The Cannon Fodder is Prepared to Divorce
Chapter 26 From being favored to being left behind.
In Shen Mingbei's memory, Shen's father and Shen's mother were undoubtedly a couple who loved each other very much. As a child loved by the two, Shen Mingbei grew up surrounded by love since he was a child.It was only after Shen Mingbei lost his parents that he began to see the sadness and darkness in this world. Even so, Shen Mingbei still longed for the love that his parents had.
Shen Mingbei used to think that he could get Qu Lang's love, get the approval of the Qu family, and have a family.
Shen Mingbei knows that feelings are mutual, and what kind of sacrifices can be rewarded.So he endured and loved Qu Lang in his own way, waiting for Qu Lang to love himself one day.
However, all he waited for was Lu Chen's cynicism and Lin Xiang's unscrupulousness.
Now Shen Mingbei is sad, but he is relieved.
There is nothing to be forced about feelings, if you don't love, you don't love, I have given Qu Lang too much time.
If such a long time has not changed a person's attitude, then he is not worthy of continuing to persist.
Ever since Shen Mingbei made up his mind to divorce Qu Lang, he believed that it was because Qu Lang didn't love him that he ignored him and his emotions.
Shen Mingbei accepted this established fact frankly.
Think of it as the influence of the plot, correct your attitude, be a good cannon fodder for receiving lunch, and persuade yourself not to ask for things that don't belong to you, so as to make yourself less sad.
Take back the feelings you invested in the past little by little, just like collecting broken pieces of porcelain and pasting them again.
Holding the broken porcelain bottle, Shen Mingbei just wanted to leave Qu Lang quickly and protect the feelings that had been pasted up again.
Qu Lang came to tell him, "Maybe I fell in love with you the first time I saw you."
Since he loves himself, why can he ignore his pain and his sadness...
Why can't you tell yourself earlier?
The more he listened to Qu Lang talking about love, the more Shen Mingbei felt that his emotions were collapsing.Even if he had decided to give up on Qu Lang before, even if he had made up his mind to throw away all the sacrifices he had made over the years, Shen Mingbei was no more broken than he is now.
Shen Mingbei restrained the urge to cry, and avoided Qu Lang's approach.Now I hear Qu Lang saying that I love myself, I have to let myself give him a chance.
If Qu Lang has always loved himself, is his persistence all these years a joke?
Shen Mingbei finds it ridiculous. Could it be that Qu Lang's love is to allow others to hurt the one he loves?
If this is Qu Lang's love, Shen Mingbei really thinks that he can't afford it!
Qu Lang eagerly confessed and analyzed himself, but found that Shen Mingbei looked at him with alienated and strange eyes, which was not what he imagined.
Qu Lang was a little flustered, and he thought that the message Shen Mingbei sent to him was because of Lu Chen... Even if Lu Chen did not do it out of his own intention, it did hurt Shen Mingbei.
"I will take good care of my friends in the future, and they won't bother you again. I won't let Lu Chen take care of Qu's related entertainment industry anymore. He won't be able to touch you in the future." Qu Lang gave Shen Mingbei made a serious promise.
"I never thought about getting back together with Lin. If you mind his existence, I can let him get out of the country so that he can never get close to you again."
"No matter what you want to do, I will protect you and won't let anyone hurt you again!"
As Qu Lang said, he wanted to step forward and hug Shen Mingbei.
He stepped forward, but was still avoided by Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang became anxious and wanted to pull him back, but the distance of half a meter was like a natural barrier, and Shen Mingbei didn't want him to approach.
Shen Mingbei refused Qu Lang's approach, and asked him, "Do you remember when my birthday is?"
Qu Lang was taken aback for a moment, he didn't like birthdays, so naturally he didn't remember these anniversaries.
When Shen Mingbei asked suddenly, Qu Lang didn't know how to answer.
Shen Mingbei looked at Qu Lang, as if all the strength in his body was drained, he began to feel uncontrollable emotions, his body couldn't move, and he burst into tears.
Shen Mingbei knew that if he could make the indifferent Qu Lang say what was in his heart, maybe he really loved him.
But what he showed could only make him feel suffocated and powerless.
If you love it, you will overcome thorns and thorns.
If you don't love it, throw it away like a shoe.
Qu Lang didn't know Shen Mingbei well.
He only loves that person in his imagination.
Maybe, just like what Qu Lang and Fu Li said at that time, he didn't like himself, but felt that the two of them fit well in bed.
