Growth pain

The curtains in Lu Shining's room are light brown, the same color as the curtains in the room in his hometown, which he specially chose.

On the day of renting a house and buying furniture, Shao Qing happened to be in this city, so he went with him and cut down a lot of prices with just one mouth.

Shao Qing asked him: "Don't you think blue looks better?"

Lu Shining replied, "But the curtains in my bedroom are brown."

Shao Qing couldn't understand what he was thinking, "It's brown all over the house, why not change the color?"

"Maybe it looks more used to it."

He uses "maybe" to give himself room, but the actual reason is that he is too nostalgic.

The color of the curtains should always be this color after a long time. If you like someone for so many years, you should always like them.

Now he and Yuan Sen are lying on the same bed, and they can't guess each other's mind.

Lu Shining waited for Yuan Sen to speak, but Yuan Sen remained silent.

If Yuan Sen didn't say anything, he would definitely not be able to sleep well tonight. Lu Shining was about to ask, but Yuan Sen opened his mouth.

"When you first left the country, you still took the initiative to call me and send me a message to say a few words, but then you didn't say a word."

The result was to file a complaint, and put myself in a lower position to accuse Fa Xiao of being ruthless.

Lu Shining said: "A few times I called you, either no one answered or your friend answered."

Yuan Sen was stunned, apparently forgot and asked back: "Friend? Who?"

Lu Shining didn't go on, it's been too long, there's no need to talk about it.

He just said: "I think you are busy and don't want to disturb you. You will call me when you are free."

Yuan Sen turned over and pillowed his arm, Lu Shining knew that he was looking at him but didn't look back.

Lu Shining said: "I answer every call you make."

He also holds grudges, and he also broods over a small matter. If Yuan Senfei wants to settle the score with him, he will settle it with him.

"Then it's my fault." Yuan Sen admitted his mistake frankly, but Lu Shining still turned his head to look at him.

It doesn't matter, there will be no blushing, no shyness and bewilderment when looking at each other.They are all too familiar with each other, what Lu Shining can't control is only the remaining feelings in his heart, he can control his expression, and he can look at Yuan Sen in an open and honest manner.

Yuan Sen said: "But if I don't come back, are you planning to never take the initiative to contact me again?"

Lu Shining said, "Yes."

In fact, you shouldn't tell the truth and hurt your feelings for nothing.But there was a voice in his heart telling him that it was necessary to say it, and it could hurt himself as well as the other party.

If Yuan Sen doesn't come back, there will be no more communication between them, and the past ten years will not be counted. The happiness and sadness will be thrown away, the memories will fade, and the love for Yuan Sen will also fade.

He will feel much better, instead of being tangled and at a loss like he is now.He was entangled with Yuan Sen and didn't know, and he was so at a loss that he didn't dare to respond, which was regarded as indifference.

Yuan Sen's expression darkened, "You have three seconds to change your mouth."

Lu Shining helped Yuan Sen count: "One."

Yuan Sen said unhappily, "Don't be mad at me."

Lu Shining's eyes were too sincere, Yuan Sen could tell at a glance that he was not lying, and he was even more upset in his heart.

It's not that he hasn't met new people in these years abroad, but no one knows everything about him like Lu Shining, the good, the bad, the rotten, the moldy... Lu Shining has seen the most stupid and worst him that no one else has ever seen. , no one can compare to this alone.

"Little deer." Yuan Sen suddenly moved forward, the distance between the two of them almost became zero, the heat of his breath sprayed on each other's face, Lu Shining wanted to back away, but Yuan Sen grabbed his arm, "I admit my mistake, let's get along well not good?"

Lu Shining pursed his lower lip, "But you didn't do anything wrong."

Yuan Sen is the most innocent person.

Being liked by his own little girl, being angered and shunned, how could there be such a miserable person in the world.

Lu Shining couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

"It doesn't matter, if I admit my mistake, we'll make up. The previous things will be written off, and we will deal with what we will do in the future." Yuan Sen played tricks, and stubbornly grabbed Lu Shining's wrist.

Lu Shining raised his eyes, "How do you want me to answer you?"

"You said 'yes'."

"Well."

Yuan Sen said, "Don't be perfunctory."

Lu Shining said: "There is no perfunctory."

He answered seriously.

Because Yuan Sen showed weakness to him, he softened his heart. Yuan Sen did nothing wrong, he just wanted to return to his brother who was as sensible and considerate as before.

Lu Shining thought, but he was at fault.

