After pretending to be stupid, I cheated [Transmigration Book]

You and Xie Yan are both dead...

Li Lunqing's words were like stones thrown into the lake.

A stone stirred up a thousand waves.

Shen Guangluo was very shocked, his heart was trembling with shock, he didn't know what to do at this time.

He didn't even know that he was even more shocked now. Li Lunqing also remembered this incident.

Still more shocked, Xie Yan also died...

Shen Guangluo sat on the seat, with his hands drooping by his side, his face pale from his cheeks to his ears, without saying a word.

Li Lunqing's eyes looked at Shen Guangluo, and his eyes seemed to be able to penetrate Shen Guangluo's heart.

He summarized the months of Shen Guangluo's death in the most succinct language, speaking at a leisurely pace: "After you died, Xie Yan, who drank heavily every day, was neither a ghost nor a ghost. Painful, three months after you left, Xie Yan suffered a heart attack, and died without rescue efforts."

"I was the doctor who rescued Xie Yan at that time, and I watched his body turn cold little by little. Within 5 minutes after Xie Yan died, the surrounding things changed, and everything began to start again."

Shen Guangluo listened to Li Lunqing's words, as if he was listening to someone else's story, his mood was so complicated that he could no longer feel the fluctuations.

His hands were so cold that they were numb, and he needed to hold the hot milk tea on the table to warm him up.

Li Lunqing: "When time comes back, someone remembers the previous story, so the storyline begins to change. The only thing that remains the same is that this time you left again, Xie Yan couldn't find you, and started to repeat the scene at that time. I used to drink too much every day without eating or drinking, and now it will be another three months."

"Shen Guangluo, if because of your departure, Xie Yan suddenly died of a heart attack again, if there is no chance to do it again this time, what should we do?"

"So let me ask you, if Xie Yan really died, would you regret it, Shen Guangluo?"

Shen Guangluo looked at Li Lunqing, his teeth were clenched so tightly that his cheeks were trembling, his mouth was so tight that he couldn't even open his mouth to answer Li Lunqing's question.

What Li Lunqing said was exactly the same as the way and tone at that time.

At that time, Shen Guangluo could give a favor, but now Shen Guangluo couldn't even extend that favor.

Li Lunqing's words were very sharp, like a sharp knife, directly and ruthlessly pierced Shen Guangluo's heart, will you regret it, Shen Guangluo?

Li Lunqing asked him if he would regret it...

Yes, no.

Shen Guangluo did not answer this question.

People outside the window are walking back and forth, it is already spring.

It was the sunset time, and the warm sunlight shone down on Li Lunqing and Shen Guangluo along the window.

Half of Shen Guangluo's body was soaked in the sunlight.

He was wearing a tender white sweater today and a coat over it.

Shen Guangluo was wearing thick clothes, which were hot enough to sweat in spring, but Shen Guangluo still felt the bone-chilling cold.

"I don't know if you love Xie Yan or not. I don't know what happened between you two. I'm not curious about the relationship between the two of you. Every patient is the same in my eyes. As long as I can save someone, I will Do your best and spare no expense." Li Lunqing's eyelashes glowed golden in the sun, like the waves of the river in summer.

He looked at Shen Guangluo intently, without even blinking.

"And you, Shen Guangluo, are my friend. I want to tell you, never wait until you lose it before regretting it."

After saying this, Li Lunqing withdrew his eyes from looking at Shen Guangluo, his fingers were still stirring the coffee, his voice was indifferent and flat.

At this time, music was played in the cafeteria, the music was melodious and moving, it was an old song, and the singer was a very famous love song king in the last century.

The love song is sad and it's about a man who loves a woman deeply and who doesn't love him.

Unable to love, heartbroken.

A very old-fashioned plot story, but it is the most essential love.

In the right place, at the right time, the love of mutual affection is rare.

Shen Guangluo's milk tea didn't move, he didn't even open it. He listened to the song, but his mind kept thinking about what Li Lunqing said.

What Li Lunqing said to Shen Guangluo just now seemed to have used up his week's worth of words.

Every sentence is worthy of Shen Guangluo's repeated thinking and thinking.

Shen Guangluo experienced too many things today, he wanted to clear everything up, his mind was filled with paste, shaking, unable to think of anything.

Li Lunqing was leaning on a chair, holding a coffee cup in his hand, leaning on the chair, watching the pedestrians coming and going by the side of the road, drinking coffee slowly.

Shen Guangluo remained silent, and neither did Li Lunqing.

After sitting there for an unknown amount of time, Shen Guangluo's cell phone rang.

Shen Guangluo didn't look at the caller ID, and picked up the phone in a daze.

As soon as the phone was connected, Fang Zeyu's anxious loud voice rang out: "Shen Guangluo! Where have you been? Come back quickly, my brother is awake! They are looking for you all over the hospital. If you don't come back to the hospital, you will die." He's going to blow me up! Fuck!"

After Fang Zeyu finished speaking, there was a loud bang from the phone.

Fang Zeyu called out, "Brother!"

