Adventure after rebirth

Su Yuan froze and kept buttoning his buttons, completely frightened by Leander's appearance in the mirror.In front of Su Yuan, Leander has always shown the image of a perfect friend, fighting with Su Yuan, had a small quarrel with Su Yuan, and never blushed or lost his temper in front of Su Yuan, but at this moment , What Su Yuan saw was the other side of Leander, which was a kind of negative madness, like a kitten suddenly transformed into a man-eating tiger, or a kind person suddenly turned into evil the boss.Su Yuan couldn't put Leander's face in the mirror together with the Leander he knew.

Also as a man, Su Yuan knew very well what Leander's gaze represented, and he was formally shocked by the meaning of the gaze. It was love, lust, and possession, and it was the gaze that Leander should never look at him.That kind of thing, how could Leander feel this way about himself.It's an illusion, it's my own misreading, wrong thinking.

Su Yuan lowered his head, subconsciously didn't look at it, and didn't dare to guess what he really wanted. Thinking of Leander's so many lovers, Su Yuan had more reasons to convince himself that he had mistaken the meaning of Leander's eyes.Yes, I made a mistake.Shaking his head, thinking about it, let's throw away the random thoughts in his mind.

"What's the matter?" Leander behind Su Yuan has been watching Su Yuan, Su Yuan is right in front of him, changing clothes undefended, let him see Su Yuan's beautiful back, beautiful legs, and sleek double thighs , his eyes couldn't help being presumptuous, and couldn't help injecting what he wanted the most in his heart.He has been watching, and has been enduring, just now Su Yuan's momentary stiffness, and the behavior of shaking his head at this moment, how could Leander not see it.

"It's nothing." Su Yuan still lowered his head, didn't even glance into the mirror, buttoned his clothes, and didn't know if his mind was too disturbed, Su Yuan's buttons were buttoned in the wrong place, he had no choice but to Untie all over again.

"Do you want me to help you?" Leander's voice was close to his ears, his breath burned the sensitive earlobe, and his hands also wrapped around Su Yuan's shoulders, occupying Su Yuan in a hugging gesture.

"Wow." Su Yuan's reaction was to scream in shock, and then forcefully broke away from Leander's incomplete embrace.This is a subconscious reaction, and it is also an evasive gesture taken by Su Yuan's subconscious mind towards Leander.

Su Yuan's behavior of jumping away in fright made Liandel stunned. Su Yuan also felt that his reaction was too fussy, and said in his mouth, "Why did you come here suddenly? It's scary." But there was an obvious guilty conscience In his mind, because it was a lie, the reason why he was frightened was not only because of Leander's sudden approach, but also other things.Su Yuan couldn't figure out what that thing was for a while.

"I'll go and see how the breakfast is done." Su Yuan also felt that this attitude didn't seem right, a panic that was eager to avoid, made Su Yuan choose a very, very bad excuse.But for Su Yuan, having an excuse is a good thing. With this excuse, Su Yuan evacuated Leander's room at almost running speed.

Leander squinted his eyes when he saw Su Yuan's flustered act of running away. He knew Su Yuan too well. If he was simply frightened, he should reason with him here and blame him instead of running away like this.It was so abnormal, Leander began to think about the reason why Su Yuan was wrong.

There was no abnormality in the process from waking up to getting dressed, the abnormal moment was the freezing and shaking of the head here, so what caused Su Yuan's freezing and subsequent shaking of the head.Leander's gaze fell sharply on the full-length mirror, and he paced and stood where Su Yuan had just stood, looking at the image reflected in the mirror, which was a bed. Leander turned his head sideways, looked at the bed, and saw the reflection in the mirror. The position is exactly where he is sitting on the bed and looking at Su Yuan.

So what would Su Yuan see at that time?What kind of expression and eyes did he use to look at Su Yuan at that time?That was a side of him that had never been exposed in front of Su Yuan, full of longing for Su Yuan.Leander guessed it, but this guess didn't make him panic, and didn't make him rush out to find Su Yuan to explain, but he laughed, from a low smile to a big laugh, a kind of smile that wiped away the gloom in his heart.

"Far away, you found out." Putting away his laughter, Leander said softly, it's good to find out, it's good to find out, the confession all the time has been taken as a joke, how could Leander have no setbacks in his heart, he has been He wanted to make Su Yuan believe it, but why didn't Su Yuan believe it? Can Su Yuan still not believe it now?At this time, Su Yuan should be denying what he saw. The seeds of doubt are already in Su Yuan's heart, and Su Yuan can no longer be as disbelieving as before.

