The Cannon Fodder is Prepared to Divorce
Chapter 38 Love's Patience and Restraint
After the field affairs were finished to Qu Lang, people went to work on other things.
Only the words of field affairs echoed in Qu Lang's mind, and Qu Lang used his almost rigid mind to think.
Finally, a word came to mind.
something happened to him...
I can never wait for him...
This idea exploded in Qu Lang's mind, and when he fell to the ground, he seemed to be exhausted.There was not a single thought in his body that he wanted to continue living, as if the air had become something he didn't need.
He has never felt that it is so difficult just to inhale air into the lung cavity and complete a simple oxygen replacement.
Qu Lang felt a piercing pain in his heart, and a fishy sweetness in his mouth, and wanted to spit it out, but he was suppressed in the end.
Qu Lang felt that he was intimidated by the loss of Shen Mingbei forever.
He was afraid, as if he would not be afraid if he continued to be afraid.
He was afraid, as if fear would allow him to escape reality.
Previously, I could endure, could endure that Shen Mingbei no longer belonged to me, could endure that Shen Mingbei was getting close to other people.Because he could at least stand not too far away from Shen Mingbei, watch carefully, and watch Shen Mingbei regain his former expression.
Be the warm and sunny person in your memory.
He prayed that he would not be discovered by Shen Mingbei, that he would not be hated by Shen Mingbei, and he also hoped that one day, Shen Mingbei, who had warmed others, could share a little heat for himself, so that he could come out of the winter.
In the past, he blindly believed that Shen Mingbei loved him, would be by his side, and would always wait for him.
So he is confident, he is unscrupulous.
Challenging Shen Mingbei's bottom line of love little by little, testing Shen Mingbei's love for himself time and time again...
He thought that as long as Shen Mingbei loved him, he could always have him like this.
But in fact he was wrong, love needs to be maintained and cared for.
When he didn't cherish it properly, Shen Mingbei took back his love.
Waiting for the day when I lost it, I will regret it.
From the day Shen Mingbei proposed divorce to him, Qu Lang regretted every day.
She regretted hurting Shen Mingbei in the past, regretted that she didn't wake up earlier, regretted that she didn't tell Shen Mingbei clearly how much she loved him.
Qu Lang was wrapped in worries and fears, but he also had hope.He thought that at least he could wait, until the day when Shen Mingbei changed his mind...
After all, he let him go before Shen Mingbei hated and loathed him.
Even though this incident made him regret it and made him extremely irritable, he was still glad that at least Shen Mingbei didn't hate him yet.
But the premise of all this is that Shen Mingbei is still alive, and that Shen Mingbei is safe and sound...
Qu Lang felt that the blood in his body was frozen.
He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what to say. He hoped that if he died like this, he could fall on the side of the road Shen Mingbei passed by, and maybe the two of them could meet again.
With such thoughts in mind, Qu Lang was unwilling to move.
The fire in the warehouse was finally extinguished, and the chaotic scene was brought under control.
Someone noticed Qu Lang next to him, noticed the blood on his body, and hurried over to ask him if there was something wrong?Do you want to go to the hospital?
Hospital……
Hearing these two words, Qu Lang felt his nerves throbbing, from the top of his head to his heart.He held the position of his heart and endured the pain in his eyes, he didn't want to cry.
"Let me help you up." Seeing that Qu Lang didn't move, the man was still very enthusiastic.
Qu Lang was pulled a bit by someone, and when he raised his head, he suddenly realized that this person was Shen Mingbei's assistant!
As if something exploded in his heart, his stiff fingers regained a little warmth, and Qu Lang's thoughts caught on to something.He nervously grabbed Xiao Zhang's sleeve and asked, "Mingbei, where is Shen Mingbei? Is he okay, otherwise you wouldn't be here!"
It was only at this time that Xiao Zhang realized that it was Qu Lang who fell on the ground. He felt a little regretful, and felt that Qu Lang's roar was too loud.Quietly retreated a little, and replied: "Brother Shen went to the hospital, but he should be fine. The main reason is that Qin Yi, who rescued him, was seriously injured."
