What to do with an omega that smells like green tea

"There used to be."

Nuoyan staggered He Si's line of sight, and looked at the green belt next to it, which has the unique withered yellow in autumn, and has gone through the midsummer, making life go to depression and failure.

"Why, I'm thirty this year." Nuo Yan sighed suddenly.

He doesn't want to look too pessimistic and sad, but the truth is that it can't hide it, waking up every day and watching the clock ticking, reminding him that there are fewer days left.

So Nuoyan can no longer be as brave as he was eighteen or nineteen years old, and even cowardly than his 25-year-old self.

Because at that time, he was only afraid of repeating the same mistakes and getting hurt again, so he didn't dare to believe it easily. Now, it is his experience and energy that made him understand what he should give up.

By the way, from the day he left, he had given up.

"30 years old, we are not young anymore, such things as love and hate do not belong to our age, I used to be able to regard feelings as the whole of my life, but now I just want to live for myself, if we continue to entangle, we will still Nothing will end well."

And live for Ruo Ruo.

"I just want you to be with me!"

He Ru said excitedly: "I have been looking for you for five years, isn't it enough to convince you that I am serious about you?"

He Si thinks that Nuo Yan left at the beginning because he didn't believe his feelings for him. Isn't it the best proof to find Nuo Yan now after five years.

Why, why don't you want to believe him once, as long as you believe him once, just once.

Nuo Yan sighed: "Why, you still don't understand. I left not only because I didn't trust you, but also for other reasons. The first is Song Xu. I know he has no more love for you. I want to fulfill you. The second is that I lived too tired in those few years, I want to take a good rest, leave everything in the past behind, and live a good life by myself."

"I really have nothing to do with Song Xu." He Si hurriedly explained.

Nuoyan shook his head: "Now you say, I don't care anymore. Whether you are with him or not, and what you have done in the past five years are all between you. You really don't need to explain to me."

What's more, Song Xu answered the phone call he made at that time, which is already the best proof.

"Why on earth do you think I have something to do with Song Xu!"

He seemed a little crazy: "Yes, I liked him before, but that was just a nostalgia for my first love, it doesn't mean that I like him, I love him, I want to be with him, if I really love him , I have been with him for five years since you left, why did I come to look for you, why even after five years, I still refuse to let you go, don't you really understand this?"

"Nuoyan, can you really not see my feelings at all? You said you want to live your own life, why can't you add

I? "

He Ni asked stubbornly, his eyes were full of sadness, like a poor puppy that was abandoned.

"Nuyan, I can stay with you." He held Nuoyan's cold hand tightly, trying to warm him with his own body temperature, warming the heart that had cooled down at some point.

But it hurts.

It turned out that embracing a piece of solid ice with a warm chest was such a painful thing for him.

"Promise, I'm not what I used to be. I've changed a lot. Just trust me once, okay?"

He Si's wind-blown hair covered his eyes, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or hair, making his eyes blurred. "Trust me once."

He seems to be begging so humblely, he knows that love is so bitter, it will easily destroy all a person's pride and self-confidence, and put his posture in the lowest position.

He was free to take it upon himself, to suffer on his own, he could only beg, hoping that the promise would soften, take pity on him, and let them do it all over again.

He seemed to have changed, Nuo Yan could tell, even though they had only met again for less than two hours.

When did He Ru in the past talk to himself in such a tone, even when He Ru was concentrating on ending up with him, he never begged in such a humble way.

There has never been such a time in any period in memory.

But so what?

Wasn't he the same in the past?Lower your posture very low, with hope, begging He Si to treat him better.

As a result, his expectations were crushed ruthlessly, turning into pieces of sharp broken glass, and he stepped up without paying attention, blood

dripping.

"Let's go, let's eat, I invite you."

The promise seemed gentle, but he broke He Ni's hand forcefully, he still couldn't be completely hard-hearted, especially when He Ni begged him like this

waiting.

What the promise can do is to change the subject.

He Ruo was disappointed again. The few times in his life that his wishes failed were all caused by his promises, but he could only accept it and dared not show any other emotions.

He followed Nuo Yan silently, without saying a word, until the two of them entered the restaurant, sat down, ordered food, ate, and occasionally chatted a few words, but it seemed that they would not mention the matter of starting again.

They talked mostly about the past five years, and He Bi talked a little bit about himself, most of the time they listened to the promise, and heard how the promise lived in the five years he missed.

