I cook behemoth in the original

Guo Zi'an was very uncomfortable hearing it.

He does original painting design, and every character design must consider the character background.He will think about how an experience shaped the character he is now.

Listening to Bai Yuehua's description, Guo Zi'an almost empathized into that scene.

A small child, standing next to his mother, watching the adults numb their lives, watching one after another familiar people walk to the end of their lives in bright red colors.

And the dead prey also had parents and possibly children.Animals may not have emotions like humans, but how could the young Bai Yuehua know.

Bai Yuehua also eats meat, and likes to make meat into delicious food.

She is selfish, not that she should not eat those prey.She was just vacantly afraid of her own future, afraid that one day she would also lie in the blood red, and at the moment before dying, she would stare powerlessly at a certain little girl in the group.

Guo Zi'an hugged Bai Yuehua and made Bai Yuehua cry to his heart's content.

When Bai Yuehua had vented enough and her emotions stabilized, Guo Zi'an said, "So, you want to join the hunting team. When you die like this, more people will remember you, right?"

Hearing the words that touched her heart, Bai Yuehua felt that Guo Zi'an was the emissary sent by the beast god.

Bai Yuehua nodded again and again, still clutching Guo Zian's clothes, "Yes. They think that Uncle Bin is a powerful beastman, and that Uncle Xi died for the sake of the clan, and it's the clan's honor. Sister Qin, she..."

Bai Yuehua couldn't speak anymore.

She has seen so many deaths, and knows that death is the only way for everyone. If she is afraid of death, she is only afraid of it in general.

But among so many kinds of deaths, she felt that the death of females was the most hopeless.

Everyone celebrated the new birth, and everyone took Sister Qin's death as a matter of course.

Especially Sister Qin's partner's mother felt that Sister Qin had a big butt, but failed to give birth to more offspring for her son.Looking for a partner again, her son has to occupy the territory again, and has to go out to live according to the rules of the clan, so the two children have to be left to her to take care of.She felt that her son was really unlucky to find Sister Qin, but she completely forgot how much Sister Qin had worked hard for the family after she got married.

Bai Yuehua heard a lot of bad words when passing by.Bai Yuehua was a good boy, she just listened and didn't tell anyone else.

In fact, she also knew that even if she told those words to other people, those people would not think there was any problem, and would even think that Sister Qin's death was not at the right time.

Perhaps the best time for a female to die is when the child is self-sufficient?

Or after the male orc left this world, in case the male orc needed other people to take care of him.When the male orc died, he would die by the way and be buried together.Don't drag anyone down, if you want other people to take care of this old female orc, you will think that this female orc should not be.

In comparison, when talking about the wounded of the hunting team, everyone will look regretful, saying that so-and-so used to be a good hunter, and what big prey they hunted.

Everyone remembers the glory days of the orcs, and it's true.But the female orc can only vaguely mention that she is beautiful, able to work, and cooks delicious food.It seems that every female orc has only these three sentences, without any difference.

The same death, why is there such a big gap?

Bai Yuehua couldn't figure it out, so she wanted to go to the hunting team.But learning to hunt with Guo Zi'an today, she felt that she couldn't be as brave as Guo Zi'an.

Guo Zi'an stroked Bai Yuehua, sorted out every word Bai Yuehua said in his mind, and recalled every point of Bai Yuehua's fear.

After a while, Guo Zi'an said: "Yuehua, you have to understand. Even if you went hunting, you still haven't escaped this kind of boring life day after day. You just changed from the boring life of your mother to the boring life of your father."

"Your father will encounter various dangers when he enters the forest. He may encounter anything, but in order to bring back enough meat for the group, he must hunt no matter how difficult it is, and bite at the prey's weak point."

Bai Yuehua opened her mouth and found that she couldn't refute.

Bai Yuehua is not a fool.She used to look at the carcasses of animals and fantasize that she could hunt too, and she felt that she could do it when she grew up.

But today, seeing Guo Zi'an walking on the tree like walking on flat ground, seeing her brother almost being thrown off by a black wild boar several times, she deeply understands that hunting is not easy.Especially after seeing her brother Bai Zhentian's abdominal wound, she couldn't imagine how painful it would be if her abdomen was cut like that.

Bai Yuehua was very afraid of pain, especially afraid of her father hitting her. The big, callused hand hit her body, it was a scorching pain, as if her soul would be slapped out of her body by that slap, so painful that she dared not disobey.

But her brother was not, he was injured, he was smiling happily, jumping up and down, he didn't think there was anything wrong with the wound at all.

"You have to accept that no matter what kind of life you choose, life is boring and boring. Pain and fear are unavoidable. It is like a shadow, and it will always follow you." Guo Zi'an said while stroking Bai Yuehua's hair , "But you are happy, you have a family that loves you, and you can choose a way of life that makes you feel meaningful."

In order to avoid the pain of work, Guo Zi'an once saw the happiness of employees in other positions, so he thought that he would be equally happy when he switched to such a position.But I found that things were not as simple as I thought.

