Growth pain

The two got off the bus in the city center, Yuan Sen wanted to find a hotel to stay, Lu Shining said: "Then I'll go back first, I have to go to work tomorrow..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Yuan Sen grabbed his neck and dragged him away, "What's the rush, what time is it? Have you had your lunch, brother treats you to dinner."

"Forgive me." Lu Shining said, "I don't eat Japanese and Western food."

"I won't eat either." Yuan Sen refused to let him go, "You accompany me to find a restaurant to eat, I will eat pizza and burgers all day long there to death."

"Don't you know how to cook?"

"Then you can't cook every day."

"What to eat? Fish-flavored shredded pork?"

"Lu Shining, try perfunctory me again?"

The two of them found a place to live, and Lu Shining numbly watched Yuan Sen pay with his card. Living here for a week was worth half a month's salary.

The hotel has all kinds of facilities, and there is a self-service downstairs. Lu Shining said, "Isn't this great? You just eat here, and I'm going back... I want to catch up on sleep."

Yuan Sen grabbed him by the back collar and pulled him back, "What's the matter with you today, why are you so unhappy to see me? Always thinking about retreating."

"There's nothing I can do to help here."

Yuan Sen was a little annoyed, with impatience in his expression, his brows were lowered to look at people with a slight coldness, "I didn't come to ask you to help, I said I wanted to see you."

Lu Shining used to listen to Yuan Sen's words quite well, and did whatever he was asked to do.Yuan Sen is not the same age as him, but he was very happy to play with him when he was a child, holding him in his hand like a girl's doll, and letting him follow wherever he went.The only time he was abandoned was when classmates in the same grade asked him to play video games, and some of them were unwilling to take Lu Shining with them.

At that time, Lu Shining was not yet in elementary school, a clean doll with childish baby fat on his face, his clothes were washed at home, and he changed them every day, always smelling like washing powder.

He is too fastidious and loved by his parents, a little bit of trouble is troublesome, and the children in the old neighborhood don't like to take him to play.At that time, I didn't look at the appearance, I just looked at who could play well and who played well. Even Yuan Sen was not the most popular kid king.Of course, the main reason why he is not so popular is because he is dragging Lu Shining's delicate and delicate tail.

Before Yuan Sen moved here, Lu Shining was disgusted by the children, and the situation did not improve after Yuan Sen moved here.So Lu Shining relied on Yuan Sen very much, that was the period when he was the most obedient, he could call him brother if he wanted to, and he could do whatever he wanted.Yuan Sen didn't get angry when his clothes were dirty, and followed behind him.

That's why Yuan Sen left him alone in the community that day and asked him to go home first. Lu Shining couldn't hold back his tears when Yuan Sen and those boys turned the corner and went to Electric City.

He has been like this since he was a child, he has to endure sadness, he can cry for his parents, he can show Yuan Sen's parents, but he doesn't want the most important person to see.

Yuan Sen was taught a lesson by his mother when he came back that day, "Since you promised to play with him, don't leave him halfway!"

Yuan Sen didn't really want to go to Lu Shining the next day, and finally realized that this was a big trouble, but he didn't want to see a kid waiting outside the door with his schoolbag on his back, all dressed up and calling him "brother".

Yuan Sen was still angry, looked at him, and said, "Why don't you cry?"

Kick him from behind.

But the child said, "I didn't cry."

He answered so obediently, Yuan Sen suddenly lost his temper.

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The incident happened more than ten years ago, and now Lu Shining is not only disobedient, but also very restless, he no longer regards Yuan Sen as his elder brother, and even lost his basic manners.He can still talk to strangers with a smile on his face. To Yuan Sen, he can only keep silent or run away. Yuan Sen seems to have never understood this younger brother who grew up with him since he was a child.

"I'm talking to you, I'm talking." Yuan Sen said with a cold face.

Lu Shining seemed to be a caterpillar that only moved once it was poked, and then he said, "Then let's eat at the store on the street, at the university town."

Yuan Sen: "..."

Lu Shining looked over, "What's wrong?"

"I really...have nothing to say to you."

"Then don't talk."

"Lu Ning!"

"It's Lu Shining."

"Okay, I can't say no to you." Yuan Sen suddenly softened his attitude, "Xiaolu, brother finally came back, can you be good with me?"

Lu Shining's eyes flickered, and he pursed his lips, "I'm not bad at talking."

Yuan Sen sighed, "Let's go then, I'm not familiar with the university city, take me there."

"That's what I planned." Lu Shining said, "Do you want to go shopping after dinner?"

"Where are you going? Not going." Yuan Sen lost interest, and his original good mood was exhausted, "I will let you go after dinner, and I will contact you when I go to my mother's place."

Lu Shining looked at him, "Yes."

"Don't look at me." Yuan Mori said without turning his head, "It's too late to apologize now."

"I didn't want to apologize." After speaking, Lu Shining took a step ahead of Yuan Sen.

