42 ten

It rained overnight, and the road was still wet in the morning.The rain had stopped long ago and the air pressure was low.Today was cloudy again, Sheng Fengshi stood on the balcony for a while, changed his shoes and went out.

Sheng Fengshi arrived at the office early every day, and today she was 5 minutes earlier than usual. Breathing the cool air, she walked towards the gate of the community step by step. Halfway through, she suddenly found that she was walking faster and faster, so she stopped and adjusted her mentality. Speed ​​up and move on.

As the distance shortened, Yuan Mu's figure gradually became clear at the gate. Sheng Fengshi met Yuan Mu's gaze and walked up to him before asking, "How long have you been?"

"10 minutes."

The two walked towards the school, and Sheng Fengshi said, "Next time, I will leave the house 10 minutes later."

Yuan Mu should not.

Sheng Fengshi glanced at her, and Yuan Mu said, "This is where the bus is."

"You can take a seat."

"The bus may not be on time, I feel more at ease if I arrive early."

"Can I be at ease if I arrive late?"

"Then I'll call when I arrive?"

"What if I'm not ready?"

Yuan Mu was troubled: "There must always be someone waiting. The chance of exactly the same time is too small."

"So you have to be late and call when you arrive."

"Okay." Yuan Mu was reluctant, but he could only do so, "Yao Ruoyu told me to have lunch."

Sheng Fengshi asked, "Does she contact you every day?"

Yuan Mu said, "Not every day, but very often."

"Are you bored?"

"Not at all." Yuan Mu was curious, "How did you become friends with her?"

Sheng Fengshi said: "After she came to university, she came to see me once a week. After a long time, she became a friend."

"Oh." Yuan Mu knew that since Sheng Fengshi had given Yao Ruoyu the opportunity to "give a long time", Sheng Fengshi at least didn't hate Yao Ruoyu, and there should be a certain aspect of Yao Ruoyu that Sheng Fengshi could appreciate, maybe it was smart but not hypocritical, and Maybe it's a well-measured enthusiasm.

On Tuesday morning, Sheng Feng was going to go out. When she passed by Yuan Mu's desk, Yuan Mu called her: "Mr. Sheng, where are you going?"

Sheng Fengshi stopped and answered: "Go to the research institute, I have a project in hand. It's the same on Thursday morning."

Yuan Mu said, "I'll wait for your return."

"Yeah." Sheng Fengshi smiled at her.After closing the office door, Sheng Fengshi's expression faded, only a different look appeared in his eyes.

Yuan Mu read the textbooks for two lessons, and when Sheng Fengshi came back, the two went to attend the lessons.According to the regulations, it is enough to attend the lectures twice a month. After Yuan Mu came, Sheng Fengshi used the time for the project to attend the lectures, so that Yuan Mu had the opportunity to communicate with Zou Qi.

Sheng Fengshi also spends more time sitting in the office than in the past.When discussing with the vice-principal at the beginning, this decision meant to keep outsiders from disturbing the order of the campus. Later, Sheng Fengshi had a better understanding of what kind of person Yuan Mu was, and he was completely at ease with Yuan Mu, but still Sitting in the office has a different meaning.Every day, Sheng Fengshi found that he had already fallen in love with Yuan Mu, so he was speechless to himself every day.

Before the class, Yuan Mu asked Zou Qi how he felt about the outing yesterday afternoon. Zou Qi said that it was very cold, and the scenery without sunshine seemed not bright, but he felt peaceful in his heart.Yuan Mu secretly figured it out, she found out that this weekend is rainy and cloudy every day, which is not a good weather for outing, if Sheng Fengshi can be persuaded to go out every day, then we can meet this weekend.

In order to avoid the crowd, Sheng Fengshi and Yuan Mu left the classroom early.When I went back, I saw Yao Ruoyu standing at the door. Sheng Fengshi ignored her greeting and took the key to open the door.Yao Ruoyu made an expression to Yuan Mu that "something is not good", went in and sat on the sofa, turned the phone to silent, watched the news and waited to get off work.

There are more than one person, the feeling is obvious, Yuan Mu finally understood why the third person was called "light bulb", Yao Ruoyu just sat there silently, she also felt that Yao Ruoyu was abrupt and redundant.After Yuan Mu thought about it, he immediately felt that it was wrong for him to treat Yao Ruoyu like this, so he silently reflected for a while.

When it was time to get off work, Yuan Mu put his bag on his back and said, "Mr. Sheng, I'm leaving."

"En." Sheng Feng raised his head to answer Yuan Mu, and seemed to glance at Yao Ruoyu inadvertently.

Yao Ruoyu hurriedly said, "Go and come back quickly, go and come back quickly."

The restaurant Yao Ruoyu chose was near the school, and Yuan Mu still insisted on ordering different ones. Yao Ruoyu came down several times and knew that it was impossible to persuade Yuan Mu to change her mind. There may be a second time for the first time, but reality does not bring discussions.

While waiting for the food to be served, Yao Ruoyu talked about the interesting things that happened in the past few days during the process of pretending to be in love.Yuan Mu drank the lemon tea one after another, appearing absent-minded, which aroused Yao Ruoyu's dissatisfaction: "Are you listening? Are you not interested in these?" Yao Ruoyu knocked on the table and asked.

"I'm listening and thinking about other things."

"What do you think?"

Yuan Mu shook his head: "I won't tell you."