Mentioning this little Zhang made me feel a little scared. If Qin Yi hadn't reacted quickly, his brother Shen might have hurt his face.
Artists in the entertainment industry, whether they are traffic or actors, rely on their faces to make a living.
Not to mention the traffic, even if it is an actor with excellent acting skills, if the actor hurts his face, not to mention whether he is disfigured or not, if he just hurts a little nerve, the superb acting skills will basically be missed.
When making facial expressions and yelling at the camera, my nerves are not under my control, so what about acting skills.
Xiao Zhang originally wanted to go to the hospital with 120, but Shen Mingbei said that it would be good for him to go, after all he was fine, and the ambulance couldn't fit.
Xiao Zhang had no choice but to give up following Shen Mingbei and has been helping out at the shooting location, but he was really surprised to meet Mr. Qu.
Knowing that Shen Mingbei was fine, Qu Lang took a deep breath, and the blood that had been cracked by freezing began to flow. Qu Lang thought that Xiao Zhang was Shen Mingbei's assistant, so he pulled out a smiley face and asked him: "In which hospital?"
"Ah, I don't know...it should be the nearest one." Speaking of this, Xiao Zhang woke up like a dream. The situation was only tense before, and he forgot to tell Cai Feng that something happened here.
Under Qu Lang's gaze, Xiao Zhang called Cai Feng to report the situation on the set.
"Oh, yes, yes, Brother Shen is fine... Qin Yi's back is injured, and the situation is unclear... The fire here just went out, and I haven't contacted Brother Shen yet..."
Qu Lang originally thought that Xiao Zhang was going to call Shen Mingbei, but it turned out that it was not. He held his breath in his chest, but he didn't dare to say anything to Xiao Zhang.
Qu Lang had no choice but to look around the set.
Here, this is where Shen Mingbei filmed.
Shen Mingbei likes filming, but Qu Lang has never understood what is so good about this job.
He was originally a person with very low desires, except for Shen Mingbei, almost nothing could arouse his emotions, Qu Lang didn't understand how to like such emotions before.
So I always lost control in front of Shen Mingbei, and when I saw Shen Mingbei, I wanted to do something with him, as if my body dominated my mind.
Qu Lang was very fortunate that Shen Mingbei would not be too attached to him because of this job, and would not show up in the Qingtanwan villa for a few months.
But now that he understands what Shen Mingbei means to him, Qu Lang is annoyed by this job.
Not to mention that filming will make Shen Mingbei focus on the characters in the play, just being able to kiss and hug people in the play is enough to make Qu Lang want to crazily tear those people apart.
Even in this suspenseful drama being filmed now, the director will add some ambiguous scenes to it...
Qu Lang was jealous, so jealous that he went crazy.
But he had to restrain himself, he had desire for Shen Mingbei, but Shen Mingbei didn't like it.In the past, Shen Mingbei's struggle and refusal were not because of imaginary coquettishness and obedience, but because Shen Mingbei really didn't like it.
If he didn't control himself and let his desire grow, he would definitely be hated by Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang didn't want Shen Mingbei to hate him, even if Shen Mingbei looked away in front of him, it would be a huge blow to him.
So Qu Lang restrained and endured, he forced himself to understand what Shen Mingbei likes, and made himself look like a normal person.
The air on the set didn't smell very good, but it didn't affect Qu Lang's good mood walking on the set.He imagined how Shen Mingbei would be filming here, and planned in his heart that when the show was finished, he would buy the venue and use it as his cemetery in the future.
Buried in a place where Shen Mingbei's breath had lingered, just imagining it made my blood boil.
Qu Lang, immersed in his own world, bumped into someone.
The man bowed his head to apologize to Qu Lang, said sorry, and prepared to leave.
When Qu Lang heard this voice, he suddenly felt a little familiar.
Qu Lang subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold the man back, and saw the man's masked face.
"Hua Shu?" Qu Lang frowned, why is he here?