On the way to see Yuan Sen, he had thought well, wanted to be courteous and polite, and kept a basic face, but the moment he saw the person, the plan was doomed to be messed up.

But Yuan Sen did nothing wrong.

It's because he has a bad personality, and he hates it too.

When Lu Shining opened the social software, Zhang Lei sent him many messages.

Zhang Lei: [Are you really going to pick up your little one?no problem? 】

【Didn't you still like him before? 】

[Don't like it now? 】

[Not necessarily? 】

Zhang Lei's "not necessarily" is too hateful.Lu Shining was pinching his phone, and suddenly felt angry, not at others, but at himself.He thought he had no feelings for Yuan Sen before he agreed to come. The first time he saw Yuan Sen, he knew that he had made a mistake. He still thought the man was handsome and liked him a little.This kind of liking is much weaker than before, but it still throbs.The only improvement is that the heart and bones would hurt when I saw this person before, but now it doesn't.

It's hard for him to say why he likes Yuan Sen, there is always a shadow of this person in his more than ten years of growth, so one day this person suddenly disappeared, his heart was empty, Lu Shining actually had the illusion of being betrayed.

Sometimes he is as stubborn as a sixteen or seventeen-year-old child. This is a belated rebellious period, a belated growing pain.

But he never told Yuan Sen and couldn't tell.He was very happy to see Yuan Sen. They haven't seen each other for a long time. They thought that this life would pass like this. The things they liked about him were rotted in adolescence and buried in the small dirt slope where there was no light. I didn't expect that there would be more The sky was dug out, and the bones were exposed.

Lu Shining hadn't felt this way for a long time. After thinking about it, it would be better to run away. This is what he is good at. He is not good at pretending not to care. It would be even more embarrassing if he was caught lying by Yuan Sen. Yuan Sen can always see through his lies.When I was young, it was a little dull when I grew up.

Lu Shining was distracted while eating.Yuan Sen was very disappointed, so he really ordered a plate of fish-flavored shredded pork, which was specially placed in front of him when the dishes were served.

Lu Shining didn't care, he really only picked up that dish, and put it into his mouth with every bite of rice.

Yuan Sen looked at him, and after a while he reached out to take the food away, leaving Lu Shining to look at him blankly.

Yuan Sen said, "Ancestor."

After he finished speaking, he pushed Lu Shining's favorite dishes to the opposite side, without saying a word during the process.

Yuan Sen looks carefree, but in fact he is considerate and considerate.Lu Shining has been taken care of by him for so many years, so he naturally knows what is good about him, let alone having a crush on him once, any small advantages can be magnified several times.

He lowered his eyes and said quietly, "Thank you."

"When did we need to be so polite?"

Yuan Sen finally showed his impatience clearly on his face, he was handsome even when he was not angry, but Lu Shining felt that he was more attractive when his face was cold, his eyes became fierce and there was nothing he could do about him.

Lu Shining pressed the tip of his tongue against his upper teeth and touched his own teeth, making small movements without being noticed.

"Don't say thank you, what?"

"Don't talk about it, it's annoying." Yuan Sen didn't look hungry, he didn't eat a few bites, maybe he was full of anger.

Lu Shining had a cute face, but his personality was so stubborn that he would die. His parents were worried, and they didn't know who he would follow. They were both easy-going people, but he was as stubborn as a sheep with its horns tied.

It's just that his awkward and weird personality is only shown to acquaintances, but he has a good temper when facing unfamiliar people.Yuan Sen has been angry with him for this, he is the kind of person who values ​​friendship, he has met many people in middle school and high school, and all of them have good comments on him, but when he came to Lu Shining, he couldn't get positive feedback, which made him uncomfortable and exhausted anxious.A child is good at everything, has a pretty face, loves to be clean, and knows how to be grateful, but he doesn't like to tell the truth to him.

Yuan Sen's kindness to Lu Shining is obvious, but Lu Shining wants to hide it.Why is this necessary? Yuan Sen couldn't figure it out, he had a headache, and sometimes wanted to beat Lu Shining up, but he couldn't practice it once after thinking about it for more than ten years.

I will beat you this time.Hara Mori thought expressionlessly.

Lu Shining stretched out his chopsticks to pick up the vegetables, and asked, "Aren't you going to eat?"

"Not hungry."

"It's delicious here." Lu Shining said, "I often come here in college."

"one person?"

"With Zhang Lei."

Yuan Sen said casually: "It's him again? When will you make an appointment to meet?"

Lu Shining didn't say a word, and if he didn't say a word, he didn't agree.

Yuan Sen stretched out his leg and kicked Lu Shining's foot.

Lu Shining said, "I got new shoes yesterday."

Quite aggrieved.Satisfied, Yuan Sen nodded and put his chopsticks together to pick up the vegetables.

Lu Shining asked: "Is it delicious?"

Yuan Sen wanted to say it was okay, but he raised his eyes to see Lu Shining's expression, and said, "Yes."

Lu Shining finally showed his first smile since meeting today.

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