What to do with an omega that smells like green tea

Nuoyan couldn't stay at home until the fifth day.

In the past two days, He Ruo seemed to make regular phone calls, say a few words, and didn't urge Nuo to come back as soon as possible, and he didn't mention anything about his grandfather.

Why didn't he mention it, and didn't ask about the promise, although he had this matter in his heart, but thought that if he could get over it, he didn't have any plans, and he didn't have to ask for trouble.

What He Si said most on the phone was to let Nuo Yan take care of himself. They didn't talk about anything, and the phone calls didn't last long. Nuo Yan could always hear the exhaustion in He Si's voice.

He wanted to ask, but he struggled repeatedly in his heart, but he didn't ask.

On the third day, He Xiang's phone call did not come.

Nuoyan didn't care, after all, he is like a boss, he has a lot of things to do, how can he focus on him every day and not work.

On the fourth day, still nothing.

On the fifth day, Nuoyan kept his mobile phone in his hand all the time, for fear that he might miss a call.

Still nothing.

Nuo Yan wanted to call, maybe He Si was too busy and forgot, until his finger stopped on the top of He Si's number, he couldn't press it for a long time.

It is really because the memory of calling He Xiang is too bad, and the promise now has a shadow, and I am so scared to call, the person who answers the phone is not He Xiang, but someone else.

What the promise refers to are those young and beautiful omega.

Because he had indeed gone through such a situation, he called He Ru with full of joy, but the voice on the other end of the phone was another person's voice, so sweet that it made Nuo Yan feel cold all over his body, as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

But why hasn't it changed for you?

A voice sounded in Nuo Yan's heart.

What seems to have changed?

Nuo Yan doesn't know, maybe it really changed, maybe he pretended, but can a person pretend to be so similar?Nuo Yan recalled the firm expression of He Xiang who protected himself behind him that day. He had never seen such a serious He Xiang.

Therefore, He Xiang may have really changed, for himself.

At least from the moment when he unswervingly blocked the teacup for himself, Nuoyan felt that he was different from before.

Xin no longer hesitated, Nuoyan decided to take the initiative to call He Xiang.

The hand holding the phone trembled uncontrollably, Nuo Yan tried to calm himself down, took several deep breaths, and pressed He Xiang's phone number.

Every second of "beep" made Nuo Yan feel extremely tormented and long, as if someone was walking back and forth on his heart with high heels.

Nuo Yan clasped the seam of the table in bewilderment with his drooping hands, and after a long busy tone, the phone finally got through.

Before Nuo Yan could speak, the other person took a quick step: "It's Nuo Yan, why doesn't it seem like he's not here, what's the matter with you?"

"Crack".

Someone pressed the shutter of the camera, and before he could react, when his heart was beating violently with excitement, that basin of cold water fell on Nuo Yan impartially.

From head to toe, he was completely awake.

Nuo Yan's voice was trembling, and he asked unwillingly, "Are you... Song Xu?"

"Yes." The person on the other end of the phone admitted generously: "I am, did you call He Bi to find him? He went to pour water, do you want me to see him for you?"

Nuoyan's throat was very dry, and it took him a long time to find his voice: "Are you at home?"

"Yes. What's the matter? Shall I call for you?"

Facing Song Xu's enthusiasm, Nuo Yan's whole body was cold, his hands and feet were cold, he saw Song Xu's expression when he said this sentence in a trance, saw him holding He Si's mobile phone, wearing He Si's shirt, lying on the bed. Big bed.

"no need……"

It's ridiculous, just one second, he was blaming himself for thinking about the past shadow, and the next second, reality slapped him hard, crisp and loud.

How could he be so stupid?So self-righteous, not knowing what is good or bad, stupid enough to be moved by He Xiang's actions, and even thinking about getting together again is not impossible.

Promise, promise, you are really cheap to the bone.

What kind of person He Xiang is, haven't you recognized him clearly after so many years?Why did you jump into a pit without repenting after being fooled once.

I really can't help myself, do I really like it that much?

Nuoyan suddenly understood a lot of truths.

It turns out that tragedies will repeat itself. It turns out that whatever you are afraid of will happen. It turns out that no matter how good a person behaves in front of you, it is all fake.

It turned out that I knew it would be sad, but I couldn't let it go completely, and I had to feel the pain again, so I was willing.

The promise is too sad, it's even more sad than when he just broke up with He Xiang, the heart was torn by force, the internal organs were tied into knots, the chest seemed to be hollowed out, and the wind blew in, making it cold.

As if the pain would transfer, Nuo Yan felt his stomach ache too.

He bent down, leaned on the table and cabinet and slid down little by little, covered his stomach with his hands, his face was as pale as paper, sweat dripped down his cheeks, and he bit his lips desperately with his teeth, as if he tasted the smell of blood.

pain.

no matter where.

The pain almost spread all over his body, and he could only pant heavily, like a fish on the verge of death. "Promise? Hello? Hello? Are you still there?"

Song Xu's voice came again from the phone.

Nuo Yan struggled, wanting Song Xu to help him find He Si, but before he could speak, Song Xu's voice came from the phone, before Nuo Yan could hear clearly, the call was disconnected in a second.

