The world's favorite you [rebirth]

Shen Dai seldom cries.

So as long as there is one time, then? Nie Ran was wrong.

Shen Dai didn't even look out of the window.

Anyway, it has been like a day for several years. Every day she has endured will not be more difficult than the previous day. You will get used to the pain. When it accumulates layer by layer, the pain threshold will increase.

Just like right now, Shen Dai is in the house, knowing that Nie Ran is under the street lamp outside, but she can still behave properly.

However, the curtains are wide open, the windows are not closed, and the wind that smells of leaves blows over the curtains.

The moon is bright in the night.

The moonlight is very good.

The people downstairs looked at the window, and the people in the window looked at the moon, and they were all looking at the bright moon anyway.

Shen Dai looked into the distance and thought, so? Let's just watch the moon together.

After all, this was her initial wish.

——The scenery is boundless.

——I want to watch it with Nie Ran.

Shen Daituan lay on the sofa with a small blanket covering her knees, turned off the bright lights in the living room, and only lit a small night light.

The cat paced around in the dim light, rubbed against the sofa, and jumped onto Shen Dai's lap.

Shen Dai took advantage of the opportunity to put the cat in her arms. The cat was much lazy?, more? Sometimes she just lay down obediently, rubbing her head and belly along with Shen Dai.

"I? Abandoned you without a word? Are you? Sad?"

In fact, Ah Bite was more attached to her, Shen Dai could tell, maybe it was because she had slept with a cat litter, in short, it was Nie Ran's cat in name, and it always rubbed against her wheezing.

"You? Will you forgive me?"

The cat's round eyes are transparent and have a transparent luster. It blinks, but the round eyes remain motionless for a moment.

"If you are Shen Dai."

——If I am Nie Ran, will Nie Ran forgive me?

Shen Dai lowered her eyes.

The wind rolls the tip of the eye.

Some answers don't have to think about it.

Nie Ran turned into Shen Dai's little tail.

She is not good at redemption, the most clumsy way is only this way.

Shen Dai neglected to be clean.

Or did Dai Huan occasionally mention: "You two... Are you playing sadomasochism?"

She bit the milk tea straw, poked at the pearl, and looked at Shen Dai who was starting to drink pure tea opposite, feeling naive for no reason.

She always felt that she had grown up, but in front of Shen Dai, she still seemed the same.

Shen Daifei glanced at her, but felt that the word "deep affection" was good.

"Abusive?" Shen Dai smiled, "It's over? It's over. That's it."

How forgetful she is, she forgets the good ones equally, and of course there are the bad ones. A few words and fragmented memories can't hold up many emotions.

"Actually," Dai Huan said, "is she not having a good time?"

Nie Ran, who was sitting on a circular wooden bench in a small square outside the glass window, was thin and thin, and it was even more inconceivable than the disappearance of Shen Dai's baby fat.

"..." Shen Dai paused, the taste of pure tea was bittersweet, she took a sip, but she still thought it would be good to drink pure milk next time.

"I know she's having a hard time, and she's so thin. If she's having a good time, then we're simply enjoying a blessing."

She paused, even she couldn't organize her words well, "But... I'm not quite reconciled."

Because it was the three years when she waited more and more desperately, Nie Ran was in the dark, and could know everything about herself, but Shen Dai had no choice.

"One night, I suddenly dreamed of her. She stood on the top floor and said that she missed me very much. The view from the rooftop is very beautiful, and I couldn't touch her at all."

The sun is bright and the sky is blue.

Watching the shadow fall downstairs, she cried hoarsely and no one comforted her. When she woke up from the dream, even the ceiling was pitch black, and the strings in her head broke with a "boom", reaching the extreme.

As long as Nie Ran shows up at that time, it's fine, she can still fly over, crying and complaining about this nightmare, berating her for her hard heart.

But she trembled all night, not even daring to say "in" to Nie Ran.

"I? At that time, I was wondering if she had already encountered some difficulties. The difficulties were so great... She had no way to do it at all, so I made a dream to make me give up."

