I'm sorry, I have a master

It's these two again!

It's this feeling again!

Why is it always like this!

The crazy scene of Yuan Jie pressing Shi Wen on the desk reappeared in his mind.Pu Mingming felt a headache, he must be overworked, it's time to find a place to rest.

Otherwise, it has been two years, and things that I have never thought of once, have kept appearing before my eyes during this period of time.

Maybe it was overstimulated by the sudden appearance of Yuan Jie?But deep down it doesn't feel like that's the reason.Apart from the scene of being betrayed, it seems that there is something that Pu Ming has deliberately forgotten, or is firmly locked in his heart and is unwilling to face it again!

I remember that it was raining lightly that day, and Yuan Jie said that there were still some details that needed to be discussed with Shi Wen. Pu Mingming was worried that Yuan Jie would not have a car when he returned home, so he went to pick him up.

Before that, they spent almost a whole day in BLOOD.B's rehearsal room. Yuan Jie had several auditions and auditions with the band in it. Pu Mingming just sat there and waited.

What are you waiting for?Pu Mingming thought hard.Once the Pandora's box of memory is opened, it can no longer stop those dusty things, bad past, heart-broken language, terrible time for two people, and numb desires, and even pointing words. fall...

That day Pu Mingming seemed to be waiting for an apology from Yuan Jie. For the first time, for the sake of dignity and for his own dreams, Pu Mingming gave up face and stayed outside the rehearsal room all day just for this apology.

I was so fucking stupid at that time, Pu Mingming now recalled, scolding himself bitterly.What qualifications does he, Yuan Jie, have to make him wait for a day?

Promises are fucking nothing, and apologies are nothing!

How could he care so much about that apology so stupidly at that time, even if there was no apology, what could he do to himself?In the end, it was a waste of time to wait, but there was still no apology, and I even gave myself a big gift!

What was it that made me so stupidly persistent?

Pu Mingming felt his mind was confused, he didn't know whether he was walking or sitting, whether he had gone home, or where he was wandering aimlessly?

I knew for a long time that that incident was very irritating to me, and later on it must be to prevent myself from being hurt again, so I chose to forget it implicitly.

At that time, I wandered the streets aimlessly in a chaotic way, and the result of my final choice was to return to PLUSONE, so what about this time?It’s this chaotic feeling again, and this feeling of having no purpose. I always feel that everything I have paid will be destroyed in an instant, and the life I have worked so hard to build will also collapse in an instant. This time, aimless choices, Where will he go?

By the way, when he was waiting hard outside BLOOD.B's rehearsal that day, he seemed to be in that state.Without the goal of life, all the hard work I put in was wiped out, and the life that supported me also collapsed.

They seemed to have had the most violent quarrel the day before. As for whether they fought or not, he didn't remember it for a long time.

What were you arguing about that day?By the way, BLOOD.B will release a new album soon.

At that time, they had already been in BLOOD.B for a year. This year's gravity promotion, coupled with Yuan Jie's hard work, made everyone think that Yuan Jie was the most suitable member of BLOOD.B so far. vocalist.

Regardless of popularity, regardless of popularity, Yuan Jie's momentum is gradually unstoppable.

Behind any successful man stands a strong pillar. At that time, Yuan Jie believed that his strong pillar was the trump card creation Shiwen, not the unknown Pu Mingming.

His success is inseparable from the band created by Shi Wen, let alone the songs written by Shi Wen.

Pu Mingming?I will only make some songs that don't fit BLOOD.B, no matter the sense of indulgent madness or the sense of lost chaos, there is no way to meet the needs of the band.

In contrast to Yuan Jie's popularity, Pu Mingming's future is even more hopeless, and that kind of stupid insistence suddenly looks ridiculous in Yuan Jie's eyes.

Whether he insists on taking care of Yuan Jie or insists on his own creation, both of them are just like him, too stupid to see the reality clearly.