Then there was no Fang Zeyu's voice on the phone, only the noisy voices from the hospital.

Shen Guangluo stood up from his seat with a grunt on the phone, and watched Li Lunqing's mouth open to speak.

But when he opened his mouth, his throat seemed to be blocked, and it was so difficult that he couldn't even make a sound.

Li Lunqing blew on the hot air on the coffee. He didn't look at Shen Guangluo, but he already knew what Shen Guangluo was going to do. He said, "You go."

As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Guangluo turned around and hurried out of the cafeteria door.

A gust of wind blew outside the door, and Shen Guangluo woke up a lot.

Every word Li Lunqing said just now was full of wind and echoed in his ears.

——The only thing that remains the same is that you left again, Xie Yan couldn't find you, and started to repeat the scene at that time, he was going crazy, so he drank and drank every day, and now it will be another three months...

——I don't know if you love Xie Yan or not, and I don't know what happened between you, and I'm not curious about the relationship between the two of you.

——You, Shen Guangluo, are my friend, I want to tell you, never wait until you lose it before regretting it...

Does Shen Guangluo love Xie Yan?

For this question, Shen Guangluo can only answer that he once loved.

After loving Xie Yan, it hurts too much.

Shen Guangluo has closed himself up, he can no longer feel love or no love.

His heart can only beat normally, but it can no longer make waves.

Shen Guangluo was very narrow-minded, even if Xie Yan tormented himself miserably, begging Shen Guangluo bitterly.

Shen Guangluo couldn't forgive Xie Yan until now.

As long as he thought of what Xie Yan did back then, Shen Guangluo would feel infinite resentment from the bottom of his heart.

He resented Xie Yan, hated Xie Yan, and hated himself even more.

With such complex emotions, it is impossible to talk about love or not.

Shen Guangluo thought about these things, and walked briskly to the lobby of the hospital.

But who knew that as soon as he arrived at the lobby, Shen Guangluo saw Xie Yan head-on.

Xie Yan was wearing a hospital gown, his hair was disheveled, his face was pale, the wound on his shoulder was torn open, blood seeped through the thick gauze, and kept oozing out.

Xie Yan was rushing out quickly.

Seeing Xie Yan like this, people around talked a lot, but Xie Yan didn't seem to hear.

Until Xie Yan saw Shen Guangluo, his eyes suddenly trembled, he took two steps forward, and then stopped slowly.

One person stands on the left, one person stands on the right, and the two look at each other from a distance across the crowd.

All the panic, all the anxiety, and all the panic on Xie Yan's face were put down the moment he saw Shen Guangluo.

Fang Zeyu and two nurses chased him down from upstairs.

Fang Zeyu caught up with his brother out of breath, took Xie Yan's arm, was so tired that he could hardly straighten his back, and said, "Brother...brother...Shen Guangluo really didn't leave, I guarantee you! He waited I'll be back soon, don't move anymore, if you move again, you won't be able to use your left arm..."

Fang Zeyu pulled Xie Yan's arm, and two nurses also stepped forward, trying to drag Xie Yan upstairs.

Xie Yan's body was like a stone pillar stuck in the hall, it wouldn't move even if it was pulled by others.

His eyes kept looking at Shen Guangluo.

Xie Yan watched Shen Guangluo pass through the crowd, walking towards him step by step.

Every step stepped on Xie Yan's heart, like a pair of warm hands covering Xie Yan's heart, warming the coldest place.

Fang Zeyu saw Shen Guangluo, took a long breath, pointed to Shen Guangluo and said, "Brother, do you think Shen Guangluo is back, let's go back to the ward."

Fang Ze exerted force in his hands, but Xie Yan remained motionless.

Fang Zeyu looked up at Xie Yan for no reason.

At this moment, Shen Guangluo walked up to Xie Yan. He didn't raise his head to meet Xie Yan's gaze, as if he was passing by, but said softly to Xie Yan: "Go back to the ward..."

Saying that, Shen Guangluo bypassed Xie Yan and walked straight forward.

Xie Yan froze on the spot, the light in his eyes flickered, and he said in a low voice: "Okay." He turned around and walked back behind Shen Guangluo.

Even though Fang Zeyu and Xie Yan, who couldn't be pulled away by the two nurses, and Xie Yan, who couldn't be persuaded by everyone, only Shen Guangluo's four words were enough.

Fang Zeyu and the two nurses stared wide-eyed and looked at each other.

Shen Guangluo didn't take the elevator, he went up the stairs to the third floor, opened the door of Xie Yan's ward, and sat directly in front of Xie Yan's bed.

Three seconds later, Xie Yan also entered the room, closed the door, and moved to the hospital bed step by step.

Xie Yan lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt on himself, and half sat on the hospital bed.

His gaze kept looking at Shen Guangluo the whole time, and it never changed.

Shen Guangluo swallowed with downcast eyes, raised his eyes to meet Xie Yan's and said, "Xie Yan, let's talk."

Xie Yan's heart tightened when he heard Shen Guangluo's words.

