The Fantastical Beasts at World's End

Nie Renyan was taken aback by Ye Zhao's sudden change of subject, but he could tell from his expression that, under the circumstances tonight, if he didn't explain clearly what he should say, Ye Zhaojue couldn't wait until tomorrow morning. Kick him right out the door.

He had been hiding it before, because he was afraid that Ye Zhao would not be able to accept it. After all, most people who are calm will find it difficult to calm down when their lover who has lived with him for many years suddenly turns into a monster.The second is that he doesn't want Ye Zhao to get involved in these messy things, after all, even he himself hasn't fully figured out the complexity.

But looking at it now, his daughter-in-law obviously cannot be measured by the standards of normal people, and her psychological endurance is too strong, which makes him feel ashamed and relieved at the same time.As for the matter about Taotie, he was in danger of being rejected by Ye Zhao, and he followed wherever he went, but in the end he let that bastard take advantage of the loophole and put Ye Zhao's calculations on Ye Zhao's head, and now he just didn't want him to get involved It didn't work either.Thinking about that crazy hungry bastard goat's persistent personality of staring at it, Nie Renyan felt so tired =_=

Now that he had reached this point, Nie Renyan sighed, turned on the bed, and sat on the bedside with Ye Zhao, shoulders against shoulders, and said, "Where do I start..."

His voice was very deep, and Ye Zhao's chest trembled slightly along the shoulder he was leaning on. It reminded him that they hadn't talked like this for many years.

"What I said the day I first came here did not lie to you. It is indeed true. I just omitted some parts..." Nie Renyan paused, "...some details were omitted."

Ye Zhao looked at him sideways, and saw that he rarely frowned, with a complicated look on his face: "I told you last time, before I left, my temper was a little uncontrollable, very irritable, sometimes From time to time, some abnormal thoughts pop up..."

Ye Zhao thought about it for a while and nodded: "Well, but you didn't say what abnormal thoughts it was."

Nie Renyan laughed self-deprecatingly, "It's really a very abnormal idea-something that I thought was good at first would be inexplicably disgusting, and people who thought it was easy to chat with would suddenly feel that they are unbearably hypocritical , People who didn't deal with it before, but suddenly felt that 'this kid is actually not bad'."

"It's like returning to the rebellious stage all of a sudden. People say you go east, but you have to go west." Ye Zhao concluded calmly.

Nie Renyan: "..." He twitched the corner of his mouth, and said, "Yes, it's the feeling that the three views that I have spent more than 20 years building are suddenly shattered into pieces."

"Yeah." Ye Zhao added, "It was put together backwards."

Nie Renyan: "..." You always have to pay it back when you come out to hang out, and suddenly regretted molesting Ye Zhao at the bathroom door for a long time.

"Let's go on, let me hear to what extent your not-so-good three views can be destroyed." Ye Zhao changed into a more comfortable posture, and said lightly.

Nie Renyan really wanted to kneel to him, "...it's really more than that." =_,=

"During that time, as I said before, only by concentrating hard and instilling normal thoughts in yourself can you temporarily dispel those thoughts, but once you relax, those thoughts will pop up again, just like It’s the feeling of being controlled by another person. If you do this for a long time, you will feel very tired, and it will become more and more difficult to concentrate on a little injury, and because you are too exhausted during the day, every night, you will fall asleep directly. It's like someone is pressing down on Laozi's shoulder desperately, even the back of his head is pressed into the pillow and nailed..."

Ye Zhao commented concisely at the moment he paused: "The ghost presses the bed."

"... Labor and management can only accept you sitting on me." Nie Renyan replied fearlessly.The face that had been getting stiffer and stiffer because of recalling his feelings at that time, returned to the usual sloppy look because of Ye Zhao's words.

Ye Zhao was choked by him, and he glanced at him coldly and said: "You continue to talk nonsense, I can abolish you first, and then you can sit on me instead."

Nima!Nie Renyan recalled the scene in his mind, and suddenly he was in a bad mood!He secretly thought in his heart that he must find an opportunity to revive his husband later, so as not to turn his wife into a mess. He temporarily brushed Huang Bao's thoughts aside, and then said: "Later, that's what I said, I drank too much , and then had a long, long dream, the content of the dream was very... bloody, it was the white tiger you saw, I dreamed that I became like that, causing trouble everywhere, causing broken arms and cripples everywhere After a while, it got better again... In short, it was a very chaotic dream, and after waking up, I only remembered the general feeling, but couldn't remember the specific content."

Ye Zhao frowned slightly when he heard that, Nie Renyan glanced at him, paused for a while, and then said again: "I told you at that time, when I woke up, I was no longer at home, but in a mental hospital. Actually There was a paragraph in the middle... I didn’t say anything that was difficult for me to accept at the time, including now.”

"what's up?"

"Before I went to the mental hospital, I actually woke up once, and the waking time was very short, maybe only a few minutes." Nie Renyan frowned tightly, and he was probably recalling the scene at that time, "It was that time, I Only then did I realize that I was probably really a monster... When I woke up, I found that I was stepping on a person. The angle of view was very strange. I felt that the body was not my own at all, but the touch was very real. I was looking down, but my hands and feet were all there. The feeling of being able to stand upright and touch the ground... I was a little stunned at the time. I saw something like a tiger's claw pressing down on that person's neck, and the nail had already cut a hole on it. If I was not awake at that time, I might In the next second, that person's neck will be completely cut open... I was stunned for a long time, until the blood oozing from that person's neck stained the tiger's claws, but I felt it, and then realized something was wrong ..." Nie Renyan's voice became a little harsh.

