Fawn

Xiaolu got up and wanted to leave, but Cheng Shiteng hugged him and refused to let him go.

Cheng Shiteng folded his arms and hugged him tightly, then put his chin on his shoulder, and said in a soft voice: "It turns out that I always hide from my father. You, I want to wait until he is too old to touch or scold me, and I will treat him better, and then I will go back to him, but he suddenly disappeared, and he doesn't wait for me."

Speaking of this, he hugged the deer even tighter: "Life is too short, I dare not wait any longer. Time flies so fast, I am afraid that if I wait a little longer, I will grow old, and if I wait a little longer, I will grow old." Dead. Deer, you won't let me change, but how can I remain the same?"

Xiaolu turned his back to him, looked ahead and said softly: "The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change."

Cheng Shiteng slowly turned his head to look at his silhouette: "Nature? Do you understand my nature?"

Fawn closed his heavy eyelashes and replied in a low voice: "I understand. You are violent, selfish, vicious, cowardly, greedy, and self-righteous."

Cheng Shiteng was silent for a moment, and then asked: "I am... still like this?"

Xiaolu raised his eyes forward, with a serious expression on his face: "Now, you are just pretending."

Cheng Shiteng smiled bitterly: "What is the purpose of my disguise? To fuck you?"

Xiaolu replied lowly and clearly: "Cheng Tingli is dead, you are incompetent, and you can only go downhill in the future. There is no support and relatives at home, you panic, you are lonely, so you think of me again."

Cheng Shiteng was startled, and then smiled bitterly again: "Okay, okay, I'm panicked, I'm lonely, I want to climb your teacher's high branch, and I also want to rub your teacher's oil." I put on the button on the neckline that I just broke open: "Come on, fasten it for you, don't let me see your flesh, I'm a sleazy household who pretends to be a good person, and you will lose a piece of flesh if you look at you more often. And the pants—— He reached down and grabbed the deer's belt: "I just let me touch it back and forth, it was more ruthless than seeing it, maybe tomorrow you will have to squat to pee."

Xiaolu let him tie the belt for herself, and at the same time cursed without moving: "Fuck you!"

Cheng Shiteng was busy with his hands, and when the belt was fastened flat, he hugged the deer again.He tilted his head back slightly, and kissed the back of the fawn's head.

The little deer still didn't move, just lowered his eyes to see Cheng Shiteng's arm on his chest.There was a red mark on the arm, which was the trace of the whip.This is a very familiar arm that has not been seen for a long time. The deer stared at it, and suddenly struggled to pull out a hand, and gently pressed it with his index finger on his forearm - there was a small brown mole there, It turned out that there was none.

"Your home, I won't go back." He said suddenly: "But if you need help, you can come to me."

Cheng Shiteng heard this, thought for a while, and then said: "Even if I'm just a friend of yours, you go to a friend's house—"

Before he finished speaking, Xiaolu opened his mouth first: "I am not from your Cheng family, I have my family. You have no relatives, and I have no relatives. If you want to come, you can come, but I will not come again." gone back."

Then he lowered his head and said softly, "Extend your right leg, let me have a look."

Cheng Shiteng hugged the deer and sat on the ground, and stretched his right leg to the deer's side.The deer touched the scar on his calf with his hand - the broken bone pierced the flesh, leaving such a pink mass, at first glance it was the color of tender flesh, as if a piece of skin had been peeled off.

Looking down his calf, Xiao Lu suddenly smiled: "When I was young, I always thought your feet were very big."

Cheng Shiteng thought about it and smiled.When he started growing up at the age of thirteen or fourteen, Xiaolu was still a little guy with a big head and a thin neck.Xiao Lu developed late, but he matured precociously. For a while, the two of them walked together, almost like father and son. Even if they were not like father and son, he was still a big brother.It wasn't until that awkward period was over that they looked like brothers again.

Stretching his legs and shaking his feet, Cheng Shiteng chuckled softly, "You even ate my milk when you were young!"

