do something in the place where we work.

??I asked Li Chen to concentrate on his studies after I ran into him once. He didn't have to worry about money. My brother can support the family.

?? "Silly Chenchen, wait until you become famous, take the exam well, and then you can make them look good in the future." The boy has grown a lot, but I can still touch his hair easily. explain.

?? Li Chen was silent, then raised his head and looked at me seriously, and said, "Well, I know, I will definitely..."

?? He didn't finish what he said later, and I didn't pursue it. I think our hearts are the same.

??I first encountered gay literature in my junior year. It seems that Tanmei became popular at that time. There are many girls and some boys around me who are reading related novels and animations.

??Almost at the moment when I saw those emotional descriptions, my mind flashed the increasingly delicate and beautiful face of the boy, and his frowns and smiles, which were very vivid.

?? In the past two years, Li Chen has often come to see me at school. My roommates have gotten to know him a lot. One of my roommates who recommended me to watch Tanmei said, "If you and Chen Chen were not brothers, we would all be together. If you think you are treating him as your future daughter-in-law, it will hurt you!"

?? A white light flashed in my mind, and I was speechless.

??Because I found that instead of refuting, what I thought in my heart was: No, we are not blood brothers.

??At the same time, I still have a little mind when the other party calls out the word "Chen Chen", how intimate, I should be the one to call it.

?? This was the first time I realized that something was wrong with me, but I didn't think too much about it. I just thought it was because I read too many novels during that time, and my whole body was affected abnormally. Until... Li Chen stepped into that circle .

??I didn't expect that on the day after the college entrance examination, Li Chen came to tell me that he wanted to enter the entertainment circle.

?? At that time, I just stared into his eyes and asked, "Then don't you care about your college entrance examination results? Don't you want to go to the same university as your brother?"

?? Li Chen smiled shyly and apologetically. He said that he thought the entertainment industry was very interesting. The scout who found him said that he was very talented. It's a pity.

??I don't know what's the pity of this. Isn't it a pity that we couldn't realize the dream we agreed to go to college together when we were young?

?? That was the first time I got angry with Li Chen, really angry, I told him to go home, don't come to see me, and don't talk to me about the idea of ​​entering the entertainment industry.

??The entertainment circle is so dirty, how can there be any glamor on the surface, how can his little rose get in?

??How could his little Rose give up their childhood agreement for this?

??Perhaps the betrayal was too serious, but at that moment I really felt betrayed, as if the years I had gritted my teeth and insisted on had become a joke, and I worked desperately to support his education and support this family...

?? That was the first cold war between us, and it ended with my summer vacation home.

?? Seeing the boy nervously looking at me, wanting to get closer but not daring to get close, I sighed and beckoned him over.

?? "Is that scout reliable?" I asked.

?? A light flashed in Li Chen's eyes. Perhaps he really wanted to enter the entertainment circle. Everyone's dreams and pursuits may be different at each stage. I really shouldn't force him to do so.

?? After all, I can't be cruel to my favorite brother, my little Rose.

??Later, we couldn't wait until the day when the results of the college entrance examination were released, so I personally sent him into the entertainment industry, using the meager contacts I had accumulated from working and starting a business in the past few years.

??But what Little Rose didn’t know was that I went back to that Internet cafe that day, sat in that cubicle, and ate an old popsicle that cost [-] cents a piece. Just like he checked my grades for me back then, I clicked on him transcript.

?? "Brother, you can also go to Z University."

?? I said this lightly, and the old popsicle in my hand turned into water, sticking to my wet hand.

?? No one will finish it with me anymore.

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