Director of Rebirth

Shi Lei rushed up to the third floor with great strides, with an unconscious smile on his face. When Shi Lei rushed into the ward, seeing the empty hospital bed, he was taken aback for a moment. Seeing Shi Lei, the aunt said, "Where did your child go? Something happened to your mother. Please go to the operating room on the sixth floor."

Auntie's anxious and loud words made Shi Lei's eyes go dark, before he had time to think, he turned around and ran out, rushed to the stairs, ran upstairs with some staggering feet, and rushed to the sixth floor, Shi Lei hadn't waited to reach the door of the operating room , I saw Wang Jianguo, Li Yaping, and Wang Qiang standing at the door.

Shi Lei rushed over, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat, his face was full of panic, he grabbed Li Yaping's arm, "Second aunt, what's wrong with my mother? What's wrong with my mother?" Shi Lei's hoarse voice trembling made people feel abnormal Harsh.

But no one cared at this moment. Li Yaping, who saw Shi Lei, burst into tears, and beat Shi Lei vigorously while crying, "What did you do? What did you do? I searched everywhere, but you couldn't find it. It exploded, bleeding profusely, and they asked family members to sign and couldn’t find anyone, so why did you go there for so long?”

Li Yaping, who was talking while crying, punched Shi Lei's chest one after another. Shocked by the news, Shi Lei was completely stunned, his head was buzzing, and he muttered, "I've found a doctor who can treat the disease." I've found a doctor who can treat me." Shi Lei's heart sank along with his murmuring words.

And Shi Lei's words made Li Yaping cry even harder, so what if she found a doctor, less than an hour into the operating room, the critical illness notice was issued, and it was too late to find it, Li Yaping hated and regretted thinking of this place, she Why did you throw the eldest sister into the house by herself.

Li Yaping's crying, mother's unknown life and death, and the closed door of the operating room, all these made Shi Lei, who had been supported by a glimmer of hope for three days and three nights, feel blackness in front of his eyes, isn't it okay?Still not working?He found a doctor, he found a doctor.

Shi Lei's sinking heart was filled with a sense of powerlessness. He took a few steps back and hit the wall. Shi Lei leaned against the wall and sat on the ground with his head lowered. The bleakness and depressive sadness made Wang Jianguo, who had seen him bursting into anger, suddenly feel blocked in the bottom of his heart.

Wang Jianguo, who handed Li Yaping to Wang Qiang, walked up to Shi Lei, knelt down, and patted Shi Lei's shoulder, "Don't think too much, maybe auntie can survive."

Even Wang Jianguo didn't believe his pale words. Wang Jianguo, who hurried back from the army, still couldn't believe that people could bleed so much. Although he was angry, Wang Jianguo knew that Shi Lei went to find a doctor. No one thought that such a thing would happen. Accident.

"What happened to my mother?" Shi Lei's deep and hoarse voice rang out slowly, making Wang Jianguo slightly stunned, and then his face showed an angry look, "Shi Daqing knew that my aunt had sent 1 yuan to the hospital. The daughter-in-law came to ask for money, I don't know what happened, I went out to buy food, but I just knew that after a fuss, my aunt passed out before anyone left."

Wang Jianguo's words made Shi Lei's hands on both sides tightly clenched, and his face was a little distorted, "Where is Shi Daqing? Just let his wife make trouble?"

Wang Jianguo mocked, "When Shi Daqing came, my aunt had already been pushed into the operating room. Shi Daqing took his wife and left without saying anything."

Following Wang Jianguo's words, Shi Lei clenched his hands tighter and his face became more distorted. Taking a deep breath, Shi Lei looked up at the operating room, slowly loosened his clenched fists, and tried his best to suppress the rising tide. Angry, Shi Lei suddenly had the feeling that his mother died like this in his previous life, Shi Lei closed his eyes in pain, no wonder he rushed back in such a hurry and did not catch up with his mother for the last time, no wonder later Wang Jianguo and Li Yaping hated Shi Daqing so much No wonder Shi Daqing and Zhao Xiuzhen would hide away with guilt every time they saw themselves.

Forcibly suppressing the piercing pain in his heart, Shi Lei knew that the most important thing now was not to pursue Shi Daqing and Zhao Xiuzhen's responsibility, nor to settle accounts with them, but to wait for the doctor's results.

Shi Lei silently prayed in his heart, praying to all the gods who could hear his voice, to leave his mother behind, and while praying and making wishes, Shi Lei just stared blankly at the door of the operating room.

Time passed by every minute, eight o'clock, nine o'clock, eleven o'clock, 12:30, the lights in the operating room suddenly went out while waiting anxiously, Shi Lei, who had been sitting at the base of the wall and stared at the operating room, had bloodshot eyes. When he saw that the lights in the operating room were off, he stood up abruptly, ignoring his dizzy brain and his numb and swollen legs, and staggered towards the door of the operating room.

The door opened slowly, Shi Lei's heart suddenly lifted, he looked at Liu Liguo with eager expectation in his eyes, Liu Liguo who took off his mask looked at the few people staring at him with deep expectation in their eyes, Shaking his head with a heavy heart, "The patient caused a myocardial infarction in rage, coupled with the hemorrhage caused by the tumor burst, and the patient's own history of diabetes, even if the operation was performed in time, he also appeared in a hyperosmolar coma. I know, the only thing we can do now is to wait, but please be prepared."