"All life is similar, there are boring, difficult, and happy. The difference is which kind of hardship you want to suffer." Guo Zi'an's tone was calm and gentle.

"I... I don't know if I can go to the hunting team, but I really don't want to live like my mother." Bai Yuehua affirmed.

She grabbed Guo Zi'an's clothes, with indescribable firmness in her eyes, "I will try my best not to be afraid of pain in the future, Uncle An, teach me to hunt. When I don't want to die, I will be scolded for dying at an untimely time. "

If people are going to die after all, she must not die like sister Qin.

"But you don't want to hurt small animals with your own hands." Guo Zi'an asked Bai Yuehua's second question.

The first problem is that life is boring, and the second problem is that Bai Yuehua can't deal with it ruthlessly.

"I, I can set up traps." Bai Yuehua pursed her lips.

When Bai Yuehua hunted the little gray rabbit beast, it was normal and natural.The same is hunting, the little gray rabbit slipped into the trap by itself, while Bai Zhentian and Guo Zi'an hunted by themselves.

In addition, the little gray rabbit died very quickly, almost before Bai Yuehua showed mercy.Bai Zhentian's hunting was a little bit better, but when Guo Zi'an attacked, it was almost a massacre.Torturing the long-haired bent-toothed pig until he was physically and mentally exhausted, it took too long for Guo Zi'an to kill him with one move.

That kind of long torture and excessively painful death process is what Bai Yuehua is afraid of.

Later, when the animals were dismembered, and the animals were lying mutilated in a pool of blood, Bai Yuehua would only recall some bad images and feel uncomfortable.Even if she had to personally dismember those dead animals, she could do it.

Guo Zi'an smiled and sighed, and hugged Bai Yuehua into his arms, "Yuehua is really a gentle and kind boy."

I am so kind that I don’t want the food to suffer for a second.

He was reminded of the fish bumping in India.Affected by their beliefs, people who believe in Buddhism do not kill, nor do they see killing.Therefore, fish sellers in India will hit the fish on the knife, so that the fish will kill itself.

"It's good that you're doing this." Guo Zian rubbed Bai Yuehua's head.

Regardless of hypocrisy or genuine kindness, at least the young Bai Yuehua has such kind thoughts in her heart, which is extremely rare.

It's better than those brats who hurt others and make trouble all day long.

"No, I'm too bad." Bai Yuehua shook his head, "We need to eat. I want to become like you, Uncle An, who can hunt and kill a lot of food without getting hurt. But I don't think I can do it. I think of me. To put an arrow into its eye, my hand is weak."

She felt very uncomfortable when a grain of sand got into her eyes, and she shed tears.Such a wooden arrow pierced into the eye, she felt terrible when she thought about it.

She even imagined that one day her eyes would be pierced by sharp arrows and she would lie in blood.

This is not impossible.The ethnic groups competed with each other for territory, and once a male orc from another ethnic group was scratched in the eye.It is said that the eyeball is necrotic, and the broken eyeball can only be taken out.The male orc's eye sockets were empty, and the children in the clan cried when they saw it.Bai Yuehua didn't want to become like that.

"No. Yuehua is very kind." Guo Zian couldn't give an absolute answer, he could only say, "There is nothing absolutely right or wrong in this world. There are only, can you do it?" Best decision at the moment."

Bai Yuehua seemed to understand but not understand.

She raised her small face and looked at Guo Zi'an.

Guo Zi'an looked down at Bai Yuehua, his voice was as quiet as the night, with a little bit of starlight, giving people light in despair.

"Yuehua, you have a very good family. You can choose to go hunting, or you can choose to pick fruits near the tribe."

"You have a choice. No matter which path you choose, it is your own correct decision."

"No. Females should have children." Bai Yuehua retorted.

"Then are you willing to just have children?" Guo Zi'an asked back.

Bai Yuehua opened her mouth and shook her head.

She didn't want to, she wanted to go to the hunting team, but she didn't dare to kill those living animals with her own hands.She felt cruel to herself like that, and was afraid that one day the same thing would happen to herself.She has no consciousness of retribution falling on her, so she dare not break through her moral bottom line.

Guo Zi'an knew Bai Yuehua's weakness.

But he won't force Bai Yuehua to overcome those difficult and self-hating things.

The reason is simple.

There are not only two roads ahead of Bai Yuehua.

Bai Yuehua has a choice.

Bai Yuehua's third question.Bai Yuehua was afraid that she would not get a good word after her death.

Bai Yuehua hopes that her life has value.Faced with the different lives of males and females, Bai Yuehua chose the male life without hesitation. She would rather be injured than join the hunting team.

Guo Zi'an said slowly: "You know a lot of plants, and you can make delicious food. You can be the priest's helper in the future, helping the priest teach the children plants and cooking skills."

Bai Yuehua's eyes lit up.It was a possibility she had never imagined.

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