The fault is that I like straight men. It would be great if I could find another person to like. Hihara Mori is handsome and Hihara Mori will take care of a man who Hihara Mori can cook.

But so far have not found.

It could be that he hasn't tried hard enough.

He will try.

Yuan Sen said, "Then follow me to my new home tomorrow night."

Lu Shining: "Let's go on the weekend, I can sacrifice my sleep time to find you."

Yuan Sen looked at him seriously, "Okay, you said it yourself."

"Yeah." Lu Shining said, "Then you make lunch."

"I haven't cooked for a long time, what do you want to eat, I will practice later."

"fish."

Yuan Sen's cold face that had been maintained for a long time finally turned into a smile, and he looked a little silly, "Sweet and sour?"

"Anything is fine." Lu Shining shrank back under the quilt, Yuan Sen's smile was too dazzling, he touched his heart, um, it was still beating normally.

He will try his best to treat Yuan Sen as a close friend, Fa Xiao and elder brother.

Not a boyfriend.

Before going to bed, Lu Shining was still thinking in a daze that he would work hard.

##

Nothing happened this night.

Of course nothing will happen.

The next day Lu Shining woke up and looked at the time on his phone, and calmly asked Yuan Sen who had already bought breakfast, "Why didn't you wake me up?"

Yuan Sen was slightly stunned, and said innocently: "I saw that you were fast asleep, so I didn't have the heart to call you..."

Lu Shining: "Then you also pressed my alarm by the way?"

Yuan Sen seemed to be in a very good mood, and replied with a smile: "Ah yes."

"So my perfect attendance award is gone, and I'm late for work..." Lu Shining glanced at the phone again, "One hour and three minutes."

Yuan Sen realized that Lu Shining's mood was wrong, and obediently admitted his mistake: "I'm sorry."

"If an apology is useful," Lu Shining said with a straight face, "If I say sorry to my leader, can he not deduct my salary?"

Yuan Sen didn't hold back his laughter, walked to the side of the bed and stretched out his hands to pinch Lu Shining's face, "I'm sorry, I really don't know...Okay, I'll make up for you all the time, Xiaolu just smile."

Lu Shining did not expect that he would sleep so deeply.

Is it because someone is around tonight?

While Lu Shining was changing his clothes, he caught a glimpse of Yuan Sen's long-lasting smiling face from the corner of his eye, and denied this idea in his heart.

"I'm late anyway, so I'll leave after breakfast." Yuan Sen acted as if this was his home.

Lu Shining bit the still warm steamed dumplings, wrinkled his nose, "Carrot."

"The one next to it is sauerkraut."

Yuan Sen was talking with a bag of soy milk in his mouth, and Lu Shining suddenly thought that Yuan Sen didn't like milk when he was in school, but Yang Qiongfang felt that milk was nutritious and forced it to Yuan Sen.Yuan Sen gave him all the milk.

Lu Shining didn't dislike or like milk, and after drinking it for a while, he also rejected it.But he didn't tell Yuan Sen that if Yuan Sen gave it to him, he would continue until one day when he was doing homework at his home, Lu's mother asked, "This kid doesn't drink milk, Yuan Sen, do you? There are still several bags at home." Woolen cloth".

Yuan Sencai asked him: "Why didn't you tell me earlier if you don't like to drink? I threw away everything I gave you?"

Lu Shining said, "Drink it."

Yuan Sen didn't believe it, and he didn't explain it.

The way a child treats you is very special. It doesn't matter if he doesn't find out, he does it voluntarily, but if he finds out, he must be praised.He is actually waiting for you to compliment him.

##

After breakfast, Hara Mori said, "I'll drive you off."

Lu Shining: "It will only make my death worse."

Yuan Sen didn't hear it, the car stopped near Lu Shining's company, Lu Shining got out of the car, Yuan Sen opened the window.

"Remember the weekend," he emphasized.

Lu Shining: "Let's talk about it if we can live until the weekend."

Yuan Senyang patted his head with his hand, really like a brother, "I will pick you up then."

"Just tell me the address and I'll go by myself."

"Stop talking nonsense, aren't you in a hurry, why don't you hurry up and cross the road?"

Lu Shining knew that he couldn't screw Yuan Sen, so he turned around and walked towards the company decisively. When the light was red, Yuan Sen's car passed by him.The man deliberately slowed down the car and waved to him, reminding him with his mouth: "Remember."

Lu Shining waited for the car to leave, and when the green light came on, he replied, "I'll keep it in mind."

Continue to update tomorrow——

It will be updated every day until next Tuesday, I will boast?(?ˊ??ˋ)??