The world's favorite you [rebirth]

There are only two shadows under the moon.

Shen Daicai? Without looking back, she walked home, and the journey was over.

Stumbled on the road, it is not a good road after all, just after the heavy rain, and the ground is full of mud, Shen Dai was? Stumbled, staggered, and held on to the electric pole by the side of the road? Steady, behind her The shadow swayed, almost rushing out to help someone, but Shen Dai stood still, and the shadow didn't move again.

Shen Dai's expression was calm and speechless, she knew that when she was a child, if she just touched her lightly, her mouth would deflate, and she would cry out when she was wronged? It hurts.

In fact, Shen Dai was very good at falling on the ground when she was a child. She couldn't lift her feet high enough, and she could fall anytime and anywhere when she tripped on the gravel ground. When she was lucky, who would she fall on? Crying until you have snot and tears, and you need someone to coax you for a long time? Goodbye.

She can hold herself now?

Shen Dai lowered her eyes, looking at the ground? Under the street lamp? The elongated shadow, she now? Doesn't need to rely on anyone? People - everyone will leave, and everyone will leave you while saying they love you.

Even on a rainy day, no one gave her an umbrella.

Even? From now on, she will be the only one on this road.

What is Shen Dai afraid of?

She walked for more than four hours, and the shadow followed for more than four hours. It was almost early morning when she returned home, and Shen Dai turned to the door of the room. She paused while holding the doorknob, staring at the metallic luster with lowered eyes, and waited until the sound? Only when the lights were turned off did she blink away the mist in her eyes.

Shen Dai leaned against the window, turned off the light, and went to see the people downstairs in the dark.

The people downstairs squatted under the street lamp, there was clearly light above their heads, but they were so lonely that a small shadow seemed to be homeless, she was clearly so pitiful, so pitiful that Shen Dai might turn around and leave to see not see.

Such a poor Nie, such a cold stomach.

"Did I let you go?"

Shen Dai stood there for a long time, closed the curtains, and turned on the lights.She was flustered when she tugged on her sleeve, even though she was so flustered, she still let go.

The number of times Shen Dai has been left behind is countless, so her instinctive defense mechanism is enough to resist.

--no.

—I didn't let you go.

Shen Dai cut off contact with her family and never asked for a penny again.

Shen Cheng was still very angry? In a rage, he smashed the cup at home, as if Shen Dai had done something unforgivable, Xu Zhiyi just watched with cold eyes.

Shen Cheng was a little overwhelmed, and he rarely expressed fierce feelings towards Xu Zhi a few times: "Why do you still look at me like this?"

distinct…

Xu Zhiyi saw the next sentence in his eyes - it was clear that he was right, and it was us who were wrong.

At the end of the month after the college entrance examination, Xu Zhiyi filed a divorce lawsuit.

Of course, she didn't hide this from Shen Zhi.

Shen Zhixu seemed to have never refuted any of Xu Zhi's wishes. The competition questions under his command paused, and he said to Xu Zhi for a while, "Mom, I got it."

In the past, when he was forced to treat Shen Dai well, it was the same.

That night, Shen Zhixu Xu Hong looked down and secretly ran downstairs to her sister's house.

Shen Dai who came back from a part-time job: "..."

Like picking up a down-and-out puppy from the grass, Shen Zhi? Xu looked pitifully, "Sister, Mom and Dad are getting divorced."

Shen Dai was silent for a while: "I'm sorry, I instigated it." She doesn't know anyone well, she doesn't know how much Shen knows? Xu cares about this family.

Shen Zhixu said, "Sister, don't apologize."

It's not that they're getting a divorce, it's just that they're sad—it's hard to explain, but it feels like no one cares.

Shen knows Xu Sheng's Qingjun, and there are not many girls who like him in school, but the little boy is full of attention on his studies, and he doesn't even have many friends.

Make yourself an island.

An island like his mother.

"Relax..." Shen Dai said, "You will always be my younger brother." She patted the shoulder of Shen Zhixu who was drooping her head, and the words she said were obviously narrow-minded.