It's good to find out, and only when he finds out can he take it boldly, instead of being timid, looking forward and backward, and hesitating.

It was very different from Leander's mood. After Su Yuan evacuated Leander's room, he ran back to his own room and closed the door. Everyone is like this. Only in their own private space can they feel safe. Then Familiarity can soothe the restlessness and anxiety in the heart.

Su Yuan was slumped on the sofa, covering his forehead with his hands, he felt his head was in a mess now, Leander's eyes had been flashing in his mind just now, and he had a sense of panic that he had glimpsed the truth.Involuntarily, some previous images came to mind, Leander kissed himself, said love to himself, meticulous care, etc., thinking about it at this moment, they were all tinged with ambiguity.

No, that's not true, I was wrong at that time.Su Yuan stubbornly denied a certain fact, firmly believing that Leander would never look at him with that kind of eyes.How can I use such thoughts to tarnish the friendship between him and Leander, Leander is pure concern for friends and brothers, it is the way they get along, those overly intimate behaviors are just because Leander is a foreigner It's just an open concept, which is very common in foreign countries.Those were just jokes between friends.Yes, that's right.Su Yuan tried hard to convince himself.

How could Leander look at himself with that kind of eyes? He is a man, and Leander is also a man. Yes, Leander has no preference for men. Leander has so many lovers. If he likes men, he will not be ordinary Own.That's right, Leander's look is just a man's impulse to wake up in the morning. I still know how strong Leander's desire is.So, that was just my own misunderstanding.Su Yuan thought about these aspects, and slowly convinced himself.

After putting on his clothes and sorting out his mood, Su Yuan went downstairs, but all his psychological construction failed when he saw Liandel. When he saw Liandel, Su Yuan felt inexplicably flustered.But when he thought that those were his own wild thoughts and misunderstandings, Su Yuan didn't want to mess up his friendship with Leander because of this reason.So he sat down at the table calmly.

Regarding the matter of being a servant, Su Yuan forgot because of panic, but Leander remembered it, but he didn't think of taking advantage of it. Now he has a bigger goal, and this mere benefit really can't impress Leander.

Liandel's performance is not eager at all. Putting vegetables in Su Yuan's bowl is not courteous, but he has done this before. Su Yuan in the past would behave generously, but at this time, Su Yuan felt that Li An Del's behavior was very awkward, he said thank you in a low voice, and then buried himself in his meal without looking at Leander.I kept saying to myself in my heart, don't think wildly, don't think wildly.

After breakfast, Su Yuan said, "I'm going to the laboratory." Then he quickly left Liandel's side.Leander didn't chase, and stayed where he was, smiling brightly.

Far, I will give you time to digest slowly and give you enough time to recognize the facts.I have been waiting for so many years, what does it matter if I wait a little longer.Leander thought so, one day, two days,... a week passed, but Leander's mood had already begun to turn gloomy.

Su Yuan has already rested his mentality a lot, and his attitude with Leander is different from before. When Leander approaches, Su Yuan will avoid him, and Su Yuan will avoid all intimate actions. Su Yuan felt that everything was due to the illusion given to him by Leander's enthusiastic actions. In order to end his cranky thinking, Su Yuan decided to put an end to all Leander's overly intimate behavior.

Su Yuan also mentioned this to Leander, and what he got was Leander's sullen face, "Why?" Su Yuan was very guilty, how could he tell his friends, because of these behaviors, he thought wildly that his friends had feelings for him. Unreasonable thought.

When Leander said love, Su Yuan made a flustered mistake. He didn't take it seriously in the past, but after those wild thoughts, Su Yuan's response was all haha, and he immediately found a reason to escape, and went back to the room to do psychological construction for himself Misunderstanding, everything is a misunderstanding, love has many meanings, relatives, friends, brothers, the world, jokes, absolutely not love alone can be summarized.

Su Yuan is avoiding, because his wrong thinking makes him feel that getting along with Leander is full of ambiguity, which is unfair to friendship.Before I adjusted my mentality, this kind of embarrassing life that I didn't know how to deal with continued.Su Yuan even had the idea of ​​moving out to live by himself.

However, Su Yuan's evasion was subconsciously aware of Leander's feelings, but he didn't want to change everything he was familiar with, and chose the idea that was most beneficial to him.

Leander's face was gloomy, originally he thought that Su Yuan would start to face up to his feelings, but he didn't think that Su Yuan's elm bump wanted to bring everything back to the level of friendship.Delusion, it has long been impossible to return to pure friendship.

Far, I can't let you escape any longer.