Aizen Soyousuke still remembers the first day he knew the name Asahina Hana, that was the first day he learned that he could enter Mao to study, the weather was good, he walked out of Mao with a faint smile, the sun looked It's no different from the previous few weeks.

He has always felt that he is a very lucky person. In the second month after he came to the soul world, he caught up with Mao's annual recruiting, and got a super high evaluation in the spiritual power test, skipping the written test. He directly entered Class One as a special recruit.

Being called a genius by the people around him either sincerely or mockingly, Aizen Soyousuke didn't really feel anything, and he didn't know what expression to make other than a smile.

To be honest, two short months was not enough for him to adjust to life here and accept that he was dead.

Although Asahina's appearance was abrupt, he picked the right timing. At that time, he was still trying to understand the world, so his ability to accept it was naturally strong.

And it had been a long, long time before he knew that this was not normal.

Aizen Soyousuke has the habit of keeping a diary, which many people can't understand, including his classmates who have been roommates with Aizen for three years.

He was almost exhausted after a day of free lessons. When he returned to the dormitory, he didn't even want to take a shower. He just wanted to go to bed and have a good sleep. However, Aizen Soyousuke was still in the mood to go to the desk to write something thing.

At first, the roommate still held the idea of ​​seeing no evil, and didn't have much energy to meddle in other people's affairs. He pretended not to see Aizen Soyousuke's behavior, turned over and fell into a deep sleep.

——Class one is a top class, even the curriculum is more compact than other classes.

Later, when I was free, my roommate became very curious about what Aizen was writing.

At first, the roommate thought that he would have to spend a long time, or use the method of peeking to find out what was written in it, but he didn't expect that he would just ask him casually, and the other party would show him openly.

"What are you writing every day? Don't be a special training plan for geniuses." The roommate joked.

"You'll know if you see it yourself? But don't hold out too much hope, it's nothing special." These are the original words of Aizen Soyousuke.

After the contents of the book appeared in front of him, he glanced roughly, and the roommate lost the desire to read on.

Every line he read would remind him of how painful it was to pass through today, and he finally got through it, and he didn't want to look back at it at all.

"What are you writing?" the roommate asked curiously.

Aizen Soyousuke didn't think too much, and replied directly: "Diary."

This is a new vocabulary he learned while chatting with [Asahina Hana], and he records what happened in the day with pen and ink every day, which is a diary.

[Wouldn't it be hard if someone knew you were lying? ]

[Just be careful not to let others know that you are not. ]

[You can't be sure that there will be no mistakes, can you?I still feel bad about it. ]

[Brother Guang also said before that he would not peek at my diary, but he still read it and was caught by me, angry! ]

Even the examples I found were so childish.

Recalling what happened before, Aizen Soyousuke couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth.

How did he come back then?

Oh, right.

[What is a diary? ]

"A diary... what is it?"

He thought that the clear explanation did not solve the roommate's doubts, but instead made more questions.

Aizen Soyousuke didn't expect him to ask such a question, and the two just looked at each other in such a daze.

The roommate asked again what the diary was, and he realized that he wanted to explain.

By accident, class one a year started a trend of writing diaries. Later, because the teacher discovered their little "hobby" after class, and thought this habit was good, it expanded to the whole school. Aizen The name Soyousuke is also hated by many people.

They are obviously exhausted, but they still have to force themselves to write some damn diary. What's even more frightening is that the class teacher will randomly check to see if they have written it seriously.

After experiencing a lot of inner struggles, the roommate still joined the team of 'Kill Aizen Soyousuke'.

After a certain "assassination" operation failed, the roommate cried and hugged Aizen Soyousuke's thigh.

"Why on earth did you come up with such a terrible thing!"

As the tail end of a class of cranes, he tried his best not to be sent to other classes. The appearance of the diary is no different from making his situation worse. If you want to write according to his daily life, it will be countless failures .

How could this kind of thing be seen by the class teacher!

Aizen Soyousuke couldn't save his thigh from between his arms. Even because he was almost escaped, his roommate moved up a little bit, and he didn't realize how embarrassing his position was. Seeing Aizen Soyousuke's face that couldn't be darker.

"This day is really unbearable!"

"...Let go of me first, and talk if you have something to say."

This is of course impossible to say.

Aizen Soyousuke can't delete other people's memories, and can't make the class teacher give up the current idea. The only thing they can do is passively accept it.