"Qu, Qu Qu——" Hua Shu saw that the person who caught him was Qu Lang, and he didn't call out his name after talking for a long time. Compared with Qu Lang's surprise, Hua Shu was more surprised that Qu Lang would be here.
……
Shen Mingbei followed Qin Yi to the hospital, and was still very worried when he looked at his wound.
Qin Yi didn't care too much, he looked up his neck, saw the worry in Shen Mingbei's eyes, and his mood improved a lot: "It's nothing, anyway, it hurts on the back..."
The nurse pressed Qin Yi's head down again, and said in a soft voice as much as possible: "Lie down and don't move."
The nurse was still helping him clean up the wound and the flesh and blood stuck to his clothes. When Qin Yi moved just now, the blood blurred again, and the nurse had to do it again.This place has been redone three times, all because Qin Yi suddenly raised his head to speak...
But Qin Yi was so seriously injured, he didn't cry out, he didn't cry, he was a rare easy-talking patient, and the nurse was a little more tolerant towards him.
Severe, but not cruel.
"Listen to the nurse, don't move around, you can talk if you want to talk." Shen Mingbei sighed, it was really thanks to Qin Yi, otherwise he wouldn't have dared to think about what would happen.
Qin Yi, who could only lie still on his stomach, said in a muffled voice: "Brother Shen, if you feel bored, just go around, my back is bloody and bloody, it must not look good."
Shen Mingbei patted his head, comfortingly said: "There is no such thing as a good-looking wound, you only got this injury after you saved me, I only feel distressed when I see it. I can't do anything else, but I will definitely be with you, I'll take good care of you too."
Shen Mingbei's words were like a shot in the arm. Qin Yi, who was confused, stopped talking, and let the nurse apply the medicine.
The two of them chatted without saying a word. Shen Mingbei listened to the nurse's words and helped pass some gauze and cotton swabs. The atmosphere in the ward became warm and harmonious.
After a while, Qin Yi seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and suddenly said to Shen Mingbei in a muffled voice: "Brother Shen, you should go out, I am too embarrassed to cry when you are here."
Shen Mingbei: "Huh?"
The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel: 4 bottles of irrigation nutrient solution is approaching.
Only the words of field affairs echoed in Qu Lang's mind, and Qu Lang used his almost rigid mind to think.
Finally, a word came to mind.
something happened to him...
I can never wait for him...
This idea exploded in Qu Lang's mind, and when he fell to the ground, he seemed to be exhausted.There was not a single thought in his body that he wanted to continue living, as if the air had become something he didn't need.
He has never felt that it is so difficult just to inhale air into the lung cavity and complete a simple oxygen replacement.
Qu Lang felt a piercing pain in his heart, and a fishy sweetness in his mouth, and wanted to spit it out, but he was suppressed in the end.
Qu Lang felt that he was intimidated by the loss of Shen Mingbei forever.
He was afraid, as if he would not be afraid if he continued to be afraid.
He was afraid, as if fear would allow him to escape reality.
Previously, I could endure, could endure that Shen Mingbei no longer belonged to me, could endure that Shen Mingbei was getting close to other people.Because he could at least stand not too far away from Shen Mingbei, watch carefully, and watch Shen Mingbei regain his former expression.
Be the warm and sunny person in your memory.
He prayed that he would not be discovered by Shen Mingbei, that he would not be hated by Shen Mingbei, and he also hoped that one day, Shen Mingbei, who had warmed others, could share a little heat for himself, so that he could come out of the winter.
In the past, he blindly believed that Shen Mingbei loved him, would be by his side, and would always wait for him.
So he is confident, he is unscrupulous.
Challenging Shen Mingbei's bottom line of love little by little, testing Shen Mingbei's love for himself time and time again...
He thought that as long as Shen Mingbei loved him, he could always have him like this.
But in fact he was wrong, love needs to be maintained and cared for.
When he didn't cherish it properly, Shen Mingbei took back his love.
Waiting for the day when I lost it, I will regret it.
From the day Shen Mingbei proposed divorce to him, Qu Lang regretted every day.
