don't die

The hospital in the small town has never been so busy. Usually, some people who are sick and have a cold come to see a doctor occasionally, and those who are more seriously ill are transferred to the big hospital in the city.

So suddenly receiving such a serious case, the young doctors on duty were a little at a loss, and the whole hospital was busy.Outside the emergency room, He Tie was running around like a headless chicken, his face full of panic.

The moment Xiaohan fell down, he was holding the girl in his arms who was barely breathing, and he had no clue at all.Finally, under Lin Shen's reminder, the two brought the girl down from the mountain and sent her to the hospital immediately.

And now Lin Shen went to the police station to inquire about the missing girl, to see if there were any clues related to Xiaohan.

"How can this happen, how can this happen?"

Thinking of the girl's pale face when she was pushed into the emergency room, He Xi was in a mess.They were talking and laughing just now, but the next second it was like falling from heaven to hell, which made people feel like they were sitting on pins and needles.

"doctor!"

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, he finally saw a doctor in a white robe coming out of the emergency room, and He Xi hurried to meet him.

"How is she?"

The doctor took off his mask and glanced at him lightly. "Are you a family member of the patient?"

"Yes, she is my sister! How is her condition? Is her life in danger?"

"Not for the time being." The doctor frowned, "But how on earth did you become an elder brother! In such a situation, you let her run around casually outside? Why didn't you go to the hospital?! You should be transferred to the city immediately, no, It's the provincial hospital! According to her current condition, it would be dangerous to delay for another day."

He was at a loss for what to do.

"Xiaohan's condition is so serious?"

The girl usually looks very healthy on the mountain, she doesn't look like a sick child at all, so her sudden fainting caught He Tun by surprise.

"Given her physical condition, she shouldn't have strenuous exercise at all, and you don't know how to take care of her carefully." The doctor looked at him suspiciously, "Are you really her brother?"

"I……"

"Hey!"

Lin Shen finally arrived at the critical moment, followed by several policemen in uniform.

"I have contacted Xiaohan's parents, and they will be here soon." Lin Shen walked to his side, "Her parents reported the case two days ago, so they found it after checking the records."

"Report?"

"She escaped from the hospital." Lin Shen said.

"Hospital... What is Xiaohan's illness? Is it serious?" He satin asked anxiously.

Taking a deep look at him, Lin Shen said, "When her parents come, you will know."

It was not until four o'clock in the afternoon that a middle-aged couple in a hurry rushed to the hospital.Xiaohan's mother looks a lot like her, and they recognized it immediately.However, the couple didn't have time to chat with He Tun and the others, so they directly asked about the situation of the doctor's daughter when they came.At this time, Xiaohan has been sent to the intensive care unit, and under the strong request of her parents, she will be transferred to the provincial hospital today.

He Xie felt the anxiety of Xiaohan's parents. He stood outside the intensive care unit and looked at the girl lying on the bed through the transparent glass.

"I heard from the doctor that her kidney function began to fail due to unknown reasons since she was five years old, and she would not be able to survive to adulthood without surgery." Standing behind him, Lin Shen said: "So she said that she has never seen the outside world. world, which means living in a hospital all the time.”

On the hospital bed, the girl's face was pale, but there was a naughty smile on the corner of her mouth, she didn't know how much she worried those who cared about her.

"This silly girl." He satirized murmured: "If you want to see the outside world, you can go there after you have an operation to cure your illness. It is necessary to take the risk and run out, do you always like to think about what you have? "

"That's stupid, silly boy."

Lin Shen watched him reach out and gently caress the glass separating the intensive care unit, without saying a word.

"Mr. He, Mr. Lin."

The middle-aged couple walked over at some point, and the fat middle-aged man bowed deeply to them.

"Just now I heard from Mr. Police that thanks to you taking care of my little girl these days, she has not had a bigger accident. I really trouble you."

He Tun avoided his bow in a little panic.

"No, we didn't do anything, Xiaohan..." Looking carefully at the expressions of the couple, he asked, "How high is the success rate of her surgery?"

Xiaohan's parents looked at each other and smiled wryly.No words needed, the bitterness in their eyes had already told He Tun the answer.

"Thank you for your care these past few days. When our daughter wakes up, we will tell her about you. If it is convenient, can you leave a contact information?"