Shen Dai dreamed of Nie Ran not many times, but one time was enough to sleep PTSD, which can be overcome, but it is difficult to overcome.

"Please, I'm a researcher!" Shen Dai couldn't believe Marxism in her heart, and now she can still say with a smile, "But I...actually believe it."

I want to burn incense and say goodbye.

I want to see you again.

It's better to be a human or a ghost than to have no audio at all.

——From then on? Don’t dare to be afraid of ghosts and gods.

"She didn't miss three years of us, but I missed hers, all of them."

Shen Dai's determination to win or lose is not to be underestimated, and she feels that it is unfair, and fairness is very important.

"I'm okay? Be strong."

Shen Dai sighed with emotion, and successfully blocked Dai Huan's faltering tears.

"..." Dai Huan, "Then you? Are you like this?"

One loves openly and aboveboard, and the other hides openly and aboveboard, through transparent glass?

"I don't know," Shen Dai also had a headache, but she was a little angry. When you saw her, you only felt grievances, but grievances are not worse than anger, and it's better to vent.

It's always growing, and it's going to collapse anytime, anywhere.

But Shen Dai won't collapse anymore, her nonsense and self-willedness have long since been worn down by reality.

"Let's just let it go, anyway... three years have been wasted, how many more years? It doesn't matter, right?"

Anyway, she is on the left and right.

How it is consumed and how it is consumed is not very important.

Dai Huan asked: "Then you...don't take off the ring?"

"Don't take it off," Shen Dai touched the ring by herself, "it's so precious, so I won't take it off."

Her excellent target person setting has finally been maintained, so don't give up casually.

And... that's a really good excuse.

weekly rest.

Called out to drink by Zhou Yunge at night, Zhou Dagege was forced to go on a blind date recently, and his whole body was listless.

Shen Dai thought of the girl who gave her an umbrella on the day of the college entrance examination.

"Your tallest ex-girlfriend, how tall?"

Zhou Yunge toasted her: "At 1.6 meters five, I'm only 1.8 meters. If she is taller, I can't see the top of her head."

Shen Dai pursed her lips, smiled for a while, and drank it down in one gulp.

Ugh.

Not fair.

She took the college entrance examination, and Nie Ran watched her enter the examination room, watched her leave the examination room, and found someone to act in a play to give her an umbrella, but he didn't even participate in the college entrance examination.

Are you willing?

Why?

Nie Ran should be on the throne.

She studies day and night, she goes through every competition, she is more serious than everyone else?

too heavy.

Shen Dai was burned by alcohol, her eyes were covered with water, and the corners of her eyes were red. She was still able to walk independently. The girl sitting under the streetlight in front of the bar was typing on her mobile phone, as if she was completing some task.

Shen Dai gave a "hush" to Zhou Yunge and Dai Huan, with her index finger in her lips, telling them to leave quickly.

Both Dai Huan and Zhou Yunge were stunned.

This scene was common in the past, but rare in the future.

Shen Dai squatted behind Nie Ran, watching her typing fingers and shadows, occasionally scattered by the wind, Nie Ran didn't care, she was surviving.

Shen Dai's breathing trembled, and the surge of alcohol came to her head.

——She hasn't drank for a long time, the tolerance she built has long since disappeared, and now she is a little girl who blushes when she touches alcohol.

Red head and face.

She leaned against Nie Ran and sat down, with her head tilted on Shen Nie Ran's back, heavy sleepiness invaded, her eyes were closed, and the shadow of her eyelashes under the street lamp was light and lazy, with a unique depth.

Nie Ran was startled and didn't dare to move. His hands paused, not knowing what to do.

Flattered.

"Sleepy," Shen Dai said vaguely, "very sleepy."

"Carry you? Go home, okay?"

"…it is good."

Nie Ran can still carry Shen Dai back, but Shen Dai is not very honest. She leans against Nie Ran's ear, her breath is warm and smells like wine. She pats Nie Ran's shoulder with ten percent strength? Ten: "You're hurting me!"