Age did not leave too many changes in Nuo Yan, but made Nuo Yan look more mature, more charming, and more attractive to all his eyes.

line.

For such a person, when he thinks that the future no longer belongs to him, he seems to have a kind of fear lingering in his heart.

After a meal, He Bi was so fascinated that he almost didn't eat anything, but promised, chatting, and found that most of the dishes on the table were eaten by himself.

Nuo Yan was a little embarrassed, he rarely had such a big appetite, and his stomach was so full.

Coincidentally, he was still wearing a suit today, and his shirt was supposed to be slim, but now his belly was propped up.

"I'm sorry, I've eaten all of it. You haven't eaten anything yet. Why don't you order some more."

It must be that he has been eating Xiaoyun's dark dishes recently, which made it hard for him to eat a normal meal, so he ate so much at once. "No need." He Ru looked much happier, seeing the small actions of Nuo Yan, and couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.

"If you are not full, you can order more."

"I'm full." Nuo Yan couldn't help but look down at his stomach, um, he was really full.

Remembering that there are Ruoruo and Gu Jianghe at home, I don’t know if Gu Jianghe will eat what Xiaoyun cooked, but Ruoruo definitely won’t eat it, children can’t go hungry, so order a few more dishes to dress up and take away.

So Nuoyan ordered Kung Pao Chicken and sweet and sour pork ribs to take away.

He Si sent Nuoyan back, when he was approaching the place where Nuoyan lived, Nuoyan stopped in his tracks: "Go back."

His words are not only telling He Si to leave, but also telling him not to come again.

He Ruo heard it, he opened his mouth, hesitated to speak, but seeing Nuo Yan's resolute eyes, he knew that this matter should not be rushed, he had to take his time, step by step.

"Okay, go up, I'll watch you go up."

Nuo Yan didn't expect He Si to agree so easily, and wondered if He Si understood what he meant.

The promise was not good and continued to ask, nodded and said goodbye to He Bi, and turned to go up.

He Ruo kept watching Nuo Yan's figure disappear at the stairs before leaving.

He had already made up his mind, since Nuoyan didn't want to go with others by himself, then he would also stay and buy a house in the same residential area, preferably a little closer, so that it would be convenient for him to drop by when he has nothing to do.

As for work matters, if they can be resolved online, they can be resolved online, without secretaries and assistants.

He Xiang plans to go to the real estate agency first to see if there is a house that can be bought immediately. It doesn't matter how much the money is, the point is that it must be close to the promised house.

Just thinking about it, when he walked to a corner, He Ru suddenly saw an unexpected person——Song Xu.

He Si didn't expect to see Song Xu here at all, looking at Song Xu's appearance, it seemed that he followed him all the way.

"Why are you here?" In the past few years, he has become more and more indifferent to Song Xu. He used to care about Song Xu, but later he didn't care at all. It was almost rare to meet him.

Song Xu stared at He Si, his hands clenched into fists in the dark, his calm tone was like the calm before the storm: "Have you seen the promise?"

Song Xu has no way to keep his original understanding in front of He Si, because He Si has spent five years cruelly grinding away all his patience, and now he is even more abandoning everything, no matter what. Come for the promise.

The lingering ghost, even if he disappeared by He Si's side for five years, still remained in his heart's promise.

"Hmm." He Xiang replied.

Song Xu continued to ask: "Then you finally found him this time, are you planning to start over with him?"

"Hmm'〇"

He Ru's understatement answer made Song Xu collapse. He guessed it. Although he guessed it, hearing it with his own ears still made him excited.

"Why? He disappeared for five years and you can always keep it in your heart and never forget it. I disappeared for five years and you didn't even give me a chance to come back to you? Am I so unworthy of your care?"

Song Xu is very resentful, why is it the same five years, what kind of promise can he get? It is not enough to occupy his heart for five years, why now he wants to start again with him.

As for myself, I came back full of joy, but what I got was the words "We are all in the past".

Jealousy, anger, and resentment made him hover on the verge of heart-piercing, and he might step on the ground at any time and step into the abyss.

"Why, he refused to let you find him for five years, maybe there are other people around him, why are you thinking about him?"

He Ruo's body froze for a moment, and quickly recovered his calm: "I don't care, it doesn't matter who is by his side now, the most important thing is that in the future, he will be by my side."

The author has something to say

After the preparation is over, I will probably write a promise of tens of thousands of words. After the story is over, I will write something about Gu Jianghe, and then I plan to open a new book.