After He Tun reported the mobile phone number, the couple hurriedly left again. Seeing their sad expressions, he felt as sad as if a stone was blocked in his heart.

Xiaohan was transferred to another hospital in the afternoon, but she still didn't wake up when she was transferred.He Tun could only look at her from a distance through the circle of medical staff.

The girl's slender body was sunk in the white sheets, making her look even more petite and fragile.It's hard to imagine that Xiaohan, with such a body, actually lived with them on the mountain for so many days.

Watching the transfer vehicles go away, He satirically whispered.

"Why, such a girl just..."

"Life and death are determined, wealth and honor are in the sky." Lin Shen said: "We can't change anything."

The two of them didn't speak any more, and after returning to the mountain that night, they slept in their own room where they had been separated for a few days, but He Teng felt particularly uncomfortable.It seemed that he could still see that lively figure even when he closed his eyes and opened them.

When eating during the day, I will involuntarily put an extra bowl; when passing by the vegetable field, I will stop and look at the vegetable seedlings for a long time.Lin Shen saw all this, but he didn't say much.

A week later, He Xie received an email in his cell phone mailbox. When he opened it, he found a video attachment.The sender, Xu Ruohan.

He satirized Lin Shen, and the two of them turned on the video together. The Internet speed on the mountain was not fast, and it took half an hour to download before the screen jumped out.

"Good morning! Brother He, Brother Lin!"

As soon as it was opened, the voice full of vitality popped out. Although Xiaohan's face was still pale on the screen, his spirit was much better.

Facing the camera, the girl babbled, as if she had a lot to say.

"I was really shocked when I woke up that day! When I opened my eyes, I saw that I was back in the hospital, and brother He Xie, you all disappeared, so I almost thought that the previous few days were hallucinations!"

"But fortunately, my mother told me about your mobile phone, brother Hexi, so I believed that it was not a dream. Those few days on the mountain were so unbelievably happy, it turned out to be real!"

He sneered.

"And Brother He, I think you all know it. In fact, I have a very serious disease. It is very likely that if I fall asleep this time, I may die in my sleep next time. I'm sorry, I kept it from you before .If you suddenly saw a sleepy stupid guy in your room one morning, you would be shocked!"

"But I dare not tell you. I am afraid that if you say so, you will send me back to the hospital. I will continue to face white walls, white clothes and white sheets all day. I am going crazy. In more than ten years, except for doctors and parents, almost everyone I haven't seen anyone else."

"So I'm really happy this time! I can go to the forest to the mountains and live with you. Although I feel sorry for my parents, those few days were really the most exciting and happiest days I have lived in all these years. .”

"But..." The girl's face darkened. "Presumably, I won't be able to go out again in the future. I don't want to see my mother hugging me and crying like that again. I'm sorry, Brother Hexi, I may not be able to look for you again."

"However, I will remember those days for the rest of my life. Although my life may not be long enough, I will firmly remember everything I encounter! A second of happiness is earned! Even if I stay in the hospital and rely on those memories every day, I will never be lonely again."

"Brother He, Brother Lin, are they okay, Little Red and Pang? Are they blooming? Are they bearing fruit? Are there many fruits? Even if I can't see them in the future, Brother He will take good care of them for me oh."

The girl smiled, and the sun outside the window shone in through the glass of the ward, making her look as if she was wrapped in a warm light.

"One last thing to say, I decided to undergo surgery. There is only a [-]% success rate. I was always afraid before, but now I am not afraid." The girl smiled, holding her hand, and put it on her heart .

"In the past few days, I have figured out a lot of things."

"I always thought that I wasn't afraid of death, but in fact I was. I was afraid that I would never see my parents again, I would never see Brother He and Brother Lin again, and I would never be able to chat with you like that day by the river."

"So even if there is only a [-]% chance, I will take a gamble, because this [-]% chance will allow me to see you again."

"Even if I lose the bet." The girl smiled, "I will not regret it. Because I already have a lot of happiness, even if I go to another world, I will be very happy."

"The operation is scheduled for tomorrow, wish me success. Maybe you will see me again when you open the door tomorrow morning. I miss you!"

"Love you forever, Xu Ruohan!"

