Growth pain

It was past eleven o'clock in the night in Chuanyang, and the wind carried an imperceptible chill.

Lu Shining watched Yuan Sen drank Zhang Lei until he couldn't straighten his tongue. The man was still smiling, but his eyes were actually hidden, and his mouth was still stirring, "That's all there is left, let's just do it."

Zhang Lei admitted his cowardice, waved his hand and said, "No, I feel a little nauseous."

Lu Shining immediately looked away.He can't be blamed for this, Zhang Lei insisted on pulling Yuan Sen to drink.The two people called out "brother" and "buddy" within 10 minutes of meeting, and now Zhang Lei was drunk by his buddies, and there was no injustice at all.

Yuan Sen has done well in foreign countries in recent years, and banquets and entertainment are indispensable. Zhang Lei is an ordinary office worker, so there is no comparison.

Zhang Lei lay on the table panting for breath, and fell asleep after a while.

Lu Shining said, "If you force too many people, you send them back."

"Okay, I'll send you off by the way." Yuan Sen took out an unopened pack of cigarettes from his pocket as he said, and suddenly remembered halfway through the unpacking, and raised his hand, Lu Shining looked at it without any response, and continued unpacking. He took out one and put it in his mouth, "Smoke it?"

Lu Shining shook his head.

Yuan Sen lit the cigarette, "Your classmate can't do it either."

Lu Shining said, "You did it on purpose."

Yuan Sen pulled out a little smile, a little angry, and the appearance of smoking and puffing was very tasteful, "I said why did you dump me in such a hurry, it turned out that you had an appointment with someone else."

"...I didn't make an appointment in advance."

"That is, if you are willing to come out with him, you don't want to be with me."

Lu Shining could only say: "Didn't you just get off the plane and need to rest."

Yuan Sen was a little satisfied with the answer, but not so satisfied. He moved closer and said, "Okay, just trust you, don't let me catch you next time."

Lu Shining looked up at people with a kind of innocence that didn't match his age, "I won't let you catch me."

Yuan Sen was dissatisfied again, raised his hand and patted his head, and directly extinguished the cigarette he had taken a few puffs on the ground.

Lu Shining watched the little fire go out, "Waste."

"If you don't frown so tightly, I won't pinch it."

Lu Shining had nothing to say.

After a while, there was snoring on the opposite side, and the two looked at Zhang Lei together.

Yuan Sen: "It's a bit regretful that I fed him so much."

"Yeah." Lu Shining looked like he had nothing to do with himself, bowed his head and said, "Anyway, I don't care."

That being said, in the end the two of them worked together to lift Zhang Lei up, and the smell of alcohol came over his face. Yuan Sen frowned, and said with all his strength, "You still don't want me to come? You can move such a big guy by yourself. ?"

Lu Shining asked truthfully: "If you don't come, he can't drink too much."

"Still relying on me?" Yuan Sen stuffed Zhang Lei into the back seat, turned to Lu Shining, "Are you blaming me for feeding him too much?"

"I didn't say that." Lu Shining felt puzzled for a while.

Yuan Sen brought over all the bills from the morning, "If you're not willing to pick up the plane, just tell me, I can find someone else, Lu Shining, as soon as my mother came back, you put on a face for me, did I provoke you?"

Lu Shining also lost face.

After Yuan Sen finished speaking, he became even more angry, his whole face froze with cold, "You lost your temper at me just because of a college classmate?"

"I do not have."

"It's like this without you?" Yuan Sen was so annoyed to death, there were a lot of things to deal with when he returned to China, Lu Shining's attitude made him unable to calm down, "What did I owe you in my previous life?"

Lu Shining found that he couldn't make sense with Yuan Sen, and couldn't understand why he was angry, so he turned his head and walked towards the road, intending to calm down both of them, but Yuan Sen grabbed him immediately.

Opposite is the night market, brightly lit and lively.It's extremely embarrassing for the two of them to fight like a quarreling couple.

"If you have something to say, you can't speak well. As soon as you say something, you turn around and leave."

Yuan Sen's hands were gripped so hard that Lu Shi Ning was in pain, the flesh and bones were in pain, he raised his eyes and stared at Yuan Sen fiercely, still looking up, with those moist and translucent eyes.

"Are you still wronged? What are you wronged about? It's about talking about Lu Shining." Yuan Sen's madness came up to make Lu Shining hurt.

"I'm not wronged." Lu Shining was discouraged, it's always like this, it's boring, "I'm staring at you."

"Oh." Yuan Sen was expressionless, "You still say you have no temper? Did you stare at me when you didn't lose your temper?"

"I can't explain it to you." Lu Shining used the other hand to break Yuan Sen's fingers, "You release it first."

"Let go and run again." Yuan Sen still relaxed a little.

"I won't run." Seeing that Yuan Sen was loosening, Lu Shining said, "If you loosen up, talk about it."