After Liu Liguo finished speaking, he passed Shi Lei and the others who were completely stupid. Seeing Liu Liguo shaking his head, Shi Lei's heart seemed to have fallen into a hole in the ice. When his brain completely accepted Liu Liguo's words, Shi Lei shook unconsciously, Before she could recover, Li Yaping, who was beside her, fell on top of Wang Jianguo and passed out completely.

Ten minutes later, Li Yajing, who was in a coma, was pushed out of the operating room. When he saw his mother lying quietly on the stroller without a trace of blood on her face, Shi Lei deeply understood what it means to be heartbroken and stand with red eyes. On the other side of the cart, Li Yajing was pushed into the intensive care unit.

Standing outside the ICU door, Shi Lei completely lost his strength, and leaned against the small window next to the ICU, not speaking or moving, just resting his head on the window and watching stupidly.

It was dawn and it was dark. When the dawn came again, Li Yajing, who had been unconscious in the intensive care room, suddenly moved. This made Shi Lei, who had been standing by the window, thought he was hallucinating. There was a piercing noise, and along with the noise, doctors and nurses ran over from the side office.

Shi Lei dragged his stiff body and wanted to rush in, but was blocked by the last nurse, Shi Lei hurriedly walked back and forth by the door, maybe 10 minutes or an hour, the door opened again, Liu Liguo stood at the door of the intensive care unit, looking Looking at Shi Lei, Wang Jianguo, and Li Yaping who were haggard by the door, "Go in and have a look."

Shi Lei swayed, and supported Wang Jianguo beside him. Although he was prepared in his heart, although he said he could accept it, but when he actually faced it, Shi Lei knew this kind of pain rising from inside, this kind of pain that made people even cry. How unbearable the pain of deboning without crying.

Wang Jianguo, who was also shocked by the news, had not had time to wake up when he was startled by Shi Lei and Li Xiuping who were leaning on his body at the same time. He helped them, and Wang Jianguo pinched Shi Lei's arm hard, "Stone, hurry up!" go in."

Shi Lei woke up in an instant and ran out, bumped into the door frame, stumbled, Shi Lei rushed into the monitoring room, rushed to Li Yajing's side, looked at Li Yajing who had half-opened eyes, Shi Lei's eyes were full of tears, he hugged his mother carefully, Lying beside her mother's ear, "Mom, I'm Xiaolei, here I come. Mom, look at me."

I don't know if it was Shi Lei's words or the tears that fell on Shi Lei's face that touched Li Yajing. Li Yajing opened her misty eyes and looked at Shi Lei with a smile on her face. With Shi Lei's help, Li Yajing put her hand on her son's face , although he was powerless to say anything, Shi Lei still felt his mother's attachment and reluctance to him with his slightly groping fingers.

Shi Lei cried, crying like a child, holding his mother's arm tightly, murmuring incoherently, "Mom, don't leave me behind."

But Shi Lei's tears and Shi Lei's persuasion still did not stop Li Yajing from moving forward. Half an hour later, at 1997:12 am on December 8, 38, Li Yajing, with her reluctance and attachment to her son, Swallowed his last breath in the arms of his son Shi Lei.

Holding Li Yajing's body, amidst the long, steady beeps, Shi Lei slowly let out a cry. The low, hoarse cry full of pain echoed in the large intensive care unit.

Shi Lei, who was completely defeated by the pain, couldn't figure it out, he came back, he found a doctor to treat his illness, why did his mother leave?Shi Lei, who was forcibly pulled away, wiped his mother's cheeks for the last time with trembling hands under Wang Jianguo's punch, and put on neat clothes.

Notifying the funeral home, Shi Lei sent his mother to the funeral home's ice coffin in a daze. Standing beside the transparent coffin, looking at Li Yajing lying quietly inside, Shi Lei's bloodshot eyes slowly became bloodshot, but his expression But he was unusually calm, and gently touched the transparent coffin cover, "Mom, wait for me." After finishing speaking, Shi Lei turned and left the funeral home.

When Wang Jianguo returned to the No. [-] morgue after arranging everything, he frowned when he saw the empty room. Suddenly, Wang Jianguo's face changed drastically. He ran out of the morgue in a hurry and saw Wang Qiang walking towards him. "Dad, do you see the rock?"

Wang Jianguo's words made Wang Qiang stunned for a moment, he nodded his head halfway and froze instantly, as if thinking of something, his face suddenly changed, "Hei Fat, hurry up, Shitou must have settled with Zhao Xiuzhen, hurry up and stop him."

Wang Qiang's words confirmed Wang Jianguo's guess. In the cold weather of December, Wang Jianguo's spine felt a chill, and a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead instantly. Wang Jianguo ran out.

The author has something to say: Maybe some friends can’t accept that since they can be reborn, why can’t Shi Lei’s mother stay? In fact, rebirth is not a panacea. Shi Lei’s mother has terminal cancer and is seriously ill. What Shi Lei did was in vain, not to mention in 2013, even now in [-], cancer is still an insurmountable difficulty.Sometimes, death is not terrible, what is terrible is living alone.