The picture cuts to the last smile and turns into pitch blackness.Xiaohan's energetic tone seemed to still echo in his ears.

Lin Shen looked at the date of sending the letter. "This is an email from yesterday."

He sat on the phone, the first thing he did was to go back to the house, and prepared to go out with last month's salary.

"Where to?"

"Nonsense." He sneered without turning his head, "Of course I'm going to the hospital."

"I can't do anything now, I can only wait for the result. You care too much about her." Lin Shen said, "You value her very much."

He satirized turning around, "Of course, because I like her."

"—Like my sister's liking." He said again: "Don't tell me you're not worried. These days, someone has to go to the tomato field five times a day, remove insects four times, and loosen the soil once. This is why?"

Lin Shen stared at him silently.

He satirized a smile, "Why, do you still want to stop me?"

"I didn't say I'd stop you." Lin Shen said, "I just wanted to say, take this with you when you go to the hospital."

He Tun saw him pick up a pot of small four-leaf clover, stretching its branches and leaves heartily under the sunlight, and it was full of life.

"The air in the hospital is stuffy and the colors are monotonous. It would look better with a little green," Lin Shen said.

This pot of four-leaf clover, I don't know when he dug it back from the woods, it still has a fresh earthy smell.

"Awkward guy." He satirized with a low laugh, and took the flower pot. "Wait for me to bring good news!"

Lin Shen stood in the yard, and after he walked away, he took the shovel in his hand and shoveled lightly into the ground again.

"I didn't catch bugs four times, but three times. I can't even count..."

After He Tun left, Lin Shen was the only one left on the mountain.

Everything is back to how it was at the beginning.No one talked, no one laughed, no one pretended to be silly, and no one whispered in their ears.Lin Shen sometimes had delusions. Sometimes he saw a sleepy-eyed man scratching his stomach, standing at the door of his room; What are they talking about.

However, every time he walked over, all he touched was air.

Lin Shen began to understand what it was like to be lonely.

On the third day, when he was squatting in the field and doing the last deworming work of the day, Fuzhi looked up spiritually.

He Tun just came in, and the wind through the forest followed closely behind him.And other than that, nothing.

He didn't say a word, and he was still holding the pot of four-leaf clover in his hand. It bloomed more lushly, but he didn't send it out.

Lin Shen raised the shovel in his hand, dropped it again, and suddenly lost interest in killing insects.

"How do you think—" He satirized raised his head, rubbed his eyes, and said inexplicably:

"The sun is so bright today."

"kindness."

"The wind is also very strong, and it blows into my eyes."

"kindness."

"... want me to help you weed?"

The two big men squatted together in the yard, holding shovels in their hands but did not move for a long time.The wind blows the vegetable seedlings and shakes them gently.Among their small figures, it seems that a small figure can be seen, sweating profusely, but running around happily.The cheerful and clear laughter seemed to have been reverberating in the yard, and it hadn't dissipated for a long time.

"Can Xiaohong grow well?"

"probably."

"Let me do the work in the yard in the future."

"kindness."

"Yo, you have a new owner! Xiaohong, Xiaopang! Haha, this seedling looks so ugly! It looks like you!"

"..."

"Can I plant them well?"

"Look at your heart."

"What if it's not good?"

The two squatted in the yard, chatting without saying a word all afternoon, it seemed that neither of them wanted to get up, and neither of them wanted to move.All I want to be nostalgic for is this sunny afternoon.

In the wind, the four-leaf clover swayed slightly, as if dancing and smiling.

A reflection in the water that disappears at the touch of a touch and cannot last forever.

It is short and pitiful, and it is deeply engraved in my heart.

Shaky, beautiful reflection floating on the water.

It comes and goes quietly, but it will never be forgotten.

At the beginning of May, under the tall old tree in Dongshan, there was a small stone tablet, and beside the stone tablet, four-leaf clover bloomed all over the mountain.

Its young leaves are full of vitality and grow indulgently in the sun.

This fresh, yet fragile life.

At this moment, it blooms silently.

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[How about the result of number two? 】

【Failed. 】

[Hei Ye, go find the next material. 】

Who will be the next life struggling between life and death.

is it you?

Ruthless, affectionate, soulful people.