She regretted hurting Shen Mingbei in the past, regretted that she didn't wake up earlier, regretted that she didn't tell Shen Mingbei clearly how much she loved him.
Qu Lang was wrapped in worries and fears, but he also had hope.He thought that at least he could wait, until the day when Shen Mingbei changed his mind...
After all, he let him go before Shen Mingbei hated and loathed him.
Even though this incident made him regret it and made him extremely irritable, he was still glad that at least Shen Mingbei didn't hate him yet.
But the premise of all this is that Shen Mingbei is still alive, and that Shen Mingbei is safe and sound...
Qu Lang felt that the blood in his body was frozen.
He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what to say. He hoped that if he died like this, he could fall on the side of the road Shen Mingbei passed by, and maybe the two of them could meet again.
With such thoughts in mind, Qu Lang was unwilling to move.
The fire in the warehouse was finally extinguished, and the chaotic scene was brought under control.
Someone noticed Qu Lang next to him, noticed the blood on his body, and hurried over to ask him if there was something wrong?Do you want to go to the hospital?
Hospital……
Hearing these two words, Qu Lang felt his nerves throbbing, from the top of his head to his heart.He held the position of his heart and endured the pain in his eyes, he didn't want to cry.
"Let me help you up." Seeing that Qu Lang didn't move, the man was still very enthusiastic.
Qu Lang was pulled a bit by someone, and when he raised his head, he suddenly realized that this person was Shen Mingbei's assistant!
As if something exploded in his heart, his stiff fingers regained a little warmth, and Qu Lang's thoughts caught on to something.He nervously grabbed Xiao Zhang's sleeve and asked, "Mingbei, where is Shen Mingbei? Is he okay, otherwise you wouldn't be here!"
It was only at this time that Xiao Zhang realized that it was Qu Lang who fell on the ground. He felt a little regretful, and felt that Qu Lang's roar was too loud.Quietly retreated a little, and replied: "Brother Shen went to the hospital, but he should be fine. The main reason is that Qin Yi, who rescued him, was seriously injured."
Mentioning this little Zhang made me feel a little scared. If Qin Yi hadn't reacted quickly, his brother Shen might have hurt his face.
Artists in the entertainment industry, whether they are traffic or actors, rely on their faces to make a living.
Not to mention the traffic, even if it is an actor with excellent acting skills, if the actor hurts his face, not to mention whether he is disfigured or not, if he just hurts a little nerve, the superb acting skills will basically be missed.
When making facial expressions and yelling at the camera, my nerves are not under my control, so what about acting skills.
Xiao Zhang originally wanted to go to the hospital with 120, but Shen Mingbei said that it would be good for him to go, after all he was fine, and the ambulance couldn't fit.
Xiao Zhang had no choice but to give up following Shen Mingbei and has been helping out at the shooting location, but he was really surprised to meet Mr. Qu.
Knowing that Shen Mingbei was fine, Qu Lang took a deep breath, and the blood that had been cracked by freezing began to flow. Qu Lang thought that Xiao Zhang was Shen Mingbei's assistant, so he pulled out a smiley face and asked him: "In which hospital?"
"Ah, I don't know...it should be the nearest one." Speaking of this, Xiao Zhang woke up like a dream. The situation was only tense before, and he forgot to tell Cai Feng that something happened here.
Under Qu Lang's gaze, Xiao Zhang called Cai Feng to report the situation on the set.
"Oh, yes, yes, Brother Shen is fine... Qin Yi's back is injured, and the situation is unclear... The fire here just went out, and I haven't contacted Brother Shen yet..."
Qu Lang originally thought that Xiao Zhang was going to call Shen Mingbei, but it turned out that it was not. He held his breath in his chest, but he didn't dare to say anything to Xiao Zhang.
Qu Lang had no choice but to look around the set.
Here, this is where Shen Mingbei filmed.
Shen Mingbei likes filming, but Qu Lang has never understood what is so good about this job.
He was originally a person with very low desires, except for Shen Mingbei, almost nothing could arouse his emotions, Qu Lang didn't understand how to like such emotions before.