I'm quite disgusted.

"I? Want to be soft!"

Nie Ran almost knelt down when he was photographed, and lowered his eyes for a while: "There are no soft ones, what should I do?"

Shen Dai thought, change to another one?

But her not sober reason told her that she couldn't say this.

"Then... you? How much? Eat?"

Shen Dai was sliding down, Nie Ran held her wrist, and brushed the small ring with his palm.

——Shen Dai has a good relationship with her boyfriend.

This is her hearsay.

Nie Ran blinked, and moved Shen Dai closer.

Shen Dai struggled: "Don't touch me? The ring."

She has the most precious thing on her body, "You? Don't touch it."

Nie Ran's tone was astringent: "Is it...important?"

"...precious."

"I cherish it?"

"Nonsense?" Shen Dai said hoarsely, "It's so expensive after all."

Nie Ran still smiled, bending his eyes, feeling that the little drunkard behind him had become a little money addict.

The moon shadow is comfortable and the leaves are rustling.

Suddenly, it seems that nothing has changed.

"Why do you live on the second floor?" She wanted to ask a long time ago, but now she dared to ask.

"Because... the rent is cheap."

"Bullshit."

"Humph."

The reason is hard to say.

Shen Dai is used to talking nonsense.

He took out the key from Shen Dai's bag, opened the door, and saw a sofa and a cat's nest in the corner of the living room. Ah Bite was woken up, paws patted the floor and ran over, paused, and it took a long time to distinguish the smell.

If I don't come back, the cat will not know me anymore.

After entering the room, she put Shen Dai on the bed, her whole body was strangled by a chokehold, and she had to try her best to support herself, for fear of hurting Shen Dai.

Nie Ran's hair is soft, every inch of it is like silk.

The tip of Shen Dai's nose rubbed against her ear.

This scene is like... Ah Bite who fled to her bed privately, had several midnight dreams, and there was a cat purring beside her, Shen Dai opened her eyes - if the cat woke up too, the cat would rub her against her.

"Cat...cat's ears." She opened her eyes, her eyes were clouded, but her eyesight was surprisingly good. She stared carefully, her eyes burning like fire, "Is it red?"

What can Nie Ran do?

Nie Ransheng felt it, could feel the cat near the legs hanging on the edge of the bed, and explained: "...the cat is below."

She is nervous.

Shen Dai said softly, "Huh?"

So?

"...not cat ears."

"It's cat ears."

"Okay," Nie Ran accepted his fate and gave up resistance, "...it's the cat's ears."

"Then..." The little girl's eyes rolled around, "I? Can I have a bite?"

"... not very good."

"Okay." Shen Dai didn't bother much.

The sound of breathing and the rumble of heartbeat are mixed together.

Shen Dai was suddenly very angry, no matter how hard she covered her heartbeat, it was beating so fast,

"Nie Ran!"

She seemed to be really angry. She patted the bed, and the bed board shook, but she was also very wronged. She even acted like a spoiled child when she lost her temper.

She blinked and asked seriously, "Really?"

Nie Ran didn't dare to say "no", so he could only agree in a low voice.

"Hmph." Shen Dai suddenly quieted down, a little sad? And grievances surfaced.

"You? Call me? Dad... I? Just? Forgive you?"

Shen Dai didn't wait for her to call out, she shed tears around Nie Ran.

"It's all my father's fault. Is it because my father didn't protect you well?..."

Crying hard? Nie Ran couldn't laugh or cry, and was held in Shen Dai's arms.

"Daddy's..."

"My little baby."

Nie Ran didn't catch the last few words clearly.

——Heart beats like a drum.

The author has something to say: You obviously still found candy for yourself before, hum.

No, I stood there all day today, and I was so sleepy that I didn’t even think about it, and I didn’t know what I wrote. If it doesn’t look good, I’ll change it tomorrow, hehehehe.

Good night.

The widow couldn't hold on anymore.

.感谢在2021-01-2423:00:53~2021-01-2523:15:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottles today;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!