In Yuan Jie's eyes, Pu Mingming was stupid, but in Pu Mingming's own eyes, he still enjoyed it.

Once you deeply surrender your heart, you will feel that your life and even your dignity should be attributed to others.As long as Yuan Jie is well, it doesn't matter what he does, as long as Yuan Jie is promising, his dedication and persistence will be worthwhile.

It was this kind of low EQ that caused Pu Mingming to be forced to close his emotional door after being severely hurt.

That day Yuan Jie finally couldn't bear the showdown with Pu Ming, "Stop wasting your energy, unless you try BLOOD.B's style, I will never be able to sing your songs again. Giving up what you can't see clearly is for the future." Hold on, what are you doing this for?"

"I will write songs for you, and you will sing my songs. Didn't we make an agreement many years ago? I have been working hard, and I have never given up. One day I will write something that satisfies you and makes you happy." Any song you want to sing."

"Wake up, Pu Mingming!" Yuan Jie was so excited that he called out Pu Mingming's full name, "Looking at the reality, what kind of status is BLOOD.B now? It's not like anyone can surpass the past if they want to surpass it." Yes, and me! I wouldn't be so stupid as to give up this great opportunity to continue to be famous for a promise that I can't see the future clearly! If it were you, you wouldn't give up, right? So, what are you still insisting on?"

"Persist on what?" Pu Mingming was stunned in one sentence, "Yeah, what are you holding on to? Didn't my mother just insist on proving to my family that my choice is right, I give up my family and give up Everyone who chooses is right, and the path I choose is right!"

Yuan Jie suppressed the unreasonable anger and wiped his face, frowning and begging Pu Mingming in pain, "Your persistence is your own business, don't involve me, I didn't force you to do this , Don’t say it as if your current situation is caused by me. Even if you want to prove that you are right, shouldn’t you conform to the current form instead of going against it? When will you be able to Seeing the head? You gave up because of me, and you insisted on it because of me. Please! I didn’t force you, it was all voluntary, so, Pu Mingming, you can’t blame me for not becoming famous. Yes You have chosen not to follow the pattern."

Do not follow the form!Don't drag him into this!

By the way, Yuan Jie stimulated his nerves so much at that time, saying what hurt people, what reality said.

When Yuan Jie yelled those heartbreaking words to him, he completely forgot their original agreement.When Yuan Jie knew that Pu Mingming had chosen his path, for the sake of their relationship, he voluntarily gave up the relatively stable band he had formed for several years, and after giving up the life of being a resident singer in PLUSONE and getting a very stable income, he was moved. I can't stop, what a wonderful future I once took Pu Mingming to describe.

Yuan Jie once promised that if he became famous in BLOOD.B, then he would use his own fame to drive Pu Mingming to continue singing the songs he wrote, and Pu Mingming, in order to be able to reach the same level as Yuan Jie, would take a moment to sing. I never gave up my dream, which is to write songs for Yuan Jie, and write songs that are most suitable for him.

Sure enough, promises are farts.It was earth-shattering at the time, but afterward, no matter how beautiful the words were, they seemed pale and powerless.

Yuan Jie forgot what he promised to Pu Mingming, Yuan Jie just blindly thought that he could be stubborn, so he drilled his horns to the end.Even after Yuan Jie often stayed out at night, Pu Mingming also found all kinds of reasonable reasons for him to deceive himself.

Come to think of it, the apology that Pu Mingming wanted that day was the apology that Yuan Jie had trampled on their original intention at the time, and it was also an apology that denied that he had put in so much effort.

Of course, the things he wanted never came true, but the things he didn't want kept poking his heart.

In the face of the undisguised facts, Pu Mingming realized how stupid and stupid he was, so who can blame him?He asked for it all.

Fortunately, there is Brother Huo. If Brother Huo hadn't taken him in in time, I don't know what kind of state Pu Mingming is now. Maybe he is taking drugs, maybe he is depressed, maybe he has given up all his dreams, maybe he is homeless.