He wanted to get away and leave, which caused Qu Lang to feel uncomfortable for a while.
Did Lin think that it was impossible for both of them, and the problem was more than that.
They are together, just torture each other.
Shen Mingbei was crying sadly, but his mind became clearer, he knew that after crying today, he would never need Qu Lang again.
Without Qu Lang, he can live well.
If it was usual, it was not that Qu Lang had never seen Shen Mingbei cry.
On the bed, he bullied him so hard that Shen Mingbei cried so much that he could hiccup until midnight.Shen Mingbei who was crying looked particularly easy to bully, Qu Lang didn't think about why Shen Mingbei was crying, it was obviously a comfortable thing.
Often when Shen Mingbei cried and begged him, it would only arouse Qu Lang's stronger desire to possess the person in front of him more thoroughly.
Seeing Shen Mingbei crying now, Qu Lang couldn't help feeling distressed, he wanted to hug him, kiss his eyes, and just want to see him smile.
Qu Lang wanted to get close to Shen Mingbei, but he didn't dare.
During the stalemate between the two, a waiter suddenly came over.
Qu Lang frowned and looked at this person, and found that he was an acquaintance.
Gu Yibai was wearing waiter's clothes, angrily stopped between Qu Lang and Shen Mingbei, but Gu Yibai ignored Qu Lang, turned to Shen Mingbei, and said softly, "Mingbei, let's leave."
Shen Mingbei raised his head slowly, saw Gu Yibai's tenderness, reached out his hand to wipe away his tears, and asked him, "Why are you here?"
Gu Yibai said: "I was worried about you, I wanted to take a look, but today was booked out, so I simply applied for an intern here..."
Because he applied for the job in a hurry, Gu Yibai's uniform didn't fit him well. After he finished speaking, he tugged on his collar.
Shen Mingbei didn't speak, Gu Yibai said a little nervously: "I decided this matter on my own, but I'm worried about you. I'm afraid you will be bullied."
Qu Lang couldn't help interjecting: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Bullying, how could he bully Shen Mingbei?
However, after Qu Lang finished speaking, he felt Shen Mingbei's gaze and closed his mouth again.
Shen Mingbei ignored Qu Lang, he said to Gu Yibai, "Thank you."
After finishing speaking, he pulled out a not-so-good-looking smiley face.
At such a time, Gu Yibai's appearance is indeed an extremely lucky good thing!
……
Today is not a day for negotiating a divorce agreement, so Shen Mingbei followed Gu Yibai away.
In front of Qu Lang, Gu Yibai walked away holding Shen Mingbei's hand.
Even if Gu Yibai was only wearing the ill-fitting uniform that belonged to the waiter, and Qu Lang was wearing a hand-made suit with a limited edition of hundreds of thousands, Shen Mingbei still chose Gu Yibai.
Because Shen Mingbei said: "No need, I don't need you anymore."
When Shen Mingbei loved him, he didn't cherish him, now Shen Mingbei doesn't need his love anymore.
Qu Lang sat alone in the dining room, it was empty and no one dared to come over.
The floor-to-ceiling windows of the restaurant on the top floor allow people to see the downstairs. Qu Lang watched from upstairs. He counted the time and saw Shen Mingbei and Gu Yibai getting into the same car, and the two disappeared into the bustling crowd.
Soon disappeared.
The waiter at the restaurant originally thought that today he would see a romantic proposal from a local tycoon, but the two protagonists didn't seem to agree, and another person appeared in the middle.
The love triangle can be regarded as the drama of the year!
The restaurant waiter asked the head waiter: "Do you want to serve the rest of the dishes?"
The foreman didn't speak, and looked at the last remaining Mr. Qu, feeling sorry for him.
The ordered meal was served, and Qu Lang ate it alone. It was obviously sweet, but he couldn't feel any taste in his mouth.
At the end of the meal, Qu Lang suddenly felt his heart ache. He couldn't tell whether it was controlled by "fate" or because he missed Shen Mingbei.
This time the pain was not the same as before. The physical pain made him unable to hold the knife and fork in his hand steadily, and layers of cold sweat broke out on his forehead.
Qu Lang wanted to cry, but he knew very well that it wasn't because of the pain in his body that he wanted to cry, but because he was "abandoned" by Shen Mingbei.
Shen Mingbei doesn't want him anymore.
I would rather have a poor lawyer than myself.
Maybe in this world, there will be no one who loves himself like Shen Mingbei.