He froze for two seconds, staring blankly at the phone that returned to the home page, but soon the pain brought him back to his senses.

Nuo Yan began to get scared in his heart, fearing that the child in his stomach would be in danger, although he told himself that life and death were a matter of life, and it was his life whether the child could be kept or not.

But at this moment, after all, it was a child who had been in his stomach for nearly four months, and every day he could see his stomach bulging little by little, and him changing little by little.

How could he not care, the promise felt more important than his own life.

He has always been a contradictory person, and he has been like this since he was a child. For example, he likes cats, but he is afraid of cats, and he dare not even hug them.

Nuo Yan tried his best to concentrate himself, and found someone who could help him now from the phone list, and finally, he pressed Gu Jianghe's number.

The phone was connected quickly, and as soon as Gu Jianghe's voice came over, Nuoyan said with all his strength: "Jianghe, come quickly... come help me!"

At this moment in Ward 306 of the hospital, Song Xu had just hung up the phone, and after deleting the call record, He Bi walked in from outside the ward with a sad face.

Ever since my grandfather entered the hospital, his physical condition has deteriorated rapidly, and he is undergoing a lot of treatment every day, but the doctor still says that he is dying, so he should be mentally prepared for the patient to die at any time.

This is easy to say, only a few days have passed since he knew it and accepted it, now let him accept it, what will he use to accept it.

So He Bi has been so busy these days that his grandfather's illness must be accompanied by someone 24 hours a day, because it is possible that he will leave for a short time, and he will not even be able to see him for the last time.

He Si even moved his office to the ward to deal with company affairs. Sometimes his grandfather would persuade him to go back to the company and take care of it when he was sober. .

But even though he is extremely precious, time keeps moving forward. Grandpa has been in coma more and more times, and the time is getting longer and longer. Sometimes he is only awake for one hour a day. is getting further and further away from him.

In the beginning, he still had time to call Nuoyan, but later he didn't even have time to call, and he didn't dare to tell Nuoyan about it, fearing that he would blame himself, so he had to hide it.

Just now He Ru went to talk to the doctor about Grandpa's situation, the doctor still said the same thing, let's go home early and prepare.

For people who know they are going to die, every minute and every second they spend in the hospital is a waste of time. The doctor just told the cruelest truth.

There is no way, people are always powerless to life.

He seems to understand, understand, but not quite reconciled.

"How is it? What did the doctor say?" Song Xu hurriedly asked with a guilty conscience as soon as he answered Nuo Yan's phone call.

He Ru shook his head and said, "It's still the same, the doctor asked me to take my grandfather home to raise him, because staying any longer is just a waste of time."

"Then what should I do? Take it home?"

He seemed to be in trouble too, and didn't know what to do.

He wanted to continue to treat his grandfather, because one more day of life is a day, but every day after the treatment, his grandfather would fall into a coma for several hours, and his spirit was getting worse and worse, and he was getting thinner and thinner.

Then take it home, enjoy the last time in your life, and then leave completely, why don't you want to.

Before him were two choices.

"Back..Back.."

Mr. He on the hospital bed suddenly whispered.

He Ru's face froze, he thought his grandfather was still in a coma, so he said that.

He hurried to his grandfather's bed and saw that he had opened his cloudy eyes, looking deeply at himself, with a ventilator in his nose, it was difficult to speak, and he spoke intermittently: "Go...back. .....go home......"

"Grandpa, are you going home?" He Bi resisted the urge to cry, he couldn't cry, because grandpa would also worry if he cried.

"right.."

"But Grandpa, we have to treat your illness. We will go home after you recover, and treat your illness well now, okay?"

This kind of white lie has no effect on people who are about to die. Mr. He knows better than anyone that his time is running out, and he doesn't want to waste the rest of his life in the hospital.

He still wants to see He Nian get married and value his grandson, although he may not see it anymore.

"go back……"

It was extremely difficult to say these two words from his mouth, and there was such firmness in his cloudy and dull eyes that He Bi couldn't refuse. He nodded and said, "Okay, let's go back, let's go back."

He Si completed the discharge procedures for Mr. He as quickly as possible, then sent Mr. He to the car as quickly as possible, and drove away from the hospital.He can't afford to waste every minute and every second now, so he can only race against time.

What he didn't know was that when He Ru's car drove out of the hospital gate, in the ambulance that passed him by, there lay Nuo Xin who had fainted due to pain.

He didn't know that today's passing by would quietly change many things.

When Nuoyan opened his eyes, he found himself in the familiar place __ the hospital again.

He probably really wanted to buy a room in the hospital as Lu Qi said, and then simply live here, anyway, he lived here almost every day.

There is probably no one like him who runs to the hospital every three days, and the smell of disinfectant that can only be found in the hospital ward is about to melt into his blood.

"woke up?"

Following the voice and looking aside, Gu Jianghe was looking at himself anxiously.

He was still wearing a tuxedo, probably because he had just attended the concert and hadn't had time to take it off yet. His long hair was tied up casually by a creamy white lace scrunchie, and his face was painted with makeup, which added a touch to his originally cold facial features. Intense and colorful.