"Aunt Xu will always be my Aunt Xu."

No one's identity will change.

Shen Dai thought, it just won't change.

Shen Dai found a part-time job, selling cakes in an ordinary cake shop, with a monthly salary of [-]. Shen Dai also worked overtime all the time, learned to speak softly, and sell to customers gently.

Temper? I get better day by day. I still like to wear a white skirt and a thin coat in hot summer.

You know.

Shen Dai has always looked good in white dresses.

Even without Ye Chengfeng's blessing, Shen Dai became gentle, with a cold gentleness, and occasionally she laughed in a trance.

Unlike her previous life, when she didn't love someone, she didn't love someone, and she didn't pretend to be forced.

Her baby fat has naturally faded away, her clear jaw line and her shallow smile are more and more like Nie Yan, especially when she is wearing white clothes, the light and curvature are just right, so that Shen Dai will be in a daze even when she looks in the mirror.

Would she stare blankly at herself in the mirror? Then she pursed her lips and smiled with a slight arc.

After Shen Dai finished her college entrance examination, she got a part-time job plus the money from her part-time job, so she still had enough money to pay for her tuition.

Her living needs are terribly low, except that she is not hungry and almost has no desires.

The school is a fairly good local university, worthy of the grades, and also worthy of a certain sentence she said.

I chose an unpopular major, chemistry.

In fact, Shen Dai occasionally recalled that she vaguely remembered that she had discussed the future with Nie?

Teachers, doctors, engineers, veterinarians…

She doesn't really like anything, what she likes a little?

Shen Zhixu looked at the admission notice and said, "Why did you choose chemistry?"

"Because... things? Is the source of life?"

"But isn't this chemistry?"

"Because... I chose blindly."

The flashing head of the father of things, and the inexplicable impression she had when she saw it that afternoon, have become lingering memories.

Shen Dai thought, chemistry is the closest to matter, right?

Nie, who is always doing things, is not bald... It's a blessing.

On the day when she entered the school, Nie Yu followed Shen Dai for a long time, but this time, Shen Dai didn't see Nie Yu.

They were crowded in the turbulent crowd, and they couldn't even get close by half a step.

The crowd was crowded, and they were separated further and further apart. Nie Li struggled a few times in Shen Dai's direction. Shen Dai glanced over inadvertently, and Nie Chen squatted down.

She is hiding.

In just three months, Nie's appearance had completely changed. Her hand bones were thin and sharp, her lips were pale in color, her hair was dry and yellow, and even when she pursed her lips, blood tore through the skin and oozes out.

She covered her dirty clothes, stood up and took a breath, the darkness passed before her eyes, and she looked at Shen Dai's eyes before there was light.

What is she doing when we are apart?

—she is suffering.

Nie Yue looked at the welcoming seniors, his eyes lit up when he saw Shen Dai, and he smiled, trying to take the luggage from Shen Dai's hand.She stood just outside the gate, watching the freshmen pouring into the school gate, and watching her favorite person take a completely different path in a bright life.

- I am? I love you.

Shen Zhi? Xu follows? Shen Dai, circling around like a little tail, the tail is very clingy to her sister, and the tail is very simple to like her.

I heard that Xu Zhiyi divorced Shen Cheng.

Occasionally, when I asked Dai Huan for news, Dai Huan was quite indignant, but Nie Huan didn't feel much.

When Nie went to send flowers to Zhizhi Dai in her last life, she saw Xu Zhiyi standing under the cypress, looking at a person for a long time and hopelessly, her spine was straight, but it seemed to be broken .

Nie Yue thought, she likes that tombstone.

Dai Huan said: "Uncle Shen also went to Shen Dai's part-time job and questioned, saying, 'Should I be nailed to the pillar of shame for life because of one mistake?' or something."

Shen Daiguo has changed a lot, she is very calm, always indifferent, and has grown into a look that Dai Huan can't even imagine.