Perhaps in this world, there will never be anyone who can make my heart move like Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang no longer forced himself to hold the knife and fork, he put down the knife and fork, and no longer tried to stuff tasteless food into his mouth.Clenching his fists, he restrained and endured, suppressing the impulse in his heart.
I swear to myself that I will never let go!
No matter what request Shen Mingbei puts forward, he can agree to it, but he can't agree to him leaving his own world!
Qu Lang wished he could snatch him back immediately and lock him in the room. From then on, no matter what Shen Mingbei's emotions were, he could only focus on himself and care about himself.
Qu Lang imagined such a scene, and suddenly remembered Shen Mingbei crying just now.
Qu Lang hammered the table, which made the tableware rattle, he couldn't bear it.
Just crying in front of me, I let myself endure him being taken away by another man, and couldn't stop worrying about him!
Qu Lang contacted Xiao Chen to come over to pay the bill, but he himself left the restaurant directly and took the elevator directly from the top floor.
The moment the elevator door closed, without the sight of others around him, Qu Lang said to himself, "Why, why did you have to leave me?"
From Qu Lang's point of view, the two of them are obviously not at the point where they have to separate!
But, how could Shen Mingbei be so sad, so sad?
Does being with him make him so uncomfortable?
When I think of Shen Mingbei being sad...
Qu Lang stood in the elevator expressionlessly, like a demon in the night, capable of killing people at any time.
In the middle of the elevator, someone wanted to go up, but when they saw Qu Lang's appearance, they flinched and backed out again.
……
When Qu Lang drove back to Qingtan Bay, the servant's aunt greeted him and asked him, "Sir, are you back? Isn't Mr. Shen with you?"
The servant aunt knew that Qu Lang was looking for Shen Mingbei, and asked her to tidy up the bedroom and vacate Shen Mingbei's closet, but Qu Lang came back alone.
After the servant aunt asked, Qu Lang didn't answer immediately, she looked at Mr. Qu several times strangely.
Mr. Qu, have you ever cried?Eyes so red?
作者有话要说:感谢小天使:蛋清灌溉营养液50瓶;梅格-维克里托灌溉营养液10瓶;鸭鸭文学深究者灌溉营养液5瓶;大雪将至灌溉营养液2瓶;库房保管员和碳烤鱼分别灌溉营养液1瓶;感谢小可爱的支持!
It is expected to take over the pit "After Fishing Old Gong Out of the Sea" please bookmark it.
Shen Mingbei used to think that he could get Qu Lang's love, get the approval of the Qu family, and have a family.
Shen Mingbei knows that feelings are mutual, and what kind of sacrifices can be rewarded.So he endured and loved Qu Lang in his own way, waiting for Qu Lang to love himself one day.
However, all he waited for was Lu Chen's cynicism and Lin Xiang's unscrupulousness.
Now Shen Mingbei is sad, but he is relieved.
There is nothing to be forced about feelings, if you don't love, you don't love, I have given Qu Lang too much time.
If such a long time has not changed a person's attitude, then he is not worthy of continuing to persist.
Ever since Shen Mingbei made up his mind to divorce Qu Lang, he believed that it was because Qu Lang didn't love him that he ignored him and his emotions.
Shen Mingbei accepted this established fact frankly.
Think of it as the influence of the plot, correct your attitude, be a good cannon fodder for receiving lunch, and persuade yourself not to ask for things that don't belong to you, so as to make yourself less sad.
Take back the feelings you invested in the past little by little, just like collecting broken pieces of porcelain and pasting them again.
Holding the broken porcelain bottle, Shen Mingbei just wanted to leave Qu Lang quickly and protect the feelings that had been pasted up again.
Qu Lang came to tell him, "Maybe I fell in love with you the first time I saw you."
Since he loves himself, why can he ignore his pain and his sadness...
Why can't you tell yourself earlier?
The more he listened to Qu Lang talking about love, the more Shen Mingbei felt that his emotions were collapsing.Even if he had decided to give up on Qu Lang before, even if he had made up his mind to throw away all the sacrifices he had made over the years, Shen Mingbei was no more broken than he is now.
Shen Mingbei restrained the urge to cry, and avoided Qu Lang's approach.Now I hear Qu Lang saying that I love myself, I have to let myself give him a chance.
If Qu Lang has always loved himself, is his persistence all these years a joke?
Shen Mingbei finds it ridiculous. Could it be that Qu Lang's love is to allow others to hurt the one he loves?