"You actually put on makeup..." Nuo Yan said.

Gu Jianghe froze for a moment, seeing that some people didn't take himself seriously in the hospital, he couldn't help scolding: "Nuoyan, do you know that you are in the hospital now?

hospital?How did you get yourself into the hospital again?Still thinking about joking with me.

Nuoyan is the kind of person who forgets the pain when the scar is healed, and once the scar is healed, he will point to the scar and joke with others.

"Okay, okay, am I okay? It's just a stomachache, maybe I ate something bad." He was at home these days, too lazy to cook, and all he ate was some unnutritious things bought in the supermarket downstairs.

Nuoyan's calm appearance made Gu Jianghe angry. He never thought that Nuoyan didn't care about his body so much, and said, "Stomach hurts? Do you know why your stomach hurts? It's because the pheromones you produce now Too little, and the fetus does not absorb enough pheromones, leading to instability, and excessive emotional ups and downs are prone to miscarriage.”

"Do you know that if you enter the hospital a few minutes late, the child may be gone."

Nuo Yan's face turned pale, and he asked with a trembling voice, "Really?"

He remembered that Aunt Yang told him a lot of things that omega should do during pregnancy. Among them, it said that whether it is a fetus or a pregnant woman, after three months, the demand for pheromone is particularly large. The fetus absorbs the pregnant woman, and Pregnant women need alpha to appease with pheromones to produce more pheromones for the fetus. Omega cannot produce pheromones when it reaches a certain stage of pregnancy.

Ever since he lived in the old house, He Ruo spent an hour or two with him every day, using pheromones to comfort him, probably because he was used to it, Nuoyan didn't feel anything.

But these few days he lived outside alone, there was no way to get in touch with alpha's pheromone, and he completely forgot about it.

"Then now..." Nuo Yan asked in fear, "Is he alright?"

Now I know that I am worried and afraid, just now when I woke up, I was joking, thinking that the sky is not afraid of the sky and the earth is not afraid of me.

Gu Jianghe sighed, and he couldn't bear to scare Nuoyan like this, and comforted him: "It's okay, the child is still there, the doctor just gave you a pheromone inducer, and you're all right now."

Hearing this sentence, Nuo Yan heaved a sigh of relief, raised his hand without infusion, touched his stomach and said, "That's good."

Knowing that the child is still alive, still alive, and born safely, is already his greatest hope.

Looking at the contented smile on Nuo Yan's face, Gu Jianghe suddenly felt heartbroken. He knew that he shouldn't ask more about the relationship between Nuo Yan and He Xiang, but he couldn't help it.

"What kind of child is it?"

Nuo Yan's hand paused for a moment, and he gave a soft "hmm": "Uncle Xu and the others told you, right?"

He didn't want to hide it either, he just didn't want others to be involved in his turmoil, but now it seems that even if he doesn't want to, there will always be a way for others to know if they want to know.

"Nuoyan, what's wrong with you?"

Gu Jianghe's tone was indescribably distressed: "Why are you with He Xiang? What do you think? Didn't you hate him before? Why did you become like this?"

Why is this happening?

He didn't know either.

Originally, there was only one pain, which was the departure of his parents, but at that time he was still very optimistic, feeling that there were so many people around him, so he would not be sad or lonely.

But all of a sudden, he had everything, like a dream trapped deep in the clouds, but the dream was too short, and before he had time to wake up, he was kicked down mercilessly.

Meimeng woke up, and he saw the scars all over his body.

Nuo Yan thought of that phone call again, and it seemed to become a nightmare again, surrounding, torturing, and tearing open his bloody wound that hadn't healed.

"Don't ask." Nuo Yan said softly.

His almost pleading tone showed his humbleness, that he had fallen into the mud and could not bloom in the dust.

Gu Jianghe had tens of thousands of questions in his mind, but seeing such a promise, he couldn't continue to ask: "Okay, I won't ask."

Nuo Yan felt bitter in his heart, and it was obvious that he didn't want to add salt to people's wounds now.

"Don't be sad." Gu Jianghe comforted.

Nuo Yan chuckled and said, "I'm not sad."

At the end of the story, there are nothing more than these two endings, staying together and parting.

There may be a little bit of fate between him and He Xiang, so there is no good ending.

In his short 25 years, the first half of his life was so smooth that later on, he didn't ask if it was worth it, but now, it is indeed not worth it.

want to get out of here.

Here, there are almost no things that can make him happy. Having been entangled with He Xiang for so long, no matter whether it is the body or the nerves, it has already consumed too much energy.

Get out of here.

There was a voice in Nuo Yan's heart urging him.

Leaving here, even if there is no love, even if you are alone, even if you leave everything behind in embarrassment.

At least, he can end the story, and gradually forget everything over time, without worrying about it, without having to love it, or being sad.

For so many years, he has worked hard to the end, but he still has nothing. Probably life is just empty.

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The phrase "too humble to bloom" comes from Zhang Ailing's letter to Hu Lancheng

"When she saw him, she became very low, as low as the dust, but she was happy in her heart, and flowers bloomed from the dust."

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It's a flower that blooms in the dust