He still remembered that when Shen Guangluo said these words to him last time, Xie Yan was standing downstairs of Shen Guangluo, and Shen Guangluo was standing by the window looking at Xie Yan, and said to Xie Yan: "Xie Yan, Let's talk."

Then Shen Guangluo said something that made Xie Yan feel pain...

But now Shen Guangluo is equally calm and indifferent, when he said these words to Xie Yan, it was as if he was talking about a business matter.

No feelings.

Xie Yan had a bad premonition in his heart, his eyes were pretending to be calm, his hands were shaking under the quilt, and he said hoarsely, "What is it..."

Shen Guangluo looked at Xie Yan, his eyes were silent: "Xie Yan, I will not disappear for no reason in the future."

Xie Yan, I won't disappear for no reason anymore...

Shen Guangluo's words were very light, and they fell away when he said them lightly, but they were so heavy on Xie Yan's heart that Xie Yan couldn't believe his ears.

He shook his mouth, and the light in his eyes ignited in an instant, burning like a forest fire, and the flames soared into the sky, burning up the entire grassland.

Like a dream, Xie Yan didn't know what to say for a while.

Because of Shen Guangluo's words, Xie Yan was incoherent with excitement, he stretched out his hand from under the quilt, trying to grab Shen Guangluo's hand.

When the fingertips were about to touch the back of Shen Guangluo's hand, Shen Guangluo withdrew his hand slightly.

Xie Yan caught a blank.

The light that had just ignited in my heart suddenly became colder with Shen Guangluo's resistance.

Xie Yan's fingertips hung in the air and trembled slightly, he raised his head little by little, and looked at Shen Guangluo in confusion.

Shen Guangluo's face was silent: "Xie Yan, I can take a step back, we can be friends."

"If you don't enter, I will not retreat. We are friends."

"But only friends—ordinary friends."

……

friend.

normal friend.

This is the biggest concession Shen Guangluo made for Xie Yan.

He couldn't let Xie Yan die.

No matter how much hatred, how much hatred.

No matter what the source of Shen Guangluo's feelings for Xie Yan is.

After all, Xie Yan is Shen Guangluo's elder brother whom he has called for more than ten years.

The two of them have lived together for ten years.

Grandpa Xie was kind to Shen Guangluo in saving his life.

Kindness and resentment, love and hatred.

Based on these, Xie Yan can't have any accidents.

Shen Guangluo is willing not to hide from Xie Yan anymore, willing not to disappear again, willing to face Xie Yan, and even willing to call Xie Yan brother again.

They can be friends, they can be brothers, they can be relatives.

But I can no longer be a lover.

For this result, Shen Guangluo thought about it for a long time and struggled for a long time, but he still couldn't let go of some things.

He retreated again and again towards Xie Yan, but he could only retreat so far...

Xie Yan's hand that wanted to hold Shen Guangluo was still in the air, he shook twice, and his outstretched fingers clenched into fists little by little.

"friend……"

Xie Yan propped himself up, he stared at Shen Guangluo, and repeated these words, bloodshot eyes were visible to the naked eye.

The distance between two people is face to face.

Xie Yan heard Shen Guangluo say the words "ordinary friends", and saw the still indifferent expression on Shen Guangluo's face.

Xie Yan was at a loss, his heart constricted.

When he came back to his senses, his eyes were red like a mad beast, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "Friends? Ordinary friends? See you get married in the future? With someone else?!"

Shen Guangluo looked into Xie Yan's eyes, said silently for a while: "...I can't give you any more."

……

Xie Yan's heart ached, and he couldn't bear the pain.

Xie Yan's face was almost pressed against Shen Guangluo's, the distance between the two was less than one centimeter, and Xie Yan's eyes seemed to kill Shen Guangluo with hatred.

Shen Guangluo looked into Xie Yan's eyes, not retreating.

Finally, Xie Yan raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

At first he looked at Shen Guangluo and laughed, but then he laughed so hard that he couldn't even straighten his waist.

The high-pitched laughter echoed in the ward, like a hymn to pay homage to death, Xie Yan laughed and trembled all over, the wound on his shoulder dripped down through the gauze, dripping onto the bed sheet.

Laughed until his tears came out.

Xie Yan touched the corners of his eyes, looked down at the tears on his fingertips, and suddenly felt a powerless feeling of dying.

What he loves is a ray of light.

The light is so hot that it is difficult to approach.

Even if he burned himself to death, he couldn't catch him.

Xie Yan stopped smiling, staring at his fingertips in a daze, his body lost all strength in an instant, leaning back against the head of the bed little by little, like an old man.

Xie Yan raised his head, looked at the ceiling blankly, and murmured in a low voice: "It's really hard for Shen Guangluo to love you..."

"It's really, really hard...It's harder than death..."

"If I could do it all over again, I would rather be the one who became a fool..."

"too difficult……"

……

Xie Yan said in a low voice, every word was tearing his heart and lungs.

A tear fell from the corner of Xie Yan's eye.

Xie Yan paused for a moment, and suddenly let out a very sad laugh in his throat.

He said, "But I... still love you."

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