Are you Yokohama people like this?
Chapter 68
"Did I really overthink it?" Zhong Yuan Zhongye stared at the person in front of him with forbearance, and the hand tightly holding Tong Ye's arm inadvertently increased a bit.
"Do you know what it means for you to let him leave the organization? This means that you have uprooted the last straw and pushed yourself to a dead end!"
"And what about him? Knowing what kind of situation you are in now, but still abandoning you for your own pursuit, but you are still telling me that he has his own ideas, and let me not hinder him !"
"Naoya Asahi, do you know that you are carrying a bomb that may be detonated at any time, do you know that you will die?!"
Zhong Yuanzhong also took a deep breath, and his cold voice beat heavily on the heart of the person opposite him like a low drumbeat, and it also fell on his own heart.
His eyes were calm and cautious, and he slowly said a word: "Or do you think that fulfilling his thoughts is more important than your own life?"
"..." Tong Ye opened his mouth and said softly, "He asked me to go with him, but I refused... I never thought... which side is more important."
"You haven't thought about it, but what you have done can only show that you still prioritize his decision over your own life."
Zhongyuan Zhong also suddenly let go of Tong Ye's arm, took off the glove on his right hand, and raised his hand to gently wipe away the blood on Tong Ye's face.
There wasn't much expression on his face, but there was deep sadness in those deep eyes, and his voice was almost sighing, and seemed to be helpless.
"You fulfilled his decision, he respected your wishes, and between the two of you, I'm like a clown."
He forced a wry smile helplessly, as if mocking himself: "Is it really that contemptible? I have the idea of 'I want you to live no matter what'."
But if it doesn't make any sense, then what is the reason for his distress and entanglement during this period of time?
Nakahara couldn't understand Osamu Dazai's inner thoughts at all. If he really cared about a person, shouldn't he try his best to keep the other person by his side for a long time?Even if the other party is unwilling, it is impossible to accept it so easily, isn't it?Why in this situation, that person would still walk resolutely and decisively like this?
How could he just walk away like this? !
"Chuya, actually I—"
"Enough." Zhongya Zhongya interrupted Tong Ye who was about to explain, and grabbed the broken hair from his forehead behind.
He, who was always neat and capable, looked a little depressed at the moment. He didn't look at Tong Ye, and slowly put back the black gloves with lowered eyes, and said in a light tone: "I'm too emotional today, I need a while Let's sort out the clues, we still...don't meet again in a short time."
After all, he turned around and wanted to leave.
Xu was shocked by the alienation contained in the phrase "don't meet again". For a while, Tong Ye suddenly became a little disoriented and stood there for a long time without moving.
However, seeing that he was about to leave completely like this, Tong Ye woke up suddenly, stepped forward to stop him, and hurriedly explained:
"Chuya, wait a minute and listen to me! I really didn't compare my life with Dazai's freedom. I rejected him just because I didn't want to be his vassal like this, let alone rely on his life for the rest of my life. The supernatural ability to ensure the safety of my life...Chuya, you will understand me, right?"
Tong also stared at his expression closely, feeling very nervous for no reason.He always felt that if he didn't speak clearly now, there might always be another layer of estrangement between the two of them in the future, and they would never be able to return to the way they were before.
"Tong Ye."
Zhong Yuanzhong also called him suddenly.
"Actually...you don't intend to continue living at all, do you?"
As if what was said in the center, the black-haired boy in front of him instantly clenched his hand hanging on one side, and immediately hid it behind him as if to cover it up.
"...I won't die." The boy looked away as if avoiding, and whispered.
Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at him deeply, and suddenly lowered his head with a bit of self-mockery and chuckled, "It turns out that what you want me to understand is your idea of going to die... even once, it's fine when you are like this When thinking about it, have you considered my feelings?"
"..."
Unexpected silence.
The smile on Nakahara Chuya's lips gradually faded, and it was difficult to judge what he was thinking at the moment from his expression.After a long time, I saw him speak again to the person opposite:
"Tong Ye, do you regard me as a very talkative brother, and think that no matter what decision you make, I will support you without hesitation?"