"I don't care! You must help me!" The roommate made a gesture to hug his leg again, but Aizen Soyousuke, who was already on guard, dodged him.

This is where the dormmates feel broken again. Their force values ​​are not at the same level at all, as if no matter how hard he tries, he can't compare to the genius Aizen Sosuke.

It was also because he made things difficult for himself. As a special technical recruit, he was admitted to the first class only by relying on his own brain and talent in scientific research. The team made a reservation in advance. If it weren't for the ability to protect himself in case of unexpected situations, he might have been sent directly to the laboratory.

The twelfth squad, which is in urgent need of newcomers to do odd jobs, made a voice of desire.

Aizen Soyousuke couldn't stand being entangled anymore, he thought for a while and came up with a more reliable proposal.

"You don't have to write down what happened every day. You can write down your inspirations and take them out later when you have the conditions to practice them."

"Yes!"

The roommate showed a suddenly realized expression, and then Aizen Soyousuke was hugged on the thigh again.

"Thank you, big brother, for saving my life! I will never forget it!"

"...You should let me go first."

[I can't go on anymore, I should go to bed. ]

Aizen Soyousuke looked out of the window subconsciously. He didn't know when it was completely dark, and only the candles in the room were still shining on the light around him. He didn't realize that it had been so long reason.

[I had a great chat with you today, can we meet again? ]

[Will do. ]

Then he waited for almost a year.

The feeling of waiting is not as uncomfortable as he imagined, maybe there is no time to make him feel sad, even in the lower grades, the daily classes are full, and the free time is also used for practice , but it greatly reduced the number of times he thought of that girl, maybe killing two birds with one stone.

Later, when thinking of that agreement, Aizen Soyousuke only thought it was the other party and had already forgotten herself. After all, her words had traces of being loved by her family, and she would forget the verbal relationship with a stranger. It's not surprising.

Aizen Soyousuke also thought about throwing away the pamphlet he used to communicate with Asahina Hana - he picked it up in the woods, maybe someone dropped it accidentally.

Once it was taken to the debris pile, he just couldn't let go of his fingers, and in the end he took the booklet back no matter how he brought it.

Let it go, maybe it will be remembered sometime.

he said to himself.

Anyway, it doesn't take up much space, so just leave it.

Although he stayed in the end, Aizen Soyousuke knew that most of what he expected would not come true.

The first person I could talk to just ran away, thinking about it, I still feel a little bit unwilling.

Forget it, he didn't think about these things anyway.

Aizen Soyousuke returned his attention to the book.

Just when he thought this booklet would be a decoration on his desk for a lifetime, what happened a year ago suddenly happened again.

Aizen Soyousuke subconsciously stood in front of the table, completely covering the brochures that were flashing light green fluorescent light. Fortunately, his roommate was concentrating on handling his little treasures and didn't notice his situation at all. .

When he was about to leave the house, Aizen Sousuke sandwiched the booklet among other books, and for the first time took a break in class.

The Xueba personality set up from the beginning of school played a role, and no one found out that he didn't pay attention to the class until after school.

But this is also related to time. No one thought that Aizen Soyousuke would give up being a good student when the exam was about to take place. You must know that if the results of the final exam were not satisfactory, they would leave class one in the second grade. They are assigned to other classes. On the contrary, if the students in other classes perform well, they also have the opportunity to enter the first class.

Because of this rule, Aizen Soyousuke saw how many hairs were pulled out by roommates on the dormitory floor.

Maybe his first invention before graduation will be hair restorer.

Aizen Soyousuke couldn't help but think this way.

[Good morning Aizen-kun! ]

[Good morning, Asahi Nasan, long time no see. ]

[Eh?A week is not too long, is it? ]

a week.

Aizen Soyousuke unconsciously rubbed the smooth barrel of the pen.

[I feel like a year has passed. ]

[Suddenly flattered! ]

He still didn't tell the truth in the end, a week or a year, does it make a difference?He just needs someone who can listen to his heart before he collapses.

Weird.

The third conversation was a year later, and this time the wait was much harder than the last one.

At that time, he didn't know when the next time would be, but this time there was an approximate date, which made him scratch his heart, thinking that that day would come soon.

This is not right.

Aizen Soyousuke didn't like the feeling of not being able to be mastered by him at all, but he couldn't stop himself from thinking about it, and every time he thought about it, this feeling would appear.

Later, when he learned to paralyze himself with study and work, this feeling was only suppressed and did not completely disappear.