If this is Qu Lang's love, Shen Mingbei really thinks that he can't afford it!
Qu Lang eagerly confessed and analyzed himself, but found that Shen Mingbei looked at him with alienated and strange eyes, which was not what he imagined.
Qu Lang was a little flustered, and he thought that the message Shen Mingbei sent to him was because of Lu Chen... Even if Lu Chen did not do it out of his own intention, it did hurt Shen Mingbei.
"I will take good care of my friends in the future, and they won't bother you again. I won't let Lu Chen take care of Qu's related entertainment industry anymore. He won't be able to touch you in the future." Qu Lang gave Shen Mingbei made a serious promise.
"I never thought about getting back together with Lin. If you mind his existence, I can let him get out of the country so that he can never get close to you again."
"No matter what you want to do, I will protect you and won't let anyone hurt you again!"
As Qu Lang said, he wanted to step forward and hug Shen Mingbei.
He stepped forward, but was still avoided by Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang became anxious and wanted to pull him back, but the distance of half a meter was like a natural barrier, and Shen Mingbei didn't want him to approach.
Shen Mingbei refused Qu Lang's approach, and asked him, "Do you remember when my birthday is?"
Qu Lang was taken aback for a moment, he didn't like birthdays, so naturally he didn't remember these anniversaries.
When Shen Mingbei asked suddenly, Qu Lang didn't know how to answer.
Shen Mingbei looked at Qu Lang, as if all the strength in his body was drained, he began to feel uncontrollable emotions, his body couldn't move, and he burst into tears.
Shen Mingbei knew that if he could make the indifferent Qu Lang say what was in his heart, maybe he really loved him.
But what he showed could only make him feel suffocated and powerless.
If you love it, you will overcome thorns and thorns.
If you don't love it, throw it away like a shoe.
Qu Lang didn't know Shen Mingbei well.
He only loves that person in his imagination.
Maybe, just like what Qu Lang and Fu Li said at that time, he didn't like himself, but felt that the two of them fit well in bed.
He wanted to get away and leave, which caused Qu Lang to feel uncomfortable for a while.
Did Lin think that it was impossible for both of them, and the problem was more than that.
They are together, just torture each other.
Shen Mingbei was crying sadly, but his mind became clearer, he knew that after crying today, he would never need Qu Lang again.
Without Qu Lang, he can live well.
If it was usual, it was not that Qu Lang had never seen Shen Mingbei cry.
On the bed, he bullied him so hard that Shen Mingbei cried so much that he could hiccup until midnight.Shen Mingbei who was crying looked particularly easy to bully, Qu Lang didn't think about why Shen Mingbei was crying, it was obviously a comfortable thing.
Often when Shen Mingbei cried and begged him, it would only arouse Qu Lang's stronger desire to possess the person in front of him more thoroughly.
Seeing Shen Mingbei crying now, Qu Lang couldn't help feeling distressed, he wanted to hug him, kiss his eyes, and just want to see him smile.
Qu Lang wanted to get close to Shen Mingbei, but he didn't dare.
During the stalemate between the two, a waiter suddenly came over.
Qu Lang frowned and looked at this person, and found that he was an acquaintance.
Gu Yibai was wearing waiter's clothes, angrily stopped between Qu Lang and Shen Mingbei, but Gu Yibai ignored Qu Lang, turned to Shen Mingbei, and said softly, "Mingbei, let's leave."
Shen Mingbei raised his head slowly, saw Gu Yibai's tenderness, reached out his hand to wipe away his tears, and asked him, "Why are you here?"
Gu Yibai said: "I was worried about you, I wanted to take a look, but today was booked out, so I simply applied for an intern here..."
Because he applied for the job in a hurry, Gu Yibai's uniform didn't fit him well. After he finished speaking, he tugged on his collar.
Shen Mingbei didn't speak, Gu Yibai said a little nervously: "I decided this matter on my own, but I'm worried about you. I'm afraid you will be bullied."
Qu Lang couldn't help interjecting: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Bullying, how could he bully Shen Mingbei?
However, after Qu Lang finished speaking, he felt Shen Mingbei's gaze and closed his mouth again.
Shen Mingbei ignored Qu Lang, he said to Gu Yibai, "Thank you."
After finishing speaking, he pulled out a not-so-good-looking smiley face.
At such a time, Gu Yibai's appearance is indeed an extremely lucky good thing!
……
Today is not a day for negotiating a divorce agreement, so Shen Mingbei followed Gu Yibai away.
