Growth pain

When Lu Shining was in college, Yuan Sen would come back to live for a few days every New Year's Eve, but it was never New Year's Eve.

After Yuan Sen's parents divorced, Yuan Sen had not returned to his hometown for a long time.Yang Qiongfang didn't return either.When she married Yuan Zhen, she obtained the certificate behind her parents' backs. Their family never lacked children, but what they lacked was the money to build houses for their sons.Yang Qiongfang's parents originally wanted her to marry another widower introduced by the matchmaker, but Yang Qiongfang was unwilling because that family gave more gifts.

But looking at it now, it was just jumping from one fire pit to another.

Later, Yang Qiongfang took the initiative to take Yuan Sen to see Yuan Zhen, which undoubtedly pushed her son back to the man's house.Yuan Zhen called Yang Qiongfang a large amount of child support every month, went through the formalities of going abroad, and took care of school affairs, and finally made a request.

This request was made with Yuan Sen, and he hoped that he could go back to the village to see the old man when he was free.

During the conversation, he didn't mention to Yuan Sen that he liked a man but married Yang Qiongfang.

The father and son each occupied one side, and Yuan Sen nodded in agreement after a long time.

Yuan Sen didn't spend New Year's Eve in the county, so he naturally wanted to go back to the village.He was brought up by his grandparents, and he didn't leave the village until he was six years old. It made no sense not to visit the elderly when he grew up.

Yang Qiongfang always liked to inquire about the news of Yuan's family during the few days when he came back, and she had to intervene in every detail.At first, Yuan Sen could bear it, and kept quiet when he was annoyed by the questions.

But Yang Qiongfang couldn't bear him, and would always ask: "Did you forget what your dad did before? Are you turning to him now?"

"I haven't forgotten." It was still during the Chinese New Year, Yuan Sen put his chopsticks on the vinegar dish, "Grandma is sick now, she is lying in bed and can't get up."

Yang Qiongfang frowned and snorted, "That's the retribution of their old family."

Yuan Sen said: "My surname is Yuan too, so I also have retribution?"

"What's your name?" Yang Qiongfang was unhappy, "I gave birth to you."

Yuan Sen couldn't read his mother.

I thought I understood it before, but now I don’t understand it even more.

Yang Qiongfang didn't object to him getting in touch with Yuan Zhen, and it seemed that she really wanted to get some news about Yuan Zhen's misfortune through him.

But he and Yuan Zhen rarely talked. No matter how you look at it, Yuan Zhen is doing better than Yang Qiongfang. Compared with the situation of his parents, Yuan Sen feels even more out of breath.If Yang Qiongfang could live better, he would not feel pity, nor would he say nothing.

But Yang Qiongfang was not reconciled, and Yuan Sen's temper also followed her, and at the end of that year, he finally couldn't help but explode.

"Why do you always care about what he is doing now? He has a house, a car, and a man, and he doesn't even go back to his hometown to take a look on New Year's Eve. My grandfather waits for him until midnight, and the next day he has a quick meal and then he's gone!"

After Yuan Sen finished speaking, he looked at his mother in a daze, "That's it, he's doing well, are you satisfied?"

When he went out, he was still thinking about whether Yang Qiongfang had said anything else about him since he came back after saying "You're back", and the door of the next room opened.

Lu Shining had just finished his freshman year and was still on winter vacation, having reunion dinner with his parents.

The two looked at each other, and Lu Shining said, "Happy New Year."

Yuan Sen had a cold face, but his anger was not directed at him, and he knew how to tell cold jokes, "Do you think I am happy?"

"My family made dumplings, do you want to come and eat?" Lu Shining's eyes were dark and bright, and he just looked up at him.

Yuan Sen's face became much calmer, "Don't eat."

"Shrimp wrapped." Lu Shining said.

"You packed it?"

Lu Shining stretched out his hands and made a "two", "I wrapped two, but they leaked when cooking."

Yuan Sen buried half of his face in his collar and grinned, but looked at him, "Little Lu, why are you so stupid?"

Lu Shining asked again: "Do you want to eat?"

"Is it cooked enough? What if I run out of food?"

"No, mom specially cooked a lot." Lu Shining said, opening the door to welcome Yuan Sen.

He heard the voice and deliberately came out to open the door.

Yuan Sen naturally knew.

From childhood to adulthood, Lu Shining has always cared about and responded to his every expectation.

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Lu Shining received a warm greeting from his roommate after get off work, asking him when he would return to the dormitory.

He was walking on the way to the subway station, holding his mobile phone and answering: "It's coming soon, do you want me to bring something?"

"No." The roommate, who is 1.8 meters tall, said on the phone, "I'm going out to sing karaoke with my friends later, I may not come back to sleep tonight, anyway, remember to come back."