Yuan Sen hesitated, "You said it."

"Yeah." Lu Shining said, "Zhang Lei is still in your car, I can't just leave him and run away."

Yuan Sen clenched again before letting go.

"That's true." He was expressionless, "Your college classmates are more important than me."

Lu Shining was stunned, only to understand when Yuan Sen pushed him into the passenger seat.

Yuan Sen said, "Seat belt."

Lu Shining said, "He's not as important as you."

Yuan Sen remained silent for a few seconds, his tense expression eased.

Lu Shining repeated: "He is not as important as you."

Yuan Sen said, "Understood."

Does this kind of thing need to be verified? Lu Shining thought it was common sense.Yuan Sen has been like this since before, willing to put him in a very important position, and asked Lu Shining to do the same, otherwise he would be angry.

But his feelings for Lu Shining are only possessive among friends, but Lu Shining's feelings are mixed with private thoughts.

Lu Shining is very important to Yuan Sen, but Yuan Sen is the most important to Lu Shining.

This difference alone is fatal enough.

He turned his head to look at the man driving, the shadow cast by the street lamp made Yuan Sen's side face more deep and three-dimensional.

Yuan Sen had completely calmed down, and he was a little embarrassed when he calmed down, so he called him, "Little Deer."

Lu Shining didn't respond but looked at him.

"You can lose your temper with me, but tell me why, okay?"

Lu Shining said, "Okay."

Yuan Sen has always treated him very well, he has no reason to get angry at Yuan Sen and lose his temper - this is the most annoying point.

If Yuan Sen treats him the slightest bit badly, he can convince himself that he doesn't like it.A man doesn't have much patience, but he is the only one who is very patient with him. He treats him like a younger brother and coaxes him with pain, but he doesn't love him.

He cannot love a man.

Lu Shining occasionally had extravagant hopes in his heart, Yuan Sen treated him so well, did he also like him a little bit.What if it succeeds, what if.

But he also couldn't forget that rainy day long, long ago, when the boy's cold and emotionless answer was mixed with Yu Luo's voice, Lu Shining was so shocked that he didn't dare to say anything, and any language was pale.

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Zhang Lei woke up in the middle of the road, and Yuan Sen joked, "Brother wake up and nap, we're almost at your house, don't spit in the car."

Zhang Lei was so dizzy that he slumped on the back seat like a fish out of water, while Lu Shining stood aside in fear.

Usually when Hara Mori narrates a sentence calmly, it shows that he is serious.If Zhang Lei really vomited into the car today, Yuan Sen might stop immediately and kick him out.

After all, he really doesn't have much patience. When he couldn't get along with his father when he was a teenager, he dared to do it directly, let alone an outsider he just met.

Fortunately, Zhang Lei held back and mumbled "It's so fucking cold" when he opened the door.

Lu Shining thought to himself, just save his life, don't care about whether it's cold or not.

But it was really cold in the early morning, and he couldn't help waving his arms.

"Get in the car when it's cold, and I'll send the person in." Yuan Sen pushed him and supported Zhang Lei with one hand.The two were about the same size, Yuan Sen looked much stronger, with a well-proportioned figure, compared to Zhang Lei, who was thin and tall, and looked more like a bent bamboo pole when he was drunk.

Seeing that he was useless, Lu Shining simply stopped following him, but after only 2 minutes in the car, Yuan Sen came out.

Lu Shining couldn't help but ask, "What about the others?"

Yuan Sen said as it should: "Put it in the elevator."

"...You asked him to take the elevator back by himself?" Lu Shining was a little worried, and wanted to get out of the car to take a look, but Yuan Sen stopped him, "Hit the elevator."

"Are you sure he can get in?"

Yuan Sen: "Isn't that so? Everyone is awake, I will unlock him, make his bed and take off his clothes?"

Lu Shining knew that Yuan Sen was mocking, but he still replied, "There are people in his family."

"Girlfriend?" Yuan Sen said without thinking, "Isn't that just right, someone knocked on the door at home."

"Not a girlfriend, he lives with his parents."

Yuan Sen muttered, "None of my business".

Lu Shining: "What did you say?"

"It's nothing, ancestor, can you stop worrying about those things that don't matter, it's 12:30, are you going to go home? Don't you still go to work tomorrow?"

Not reconciled, Lu Shining stared at Yuan Sen stubbornly.

Yuan Sen let him watch, and the car drove to the place before he said: "Go back and rest early, I should be able to finish my work next Sunday, and then we will go back to my hometown together. You haven't been home for so long, so you have to bring something back. , don’t buy it, I’ll buy it together.”

Lu Shining's head was a little big, as if he had returned to the period when Yuan Sen was in charge of everything.

"Which building do you live in?" Yuan Sen asked again.

Lu Shining opened his mouth, but still spoke.

"How many floors?"

"……six."

"Well, okay, let's go."

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