"Name?" Pu Mingming felt his eyes suddenly light up, and a familiar yet reassuring voice came over.

Huo Dong opened the door and saw the distraught Pu Mingming standing outside, and asked in surprise: "It's this time, why are you here?"

"Brother Huo?" Pu Mingming used a lot of energy to gather his attention, he looked around strangely, "Brother Huo? This is... where?"

In such a lost state again, and in such a distracted gaze, Huo Dong couldn't help frowning tightly, he dragged Pu Mingming into the house, and the door closed behind Pu Mingming with a "bang".

"This is my home! Mingming?" Huo Dong stared at Pu Mingming nervously. This kind of state makes people don't know how to comfort him. It's like losing his soul, just like he fainted two years ago. The situation was exactly the same when dizzy came back.

Thinking of the person who looked for Pu Mingming at night, Huo Dong had a bad feeling in his heart, "Mingming, what's wrong with Mingming? What happened?" Huo Dong grabbed Pu Mingming's shoulder with one hand, and with the other He kept patting his cheek with one hand.

"Brother Huo...I..." Pu Mingming said with difficulty, yes, this is the feeling, like the straw that is desperately grasped when drowned and dying, it seems that if you grasp this small hope, you can get It feels like being reborn, when he returned to Huo Dong's place two years ago, he felt like this.

It was Huo Dong who gave him a breath of fresh air, kept him alive, and allowed him to continue to cheer up and continue to do what he likes.

It's just that this time it's not for anyone, but for himself.

"Why am I here?" Pu Mingming looked at the person in front of him and the place he was in, a little flustered, a little scared, and a little trembling.

"You don't know why you are here?" Huo Dong looked at Pu Mingming very worriedly, "Do you remember how you came here? Where did you come from? It's been a long time since the bar closed, what time is it now? It's three o'clock! What have you been doing for these two hours?" His hands tightly gripped Pu Mingming's shoulders, as if he wanted to burn a hole in Pu Mingming's body with his eyes to find an answer.

Pu Mingming's eyes were still slack, he tried hard to recall the process of coming here, but unfortunately he couldn't remember anything, the only thing that filled his whole mind was the fucking memory and the fucking feeling, he looked up at Huo Dong again, The panic in his eyes still didn't dissipate, he shook his head with instinctive honesty, trembling all over.

Pu Mingming was still wearing the short-sleeved shirt he wore when he left the bar. He didn’t feel cold at all on the way here. It was only after he was in this warm environment that he felt goose bumps all over his body. , And that kind of trembling emanates from the heart, and it can't stop.

Angrily, Huo Dong threw aside the big box of the electric guitar that Pu Mingming was carrying on his back, hurriedly unbuttoned his pajamas, took off his shirt and put it on Pu Mingming, ignoring that he was shirtless and grabbed the front Tight and tight to Pu Ming, "How is it? Will this be better? Is it still cold?"

Pu Mingming's arms were bound together in the pajamas. The temperature of Huo Ge's body brought by the pajamas made him feel very comfortable, and he could faintly smell Huo Ge's smell, which made people feel at ease. Unknowingly, people want to relax the defense line in their hearts, and for no reason, they feel that they are wronged.

"Brother Huo..." Pu Mingming didn't say a complete sentence from the beginning to the end, and the last sentence was trembling. When he looked up at Huo Dong again, his eye circles were already red. He didn't notice it, but he didn't run away. Huo Dong's gaze.

Huo Dong couldn't stand this kind of staring, this kind of appearance that urgently needs to be protected, and the appearance of uncontrollable distress. Huo Dong didn't have time to think of more rational reasons, and his physical actions were faster than thinking. Ming hugged her tightly in her arms, pressed against the door, a soft and moist kiss landed on Pu Ming's smooth forehead, then reached her round nose, and finally landed on his plump lips.

☆, very wet and full ([-])