In front of Qu Lang, Gu Yibai walked away holding Shen Mingbei's hand.
Even if Gu Yibai was only wearing the ill-fitting uniform that belonged to the waiter, and Qu Lang was wearing a hand-made suit with a limited edition of hundreds of thousands, Shen Mingbei still chose Gu Yibai.
Because Shen Mingbei said: "No need, I don't need you anymore."
When Shen Mingbei loved him, he didn't cherish him, now Shen Mingbei doesn't need his love anymore.
Qu Lang sat alone in the dining room, it was empty and no one dared to come over.
The floor-to-ceiling windows of the restaurant on the top floor allow people to see the downstairs. Qu Lang watched from upstairs. He counted the time and saw Shen Mingbei and Gu Yibai getting into the same car, and the two disappeared into the bustling crowd.
Soon disappeared.
The waiter at the restaurant originally thought that today he would see a romantic proposal from a local tycoon, but the two protagonists didn't seem to agree, and another person appeared in the middle.
The love triangle can be regarded as the drama of the year!
The restaurant waiter asked the head waiter: "Do you want to serve the rest of the dishes?"
The foreman didn't speak, and looked at the last remaining Mr. Qu, feeling sorry for him.
The ordered meal was served, and Qu Lang ate it alone. It was obviously sweet, but he couldn't feel any taste in his mouth.
At the end of the meal, Qu Lang suddenly felt his heart ache. He couldn't tell whether it was controlled by "fate" or because he missed Shen Mingbei.
This time the pain was not the same as before. The physical pain made him unable to hold the knife and fork in his hand steadily, and layers of cold sweat broke out on his forehead.
Qu Lang wanted to cry, but he knew very well that it wasn't because of the pain in his body that he wanted to cry, but because he was "abandoned" by Shen Mingbei.
Shen Mingbei doesn't want him anymore.
I would rather have a poor lawyer than myself.
Maybe in this world, there will be no one who loves himself like Shen Mingbei.
Perhaps in this world, there will never be anyone who can make my heart move like Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang no longer forced himself to hold the knife and fork, he put down the knife and fork, and no longer tried to stuff tasteless food into his mouth.Clenching his fists, he restrained and endured, suppressing the impulse in his heart.
I swear to myself that I will never let go!
No matter what request Shen Mingbei puts forward, he can agree to it, but he can't agree to him leaving his own world!
Qu Lang wished he could snatch him back immediately and lock him in the room. From then on, no matter what Shen Mingbei's emotions were, he could only focus on himself and care about himself.
Qu Lang imagined such a scene, and suddenly remembered Shen Mingbei crying just now.
Qu Lang hammered the table, which made the tableware rattle, he couldn't bear it.
Just crying in front of me, I let myself endure him being taken away by another man, and couldn't stop worrying about him!
Qu Lang contacted Xiao Chen to come over to pay the bill, but he himself left the restaurant directly and took the elevator directly from the top floor.
The moment the elevator door closed, without the sight of others around him, Qu Lang said to himself, "Why, why did you have to leave me?"
From Qu Lang's point of view, the two of them are obviously not at the point where they have to separate!
But, how could Shen Mingbei be so sad, so sad?
Does being with him make him so uncomfortable?
When I think of Shen Mingbei being sad...
Qu Lang stood in the elevator expressionlessly, like a demon in the night, capable of killing people at any time.
In the middle of the elevator, someone wanted to go up, but when they saw Qu Lang's appearance, they flinched and backed out again.
……
When Qu Lang drove back to Qingtan Bay, the servant's aunt greeted him and asked him, "Sir, are you back? Isn't Mr. Shen with you?"
The servant aunt knew that Qu Lang was looking for Shen Mingbei, and asked her to tidy up the bedroom and vacate Shen Mingbei's closet, but Qu Lang came back alone.
After the servant aunt asked, Qu Lang didn't answer immediately, she looked at Mr. Qu several times strangely.
Mr. Qu, have you ever cried?Eyes so red?
作者有话要说:感谢小天使:蛋清灌溉营养液50瓶;梅格-维克里托灌溉营养液10瓶;鸭鸭文学深究者灌溉营养液5瓶;大雪将至灌溉营养液2瓶;库房保管员和碳烤鱼分别灌溉营养液1瓶;感谢小可爱的支持!
It is expected to take over the pit "After Fishing Old Gong Out of the Sea" please bookmark it.
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