Lu Shining's eyes lit up when he heard this, which meant that he could sleep relatively peacefully tonight.

"Okay!" The voice jumped up unexpectedly.

Unfortunately, on the way back, Chen Shuangyi called.

"Shi Ning, are you free tonight?"

After returning from his hometown, Lu Shining has been busy with work, and after Chen Shuangyi reminded him, he remembered the agreement between the two of them.

"Just got off work, nothing happened."

"Would you like to come out and have dinner together?"

Lu Shining looked at the crowd waiting to go home outside the car window, and his profile was reflected in the glass window.

"Okay, what time will we meet?"

When Lu Shining returned to the dormitory, he found that the door was unlocked. He guessed that his roommate hadn't gone out yet. He opened the door but saw no one in the lower berth. He walked two steps forward. Without the barrier of the wall, he saw the person sitting in front of the table when his eyes widened. people.

Yuan Sen put one hand on the table, stretched his long legs forward, swayed one foot lightly, and looked up at him when he heard a voice, "Little Deer."

Lu Shining did not expect the two to meet in this way.In the dark basement, there is still a damp and musty smell in the air.

Yuan Sen seemed to be in good condition, and he knew how to greet him with a smile.

"There's no heating here, how do you live in winter?"

Lu Shining pursed his lips, "Why are you here?"

"I didn't answer the phone, my WeChat was blocked, and I ran so far without saying a word." Yuan Sen finally stood up and walked towards Lu Shining step by step. There was a smile on his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Lu Shining, why are you talking?" dare?"

"Why don't I dare?" Lu Shining subconsciously replied, his arm was held down by the man.

Yuan Sen tried his best, this time he stopped smiling completely, his eyelashes drooped slightly to cast a shadow.

Lu Shining said: "You deleted WeChat yourself, why do you have to rely on me?"

Yuan Sen raised his eyelids, his eyes were frozen, "Don't talk now, don't make me angry."

Lu Shining was not afraid at all, "Then let go."

"Xiao Lu, how did you do it?" Yuan Sen asked a little seriously, "I get angry when you speak."

Lu Shining was inexplicable, "How do I know..."

"Why did you run away this time? What did I do to make you go so far?" Yuan Sen refused to let go. He is taller than Lu Shining and shoulders wider. He looks like a big cat with his head lowered and asking questions stubbornly. animal.

Isn't it a dog?

Lu Shining lost his mind for a moment, but a dog would not show such a dangerous look, and would not want to eat a person.

"Is it because Su Yunle troubled you?" Yuan Sen didn't give him a chance to breathe, "I didn't know she would go to you, if she knew she would definitely not let you go."

"She was just chatting with me normally, it has nothing to do with her." Lu Shining replied, "And I wanted to go."

"What's that for?"

Lu Shining suddenly remembered that the day he decided to leave, Yuan Sen was lying on the ground looking at a puppy under the car.

So he raised his head and said, "Because dogs are not allowed in the apartment, I have no way to pick them up and raise them."

Yuan Sen was silent for a while, then said sullenly, "Xiao Lu, are you scolding me?"

Lu Shining continued: "Because I couldn't raise her, I moved out."

"What a bad excuse, just because of a dog?" Yuan Sen's tone became agitated, but he still grabbed Lu Shining, as if he could hold him like this for a lifetime.

"Well, I lied to you." Lu Shining said, "It's just an excuse, the real reason is that I don't want to meet you, it's troublesome, boring and a waste of time..."

The rest of the words were covered by Yuan Sen's hands, unable to speak out.

I'm a badass.Lu Shining raised his eyes to see Yuan Sen's expression, and read it again in his heart.

He and Yuan Sen shared a secret.

Once missed and regained the opportunity, let Yuan Sen tell him without reservation, then he will keep it a secret.

So you can't say you like it, and you can't say you love it.

Now he's back on his word.

What 16-year-old Dong said doesn't count.

--"I will love you."

But love should also have a time limit, and it must stop when there is no end in sight.

Lu Shining was almost unable to breathe with Yuan Sen covering his mouth and nose, but it seemed that Yuan Sen was the one who needed oxygen more.

His hands were trembling, and he couldn't control the strength at all.

Perhaps, as Yang Qiongfang said, there really is retribution.

He worked hard to find someone for a month, and now that he found someone, he thought he could get back together, but in the end he had to listen to his harsh words, saying that he didn't expect the two of them to get along.

This time Lu Shining did not soften his heart.

He left the dog behind.

Dirty puppies have no home to return to.

The author has something to say: starting from next week, I will be on five days off and two days off.Closed on Monday and Wednesday, updated on [-].Tomorrow, Monday will be off for a day, and the day after tomorrow will be updated.Thanks again for the comment starfish and appreciation!We finally met, congratulations?