She said: "No." Uncle Shen's eyes were a little brighter just now, and Shen Dai said again, with an extremely indifferent posture, Shen Dai, who is so indifferent that people feel that she is doing something wrong, is the real existence: "But you have to let me See, see your repentance...I didn't see it. For ten years, I haven't seen it."

and so…

The original perverse and wanton girl was just Shen Dai's existence in order to alleviate her father's guilt, but she never thought that someone really made a mistake and didn't know how to repent.

So, nothing good so.

Nie Chen lowered his eyes, his peripheral vision was blurred when separated by many people, but Shen Dai was always very clear, probably because he was too distracted.

If you only look at one person, that person is the focused existence?

On campus, Shen Dai looked alert: "What are you doing?"

The senior smiled: "Sister, the luggage is heavy, I'll help you."

Shen Dai: "Are you going up again? If you don't go to the women's bedroom, what can you do for me?"

Senior: "..."

Shen Zhi Xu: "..."

The senior glanced at Shen Zhixu, Shen Zhixu took over the luggage, nodded slightly, and followed Shen Dai to follow the road signs.

"This girl is so straight, will she have a boyfriend?"

The new elementary school girl from the School of Chemistry is very beautiful, and she just has a date. All the boys sighed? Shen Dai thought it was very good, and didn't deny it on purpose. She even asked Shen Zhi? Would you like to continue to impersonate, if he didn't want to? Change Zhou Yunge.

Shen Zhi? Xu doesn't mind.

Afterwards, it was a desolate and boring day when I never had contact with Nie Yu again.

She didn't have any close friendships with any girls, and she didn't establish many friendships with boys. In fact, Shen Zhixu wasn't the only one who lived like an isolated island.

Meet Zhou Yunge at the bar on weekends.

Zhou Yunge touched wine with her, and Shen Dai took a sip.

Shen Dai lived like an ascetic in university. She completed the credits in the first three years, and now she has found a research institute to engage in chemistry-related work.

It was very different from what he imagined back then.

The little princess must either continue to be pampered and self-willed, or... In short, it shouldn't be like this.

But Shen Dai thinks it's good: "Every time I put on my research uniform, goggles, and gloves, I feel that I am not a human being. I am rigorous, serious, meticulous, and meticulous. I feel like a scientist. "

Shen Dai in that form and the former Shen Dai drew a natural barrier, Shen Dai can always feel a little bit of cold restraint and wisdom.

Nothing to do with love, not moving? I like it.

That is the most comfortable state.

——That was the most comfortable state after leaving Nie Li.

"Which word did you just say relate to you?"

"It doesn't matter which word it is," Shen Dai smiled, not like a good person, "If it doesn't matter, I'll find a way to beat you up."

She flicked the ring between her fingers, and there was a moment of dazzling light under the lamp.

Zhou Yunge: "..."

The author has something to say: Flying misfortune-Isolation at home, woo~

I saw someone asking me if this is a sweet article, Daidai and Ranran are absolutely HE, how could I make all of my book BE, my motherly heart!

The main reason is that the last few chapters have been separated, and I have sped up the pace. The plot timeline spans a lot in these chapters. I don't want to abuse them, but it was more than three years after they separated.

And there is...

What I want to write is that she is suffering and she is loving her.

The price of rebirth is huge, I can't think of how painful it is, and I didn't write an outline, I only remember a scene I set up. When Nie Ran woke up, she was dazed and pure, and she realized it when she saw Shen Dai smiling at her. , I am still alive.

She was unconscious, and at that moment, it was no different from death.

During the years of parting, Nie Ran was in pain all the time, and occasionally lost his senses, like being stuck in a bug. Even so, I still felt that the price was not enough, that was rebirth.

But she can't die, so it's probably because she is suffering and Shen Dai loves her.

It was the same in the previous life, Shen Dai was suffering, and Nie Ran was loving her.

It is two-way redemption.

It may be a bit messy, so everyone can make do with it.

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