What to do with an omega that smells like green tea

"We won't be happy when we get married."

Nuo Yan sat in the co-pilot's seat, leaned his elbow on the handle of the inner door, propped his chin, and said indifferently.

It was completely dark when I came out of Yu's house, the street lights that were not bright enough shone on the asphalt road, the woods on both sides of the driveway were pitch black, the wind blew past, and the darkness was surging like a wave.

He is going to marry He Xiang.

No joy, no excitement, so calm that it became a pool of stagnant water without waves.

Because he chose to compromise.

Maybe it was because he was too tired, or maybe it was Uncle Xu and the old lady's concern that Lu Qi couldn't bear to see them disappointed, and he didn't want to worry about them by telling the whole story.

He has always been such a person, he does not want to be a burden to others, and he does not want to hurt those who care about him.

People say that human nature is selfish, but Nuo promises to give everything to the one he loves without reservation, and every time is like the last burning of moths to the flame.

Then there was him, with nothing.

Nuo Yan knew He Nian too well, and he also knew that he had no ability to fight against He Nian.

The current him is just a young actor who has just been popular for a few years, and what seems like a light sentence can easily destroy all his efforts and make all the hardships go to waste just like the replaced character.

He is no longer the sixteen or seventeen-year-old high-spirited young master who quarreled or even fought because of a little disagreement. After a few years of life, Nuo Yan became sober and old, and understood his own weight.

It's sad.

Promise thinks so.

As long as He Si is not tired of playing and is unwilling to let him go, he must continue to entangle with He Si and has no right to choose.

This absurd and ridiculous game will not stop until He Xiang said that he is tired and tired.Until then, what he thinks, what he wants, doesn't matter.

No, it should be irrelevant.

When two people who don't love get married, the promise can imagine how depressing the future life will be.

"Why, what is marriage to you?" Nuo Yan suddenly wanted to ask him, would he not regret such a decision made against his will?

He Ruo focused on driving, staring at the front seriously from the beginning to the end. After hearing Nuo Yan's words, he didn't answer, but asked instead: "What do you think?"

"Start with love and complete your life with responsibility," Nuo Yan said.

This is his ideal married life. Love starts, goes through vigor and vigor, goes through firewood, rice, oil and salt, and quarrels. Maybe love has been worn down, but the responsibility of staying together is greater than love.

Love for a lifetime, that's too fake, promises can't guarantee that you can always love someone for a lifetime, especially marriage is different from love.

Love allows you to discover the goodness of the other person, so marriage allows you to see all the shortcomings of the other person.

It puts two people in the most intimate space, getting along day and night, one year, two years, three years, the novelty has passed, and it is replaced by a life that is exactly the same every day, an aging partner.

He Ru chuckled, wondering if he was laughing at his statement: "It's idealistic enough."

Nuo Yan is not upset: "Then what do you think is not ideal?"

"I do not know."

He Xiang almost immediately opened his mouth to answer, crisp and clear, both like an instinctive reaction of the body, and also like a perfunctory casual remark.

Nuo Yan followed the light from the street lamp into the car, stared at He Si for a moment, and suddenly felt that he was so boring that he even discussed this kind of issue with him.

Nuo Yan simply turned his head, looked at the ever-changing scene outside the car window again, counted the number of street lights passed by the car, and how many cars sped by

Too.

"My mother is an aristocrat. She and my father seem to be a loving couple on the surface. They each have lovers. So you ask me what marriage is. I don't know. I have always felt that marriage is just for outsiders. watch."

He Xiang's mother is a princess of royal blood, and her noble status prevents her from being a qualified wife and mother.

The two fell in love at the beginning and got married. He Si's mother yearned for a romantic and passionate husband, while He Si's father wanted a considerate wife. The crumbling marriage became a tool to maintain face.

He seems to meet them once in a while. At the dinner table, he sits at the main seat, with his mother and his lover on the left, and his father and his lover on the right.

Maybe others will find it ridiculous, but in He Si's eyes, he has been used to it since he was very young.

Most of the people in the aristocratic circle are married and have lovers. Ethics and morality do not work in this circle. They, who live in affluent lives, pursue physical pleasure.

"Ah."

Nuo Yan sneered: "So you want to marry me and show it to everyone, and then make love behind your back?"

"I do not......"

"Okay."

The promise didn't give He Nian a chance to deny it at all: "I don't mind, how many lovers you want and who you want to marry are all up to you. I will never ask, let alone interfere. And as long as you want to divorce, you can marry me at any time." You can leave."

A long time ago, Nuo Yan recognized what kind of person He Xiang was, so he didn't have any hope.

Because hope belongs to those who stand on flat ground, they can still wait for the sun to rise, but he is different, he is already standing in the abyss.

He Ru held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, gritted his teeth and said, "You're thinking about getting a divorce before you get married."