So I always lost control in front of Shen Mingbei, and when I saw Shen Mingbei, I wanted to do something with him, as if my body dominated my mind.
Qu Lang was very fortunate that Shen Mingbei would not be too attached to him because of this job, and would not show up in the Qingtanwan villa for a few months.
But now that he understands what Shen Mingbei means to him, Qu Lang is annoyed by this job.
Not to mention that filming will make Shen Mingbei focus on the characters in the play, just being able to kiss and hug people in the play is enough to make Qu Lang want to crazily tear those people apart.
Even in this suspenseful drama being filmed now, the director will add some ambiguous scenes to it...
Qu Lang was jealous, so jealous that he went crazy.
But he had to restrain himself, he had desire for Shen Mingbei, but Shen Mingbei didn't like it.In the past, Shen Mingbei's struggle and refusal were not because of imaginary coquettishness and obedience, but because Shen Mingbei really didn't like it.
If he didn't control himself and let his desire grow, he would definitely be hated by Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang didn't want Shen Mingbei to hate him, even if Shen Mingbei looked away in front of him, it would be a huge blow to him.
So Qu Lang restrained and endured, he forced himself to understand what Shen Mingbei likes, and made himself look like a normal person.
The air on the set didn't smell very good, but it didn't affect Qu Lang's good mood walking on the set.He imagined how Shen Mingbei would be filming here, and planned in his heart that when the show was finished, he would buy the venue and use it as his cemetery in the future.
Buried in a place where Shen Mingbei's breath had lingered, just imagining it made my blood boil.
Qu Lang, immersed in his own world, bumped into someone.
The man bowed his head to apologize to Qu Lang, said sorry, and prepared to leave.
When Qu Lang heard this voice, he suddenly felt a little familiar.
Qu Lang subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold the man back, and saw the man's masked face.
"Hua Shu?" Qu Lang frowned, why is he here?
"Qu, Qu Qu——" Hua Shu saw that the person who caught him was Qu Lang, and he didn't call out his name after talking for a long time. Compared with Qu Lang's surprise, Hua Shu was more surprised that Qu Lang would be here.
……
Shen Mingbei followed Qin Yi to the hospital, and was still very worried when he looked at his wound.
Qin Yi didn't care too much, he looked up his neck, saw the worry in Shen Mingbei's eyes, and his mood improved a lot: "It's nothing, anyway, it hurts on the back..."
The nurse pressed Qin Yi's head down again, and said in a soft voice as much as possible: "Lie down and don't move."
The nurse was still helping him clean up the wound and the flesh and blood stuck to his clothes. When Qin Yi moved just now, the blood blurred again, and the nurse had to do it again.This place has been redone three times, all because Qin Yi suddenly raised his head to speak...
But Qin Yi was so seriously injured, he didn't cry out, he didn't cry, he was a rare easy-talking patient, and the nurse was a little more tolerant towards him.
Severe, but not cruel.
"Listen to the nurse, don't move around, you can talk if you want to talk." Shen Mingbei sighed, it was really thanks to Qin Yi, otherwise he wouldn't have dared to think about what would happen.
Qin Yi, who could only lie still on his stomach, said in a muffled voice: "Brother Shen, if you feel bored, just go around, my back is bloody and bloody, it must not look good."
Shen Mingbei patted his head, comfortingly said: "There is no such thing as a good-looking wound, you only got this injury after you saved me, I only feel distressed when I see it. I can't do anything else, but I will definitely be with you, I'll take good care of you too."
Shen Mingbei's words were like a shot in the arm. Qin Yi, who was confused, stopped talking, and let the nurse apply the medicine.
The two of them chatted without saying a word. Shen Mingbei listened to the nurse's words and helped pass some gauze and cotton swabs. The atmosphere in the ward became warm and harmonious.
After a while, Qin Yi seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and suddenly said to Shen Mingbei in a muffled voice: "Brother Shen, you should go out, I am too embarrassed to cry when you are here."
Shen Mingbei: "Huh?"
The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel: 4 bottles of irrigation nutrient solution is approaching.
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