Tong also didn't say anything, but the hand hanging by his side kept grabbing the corner of his clothes, revealing the uneasiness of the person concerned.
Zhong Yuanzhong also watched all his reactions quietly, for a long time, his eyes narrowed suddenly, his lips moved slightly, and he uttered an extremely cold sentence:
"Then I will tell you today, Asahi Nadouya, I have never thought of being your elder brother from the beginning to the end."
"You remember."
"..."
"Mr. Zhongyuan, did he... say so?"
In the dimly lit bar, after the people around him poured out for a while without caring about the reaction of the listeners, Ryunosuke Akutagawa held a glass of drink in silence, and hesitated for a long time before saying this sentence.
In fact, until now, he still couldn't understand why he, who had just finished his mission, was suddenly taken to a bar by someone, and was forced to be the object of confidance all night.
It has been nearly two weeks since Mr. Dazai defected to the organization. After that person left, what was left was not only a mess that made people burnt, but also rumors that covered the entire organization.
Of course, if we look closely, this rumor is not only about Mr. Dazai who has defected, but also partly comes from someone beside him who is slumping on the edge of the bar.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke glanced at this person quietly. Although he was shocked when he heard Mr. Dazai's sudden defection at first, what really shocked him was that this person actually let Mr. Dazai escape like this.
Carrying out a mission together, if you really want to stop the other party, it is not impossible, but the reason for the current ending... Akutagawa Ryunosuke withdrew his eyes from silently looking at this person, and silently tilted his hands twice in the cup.
It's not that he can't guess the reason for Mr. Zhongyuan's anger, it's better to say... very understanding.
Although the two were temporarily tied together by the leader's order, which inevitably meant some use, but emotionally and rationally, the disadvantages outweighed the advantages, and everyone thought that in such a dilemma, even this person and Dazai The relationship has always been bad and tight, but it can be more or less smooth.
It was never expected that this person would completely disregard his own situation and allow him to defect to the organization without any hindrance.
Now the relationship between the two has changed a bit in the eyes of everyone.
In addition, two weeks ago, the scene when this person and Mr. Zhongyuan were arguing in front of the Mafia building in the port was more or less watched by people in the organization. Seeing that the rumors about him have been known to everyone in the organization, I am afraid that the only person sitting next to him is the one involved.
Akutagawa didn't deliberately inquire, but some things would be passed on to his ears without warning even if he was not interested.And among those rumors, the most ferocious one may be the "two or three things about Mr. Tong Ye stepping on two boats".
"..."
Suddenly, he remembered such a sentence he heard casually from his subordinates, and the expression of Ryunosuke Akutagawa who was sitting on the edge of the bar suddenly became a little strange. Fortunately, someone beside him was still stuck in his distress and didn't notice it. His anomaly.
He covered his lips and coughed lightly, and his expression remained expressionless.
"...Senior Tong Ye, if there is nothing else, I will leave first." He stood up from the stool as he spoke, and the sound of the stool rubbing against the ground brought back the thoughts of the people around him.
Tong also turned his head to look at him, and asked unresponsively, "What are you doing?"
"..." Akutagawa said, "Go home."
"You just left?"
Akutagawa hesitated for a second, and said, "Thank you for your hospitality, senior."
"..." Tong Ye looked at him quietly, and suddenly said with a smile, "Is the wine good?"
Akutagawa was a little confused about the intention of his words, and nodded hesitantly: "It's delicious."
"Senior invited you to drink such a delicious wine, and you want to leave after drinking?" Tong Ye swept away the kind smile just now, and reprimanded with a fierce face: "Sit there obediently! You finish drinking I'm not finished yet!"
"..." Akutagawa.
Under Tong Ye's 'gentle' gaze, Akutagawa sat back obediently.
Tong also glanced at him, looked away, and sighed leisurely with one hand on his chin: "What do you think I should do."
It has been two weeks since that quarrel, and up to now, Zhong Ye has not contacted him once, and all the messages sent to him have been ignored.Maybe he has never been so thoroughly cold, the cold violence from Zhongye in the Central Plains is much more powerful than Tong Ye imagined.