Hearing this, Xiaolu suddenly felt that the past was unbearable, and he was so embarrassed that he almost became angry: "Because of your invisible milk, I have been kicked a lot."

Then he turned his face and said, "It's cold on the ground, get up!"

Cheng Shiteng let go of Xiaolu and got up, walked to the bed and sat down, putting on socks and pants.Fawn stood by the window and peeked at him, and saw that his body was turned into a red and white pitiful image by himself. Obviously, he himself suffered a lot. While wearing it, he was breathing hissingly, it was a pain. look like.

Xiao Lu withdrew his gaze, at the moment he has no desire, Cheng Shiteng's pain is just pain, it can't make him excited, but makes him feel strange.Cheng Shiteng walked up to him with his trousers in hand, and began to wear a shirt and tie.Xiaolu looked at him and saw that the fingers on the back of his right hand were all injured, and the injury was extremely serious, the skin was torn and blood was seen, the pain caused him to twist his orchid fingers when he was putting on the tie, and the tie knot couldn't be tied smoothly.In the end, he took a step forward and stood in front of Xiaolu. He puffed out his chest and said with a low laugh, "Xiaolu, help me, hit me."

When he said this, he glanced at the little deer, with a sense of observing his words and expressions, almost showing a bit of hidden pitifulness.Facing him, Xiaolu always seemed to be tough when meeting toughness. Now that he was soft, Xiaolu hesitated for a moment, then really raised his hands, and tied a full and neat tie knot for him.

"Is it not bad?" Xiaolu asked him, with no expression on his face: "I haven't worn a suit for several years, and my skills are rusty."

Cheng Shiteng looked down, then raised his hand to touch it, and then smiled at Xiaolu, "Very good."

Xiaolu also thinks that his tie knot is very good, but because Cheng Shiteng seems to have never praised him, so he was almost taken aback when he heard these two words, and felt that this was not something Cheng Shiteng could say.

As usual, the two of them ate breakfast sitting opposite each other, and Xiao Lu didn't go out after eating—in fact, he didn't usually go out for a run every day, but when Cheng Shiteng came, he had to find ways to go out.So it was an unprecedented sight for him to sit still after eating and drinking today.

Cheng Shiteng couldn't sit still, he staggered back to the bedroom, took off his shoes and got on Xiaolu's bed.Stretching his legs against a big pillow, he sighed with a smile: "Oh, my whole body hurts."

Through a half-closed door, Xiaolu asked in the main room: "Do you want me to find some medicine for you?"

Cheng Shiteng's answer came from the bedroom: "The whole body is full of injuries, and the medicine can't help it. Could it be that it is painted all over?"

Then the two sides were silent for a long time, until Zhang Chunsheng walked in.Zhang Chunsheng was carrying a big food box, which contained good freshly baked moon cakes.The little deer took a piece, took a bite, and then turned his back to the bedroom door and asked, "There are moon cakes, do you want to eat?"

There was the sound of kicking and tapping footsteps in the bedroom, it can be seen that Cheng Shiteng didn't wear his shoes seriously, but walked with his shoes along the way.Walking to the opposite side of Xiaolu and sitting down, he saw Zhang Chunsheng turned and left, so he also reached out to take a piece of moon cake.

Xiao Lu turned his head to look at him while eating, and saw that his eating was very gentle and delicate, because the mooncake fillings did not meet his requirements, so that every time he took a small bite, he had to pick the green and red silk half a day in advance, he didn't like it He didn't eat a bite of it.

Aware of Xiaolu's gaze, Cheng Shiteng raised his head and smiled at him with a mooncake in his mouth.Xiao Lu stared at him, seeing that he was smiling with his eyes narrowed slightly, there were already faint fine lines under his eyes, he was not a boy at all.

Xiaolu suddenly felt a little emotional, and found that "change" is something that people can't control.The sun, the moon, and the stars all flow and change, let alone people?