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"impossible."

He Xiang denied it: "It is absolutely impossible for Nuo Yan to leave. It must be you. You threatened him with means."

How could it be Nuoyan who wanted to leave him? It was clear that the last time he was on the phone, it was normal, and he even said that he missed him. talk.

—It must be fake, just to deceive yourself.

"It seems that you really don't understand the promise at all." Gu Jianghe sneered at He Xiang's reaction, why did he go so early, and now who is showing his affection.

Gu Jianghe slowed down his tone, and deliberately let every word penetrate into He Si's heart: "Is he a person who is willing to be threatened? If he doesn't want to, no one can force him, even if it seems nothing at the time. But the promise is absolutely so willing to admit defeat, he is stronger than anyone else, how can he be threatened by me?"

After finishing speaking, he seemed to feel that it was not enough, so he paused and added a few more words: "But you should have done a lot of things to threaten him, right?"

"Huh? Threatening him with his friends, sister, and career, aren't you the one who did all of this?"

Gu Jianghe chuckled lightly, which sounded so piercing: "Perhaps, Nuoyan left because he couldn't stand your threat anymore?"

Gu Jianghe's words happened to hit the most probable reason why He Sian was least willing to believe it.

Yes, Nuoyan doesn't want to put up with him anymore.

So even if he abandons everything and refuses to let the career he has worked so hard over the past few years go to waste, Nuoyan doesn't want to stay by his side.

In fact, He Xiang realized this a long time ago. Perhaps the desire expressed by the promise is too strong. That kind of feeling seems to be "even if I give up everything, I don't want to have anything to do with you".

How could he allow it.

He Si's extremely paranoid and extreme mentality made him think a little bit distortedly, what does it matter if the promise is a little more painful now, at least he will be by his side, even if he doesn't love it, it doesn't matter, as long as he is with him, he will always fall in love with him after a long time .

He only knew that he couldn't let Nuoyan leave, even if what he hugged was a dagger full of thorns, the pain couldn't make him let go, but he had to hug him tighter and tighter until dripping with blood and blending into one.

Now, He Ru is holding his mobile phone, leaning against the car door, the only street lamp, the light illuminates the loneliness just right, he seems to have returned to the time when he was ten years old, and his mother asked him: "Who are you?"

He seemed to get too little affection, and before he had time to experience the sweetness brought by love and being loved, he tasted the heart-wrenching pain when he cared about someone for the first time.

Could it be that when he said the end to Nuo Yan in such an indifferent tone, Nuo Yan felt the same heartache as he does now.

"Where is he?"

He Ruo lost the tough attitude he had at the beginning, and his distraught tone made people feel distressed. Maybe he knew that Gu Jianghe would not tell him so easily, so He Ruo begged softly: "Where is he? Please tell me."

"I beg you."

Even Gu Jianghe on the other end of the phone was stunned when he heard this sentence, thinking for a while that he had heard it wrong, and that he could hear the word "begging" from He Xiang's mouth in his lifetime.

Well, it does sound very pitiful, but he is not a promise, and he has very little affection for He Xiang. If it were a promise, he might soften his heart, but he won't.

There are a lot of promises left unsaid, but it doesn’t mean that Gu Jianghe can’t see it. If a person is not really scarred and sees no hope, how can he be desperate, abandon everything, and make a planned escape.

It is conceivable what Nuoyan has gone through, and what He Si has done, he will not let the promise, who has finally escaped, return to the pit of fire because of He Si's pitiful begging now.

"I won't tell you."

"He can finally leave you now. I can't give you any chance to find him or hurt him. I hope you don't try to find him again. Promise has made a lot of preparations for this departure, just to let you If you can't find him, if you still miss a little bit of old love, let him go."

"Let him go..." He Si said foolishly and laughed.

If you let him go, what about yourself?

He was already trapped in this cage, his limbs were tightly bound by iron chains, the light penetrating through the gaps once shone on his body impartially, but then the light was blocked, and the cage fell into dead darkness.

He can't get out.

It turned out that no matter how much he said and how firmly he expressed, he still wouldn't believe his promise. It turned out that if a person lied once and told the truth next time, it would not help the matter.

He didn't believe the promise, so even if he held his heart in front of the promise, all he got was "this heart is fake", and then discarded it.

But what to do?Knowing that the promise is to run away on purpose, knowing that he no longer loves herself, knowing that the best choice now is to let go.

But he can't.

It seems simple and easy, but it is more difficult than him to deal with those business problems. At least in the market, he knows how to solve the problems accurately and perfectly, and a promise is like a thinking question without a final answer.

