Fawn

In June, Donghezi has entered its best season of the year.

Fawn stood by the table in front of the window, carefully weighing the powder with a balance.He bought the balance from an instrument factory in Shanxi. It is so accurate that it can be used for scientific experiments.Around the scales stood several small bowls containing various herbal powders—powders so finely ground that it was impossible to guess what they were.

According to the prescription, Xiao Lu used a small spoon to add the powder to one end of the balance bit by bit. The right hand holding the spoon was wrapped in white gauze because he was injured in the Hebei battlefield.At that time, he was standing in the trench and looking forward through the binoculars. Suddenly, a shell fell from the sky and blew up the trench into a big pit on the spot.He was almost buried alive in the pit by the overwhelming mud, but Zhang Chunsheng rushed over at the first, braved stray bullets and dug hard with both hands, digging out his bloody right hand.

Zhang Chunsheng's face was so frightened that he grabbed the bloody hand and pulled it out.The others also ran up at this time, digging and pulling together with Zhang Chunsheng. After all, there are more people and more strength. This time they pulled the deer out with one stroke.

The little deer was very lucky, except for being buried like a soil monkey, the whole body was unharmed, but the back of the right hand was scratched by the gravel, and the bloody look was quite scary.Sitting in the mound of dirt, he spit out a few mouthfuls of muddy saliva. Seeing many people staring at him, he wanted to say that he was safe, but before he could make a sound, Zhang Chunsheng suddenly threw his head to himself. Hugging him in his arms, his movements froze after hugging him, as if he was taken aback, and then let him go immediately.

Xiaolu knew that this guy had all his heart on him and he lived for himself, so he didn't say much, he just waved his hand and told everyone, "I'm fine."

This false alarm was not in vain, because the battle became smoother and smoother, and within a day, the security brigade in the county raised a white flag.This county is located in the territory of Hebei Province. At first Xiaolu was not interested in it, but Xiaolu was not interested. General Zhao was interested. General Zhao hoped to use Xiaolu to indirectly control a lot of land.This trick is often used by General Zhao, and it's not just used on Xiaolu alone.He gave Xiaolu a certain amount of support, and Xiaolu used his banner to expand his power and listened to his orders on major issues.As for the oil and water on the land, he doesn't want all the oil and water. Most of the oil and water are reserved for the deer, and he only needs to extract part of it.

With this method, General Zhao's troops were almost all over the banks of the Yellow River. He did not directly control all the land, but the landowners he directly controlled.And if the owner of that land dared to rebel, he would naturally have a way to change the owner of that land.

After this battle, Xiaolu's territory expanded a lot immediately, and some weak small army leaders around him saw that the situation was not going well, and they sensibly surrendered to him automatically.Seeing this situation, Xiao Lu would sometimes be very proud. When he was very proud, he would hide in the house and have fun secretly. After the music, he would be serious and not allow himself to get carried away.

This year, he seems to be walking step by step very smoothly, but in fact, before each step, he has to think about this step over and over again.There is no rest time for his staff office. As soon as he has an idea, no matter day or night, the staff office has to gather immediately.Cong Shan became his chief of staff, and the two cooperated tacitly. He thought carefully, and Cong Shan thought more carefully than he did.

Seeing that he had finished his battle in Hebei beautifully, he handed over the follow-up matters to a special person, and set off for the Donghezi base camp by himself.Outside, he was a vigorous and dignified Mr. Lu, but when he got home and saw He Ruolong, he closed his mouth and sank, and he was neither flamboyant nor dignified. Dispensing medicine with unreliable medical skills, he didn't say a word when dispensing, and he looked awkward and suffocated.

He made this appearance, not intentionally to add trouble to He Ruolong.He Ruolong's situation is getting worse day by day, he can see that he is really troubled.

He is not afraid of anything else, he is afraid that He Ruolong will die.

At this moment, he carefully prepared a bowl of mixed medicine powder. He held the bowl and raised his head, looking out through the shiny glass window.He Ruolong was wearing a white trousers jacket, and he had just been kicked out to bask in the sun.The orderly had originally given him a chair, but perhaps because the sun was too bright, he refused to sit on it. Instead, he swayed step by step to the side of the yard, holding on to everything at hand.

Now no one is watching him at the door anymore, he has become a big bone frame, and he moves slowly while propping up his white clothes.There is an old locust tree growing in the corner of the yard, with luxuriant branches and leaves, which can provide shade.He moved under the tree and stood for a while, then continued to move forward. Seeing the meaning, he wanted to keep walking back against the courtyard wall, but he stumbled forward, and the deer looked at him as if he was blind, and straightened up. Hit the courtyard wall.

After bumping into it, he staggered to a stop, and raised his hand to touch it forward.When he touched the rough wall, he turned around slowly and continued walking.

Xiaolu looked at him and watched him go out of the window.This time the two sides got closer, and he spoke in a low voice: "Can't you see the road clearly?"