Yao Ruoyu rested her chin on one hand, half-closed her eyes, and said in a cold voice, "It's something related to the time. If you don't want to listen to me, you can just say it, and I won't get angry. Your perfunctory attitude is called impolite."

Yuan Mu said, "It's about you."

Yao Ruoyu opened her eyes suddenly, put down her arms and said with a smile, "I'm really flattered. No, since it's related to me, you have to tell me, it's rare that you can hold me as an outsider in your mind."

Yuan Mu hesitated.

Yao Ruoyu asked: "Are you thinking bad things about me?"

Yuan Mu said, "Not very good."

Yao Ruoyu clasped her right hand, and knocked on the table with a little force to show her determination: "I want to listen. Don't worry, I will never be angry."

Yuan Mu was not afraid of her getting angry, but felt that his judgment of others was indeed as rude as Yao Ruoyu said, and it would be offensive to say his one-sided judgment, which was too much.

"Do you think you offend me?" Yao Ruoyu asked speculatively.

Yuan Mu nodded.

"Offensive or not, it's up to me. You've already thought bad things about me, but you still refuse to say it when I tell you. Aren't you sincerely making me feel bad? You might as well give me a good time." "

Yuan Mu closed his mouth and thought about it in his heart. After a while, Yuan Mu let go of his lips: "I think you are talking about happy things, but you are not happy at all in your heart."

Yao Ruoyu was stunned and said, "That's it? What a bad idea I thought."

Yuan Mu vented his energy with a sigh, and said to Yao Ruoyu: "If my idea is right, but you want to live like this, I will hurt you if I break it. Even relatives and friends have no right to say that you can't live like this, You want to live like that, not to mention that I just know you."

Yao Ruoyu stepped aside to make it easier for the waiter to serve food, and said, "Yuan Mu, do you know that it's not hurting me if you point me out, because I won't listen to your words. I'm 39, and if I doubt it because of your words I doubt my life, am I not living in vain? So you think so much is useless. But you know what really hurt me? We have eaten a few meals and talked a few times, even if we are not friends or acquaintances After all, you just know me? I randomly put a business card on someone on the street, which is also called acquaintance. Do you mean that I have been in contact with you for half a month to care about you, and the role of a business card is similar? My self-esteem has been hurt Very serious injury."

Yuan Mu frowned and said, "I haven't spent much time with you. It's unreasonable for you to ask me like this."

"I don't think it's reasonable. Hurry up and eat, your bone soup is going to be cold." Yao Ruoyu ended the conversation arbitrarily.

"Thank you." Yuan Mu lowered his head and drank the soup.

Yao Ruoyu didn't linger at all today, she didn't stop talking after eating, she got the wooden snake and sent Yuan Mu back to school without delay.Yuan Mu was confused, went upstairs and found no one in the office, so he went to the lake.Sheng Fengshi was walking by the lake, when he saw Yuan Mu coming, he stopped and waited for her.

Yuan Mu hurried to catch up, and then they walked slowly together.After walking around for two laps, Yuan Mu became calm.

Back in the office, Yuan Mu moved the stool and sat in front of Sheng Fengshi—this movement became more and more natural.

Sheng Feng faced Yuan Mu and waited for her to speak.

"Mr. Sheng, Yao Ruoyu seems to be angry because I said I just knew her."

"Ignore her."

"Okay. I made a mistake today." Yuan Mu pursed his lips slightly.

Sheng Fengshi's eyes fell on Yuan Mu's lips, which looked soft. She took a deep breath without any trace to relieve the itchy feeling in her heart, then moved her eyes up to Yuan Mu's eyes, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I said she was pretending to be happy."

"What's the original story?"

Yuan Mu remembered it clearly, and repeated it to Sheng Fengshi.

Sheng Fengshi said: "Just say it, don't think about it."

"Yeah." Yuan Mu nodded and asked Sheng Fengshi, "Do you think so too?"

Sheng Fengshi said: "If you are really wrong, your mistake is to let her find out that you are thinking about other things. After a few more years of experience in society, you can learn to cover up."

"I see." She also knew that Sheng Fengshi and her thoughts were the same.

Yuan Mu turned to talk about other things: "Last Sunday, I went to my senior uncle, my father's senior brother, to eat at home. This time we were able to find Zou Qi and prepare the proof materials, thanks to the help of my senior uncle. He promised to let me work officially when I met Zou Qi. I would like to stay in the carpentry workshop by then."

"You want to stay?" Sheng Fengshi was so surprised that he forgot to control his expression, his eyes were wide open, but his lips did not close after he finished speaking.Yuan Mu said that there was no warning before this incident, it was too sudden.

"I want to stay." Yuan Mu said, "I've already decided."

"It's a big decision," Sheng Feng said.

"I know. I don't want to miss you in the future." Yuan Mu looked into Sheng Fengshi's eyes, "Not all important decisions require careful consideration. I want to see you every day."

"Don't you think that's rude? Your life here will be completely different from your life back home."

"Mr. Sheng, I am serious, more serious than ever. You know."

Sheng Fengshi was silent for a long time, and said, "You don't need to tell me. It's still early."

Yuan Mu said: "When I met you, my life was completely different. For me now, going back is a decision that requires careful consideration, but no matter how long I think about it, my liking for you will not change. I should stay , I must stay, or I will betray my will."

Sheng Fengshi's heart was shaken, and he couldn't speak.