He casually glanced at the black-haired boy sitting beside him with a blank face, feeling powerless, and couldn't help but sighed again.
If the situation hadn't become serious, Tong would not have found this dull and stupid person who couldn't offer any good advice at a glance. However, not long ago, he once again accidentally put a good friend of the Qi Mu family Let it go, now it is really a dead end, there is nothing to do.
It is also because of his self-assessment to let Dazai Osamu leave the organization, and even take the initiative to let this life-saving straw slip away from his hands. Saiki, who has always been calm, rarely became really angry, and broke up with him before Tong Yezhong The thing disappeared in place.
Looking at it like that, it may take at least a week before I come back to find him after my anger subsides.
But after all this, Tong also lost the last person who could help him with his ideas. The only two people who tolerated him very much were run away by him because of the same incident in a similar period of time. Can he really be saved?
"What should I do..." Tong Ye couldn't help but lay on the bar counter and wailed.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at him with a delicate expression, and said, "...Isn't it all right to apologize?"
According to his understanding, Mr. Zhongyuan has always treated this person with a tolerant and doting attitude. Even if things have become irreversible, but after all, Mr. Zhongyuan, if he cares more about keeping this person alive, than continuing to vent his frustration Angry for betrayal, he guessed that he would be the first to choose to find other ways to guarantee this person's life.
Furthermore... Akutagawa thought silently, since he was able to step on the boat of the two of them openly under the noses of those two, and he had not been rejected by the two of them, his ability to please others should be good. Now this small scene is certainly not a big deal.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who was completely unaware that under the all-round poisoning of rumors and gossips, his thoughts were gradually being led astray, nodded seriously, and praised his logic by the way.
"It's not that easy..." Tong didn't know what was going on in his brain, and said in a leisurely tone, "I've sent no less than ten apology text messages, all of which are unread. He is determined to be with you." I broke off the relationship..."
"SMS... Didn't you apologize to Mr. Zhongyuan in person?" Akutagawa asked in simple doubts, turned his head, but saw the face of the person beside him froze when he heard the words, and after a long time, he whispered three words:
"……I am afraid."
"Do you know what it means for you to let him leave the organization? This means that you have uprooted the last straw and pushed yourself to a dead end!"
"And what about him? Knowing what kind of situation you are in now, but still abandoning you for your own pursuit, but you are still telling me that he has his own ideas, and let me not hinder him !"
"Naoya Asahi, do you know that you are carrying a bomb that may be detonated at any time, do you know that you will die?!"
Zhong Yuanzhong also took a deep breath, and his cold voice beat heavily on the heart of the person opposite him like a low drumbeat, and it also fell on his own heart.
His eyes were calm and cautious, and he slowly said a word: "Or do you think that fulfilling his thoughts is more important than your own life?"
"..." Tong Ye opened his mouth and said softly, "He asked me to go with him, but I refused... I never thought... which side is more important."
"You haven't thought about it, but what you have done can only show that you still prioritize his decision over your own life."
Zhongyuan Zhong also suddenly let go of Tong Ye's arm, took off the glove on his right hand, and raised his hand to gently wipe away the blood on Tong Ye's face.
There wasn't much expression on his face, but there was deep sadness in those deep eyes, and his voice was almost sighing, and seemed to be helpless.
"You fulfilled his decision, he respected your wishes, and between the two of you, I'm like a clown."
He forced a wry smile helplessly, as if mocking himself: "Is it really that contemptible? I have the idea of 'I want you to live no matter what'."
But if it doesn't make any sense, then what is the reason for his distress and entanglement during this period of time?
Nakahara couldn't understand Osamu Dazai's inner thoughts at all. If he really cared about a person, shouldn't he try his best to keep the other person by his side for a long time?Even if the other party is unwilling, it is impossible to accept it so easily, isn't it?Why in this situation, that person would still walk resolutely and decisively like this?
How could he just walk away like this? !
"Chuya, actually I—"
"Enough." Zhongya Zhongya interrupted Tong Ye who was about to explain, and grabbed the broken hair from his forehead behind.