He Ruolong replied kindly and coldly: "These two days my eyes are blurry."

Having said this, he went on, turning this time across the threshold, and entering the house.

The room was divided into two rooms, the inside and the outside. Fawn was standing in the inside, when he heard the sound of cups and cups in the outside, it was he who trembled and poured himself a cup of tea.Xiaolu put down the medicine bowl, picked up the curtain and went out to twist a handful of wet towels.Handed the towel roll to He Ruolong, he didn't say a word, He Ruolong took the towel roll and walked inside without saying a word.

When He Ruolong sat down on the inner bed, Xiaolu also bowed his head back to the window, continuing to study his strange medicines.

The two of them were silent at first, then He Ruolong shook off the towel to wipe off the sweat on his head, and opened his mouth in a low voice: "Hey, I think... I might be in trouble. While my mind is clear now, I beg your business."

The little deer asked without looking back, "What's the matter?"

He Ruolong dragged his legs on the ground, leaned his back against the head of the bed and took a few breaths. He felt that the breath in his chest was full, and then continued: "When I die, please send me back to my hometown, and repair my seat better." son's grave."

Xiaolu's hand holding the medicine bowl slowly lowered, but he still didn't look back: "That's it?"

He Ruolong closed his eyes, another layer of cold sweat oozed from his forehead: "That's it."

Fawn stood up straight with his back facing him, and suddenly sneered heavily: "Don't I need to burn some paper for you during the holidays?"

He Ruolong clutched the towel and wanted to lift his feet to take off his shoes, but his legs were heavy and dull, and he couldn't lift his feet up.He took another breath weakly, and he also smiled: "Burning paper? You can burn it for one year at most, and you have to forget it in the second year."

Xiaolu lowered his head slowly, suddenly twitched, and then two big teardrops fell into the medicine bowl—the closer he said, the more true he said, and he also saw that He Ruolong was not a serious illness, But he couldn't hear He Ruolong planning his funeral so calmly and weakly.There is only one He Ruolong in the world, love or hate, good or bad, there is only one, if this one dies, there will be no more He Ruolong in the world!

Whether you say he is a lover, an enemy, or a trophy, no matter what he is, he is unique—even if he is really an enemy, Xiaolu thought, then his own enemy is also I haven't reported enough, and I haven't vented enough to torture him.

Thinking of this, he couldn't think anymore, if he thought about it any more, all the good times the two of them had before would come flooding in front of him.Once he remembered He Ruolong's benefits, he would be even more unsteady.

So he really didn't think about it anymore.Thoughts stopped, only emotions were left stirring in his chest, and there was a loud noise that shook the sky and the earth, making his eyes dim with tears and his ears roaring.

Because the little deer stood in front of the window like a stake for a long time, He Ruolong stared at him for a long time, finally couldn't help standing up, and walked to his side with great difficulty: "What's wrong?"

His eyes have been blurred for the past few days, but at this moment, because the two sides are close enough, he can see the deer's face clearly this time - the deer's face is red, his eyes are closed and his mouth is grinning. He doesn't make a sound or breathe. He choked in his chest, only teardrops wet his long eyelashes, running down his cheeks one by one.It dripped down to the chin and formed drops, and then fell drop by drop onto the skirt of the clothes and into the medicine bowl.

This is the second time He Ruolong saw Xiaolu crying like a child, he was almost taken aback, he hurriedly grabbed Xiaolu's arm and asked, "What's wrong?"

Immediately, he raised his hand and patted Xiaolu's back, and he urged anxiously, "Speak out!"

This slap shook the little deer's breath, and made him whimper, crying out the sore and hot air that was stuck in his chest.Following He Ruolong's pulling and turning around, he still lowered his head and grinned, his thick eyelashes closed down, and he squeezed out another string of teardrops.

He Ruolong wrapped the towel around his hands and tentatively wiped his tears: "Why are you crying? You don't want me to die?"

He raised Xiao Lu's chin with one hand, wiped his tears and nose with a towel with the other, and said in a relaxed tone on purpose: "I'm alive, but you see me as an eyesore; when I'm dead, you're going to cry again. What do you want? Um?"

Fawn clenched his fists tightly, his body was stiff and tense, his head and face were hot, but his hands were cold.He Ruolong leaned slightly to look at him, watched for a moment, then straightened up and hugged him into his arms.Patting his back lightly with one hand, He Ruolong blinked, with tears in his eyes, but his voice was smiling: "Don't cry, I won't die. I think I can survive for many more years, eight or ten years." I'm fine in [-]. My illness is strange, maybe I'll be fine if I endure it. Xiaolu, don't cry, just cry if you want to cry, don't hold it in like this."

However, the little deer put a pair of eyes on his shoulders, and just shed tears silently.He didn't dare to remember the good times, but he remembered them all at once. At that time, he loved He Ruolong so much.