Ghosts and gods do not enter the door

Ding Mu regained his composure, and found that his left foot had just stepped on the second floor, and there was only half a step left to fully stand on the second floor.

Guan Yi in front seemed to have not noticed anything.

Those things are just hallucinations, it's quite long to say, but in fact it's only a second or two, so short that almost no one notices anything wrong.

Even Ding Mu himself felt like a dream, as if it was just a hallucination, and the familiar palpitations reminded him that everything can be traced.

"Brother," Ding Mu stepped onto the second floor, stood in the same row as the man, and pulled the man's sleeve at the same time, "I seem to have seen something just now."

"What?" Guan Yi turned to look at him with some doubts in his eyes.

"I seem to have seen that a child and Xiaobo burned this place down together." Ding Mu recalled.

But what happened a few seconds ago, when he thought about it now, it seemed like a day and a night later, something flashed and disappeared, and he couldn't catch it no matter what.

"Then he pushed Xiao Bo downstairs with a cold face," Ding Mu pointed to his feet, "It's here."

"Apart from this, is there anything else?" Guan Yi seemed to sense something was wrong, and asked subconsciously.

"I still..." Ding Mu hesitated, he still had some doubts about the memory just now, and even doubted his own existence, "I still remember, I seem to have killed him."

There was a bit of panic in his eyes, and he still couldn't accept this matter. He didn't know how he would deal with that person after he appeared, but the feeling of the sharp object scraping his flesh still followed him like a shadow, which made him wonder whether he Really kill someone.

He wasn't afraid of it, it was just... the feeling just now was as if he had cut his own flesh with the Crescent Chopper, tore the texture, and scraped the blood vessels.

As if he killed himself.

"What's wrong?" Guan Yi raised his hand and pulled the young man into his arms, comforting him: "It's okay, don't be afraid, brother is here, brother is here."

Caught off guard by this person's arms, he flung his head into the other's arms, and the smell of the other person lingered on the tip of his nose, which was quite a joyful feeling.

"I'm not afraid, I just have a strange feeling." Ding Mu explained.

"How does it feel?" Guan Yi lowered his head and kissed the top of the young man's head, watching with satisfaction that his soft lips made the young man tremble all over.

"I just felt like I killed myself." Ding Mu raised his hand and looked at it, always feeling blood stains on his hand, "My eyes hurt a little."

"Eyes hurt? Did you open your eyes again?" Guan Yi patted the person, let go and looked down, trying to see if there was any problem, "Don't rub, the more you rub, the more it hurts, let me see... it's a little red."

Ding Mu's eyes were a little red, like a student after playing games frantically all night, his eyes were red, he looked listless and pitiful.

"No." He shook his head in denial, "It's just a little pain around the eyes."

This kind of needle-like pain is not unbearable, but this feeling combined with the remaining cutting sensation in his hand, it's like... gouging out his eyes with a knife.

It's so real that it makes people feel chilled.

Why is it a little familiar?

Seeing Guan Yi's nervous attitude, Ding Mu joked, "Maybe someday I'll goug out my eyes and use them as medicine for you."

"Nonsense, it's not the feudal era, why do you still engage in persecution?" Guan Yi raised his hand and patted the child's head, but he didn't see anything wrong, so he had to give up, "I didn't see it, or we should go back together Looking for someone to take a look at?"

"Okay, let's get down to business first." Ding Mu nodded, pulling on this man's clothes, very considerate.

The two of them walked around upstairs and felt that it was no different from downstairs. If there was any difference, the children living on the second floor should be younger, at least younger than the children on the first floor. Segment consistency is highly abnormal in an orphanage.

Orphanages generally take in children of all ages, and they will not leave the orphanage until they are adults and have the ability to survive.But the children here, from the decoration and the remaining paper in the room, can be inferred that the first floor is basically eight or nine years old, and the second floor is basically three or four years old, with obvious faults.

Moreover, each house is not fully occupied, and the space utilization rate is extremely low.

Looking at the room in front of him, Ding Mu suddenly thought of Xiao Bo, and couldn't help but wonder where a child like Xiao Bo would live, and who did Xiao Bo live with when he was not adopted?where do you live?How old is it?

Judging from Xiaobo's figure, this child should be younger than Kong Jiashu, and he doesn't know exactly how much younger, but her age range should be eight to ten years old.

The materials they stole were incomplete, they didn't have all the children's files, but they could only see the date of adoption, and other things should have been hidden by Li Baoen, so even if they moved almost all the things in the cabinet, they still couldn't find anything more. important information.

Also, whoever puts important information under the eyes of others, the three-ring lock may not be omnipotent.

If Xiaobo was eight or nine years old when she was adopted, she might live on the first floor, but her mental age is obviously very young, and she seems to have stopped at that age forever.

Could it be that she was adopted when she was very young, and then she came back after something happened, and then burned this place with someone.

Wait, Ding Mu suddenly remembered something. In Kong Jiashu's diary, it was written that the child met Xiaobo once...how did you write that paragraph?

He met Xiaobo in a pink dress, with a high-pitched voice and scars on half of his face. Xiaobo asked him, "Why did you push me down?"

If everything is as described in the diary, then Xiaobo was pushed down by Kong Jiashu.

She burned here with Kong Jiashu.

Then Kong Jiashu pushed her down.

There are no permanent allies, only permanent interests?

This kind of relationship made Ding Mu feel incredible.

What is their reason for burning down the orphanage together?And why did they turn against each other?

The ideals of the two are different?

Ding Mu felt that such speculation was ridiculous.

Kong Jiashu's state in the diary made Ding Mu feel that the child really hated his own existence, but he couldn't end his own life.

He can't die.

Living is sometimes a kind of pain, and death is over, but there are many things that need to be faced in life.

The feeling of wanting to die but not being able to, may be more painful than the torture received while alive.

So, can it be speculated that Kong Jiashu transferred his feelings for him to Xiaobo, and he thought she wanted to die, so he thought he was helping her?

But the emotion conveyed in those eyes was wrong.

Ding Mu remembered the pair of eyes he saw.

Indifference, determination, resentment, madness, pain, sadness.

There is something familiar.

What exactly has this child been through?

How could there be such a look in his eyes?