Ghosts and gods do not enter the door

Hearing the "beep" sound coming from the phone, Ding Mu suddenly became a little irritable.

First, he didn't know whether Luo Mingye's phone call was another prank. The fourth child had already indicated that it was a prank during the last call; He had appeared in their conversation three times, and he had never heard of it before entering the mountain. How did Luo Mingye know about this place?This kind of uncertainty made him dare not act; third, he couldn't see the other person's face, so he couldn't tell whether the fourth child was lying, but just listening to that voice, the despair that almost jumped out through the phone screen, was not enough. Like fake.

It's been too long since they've seen each other.

Those companions who have been in the university for a long time, all turned into a blurred light and shadow imprinted on his heart.

Time is a filter, allowing him to remember others' kindness to him even after so long.

"What's the matter?" Guan Yi saw that he was restless after finishing the phone call, so he came over and asked him.

"It's my roommate." Ding Mu thought for a while, and decided to tell Guan Yi the matter, including the cause and effect, because Guan Yi is not an outsider.

"Hiss..." Guan Yi frowned.

He doesn't have that kind of filter, so he can look at these things more rationally from the perspective of a bystander, and because of his special relationship with Ding Mu, he loves Ding Mu very much.

He lost his close relatives one after another, and the last relative didn't stay with him for too long. At such a time, it's normal for him to pin his feelings on others.

"So this person used you from college to now?" Compared to this, he actually wanted to ask Ding Mu if he liked this person surnamed Luo, but Ding Mu didn't seem to understand his feelings at that time. I don't want to be the one who wakes up my boyfriend - besides, that's all in the past, isn't it?

He owns Ding Mu's present and future, so there is really no need to haggle over with someone who stays in the past.

"Probably not." Ding Mu shook his head. In fact, he gradually realized that the fourth child might just use him, use him to run errands, and take advantage of his goodness, but the company in those dark days made him instinctively stop thinking about these things. , "Fourth...Luo Mingye is actually not a bad-hearted kid, but sometimes he likes to play tricks."

At that time, he was too young, and it was easy for him to get depressed after being hit. At this time, suddenly a beautiful and lovable younger brother who went through a similar experience came to drag him out of the darkness and occupied his life. This kind of behavior even It was unintentional, and it was enough to make him grateful.

Therefore, he can ignore the innocuous tricks that Luo Mingye played on him.

"Have you ever thought that when you subconsciously treated him well, you were actually compensating yourself?" Guan Yi thought for a while, trying to enlighten him. "Besides, you are too afraid that no one will be with you, so you try your best to tolerate it, so that as long as you don't tear your face apart, you will still be friends."

Ding Mu was withdrawn since he was a child and had no friends to accompany him, so when he saw a younger brother who was similar to him, he would subconsciously treat him as himself and treat him well, as if to some extent he made up for his helpless and weak brother of myself.

It's just that he doesn't know how valuable this friendship is in the eyes of the other party, but judging from Ding Mu's narration, this young man surnamed Luo seems to be loosing Ding Mu, because as long as Ding Mu He will always be with him alone, and he will never leave him, and he will always be good to him alone.

This kind of "friendship" may be worthless in the eyes of the other party.

Ding Mu hadn't thought about these things, so when he heard Guan Yi's analysis, he was still a little stunned. He looked up into Guan Yi's eyes, which were all blank.

Guan Yi felt panicked when he saw it, and walked over to hug him tightly.

"Because no one was so kind to you before, and no one was with you, so once someone expresses the behavior of wanting to be friends with you, you will cherish this hard-won friendship too much, and his Life experience is very similar to yours, so you will sometimes treat him as you when you were a child, and you are making up for yourself." Guan Yi put his arms around the young man, and gently kissed him on the top of his head, "You now, Putting those feelings aside and looking again, he is actually not that good, sometimes, you also know that he is using your feelings, right?"

When Ding Mu was hugged by him, he gained a great sense of security physically and mentally, and it was easier to open his heart. He thought slowly, recalled slowly, carefully considered his words, and said: "I don't know, I was too young at the time. ,I……"

He stroked Guan Yi's thin waist, and suddenly he was taken aback. He remembered that he had felt this way about the embrace of the fourth child.

But that feeling was regarded as friendship by him at the time.

Now that he has a gay man and knows what liking is, he seems to understand the feelings that haunted him back then.

Got it, let it go.

Maybe it's because he already has a lover, maybe it's because he no longer has that feeling for Luo Mingye, maybe it's because too much time has passed, he is no longer confused by the feelings at that time, maybe it's because he now has much more than it was then.

He observed himself at that time with the mentality of a bystander, and he understood, but he no longer indulged.

He was a little ashamed, took a breath, and felt that "eating from the bowl and looking at the pot" was really immoral, as if he knew what the dream he had in the morning meant—wasn't it exactly the same as him now? !

Ding Mu put his arms around Guan Yi's waist, closed his eyes, and said frankly: "Now that I think about it, I seemed to like him a little at the time...but I don't anymore! I like you alone now! I love him now! It's the feelings of ordinary classmates!"

After confessing, he immediately confessed and tried his best to express his attitude to the organization in order to get a lighter punishment.

Guan Yi: "..."