Fawn

Xiaolu thought, he couldn't just watch He Ruolong die like this.

He Ruolong is taller and older than him, but from the first time he saw He Ruolong, he had a heart to save and protect this man.Even though he later hated him and turned against him, Xiao Lu still believed that he should live under his wings.Even if he wants to be bullied and ravaged, the bullying and ravages can only come from his own hands.

He used to think that he was just obsessed with the other person's body, but now He Ruolong's body has become a bone frame, he sees it, but he still thinks it's good.For reality, he advances step by step and retreats step by step.His territory is getting bigger and bigger, and his army is getting bigger and bigger, but he is still not satisfied; He Ruolong is getting thinner and weaker, but as long as he can breathe, he can still have questions and answers with him , he is satisfied, he is happy.

He entrusted General Zhao's favor and took a lot of trouble to invite a real foreign doctor from Beiping. Before the foreign doctor arrived in Donghezi, he bought a house in the county with money and opened the Established the first hospital in the history of Donghezi.Although the doctors in the hospital are just medical graduates who are unemployed upon graduation, the hospital is fully equipped with even an X optical machine, making it a truly modern hospital.

After the foreign doctor arrived in Donghezi, He Ruolong did a full-body examination in the new hospital.Finally, in the X-ray film of the head, Dr. Yang found a shadow.

The shadow was studied for several days by the foreign doctor, and finally the foreign doctor made a conclusion, saying that He Ruolong had a tumor in his brain.

When Doctor Yang said this, there was only a small deer sitting in front of him.After hearing this, Xiaolu's face turned pale, but he didn't lose his temper, and asked directly, "Is there any help?"

Doctor Yang didn't shake his head directly, and only left him a lot of western medicine.Those drugs are extremely expensive, and they may control the growth rate of the tumor, or they may be of no use at all.Seeing the foreign doctor's behavior, Xiaolu felt like a bright mirror in his heart-life and death are fate, this time he really can only resign himself to fate.

Doctor Yang didn't tell Xiao Lu how long He Ruolong could live, and Xiao Lu didn't ask.When the foreign doctor returned to Peiping with his assistants, he went home and sat in the main room in the front yard without turning back after entering the door.Zhang Chunsheng came in and poured him a cup of tea. The tea was ice-cold, and it was the most enjoyable drink in summer.Zhang Chunsheng did not leave immediately after pouring the tea, but stood aside to watch Xiao Lu reach out for the tea to drink.Xiaolu's hand is used to using a gun, it is very strong and steady, but at the moment holding a small cup of tea, it will shake so that the tea will splash.He lowered his head and took a big sip from the teacup, then he put down the teacup and cleared his throat vigorously.

Then, without looking at people, he stared at the ground and said, "I'm really sick, I have a tumor in my brain, there is no cure."

Zhang Chunsheng had long seen that He Ruolong was not ill, now he was not very surprised when he heard this, he just replied in a low voice: "Everyone has his own destiny, my condolences."

Fawn shook his head lightly: "I'm not sad."

After a pause, he continued: "From now on, I will treat him well and make him happy before he leaves. That's all. What am I mourning for? I'm not mourning."

Then he stood up and asked again, "Has Wu Kui come here today?"

Zhang Chunsheng did not look at him, and replied in a business-like manner: "I came here in the morning. You are not at home. He asked me to tell you that the recruit brigade has finished training. As soon as the guns and ammunition arrive, the team will leave for Hebei." .”

Xiaolu nodded, and suddenly felt that the room was empty, so he asked casually, "Where's Xiao Li?"

Zhang Chunsheng replied: "He went out to play with Wu Kui."

Xiao Lu smiled noncommittally: "This big bastard is pretty good at communicating."

Zhang Chunsheng didn't look up, but felt that Xiao Lu seemed to be smiling, so he smiled too.

Xiaolu went out and walked back to the backyard to see He Ruolong.

It was evening, the heat had gradually dissipated on the ground, and there was a slight cool breeze in the air.He Ruolong sat on the bamboo chair in front of the door, leaned back, his eyes half-opened and half-closed.He suddenly heard the sound of the deer's footsteps, he opened his eyes and raised his head, but his eyes were blank and unfocused, until the deer got very close, he turned his eyes and really stared at the deer.

His eyesight was rapidly deteriorating, Xiao Lu knew that he was going blind.

Xiaolu knew it, and he knew it too.So as long as you have the opportunity, you must stare at the deer without blinking.With such an unblinking gaze, the little deer's face became more and more blurred, so it was no longer enough to just look at it. He often raised his hand to touch the little deer's face, looking with his eyes and fingers.

Lifting his foot and kicking a small bench from the front steps, Xiaolu sat down beside He Ruolong's lap.Looking up at the sunset in the distant sky, he said, "The British left a box of medicine for you after leaving. You will start taking it in a while, take it every meal, and don't forget."

He Ruolong asked: "What is the disease, did he see it?"

The little deer replied softly: "You take medicine well, this medicine can save your life."

He Ruolong thought for a while, then faced the misty world in front of him and replied: "I see."

Slowly leaning forward and stretching out his hand, he tugged and held the little deer's hand.Putting that hand on his thigh, he leaned back again, and saw a large black shadow flying over the eaves and walls in front of him.

"Is it a bat?" he asked suddenly.

The little deer let him hold his hand: "No, it's a black cat. It used to be always running around in front. Xiao Zhang annoys stray cats the most, and beats them when he sees them. I haven't seen them for a while. Zhang ran away, but I didn't expect it to hide from you."

Suddenly he shook He Ruolong's hand, Xiao Lu raised his voice slightly: "Ruolong, this cat has given birth, look, it has a small one in its mouth!"

He Ruolong couldn't see clearly, but he also nodded with a smile: "Yes, yes!"

Xiaolu stared at the big black cat with good eyes, and saw the big black cat with the little black cat in its mouth, and disappeared without a trace on the roof.The hand he held with He Ruolong became tighter and tighter, without any warning, he said again: "Ruolong!"

He Ruolong responded: "Huh?"

Xiao Lu turned his head and looked back at his face: "You leave me a child!"

He Ruolong really laughed: "Stupid. Look at my whole body, how can I pretend to be a child?"

Xiaolu said seriously: "I'll find you a woman, and you will have sex with her."

He Ruolong gradually stopped laughing, and replied weakly and gently: "If the child has no father, then he is not guilty?"

Fawn turned to him and said, "I'll be his father."

He Ruolong turned to Xiaolu's direction: "You? I can't trust you. If it's a girl, it's fine. If it's a kid, I'm afraid you will harm him."

After hearing this, Xiao Lu lowered his eyes slowly.

"But it is." He turned to the front again: "You are right."

The two fell silent together, watching the glow getting brighter and darker.There were indeed bats slanting across the walls and eaves. The mosquitoes hadn't come out yet, but summer insects began to chirp in the flowers and grass.

Suddenly, He Ruolong spoke again: "Xiaolu."

The little deer turned back: "Huh?"

He Ruolong still held his hand: "Let's make up, right?"

Fawn stared at his face: "Okay."

He Ruolong questioned: "Husband and wife don't have an overnight feud, right?"

The deer replied, "Yes."

"The head of the bed fights the end of the bed, right?"

"Correct."

He Ruolong smiled, when he laughed, there was darkness in front of his eyes, it was dark, and the lights hadn't turned on, he couldn't even see the deer clearly: "We are a couple, right?"

The warm breath approached him, and finally his lips were wet and warm, and it was the deer who kissed him: "Yes. Before you, I have never had anyone else, and before me, you have never had anyone else. We are beating children." husband and wife, there is no adulteration at all."