"Does it matter?"

Nuo Yan smiled self-deprecatingly: "In my opinion, it's just a matter of time, instead of expecting someone like you to be affectionate, I might as well recognize the reality early, at least by then, I won't be stalking you. "

At the end, he added: "You should be happy."

Seeing that the atmosphere was about to quarrel again, He Ruo took a deep breath, tried to calm down the anger in his heart, and changed the subject: "About the wedding, what do you want? Western style or Chinese style..."

"There is no need for a wedding." Nuo Yan interrupted him mercilessly again: "Just get the certificate directly, there is no need to do these troublesome things."

The wedding in his fantasy must not have started like this. Since there is no suitable person and no expectation, why bother to do it again.

He Xiang disagreed: "No, the wedding must be held."

Nuo Yan quickly understood He Xiang's purpose, and began to taunt again: "He is always afraid that the superficial work is not good enough, and he will lose face in front of everyone.

? "

"That's right, what kind of identity is always He He? If you get married without a wedding, it's too shameful. I'm just a little star in my area. I'm afraid that when the time comes, others will see it. Not only will I lose face for Mr. He, but also He lowered the grade for Mr. He."

After receiving this kind of yin and yang answer, He Niang simply became tough: "Do you think I'm talking in a negotiating tone?"

Nuo Yan found it ridiculous: "Then why do you still care about my thoughts? Since you have already made a decision in your heart, there is no need to do unnecessary things

The heating was obviously turned on in the car, but the more Nuoyan talked, the more he felt a chill spread from his head to his feet. He tried hard to get rid of it, but no matter how tightly he wrapped his clothes, the biting chill still seeped into his body.

Walking through the driveway and the building, passing the crowd by the side.

There are too few encounters, a quick glance is not enough, more people have already walked away before they even have time to see their faces clearly.

While driving, Nuo Yan found that the direction was wrong, not the direction to return to his home, but the environment was familiar yet unfamiliar.

Nuo Yan felt that something was wrong, and clenched his fists uneasily. When the car stopped in front of a house, Nuo Yan suddenly discovered that this was indeed his house.

But to be precise, it is not his current home, but the old house where he lived for more than ten years.

The last time I saw it was when I drove past it two years ago. I took a hasty look at it. When I saw the car parked at the door, I realized that it no longer belonged to him.

"What did you bring me here for?"

The excitement of the reunion after a long absence made Nuo Yan's heart unable to completely calm down. He tried his best to restrain his trembling voice so that he would not appear embarrassed in front of He Xiang.

He Xiang's eyes were hidden in the shadows, Nuo Yan still felt that they were staring at him.

"Don't you want to see it?"

The shadowed silhouette of the big house made it look tall, and no floor was lit, wondering if the owner of the house hadn't come home yet.

Want to?

want.

How can I not want to, I have lived here for more than ten years, and all the memories about my parents are stored in it.

Nuo Yan still remembers how sad the day he left, as if the most important part of his body had been stripped off, leaving only an empty shell.

Countless times, Nuo Yan almost couldn't suppress the thoughts in his heart, especially when he was exhausted, he wanted to go back even more urgently, even just for a glance.

But no, because it doesn't belong to him anymore, and together with those good memories, it doesn't belong to him anymore.

Nuo Yan thought, but he didn't want He Xiang to accompany him.

He didn't know what He Ruo acted on a whim. After calming down, Nuo Yan refused: "No need, it's too late today, I want to go home and rest, please drive me back to where I live now."

He Xiang unbuttoned his seat belt: "I haven't been back for so long, don't you miss me?"

"There's nothing to miss."

Nuo Yan thinks there is something in the question of what it looks like.

But he didn't have time to guess riddles with He Nian: "Send me back."

No matter what the reason is, he only needs to recognize one thing clearly, and don't believe any words of He Xiang.

"There is nothing to miss." He Xiang said meaningfully: "Because it is already yours, and you can live in it anytime."

Nuoyan frowned: "What are you talking about?"

He Xiang said: "I have already bought this house, and I will give it to you now."

to me?

If there is a lamp now, Nuoyan really wants to see what kind of expression He Si used to say this sentence.

"No need."

He is no longer the one who will be grateful to Dade for some sweets, and promises to run back and forth.

What's more, this is just a little charity for He Ni when he is happy. For what He Ni has, it is rare, but he used to give everything.

"I have promised Uncle Xu that I will marry you, so you don't have to do these useless things."

Nuo Yan's repeated attitude of having nothing to do with him finally angered He Xiang.

The author has something to say

I finally started writing under the urging of everyone.

Let’s talk about the settings here, abo and the real world are parallel worlds, there are Lu Qi and Yu Jingsheng in the abo world, and there are also in the real world.

So there will be a little bit of the two of them later.