He, who was always neat and capable, looked a little depressed at the moment. He didn't look at Tong Ye, and slowly put back the black gloves with lowered eyes, and said in a light tone: "I'm too emotional today, I need a while Let's sort out the clues, we still...don't meet again in a short time."
After all, he turned around and wanted to leave.
Xu was shocked by the alienation contained in the phrase "don't meet again". For a while, Tong Ye suddenly became a little disoriented and stood there for a long time without moving.
However, seeing that he was about to leave completely like this, Tong Ye woke up suddenly, stepped forward to stop him, and hurriedly explained:
"Chuya, wait a minute and listen to me! I really didn't compare my life with Dazai's freedom. I rejected him just because I didn't want to be his vassal like this, let alone rely on his life for the rest of my life. The supernatural ability to ensure the safety of my life...Chuya, you will understand me, right?"
Tong also stared at his expression closely, feeling very nervous for no reason.He always felt that if he didn't speak clearly now, there might always be another layer of estrangement between the two of them in the future, and they would never be able to return to the way they were before.
"Tong Ye."
Zhong Yuanzhong also called him suddenly.
"Actually...you don't intend to continue living at all, do you?"
As if what was said in the center, the black-haired boy in front of him instantly clenched his hand hanging on one side, and immediately hid it behind him as if to cover it up.
"...I won't die." The boy looked away as if avoiding, and whispered.
Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at him deeply, and suddenly lowered his head with a bit of self-mockery and chuckled, "It turns out that what you want me to understand is your idea of going to die... even once, it's fine when you are like this When thinking about it, have you considered my feelings?"
"..."
Unexpected silence.
The smile on Nakahara Chuya's lips gradually faded, and it was difficult to judge what he was thinking at the moment from his expression.After a long time, I saw him speak again to the person opposite:
"Tong Ye, do you regard me as a very talkative brother, and think that no matter what decision you make, I will support you without hesitation?"
Tong also didn't say anything, but the hand hanging by his side kept grabbing the corner of his clothes, revealing the uneasiness of the person concerned.
Zhong Yuanzhong also watched all his reactions quietly, for a long time, his eyes narrowed suddenly, his lips moved slightly, and he uttered an extremely cold sentence:
"Then I will tell you today, Asahi Nadouya, I have never thought of being your elder brother from the beginning to the end."
"You remember."
"..."
"Mr. Zhongyuan, did he... say so?"
In the dimly lit bar, after the people around him poured out for a while without caring about the reaction of the listeners, Ryunosuke Akutagawa held a glass of drink in silence, and hesitated for a long time before saying this sentence.
In fact, until now, he still couldn't understand why he, who had just finished his mission, was suddenly taken to a bar by someone, and was forced to be the object of confidance all night.
It has been nearly two weeks since Mr. Dazai defected to the organization. After that person left, what was left was not only a mess that made people burnt, but also rumors that covered the entire organization.
Of course, if we look closely, this rumor is not only about Mr. Dazai who has defected, but also partly comes from someone beside him who is slumping on the edge of the bar.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke glanced at this person quietly. Although he was shocked when he heard Mr. Dazai's sudden defection at first, what really shocked him was that this person actually let Mr. Dazai escape like this.
Carrying out a mission together, if you really want to stop the other party, it is not impossible, but the reason for the current ending... Akutagawa Ryunosuke withdrew his eyes from silently looking at this person, and silently tilted his hands twice in the cup.
It's not that he can't guess the reason for Mr. Zhongyuan's anger, it's better to say... very understanding.
Although the two were temporarily tied together by the leader's order, which inevitably meant some use, but emotionally and rationally, the disadvantages outweighed the advantages, and everyone thought that in such a dilemma, even this person and Dazai The relationship has always been bad and tight, but it can be more or less smooth.
It was never expected that this person would completely disregard his own situation and allow him to defect to the organization without any hindrance.
Now the relationship between the two has changed a bit in the eyes of everyone.