In the third and fourth years, they kept communicating through that strange booklet once a year, and all the handwriting would disappear at the end of the day, and it would be completely impossible for him to write anything on it, even if he If you pour the ink directly on it, the white paper will absorb the ink completely, and what you will see in the end is only a piece of blank paper with black stains spilled on the outside.

Finally one day, he belatedly became curious about this booklet, but the research process was not smooth, because he was reluctant to tear it up.

It is very possible that you can get the answer by directly asking yourself, but Aizen Soyousuke couldn’t open the mouth. Obviously, he had imagined countless times what to say before asking the question, and how to change the subject after asking. It seemed foolproof plans, but never had a chance to be realized.

Why?Aizen Soyousuke asked himself this countless times, why didn't he dare to ask?

What are you afraid of?

No one could give him an answer.

In No.15, Aizen Soyousuke, who was only an ordinary member of the fifth team, finally decided to give up.

Because he suddenly remembered one thing, a decision he made when he just found his Zanpakuto and learned about Kyoka Suigetsu's ability.

——Keeping such a person who knows his true nature is a hidden danger after all, he should find that person.

After finding it?At that time, Aizen Soyousuke didn't think about it carefully, but felt that he was very excited after thinking of this idea.

Go find it then, he told himself.

Of course, the final result was a failure. No matter how much he tried, the other party refused to give him any more information about himself. He could only piece together the appearance of this person from bits and pieces.

What made him feel strange was that even though he hadn't met [Asahi Naka] yet, he was already full of affection for her, as if this person had a special magical power that made it impossible for anyone who had spoken to her to appreciate her. feeling disgusted.

It's so perfect, it's as perfect as a fake.

Aizen Soyousuke didn't believe that such a person really existed. The only explanation was that she was pretending, and everything she said was not true.

That being the case, if he asks, he will definitely not get a real answer.

Aizen Soyousuke didn't know why, when he came to this conclusion, his heart felt a throbbing pain, and his body resisted instinctively, wanting to tell his brain that this was not true.

It's really scary to have this kind of demagoguery ability.

Asahina Hana will never know why the 'innocent' boy who chatted with her for the first time became so sophisticated the second time.

She also doesn't know that Aizen Soyousuke learned many ways of dealing with people from her.

It was really too long, so long that he almost wiped out all the desire/desire to find out, until one day, he was found by a girl in confusion.

She said that she was flustered, and she was still very close to people. The self-blame after lying made her feel very uncomfortable, and she had no sense of satisfaction after success at all.

[You lie every day, don't you feel sorry? ]

Aizen Soyousuke only thought it was funny when he saw this line of writing.

[Why are you suffering?I didn't do anything bad. ]

[But lying is wrong. ]

[If a white lie can make the other person happy, but the truth can make the person angry and sad, would you choose to tell the lie or tell the truth? ]

Asahina was silent.

Aizen Soyousuke was not in a hurry, he put the booklet on his right hand and continued with the work at hand.

About ten minutes later, when he was about to send out the sorted documents, the girl finally finished tangling.

[You're right, but I still don't like lying. ]

Empathize.

I don't like lying, I don't like liars, I don't like you.

Aizen Soyousuke didn't know what you were doing, and by the time you realized it, you had already finished writing a sentence.

[Then don't you like me too? ]

"It's crazy."

Aizen Soyousuke said to himself.

What's even more frightening is that he was so crazy that he wanted to.

Since it's Asahina Hana, it doesn't matter.

"You made me like this, you are responsible."

Looking at the women's pajamas in his hand, Aizen Soyousuke suddenly smiled.

"You won't leave me, will you? Flower sauce."

After all you said it.

[Like it! ]

[As long as you don't lie to do bad things, I like you! ]

"I fulfilled my promise, and you have to keep your own."

So, in order to get Hua Jiang's love, he will always be a good man. Even if his heart is full of rebellious thoughts, he will hide them in the deepest part of his heart and not let anyone find out.

In order to make you like me, I will live as you expect.

relatively.

Only if you like me, will I suppress the beast in my heart.

So, for the safety of this world, continue to like me.

Never fall in love with someone else.

Also don't leave me.

Otherwise, I really don't know what to do.

You wouldn't like that kind of thing to happen, would you, flower sauce?

The author has something to say: I have a stream of consciousness [strike out]

The last few paragraphs are so embarrassing to write, but I also feel so happy, I found my old middle school self _(:з」∠)_

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