He Si said to Gu Jianghe: "Maybe you are right, but unfortunately, I can't let go."

That night, He Ru returned to the old house in a daze. He didn't sleep in his own room, but in Nuo Yan's room.

The moment he lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, He Ruo wondered if Nuoyan was like this when he was a child, unable to sleep and staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Surrounded by Nuoyan's unique fragrance, a faint scent of jasmine, and Nuoyan's pheromone is also this scent.

In the past, he seemed to think that the smell of jasmine was too strong, and this strong smell would give people headaches, but at this moment, he hoped to smell such a strong aroma to comfort the pain in his heart.

These faint breaths, like addictive drugs, paralyzed his nerves and made him intoxicated in a half-asleep and half-awake state. When he was in a trance, he saw the promise.

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In the empty room, the shadow of the moonlight outside the window falls on the wall, the floor is cold, countless particles float in the air, the surrounding temperature is biting, but the chill is gushing out from the heart little by little.

He Ru stretched out his hand, his slender fingers couldn't grasp the phantom, only the cool air flowed out from between his fingers.

"So I love you so much..."

It turns out that I love you so much, but unfortunately, I can only say this to myself now.

He Ru had a high fever that night, and he became unconscious from the fever.

It was Uncle Zhang who was worried that the young master would not be able to bear it without dinner, so he wanted to ask He Bi to have dinner, but when he opened the door and came in, He Si was already unconscious.

He Si was sent to the hospital. After hanging two bags of normal saline in the hospital, he woke up. When he woke up, he was still dazed, his brain was unresponsive, and he felt that there was someone beside him, but he couldn't call his name all of a sudden.

"You finally woke up." Song Xu rushed over after receiving Uncle Zhang's notice, and kept guarding He Si until he woke up.

"Song Xu?" He Xiang didn't understand why he saw him, and looked around the room, as if looking for something, but couldn't find it.

"What's the matter? Do you want something? Shall I get it for you?"

He Ru looked back, his eyes were still blank, probably really confused, and asked Song Xu: "Where's the promise? Why isn't he here?"

Song Xu felt that his whole body became stiff all of a sudden, and for a while, countless complicated emotions came to his heart, and it took him a lot of effort to suppress it: "He has already left the promise, have you forgotten?"

During the time when He Si was busy with Mr. He, Song Xu had been keeping a close eye on any troubles on Nuo Yan's side, so when he learned that Nuo Yan had left, he knew it was the effect of the phone call that day.

Originally, I thought that to deal with Nuo Yan, I needed some tricks, but I didn't expect it to be so simple, and I drove him away easily.

"gone?"

He Ruo didn't understand what Song Xu meant by "go" and said, "Then you call him back, I want to see him."

"He Xiang, you misunderstood my meaning." Song Xu explained: "I said he left, because Nuoyan has left here and lived in another place."

"Gone? Went somewhere else?"

Song Xu nodded: "Well, I have already left, I left yesterday, have you forgotten?"

He Si looked into Song Xu's eyes and suddenly remembered.

Yes, the promise left.

He abandoned everything, work, career, friends, and relatives, just to leave himself, go to a place he couldn't find, and start a new life.

"Gone... Gone... The promise is gone..."

The light in He Si's eyes dimmed a lot, and he repeated a sentence over and over again. His throat was inflamed due to the fever, so that every time he said a word, his throat felt like a razor blade was slashed, causing a burning pain.

But he didn't care, because the promise was gone, he didn't even know where he went, maybe he would never see him again in this life.

"Hey, the promise is gone, you can't not love your body just because a person leaves. If he leaves, it means that he doesn't love you. Why should you be sad for someone who doesn't love you?" Song Xu looked at him It's not a good place to look like this lost soul.

He dared to leave the promise, but He Ru still had that person in his heart, and it was much more difficult to get rid of the promise in He Ru's heart than in reality.

"He loves me." He Ru shook his head, as if unwilling to accept Song Xu's words.

"He loves me, but I made him angry. He is just angry now, so he doesn't want to see me. When his anger subsides, yes, for sure..."

The promise will come back, definitely will, as long as he waits obediently.

"What is it like?"

Song Xu held He Si's face with his hands, forcing him to meet his gaze: "Nuoyan doesn't love you, so he won't come back, I got it."

He Si looked at Song Xu, a hot tear fell from his dark blue eyes, his voice was sad and desperate: "Is he real?"

"Yes, he doesn't love you anymore."

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