In addition, two weeks ago, the scene when this person and Mr. Zhongyuan were arguing in front of the Mafia building in the port was more or less watched by people in the organization. Seeing that the rumors about him have been known to everyone in the organization, I am afraid that the only person sitting next to him is the one involved.
Akutagawa didn't deliberately inquire, but some things would be passed on to his ears without warning even if he was not interested.And among those rumors, the most ferocious one may be the "two or three things about Mr. Tong Ye stepping on two boats".
"..."
Suddenly, he remembered such a sentence he heard casually from his subordinates, and the expression of Ryunosuke Akutagawa who was sitting on the edge of the bar suddenly became a little strange. Fortunately, someone beside him was still stuck in his distress and didn't notice it. His anomaly.
He covered his lips and coughed lightly, and his expression remained expressionless.
"...Senior Tong Ye, if there is nothing else, I will leave first." He stood up from the stool as he spoke, and the sound of the stool rubbing against the ground brought back the thoughts of the people around him.
Tong also turned his head to look at him, and asked unresponsively, "What are you doing?"
"..." Akutagawa said, "Go home."
"You just left?"
Akutagawa hesitated for a second, and said, "Thank you for your hospitality, senior."
"..." Tong Ye looked at him quietly, and suddenly said with a smile, "Is the wine good?"
Akutagawa was a little confused about the intention of his words, and nodded hesitantly: "It's delicious."
"Senior invited you to drink such a delicious wine, and you want to leave after drinking?" Tong Ye swept away the kind smile just now, and reprimanded with a fierce face: "Sit there obediently! You finish drinking I'm not finished yet!"
"..." Akutagawa.
Under Tong Ye's 'gentle' gaze, Akutagawa sat back obediently.
Tong also glanced at him, looked away, and sighed leisurely with one hand on his chin: "What do you think I should do."
It has been two weeks since that quarrel, and up to now, Zhong Ye has not contacted him once, and all the messages sent to him have been ignored.Maybe he has never been so thoroughly cold, the cold violence from Zhongye in the Central Plains is much more powerful than Tong Ye imagined.
He casually glanced at the black-haired boy sitting beside him with a blank face, feeling powerless, and couldn't help but sighed again.
If the situation hadn't become serious, Tong would not have found this dull and stupid person who couldn't offer any good advice at a glance. However, not long ago, he once again accidentally put a good friend of the Qi Mu family Let it go, now it is really a dead end, there is nothing to do.
It is also because of his self-assessment to let Dazai Osamu leave the organization, and even take the initiative to let this life-saving straw slip away from his hands. Saiki, who has always been calm, rarely became really angry, and broke up with him before Tong Yezhong The thing disappeared in place.
Looking at it like that, it may take at least a week before I come back to find him after my anger subsides.
But after all this, Tong also lost the last person who could help him with his ideas. The only two people who tolerated him very much were run away by him because of the same incident in a similar period of time. Can he really be saved?
"What should I do..." Tong Ye couldn't help but lay on the bar counter and wailed.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at him with a delicate expression, and said, "...Isn't it all right to apologize?"
According to his understanding, Mr. Zhongyuan has always treated this person with a tolerant and doting attitude. Even if things have become irreversible, but after all, Mr. Zhongyuan, if he cares more about keeping this person alive, than continuing to vent his frustration Angry for betrayal, he guessed that he would be the first to choose to find other ways to guarantee this person's life.
Furthermore... Akutagawa thought silently, since he was able to step on the boat of the two of them openly under the noses of those two, and he had not been rejected by the two of them, his ability to please others should be good. Now this small scene is certainly not a big deal.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who was completely unaware that under the all-round poisoning of rumors and gossips, his thoughts were gradually being led astray, nodded seriously, and praised his logic by the way.
"It's not that easy..." Tong didn't know what was going on in his brain, and said in a leisurely tone, "I've sent no less than ten apology text messages, all of which are unread. He is determined to be with you." I broke off the relationship..."
"SMS... Didn't you apologize to Mr. Zhongyuan in person?" Akutagawa asked in simple doubts, turned his head, but saw the face of the person beside him froze when he heard the words, and after a long time, he whispered three words:
"……I am afraid."
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