two people's agreement

"Spencer, what do you want to say to me today?" Dany put aside the topic about Hodge, for fear of revealing herself in front of the profiler. "It's not just to ask me if I know your colleague?"

Reed lowered his head, not daring to meet her gaze, "Dani, I..."

After hearing his recent experience, Dani couldn't help but feel heavy in her heart, but she expressed another expression on her mouth. "Didn't you just fail to prevent a teenager from being killed in front of you, empathizing with another teenager Unsub's pain, plus the sequelae of previous drug dependence?"

"Dr. Reed, can you be more emotional?" Seeing Reed's tearful expression in front of her, Dani was speechless. Is this the child who grew up eating rice? "Did you shoot that kid?"

Reed shook his head.

"Then Unsub was the one who let him pick up a gun and kill someone?"

Shaking his head again.

"You! Take everything to heart." Dany looked at Reed with a guilty expression in front of her, feeling weakly filled with emotion.This child really makes people want to protect him.

"That scene is always in my mind. As long as I close my eyes, the picture is still as clear as yesterday. I started to hate my memory. I wanted to forget it all, but I couldn't."

Want to forget, speaking of it, still "want" to forget.

Dany brought the finished meal to the table, served two bowls of porridge, asked Reed to sit across from her, and brought him a fork and spoon.

"There are always some bad memories in people. You want to forget them, but they are even more unforgettable. You have to learn to ignore the guilt they bring to you. After all, people can't live in the past. Cruel memories will bring us experience, let us live in the past. To prevent them from happening again in the future, remember when I first met you in Massachusetts?"

"You're the only one who makes you," Reed repeated as he sent his mother to a psychiatric facility, and Dani, who was only a year older, comforted herself with it.

"It was like this before, and it's even more like this now. You must know that you chose to do behavior analysis, not those people who forced you. From this point of view, you are different from that Unsub. Your kindness will never allow you To do that kind of thing. And his original choice is not that you can control it now, and the final result is that he has to bear it himself, and no one can replace it. Everyone chooses a different path, and the final result is to be borne by himself. That's cause and effect."

"Spencer, your job is to face serial killers who can kill their own kind without any reason. Every choice you make means that someone can be saved or get something because of this choice. These are the people you should remember, It’s what keeps you going.”

"Just like Gideon, he would write down every person he saved in a notepad to remind himself what he was doing." Reed thought of Gideon who had left.

"Yes, like Gideon, remember his picture frame? You can too." Recalling his mentor's home.Those countless materials and photos that filled the entire table, she spent most of her spring break there, enjoying the warmth of the sun shining on her face through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

"But I don't have an office to put these in."

Dani laughed out loud, "Are you complaining that the FBI didn't give you an office?"

"I don't need an office," Reed retorted.

"Of course, Dr. Reed is a genius with an IQ of 187. Of course, he doesn't need an office to hold so many photos and waste resources. He only needs to organize these in his own brain."

Facing Dani's teasing as always, the corners of Reed's mouth turned up, and his eyes exuded joy from the heart.

"I don't believe intelligence can be quantified."

"But you are a genius." Dani continued, with a thick sarcasm, but a kind smile on her face.

For a while, Reed's face burned, and he stammered, not knowing what to say.

"Dr. Reed, poor me can I start feeding her stomach that hasn't eaten in almost two days?"

As he spoke, he picked up the bowl of porridge, picked up a chopstick of vegetables, and began to eat the porridge with his head down.

"Oh my god! Why are you saying it now!" Reid was terrified. He had seen someone's stomach bleed after writing a paper for three days. "You will need to go to the hospital for an examination in a while. You should know that upper gastrointestinal bleeding refers to the bleeding caused by the digestive tract above the Trek's ligament, including esophagus, stomach, duodenum, or pancreaticobiliary lesions. Bleeding from jejunal lesions also falls into this category. Massive bleeding refers to blood loss exceeding 1000ml or 20% of circulating blood volume within a few hours, and its main clinical manifestation is hematemesis..., often accompanied by acute peripheral circulatory failure caused by hypovolemia , is a common emergency, with a fatality rate as high as 8% to 13.7%..."

Dani was speechless. How could she have forgotten that since the stomach bleeding, she couldn't tell him that she didn't eat well, otherwise she would have to listen to the popularization of knowledge about gastrointestinal bleeding.

"Spencer, we can switch to a lighter subject, and let me enjoy this meal, and then you can say whatever you want, or I'll have indigestion."

The long speech came to an abrupt end.

Successfully stopping Dr. Reed's thoughts, Dani calmed down to soothe her long-empty stomach.

Reed also used the fork and spoon that Dani thoughtfully prepared to enjoy "his" breakfast.I silently prayed that Dany wouldn't notice that he had been taking coffee as his main meal lately, and he couldn't sleep every night, or he would drink that unpalatable soup again.I don't know how Dany drank it.

Dany eats slowly, which is said to be good for digestion.

"Did your technician find out my address for you?"