Chang'an Youth Tour

It was not the first time for Yan Junyu to take this imperial chariot.

But this time the mood was different from every time before.

He is not a fool, he knows what the prince looks for him in the eyes of outsiders.He knew that the prince must know better, but he still wanted to come, and he still came with such a big fanfare.In front of everyone, in front of General Ao, in front of Yan Long, in front of Cheng Song, in front of those soldiers who were cheering his name half an hour ago...

How do they see themselves now?Will it be like those people in the palace, rustling behind the back, as a joke.

"Xiaoyan regretted it." In the silence, Xiao Jingyan said suddenly.

"I do not have."

Yan Junyu answered so quickly because he knew what Xiao Jingyan was talking about.

He thought he was afraid, he thought he was a coward, as long as others said a few words, he would become so afraid.He treats himself as a child, and being with him is just a momentary impulse, and now he is afraid of being laughed at by others.

He didn't know how determined he was to hit his tree.I even want to understand Ao Ji's warning, but I still have no hesitation.

If it was before, Yan Junyu might have already said that he is not afraid that Xiao Jingyan will know how much he likes him, this is not something to hide.But for some reason, today he suddenly didn't have the courage to speak up.

That branch of white plum blossom was too heavy, weighing heavily on his heart, and he was crushed into a very small shadow.He has also read books, he knows how elegant plum blossoms are, and also knows how difficult it is to write such characters.What does Xiao Jingyan think of when he thinks of himself?Foolishly asking about tricks, or a paper full of ink turtles?

It was very dark in the imperial chariot, and Xiao Jingyan sat quietly beside him, like a god as gentle as jade. Just a few days ago, I still felt that he belonged to me, so I was like a fool who got a rare treasure by luck, even with him When we were together, I couldn't help but touch him from time to time to make sure he was still here.

What a waste of time.

The owner of that branch of white plum blossom would definitely not be like this, he disappeared lightly, no one in the East Palace would mention him, but he still exists in the prince's heart.

Yan Junyu thought about it alone in the dark, and his heart became ashamed.He couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, it wasn't grievance or anger, but the circles under his eyes were getting hotter and hotter, he clenched his teeth, trying not to cry.Ao Ji said that he could be an excellent general, but generals don't cry...

But Xiao Jingyan looked at him quietly in the dark like this, Yan Junyu could almost feel the presence of his gaze, like the sunshine after autumn, falling warmly on a person.

Yan Junyu burst into tears under such gaze.

He heard Xiao Jingyan sigh.

"You..." He stretched out his hand, covered Yan Junyu's eyes, rubbed his head like a crying child, and then pulled him into his arms helplessly.

Yan Junyu just stuck his body stubbornly and refused to give in.With such a resolute attitude, yet crying so sadly, this scene should have been very funny, but Xiao Jingyan didn't laugh at him, but just stroked his back, like comforting a little beast with fur.Until his posture gradually relaxed, he was no longer so tense and resisting.

"I see, Xiaoyan thinks the barracks are fun, so he doesn't want to go back to the East Palace with me." He said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

Yan Junyu, who was about to be coaxed, played again when he heard this.Xiao Jingyan hastily touched his back comfortingly, his gentle and coaxing smile was too seductive, although Yan Junyu still felt like a lump in his throat, he was coaxed into silence for the time being, unable to get angry.He reached out and touched Xiao Jingyan's arm, and quietly confirmed his existence.

Maybe he also likes himself, but not so much.Yan Junyu thought to himself very hopelessly.

It is true that the hand gently touching his back is true, and the warm embrace that he is in is also true, so it should also be true that he temporarily has this person named Xiao Jingyan.Although there are still risks, it is really not a good deal to give up a treasure that is so hard to get for a plum blossom.

He didn't know how he was born, maybe because of Mrs. Yan's education, he was born with a temperament of persevering in the face of difficulties.Like a small stubborn bull, let alone a tree, even if it encounters a south wall, it has to bump into it. Either the wall will fall down, or its corner will be broken, and there will always be a result.

It doesn't matter, I will make him like me very much.Yan Junyu thought in his heart that he could practice calligraphy, learn painting, and he could fight wars.If he still doesn't like him, he will go to the frontier just like what he said at the beginning, go through life and death, make meritorious deeds, and guard this country for him.

When he sees Bai Meihua, he thinks of what that person is. I want him to think of my name when he sees his world in the future.