Turning his head to glance at him, Ye Zhao raised his hand, and rubbed the top of his head in a rare comforting way. The palm touched the short and hard hair felt a little burly and wet, "Then what?"

Nie Renyan was stunned for a moment, then raised his hand to touch the top of his head, wrapping the back of Ye Zhao's hand with a wide and warm palm, clenched it tightly, then took it off, changed to a position of clasping fingers, and put it on his lap, "Then I quickly let go That man, fortunately, the cut on his neck was small and not very deep. He was probably frightened too much, and his mind was a little confused. If you understand it too well, it’s completely illogical. But I couldn’t care about him at the time, because I was taken aback myself, and just after I woke up, I became confused and unconscious again. It was difficult to accept the scene I saw, and I wanted to escape subconsciously, so I quickly lost consciousness again and fell into the deep dream before, and then woke up later, and I was in a mental hospital.”

The fingers held by Nie Renyan moved, Nie Renyan looked at Ye Zhao, and heard him say: "There is something I have always wanted to ask, who sent you where?" He paused after asking, and added Said: "Did he see you in that state?"

"When I woke up, I found myself tied up on a special bed. At that time, my temperament was still in that extremely irritable state. I broke three of the special straps and made the ward a mess. "Nie Renyan smiled wryly, and said, "Later, I was really exhausted, so I asked the little nurse who wished to be as far away from my bed as possible, 'Why am I in this kind of place', and she told me that she also It's not very clear, because she was arranged to come here later, but she heard a little bit, it seems to be a man in his forties, who said he was my relative, and helped me pay all the expenses."

"Forty years old, your relative?" Ye Zhao was taken aback for a moment.

Nie Renyan nodded: "I also felt strange at the time, thinking that he is some kind of relative of my father, and there is only one piece of paper left in my household registration book."

"Have you seen him since?"

"If you've seen me, you'll have to greet his family in the form of a white tiger in a dark and windy night." Nie Renyan said angrily, "Psychiatric hospital! It must be my lifelong dark history!"

Ye Zhao: "..."

"I haven't been to that person since I woke up, and the descriptions of the little girls I met are bullshit. He is tall, in his forties, with short hair, and he is quite energetic. That’s right, someone who talks politely to people...” Nie Renyan curled his lips, “The whole of China catches people like this, where the hell can I find them? After Lao Tzu went out, he searched slowly, and if he found Lao Tzu, he must be beaten unconscious, and then also sent to a mental hospital."

Ye Zhao: "...Did you really stay there for two years?"

Nie Renyan twitched his lips and said, "To be precise, I slept on and off for two years. I was less awake and more unconscious. The only good thing is that I didn't become that monster again in those two years. I When I became like that for the second time, I came out from there. But I dare not look for you."

"why?"

"Because at that time, that state was completely out of my control. Sometimes it would be like that when I woke up, and sometimes I was fine for a few days. During the period, I even lost consciousness a few times while walking on the road. In short, it was very uncomfortable. Stable, and even in a normal state, my thoughts are still a little out of control. To be precise, it is more serious than before. If it was just a little explosive and irritable before, it was like a madman during that time. Sometimes When I see a person on the street, especially a kind-looking person, I suddenly want to go up and break his neck. The desire is very strong. Sometimes I feel that if there is more, I will I couldn't control it completely. That state lasted for a long time, and I didn't even dare to go to crowded places at that time, that kind of day... hey, forget it." Seeing Ye Zhao's frown, Nie Renyan squeezed He pointed his finger and said, "Let's not talk about that... Later, that state gradually came under my control. Although I didn't control it completely, at least I didn't look like a lunatic anymore. In the end, I met that bastard. .”

Ye Zhao was stunned for a moment and asked, "Who?"

"That thing that looks a bit like a goat that you met in the woods - Taotie."

"Glutton?!" Ye Zhao repeated, his expression a little speechless: "Is it one of the four ancient beasts in the legend, the gluttony?"

"Yeah." Nie Renyan nodded, "Isn't he ugly? I'm still handsome, right?"

"Put away that proud expression of yours." Ye Zhao glanced at him, and continued, "One of the Four Great Beasts proves that all of them exist...You...Qongqi?"

Nie Renyan laughed dryly, and suddenly felt a very painful feeling in the second grade.

Ye Zhao's expression became very strange.

"Daughter-in-law, you won't tell me that you can't accept it after I've recruited all of them, then I'll immediately find a rope and hang it on the southeast branch, no, hang it at the door of your room."

"..." Ye Zhao's ten fingers clasped with him suddenly tightened. His hand strength has always been strong, and Nie Renyan yelled directly: "Stop, stop! Stop! Oh, hello! Broken hello! Wife I was wrong!"

Ye Zhao let go, shook his hands calmly, and said, "Are you done explaining?"

"It's over." Nie Renyan stroked his paw and nodded embarrassingly.

Rubbing his chin at the door, Ye Zhao said, "Get lost."

Nie Renyan: "..." What's wrong with the feeling of being abandoned by a heartless man!